Chapter 34: Try to believe in Him

I looked at the time, thinking that I would have to go to the company in a while, so I said, "Dr. Jiang, just say whatever you want!" I'll have something to do in a moment. ”

"Am I delaying you?"

A touch of embarrassment flashed on Jiang Tao's face, and he said with some hesitation: "Actually, it's nothing, I just heard Ah Cheng say that you are pregnant, you should pay more attention to your body!" ”

"Thank you!"

"Well, I still have to do a ward round, so I won't send you, goodbye!"

Looking at Jiang Tao's back as he left in a hurry, I intuitively felt that this was not his purpose for looking for me, what did he want to say to me?

I left the hospital with doubts, and I didn't notice that when I was talking to Jiang Tao, there were a pair of eyes that kept looking at us.

went to Huanyu to find Lu Zhoucheng and met a colleague from the project department in the corridor.

I saw that the papers were stacked high in his arms, so I went over to help him get them.

When I arrived at the project department, Hao Fuping had to invite me to tea, "Our Mr. Lu has recently had a whim and gave everyone a full body examination. ”

After speaking, he patted the stack of reports on the table and asked someone to take it down and send it.

The project department is full of old men, and they are getting together to complain at this time.

"What kind of physical examination for all employees, such a large expense, how good it would be if you went out to play as a fund!"

"I don't know what Mr. Lu is thinking?"

Probably remembering that there were still outsiders, Hao Fuping hurriedly patted the table and stopped, "What are you talking about!" Is it wrong for Mr. Lu to care about everyone's physical condition? ”

Hao Fuping's subordinates smiled at me after training, "These guys just love to play tricks, Miss Shen don't tell Mr. Lu!" ”

I shook my head and left the project department with a lot of concern.

In fact, I know very well in my heart that Lu Zhoucheng arranged this physical examination, not out of concern for the physical condition of employees, but to find a kidney/source for Jiang Yinyin.

When Lu Zhoucheng called, I was already in a taxi.

"Hao Fuping said that you came to the company, why didn't you come to me?"

"I suddenly remembered that there was something else ......"

I've never been good at lying, and the excuses I find are always those few sentences, but fortunately, Lu Zhoucheng didn't doubt it, but just told me to go home early.

Lu Zhoucheng didn't come back to eat in the evening, he had two socials for three days, I was used to it.

When I woke up in the middle of the night, I found that he had not returned, so I called him.

The phone rang twice and it was connected, it was a woman's voice, "Shen Qing? Look for Ah Cheng, he's asleep. ”

Hearing Jiang Yinyin's voice, I grabbed the sheets under me, "Can you call him for me?" I'm looking for him. ”

"Ah Cheng doesn't like to be disturbed the most when he sleeps, you have something to talk about tomorrow!"

Jiang Yinyin hung up the phone after speaking, and when I called again, the mobile phone prompted that it had been turned off.

How could Lu Zhoucheng be in the hospital at this time?

And Jiang Yinyin said that he fell asleep, it shouldn't be what she thought!

No, it won't.

Lu Zhoucheng is not that kind of person, I should believe him!

I resisted the urge to rush to the hospital and sat on the bed with the quilt in my arms, my eyes staring straight into the void.

When Lu Zhoucheng returned home, it was almost dawn, and he didn't know that I had been waiting for him.

Lying on the bed and listening to the sound of water in the bathroom, my heart was very clogged and my eyes hurt a little.

In fact, I didn't mind too much about knowing about him and Jiang Yinyin, because everyone has their own past, and Zhao Bin and I haven't been good for five years?

But what I can accept is the past, not the ambiguity of the present.

After going to bed, Lu Zhoucheng habitually came to hug me.

When his arm was removed, he apologized and said, "Sorry to wake you up." ”

I didn't speak, but Lu Zhoucheng came to hug me again after a while, and this time I almost shook off his hand with emotion.

What did he do with Jiang Yinyin in the hospital?

Why did you come back so late?

Did you hug her like this?

Actually, I don't want to do this, but countless questions flash through my mind, and it almost drives people crazy.

"What's wrong with you?"

Lu Zhoucheng wanted to turn me around, but I refused, so he had to get up and turn on the light.

When I turned on the light, I buried my head in the quilt for fear that he would see me crying.

Lu Zhoucheng didn't pull it away twice, so he had to give up and sit next to me and look at me, "Xiaoqing, what's wrong with you?" Is there something uncomfortable? ”

"Can you come out first? Let me see you. ”

"Wife ......"

No matter what Lu Zhoucheng said, I just didn't come out and didn't talk to him, I was afraid that I would quarrel with him as soon as I opened my mouth.

Lu Zhoucheng saw that the soft one didn't work, so he came to the hard one, he has never been patient.

The quilt was ripped away, and I covered my face with my arm, "You go away, I don't want to talk to you now!" ”

The arm was taken off, Lu Zhoucheng looked at my crying red eyes, and his good-looking brows frowned slightly, "Why are you crying?" Is someone bullying you? ”

"You don't have to."

I pushed his hand away and turned my back to him.

