Chapter 17: Pain

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At noon, he found a post station to rest for a while, Wen Youran took a sip of tea, looked at Long Yizheng seriously, and said with a slight smile: "Let's go back!" ”

Long Yizheng was stunned for a moment, his face gradually sank, and he said seriously: "We won't go back!" ”

Wen Youran stretched out his hand to cover the back of Long Yizheng's hand, and said seriously: "Although I don't know what you are hiding from me, we all have our own families, and we can't let them bear public opinion and suffering just like this." ”

Long Yizheng's face instantly became more and more solemn, and after a long time, he finally said: "I can't accept the life that others have arranged for me. ”

Wen Youran felt a pain in his heart, and said with a slight smile: "No matter what we will face, it is a part of our life, and we should learn to be brave to meet it." ”

Long Yizheng pondered for a moment, the corners of his mouth raised slightly, and said softly: "Leisurely, if I have nothing, will you still be with me?" ”

Wen Youran couldn't help but smile and said, "If that's the case, I won't have any worries about being with you." ”

Sure enough, it was his identity that he was scrupling about, and for a moment, Long Yizheng looked at Wen Youran's eyes and said seriously: "Youran, the queen mother has given us a marriage." ”

Wen Youran was stunned for a moment, thought about it carefully, looked at his eyes seriously and said, "Long Yizheng, I won't marry you." ”

These words were like a sharp knife, instantly piercing Long Yizheng's heart, his heart trembled fiercely, the pain was like a knife, Long Yizheng took a deep breath, and after a short rest, he reminded unwillingly: "You are already my person." ”

His face flushed instantly, Wen Youran took a deep breath, clenched Long Yizheng's hand, avoided this question, and said with a slight smile: "We don't need a marriage contract between us, you have your life, and I have my own things to do." ”

"You seem to have thought about it a long time ago." Long Yizheng looked at Wen Youran in disbelief, her words really shocked him.

"Hmm--" Wen leisurely nodded frankly.

"The person I love is really the most special person," Long Yizheng smiled bitterly, after thinking for a long time, he took a deep breath, looked at Wen leisurely and said seriously: "If you don't marry me, if one day I fall in love with someone else, what will you do?" ”

Wen Youran felt a pain in his heart, and said with a slight smile: "I'm not afraid, if that day really comes, I will try to get myself used to living without you, although it will be difficult, but I can do it!" ”

Long Yizheng's heart didn't know what it was like, his slender fingers gently stroked Wen Youran's soft hair, his eyes were hot, tears flowed down instantly, he endured the pain in his heart, and said clearly word by word: "Leisurely, the road ahead is long, I'm so afraid!" I'm afraid I'll lose you if I walk! ”

The nose hurt fiercely, the phoenix's eyes were a little bright, Wen Youran gently stretched out his hand, stroked Long Yizheng's hand on his cheek, kissed his palm lightly with soft and warm lips, and smiled: "As long as our hearts are always together, you can't lose me." ”

"Do you feel so embarrassed to marry me?" Long Yizheng was heartbroken, thought for a moment, and reminded coldly, "If you refuse to marry me, I can't guarantee that I won't fall in love with someone else!" ”

"If you are King Yi, it is inevitable to marry more in the future, even if I marry, can you guarantee that you will not fall in love with someone else?"

Long Yizheng was slightly stunned, only then did he realize that in the face of the invisible future, he was not as firm as he imagined, for a long time, he smiled bitterly, and said honestly: "A life is so long, you and I have not walked yet, I love you at the moment, but I can't seem to give you a definite promise." ”

"So we should cherish every day, every hour, every moment of love." Knowing that Long Yizheng was so young and a year younger than himself, he was very honest in what he said, Wen Youran smiled slightly, and tears slipped from his phoenix eyes.

"You are willing to give me your body, but you refuse to marry me, will you feel that you are very contradictory!" Long Yizheng closed his eyes, and after a slight adjustment, withdrew his hand from hers.

"Love and marriage itself will have contradictions due to various external factors, we love each other together, if we don't love, we separate, there is no arrears and no restraints for each other, how good is this!"

Long Yizheng couldn't believe his ears, Wen Youran's words made him really unacceptable, after a long time, he finally understood something, and said with a bitter smile: "The reason why you have this idea is just because you have no trust and confidence in me!"

"As you said, the road ahead is long, your life is destined to be high above this sky, I have no wings to fly, and I have no confidence to stand firmly in that supreme place."

"What a good reason and excuse!" Long Yizheng was in great pain, and his self-confidence was deeply damaged.

Wen Youran felt a sharp pain in his heart, and smiled helplessly: "Sometimes I wish I had, I love an ordinary person!" ”

"Do you think I'm not ordinary enough for you?"

"It is precisely because of you that I am more burdened, you and I are not a class, destined to be separated by an insurmountable gap!" Wen said leisurely, tears couldn't help but flow down his eyes.

"It's not like what you said leisurely! When did you become so unconfident? Long Yizheng finally couldn't control the torment in his heart, pride and self-esteem were troubled, he got up and strode away.

Wen Youran felt a cramp in her heart, Long Yizheng's pride and her own assertiveness were destined to be incompatible, the time together should not be running out, she would cherish every moment with him.

Long Yizheng, who went back all the way, was expressionless and speechless, Wen moved leisurely and said softly: "I'm tired." ”

Long Yizheng tightened the reins, the horse stopped, he dismounted first, and gently picked her off the horse's back, Wen leisurely moved his arms, took a deep breath, pointed to the scenery in the distance, cheered up and said, "The scenery over there is so beautiful, shall we go over there for a walk?" ”

"Don't go!" Long Yizheng coldly refused.

Wen Youran knew that he was angry, and with an expectant expression, he smiled and said, "I want to go over and take a walk." ”

Long Yizheng's eyelids twitched slightly, and he turned to take care of the horse, ignoring Wen Youran. Wen Youran finally couldn't control her emotions, tears fell from her eyes, she sucked her nose, strode forward, looked for a place he couldn't see from a distance, squatted down and trembled and cried silently.

Long Yizheng hadn't seen her come back for a long time, and his heart was tight, so he was in a hurry to find it, Wen leisurely listened to the sound of horses' hooves, held back his crying and wiped away his tears, got up and walked towards him. Long Yizheng looked at her with red eyes, knowing that she had cried, his heart could not be ruthless anymore, and immediately jumped off the horse and hugged her into his arms in distress.

Wen leisurely hugged Long Yizheng tightly, and tears couldn't help but welled up again. Long Yizheng's eyes were hot, tears instantly filled his eyes, tightened the strength of hugging her, and said distressedly: "I'm sorry leisurely!" ”

Wen Youran trembled and stretched out his hands to cover Long Yizheng's cheeks, his eyelashes trembled slightly, he stood on tiptoe and took the initiative to cover his lips.

Long Yizheng's heart trembled, his heart closed his eyes in pain, and responded to her warmly, Long Yizheng was greedy for such an extreme beauty, and his leisurely soft and sweet lips melted the pain and troubles in his heart instantly......