(187) There is a distance between us

I pointed to the room where he used to live, "That is your room, and then I lived in this room after I fell unconscious, because it is close to the stairs, everyone has come to see you, so it is also your room." ”

"Then let's go back to the room where we used to live!" With that, I helped him in.

Looking at the decoration in the room, Ling Mo fell into deep thought, "Where are you staying tonight?" ”

"I should be able to live with you!" I said with some anticipation.

"No, let's sleep in separate rooms from today!" After saying that, he sat on the bed and looked at everything around him, as if he was reminiscing.

Then he got up and opened the cabinet to take a look, and turned out a photo in a cabinet, which was between him and Xu Youran.

Didn't he say before that he had thrown away all her photos? Why is there still here?

I looked at it with some surprise, but Ling Mo asked, "She's not you, is she?" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded.

"Then she is!"

"Xu Youran?" I answered truthfully.

After hearing this, he repeated, "Xu Youran? Do you know her? ”

I nodded again, "Yes." ”

"Then tell me about her!" Ling Mo picked up the photo and sat on the bed looking at it and said.

But I didn't want to talk to him, so I said, "I don't know much." ”

Seeing that my eyes were a little evasive, he said in disbelief: "You can't lie to me, let's say, what does she have to do with me, what happened?" ”

Hearing this, I was very unhappy, and said angrily, "What do you want to know about her?" I'm your wife now, and the first person you want to know when you wake up is actually her. ”

Seeing that I was angry, he was expressionless, and said, "I feel that her relationship with me is not ordinary." ”

"Heh, it's really not ordinary!" I was so angry that I wanted to laugh.

"Then you should tell me!" He looked at me.

I nodded, "Okay, your first love, the woman you've always loved deeply, and I'm just a replacement for her, are you satisfied now?" ”

Seeing that my eyes were red with anger, the expression on his face was complicated.

"What about her?" Seeing that I was like this, he was still asking, I was afraid that I would cry, so I turned around and ran.

He can't remember me, but I don't want him to remember anyone but me.

Why is it that I am with him when he wakes up, and he wants to get to know other women.

I really can't accept this, and I can't accept it.

Seeing that I ran out, Yu Sheng hurriedly chased after me, "Mommy, where are you going?" Wait for me. ”

"Don't come along." I shouted as I looked back at him.

Then I ran out of Ling's house, but soon my phone rang and I refused to answer directly.

Then walking on the street outside, tears raining down, this may be the final arrangement of fate, I have brought him too much harm, and it is time to end.

It's okay, he's awake now anyway, and he doesn't remember me, so let's just leave, so as not to hurt him again.

I said at the beginning that as long as he wakes up, I will accept whatever the result.

It's just that the heart is very empty, and the people are all in an empty state, so I don't know how long I walked, and suddenly I felt that the place in front of me was very familiar, and I turned my head to look.

Unexpectedly arrived at the gate of the Suhang community, it was really a creation and a trick, so I could come here, I lowered my head and smiled sarcastically.

Then I continued to move forward, and when I felt pain in my feet, I realized that I had gone from west to east.

And it was almost dark, so I didn't eat a bite of food or drink a little water.

And then enough of sitting on the side of the road, maybe it's time for me to go back to my life.

If it weren't for my son, I could have said goodbye, but because of my son, I couldn't do this irresponsible behavior.

So go back and talk about it, if he wants to be with me, I won't be reluctant, after all, so many things have come over, and there is nothing to be afraid of, it's just a big deal to be sad for a while.

Because I was thirsty, I bought a bottle of canned beer at the roadside shop and drank it as I walked.

It wasn't until after I finished drinking that I took a taxi back to Ling's house.

But because I turned off the phone, the whole family was looking for me, my eyes were red, and my heart was very warm, but except for Ling Mo.

"Mommy, where have you been? I can't reach you for a day. Yu Sheng came and hugged me and cried.

"I just want to go out to breathe, it's okay, Mommy is the same age, I can't lose it." I touched his head and comforted.

"You still have the face to come back, run away like this, who is it if something happens, if you don't want to be in our Ling family, then pack up your things for a long time!" Because Ling Mo was inside, Ms. Gao was still acting.