It's been three hours since I called, and I've been waiting for him for three hours, and it's really uncomfortable!

Lu Zhoucheng reflected for a while, and then gently hugged my shoulder, "Did I make you angry because I came back late?" You've been waiting for me? ”

"I didn't mean not to go home, but I drank too much during the party, so I found a place to squint for a while." ”

The feeling of heartache is not unfamiliar, the first time was when I knew that Zhao Bin was cheating, and then now, I heard him lie to me.

"I said I don't want to talk now, can you let me be quiet for a while."

Listening to the irrepressible whimper in my throat, Lu Zhoucheng panicked all of a sudden.

He hugged me and said, "Xiaoqing, Xiaoqing, don't cry, I know it's wrong, I must go home early in the future, can you open your eyes and see me?" ”

"Liar! You big liar, I hate it when people lie to me! ”

I tried to push Lu Zhoucheng away with my hands and feet, but I was tightly imprisoned in his arms, "What's wrong with you?" What did you say and what did I lie to you? ”

It seems that he is not dead in the heart of the Yellow River.

That's it, I simply had a showdown with him, "Pretending to be innocent, didn't you sleep comfortably in the hospital?" What are you doing back? Did I call you and bother you? ”

"You called me? When? ”

Seeing Lu Zhoucheng's stunned expression, I only felt that my eyes hurt badly, and I reached out to push him, "Get out, don't hug me with the hands you have hugged other women." ”

I was surprised that at this moment, I could still express it so clearly, but unfortunately Lu Zhoucheng didn't understand.

He doesn't understand what I'm crying about, and he doesn't understand what I mind.

may have seen that I was struggling too much, so Lu Zhoucheng had to let go first.

"Xiaoqing, can you calm down and listen to my explanation first."

I lifted the covers and got out of bed, "If you had chosen to tell the truth in the first place, maybe I would have listened to you, but now I don't want to hear it." ”

"No, you have to listen."

Lu Zhoucheng stopped me and forcibly carried me back to the bed.

"Listen to me, I really have a party at night, but at about eleven o'clock, Yinyin suddenly called me and said that there was something very important, I drank a lot of alcohol before going to the hospital, so I accidentally fell asleep on the sofa, and the whole thing is like this."

I didn't make a sound, Lu Zhoucheng raised my head, "I didn't know you called me, and she and I are not what you think, we are nothing." ”

I looked at Lu Zhoucheng, my eyes didn't blink, "She likes you!" ”

A touch of unnaturalness flashed on Lu Zhoucheng's face, obviously he didn't expect me to know about it.

My heart ached, and I bit my lip and looked at him, "I know you like her too, right?" ”

Lu Zhoucheng did not answer this question directly, but confessed their past to me.

"We've been together before, but that's all in the past, Shen Qing, it's all in the past."

Is it really in the past?

Hearing that she fainted that day, you were even more nervous than Lu Zihao, and in order to find a suitable kidney/source for her, you did not hesitate to let all the employees go for a physical examination.

Or you do more for her without me knowing.

You grew up together, childhood sweethearts have no guesses, she is your first love, and even now I still like you, what should I compare with her?

Lu Zhoucheng, tell me, how can I compare with her?

I beat him, choked and scolded, "Lu Zhoucheng, you are a bastard!" ”

Lu Zhoucheng grabbed my fist, "I thought she was unwell before rushing over, and then she refused to sleep, so I had to wait until she fell asleep before leaving, you also know that she is a patient......"

"Xiaoqing, what I said is true."

"Okay, don't talk about it."

I haven't slept all night, I'm already very tired, and I have the strength to push Lu Zhou Cheng weakly, "I'm in a mess now, you let me be quiet alone." ”

Lu Zhoucheng didn't force me, turned off the light and lay down beside me.

"Wife ......"

He tentatively hugged me from behind, rubbing his face against my back.

"Don't be angry, I will go home on time in the future, if I go somewhere else, I will call you in advance, you can forgive me, wife."

"Although I used to be a bastard, but I also have my own bottom line, since I married you, I will be responsible for you and the child to the end, try to believe me, okay?"

"If you still refuse to forgive me, then I will have to write you a letter of guarantee!"

"Is a thousand words enough? Or 3,000 words? ”

The scoundrel's tone was a little helpless, and I choked and bit the back of my hand to keep myself from crying.

I know that I am a little vexatious, because of Lu Zhoucheng and Jiang Yinyin's past, because of his concern for her, my heart has been completely messed up.

I don't know if I should believe him, but I don't seem to have a choice.

He is my husband and the father of my children, who else can I trust if I don't believe him?

When Lu Zhoucheng sleeps, he likes to put his hand on my stomach, and his hot lips are imprinted in his ears, accompanied by his apologetic voice.

"Wife, I know I shouldn't hide from you to go to the hospital, and I won't in the future, so forgive me this time, okay?"

In the middle of the night, I raised my hand and put it on the back of his hand, "Sleep!" I'll have to go to work in a while. ”

Lu Zhoucheng didn't speak, but just hugged me tighter.