I smiled wryly, "Okay, as long as your son agrees to let me go, I won't stay." ”

Hearing this, Ms. Gao was stunned for a moment, because what I said was too true, no, what I said was serious.

And now Ling Mo also looked at me, and said after a while: "Why do you need my consent, the door is there, take care of yourself." With that, he was ready to go upstairs.

I laughed self-deprecatingly, what did he disagree with, he didn't care about himself now.

It's just that why is this happening, it's all fine until I come back today.

After seeing Ling Mo return to the room, Ms. Gao asked me, "Mu Tong, what's going on?" ”

I shook my head, "It's been like this this morning, I don't know, but I feel like it's probably better for me to move out recently, he's already awake anyway, his body is recovering, and he doesn't need me anything." ”

"No, his memory hasn't recovered yet, you can give him a little more patience." Ms. Gao said.

"Mom, I've caused him a lot of harm, maybe it's a good thing that he doesn't remember me." I comforted.

"Even if I don't remember the past, I can start over, and I'm really not sure there's a woman better than you for him now." She said with some self-reproach.

I knew she was blaming herself for the incident.

However, this time He Yan went in and it was not so easy to come out, after all, the Ling family's methods were not jealous, it was easy to deal with me, and if she wanted to deal with the Ling family, her He family was still far behind.

"Mom, since this is a new beginning. Then let him choose again, but you and grandma can rest assured, now we are family, and I will treat you as family in the future. I said.

Seeing that I was speechless, Ms. Gao was speechless, but at this time, Yu Sheng was crying next to her.

"Mommy, I don't want you to be separated from Dad, what the hell happened to him today?" Yu Sheng said with tears in his eyes.

"Mommy doesn't know, but no matter what happens to me and Dad, I'll be good to you!" I think that no matter whether Ling Mo remembers our son or not, he will definitely be good for the rest of his life.

"No, I just don't want you to be separated!" The son roared directly.

Seeing him crying so sadly, I also wanted to cry, but I didn't want to shed tears in front of my son, so I said: "Then Mommy give Dad some time, let him be quiet by himself for a while, and Mommy goes to live outside." ”

"No, no, no, no!" The rest of his life is still crying.

Except when Ling Mo was injured and unconscious, he had never cried so much, and this time it was really unacceptable.

"Yes, for the sake of the child, Mu Tong, you really have to think about it." Ms. Gao also said.

I had no choice but to continue to live here first, but I didn't go to Ling Mo's room again.

He has been learning about the company's situation recently, so he is with Lao Ji almost every day.

Occasionally, I'll play with my son for a while when I'm free, but we're completely at a distance from each other.

A month has passed, and Ling Mo's body has recovered quickly after his own exercise, and now he can move freely.

And because of him, the company quickly returned to its best state.

It felt like everything was getting better, and I was getting farther and farther away from him.

This night, I had just come out of the shower in the room, and I was about to change my clothes, when Ling Mo opened the door and came in, startling me, I subconsciously quickly covered my chest.

But I don't have anything to hide from him, after all, he hasn't seen it anywhere, and then he doesn't seem to be flustered, and he is still wrapped in a bath towel anyway.

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"When you were in temporary management of the company, there were some accounts that were wrong, so check with me." He glanced at me and said.

I nodded, "You go first, I'll change my clothes and go over." ”

He mumbled without saying much, turned around and went out.

Looking at his straight back, I thought he would want to talk to me, but it turned out that it was just the reason for the account.

I changed into my pajamas and went over.

When I got to the door, I knocked on the door first, and heard the inside say, "Come in, no lock!" "I just walked in.

He's sitting in front of the computer now, and I'm going straight to the side.

He looked up at me, "How much was this project talking about?" ”

"100 million?" I replied.

"How can that be 20 million less?" He asked.

Is it less? Impossible? I leaned over and looked at the detailed list of incoming and outgoing accounts, and it was true that in the end, there were only 80 million left, and there were still 20 million?

I frowned, because I had never touched the money, no matter what the company's money was, it had never passed through my hands and then transferred it to his account.

"And this, how much was it talking about at the time?" He asked me about the project again.

It was a small project, with only 10 million cooperation funds, but the income was only more than 12 million.

But at that time, I remembered that the income was more than 15 million, what happened?

I frowned, a little incredulous, "Why is this happening?" ”

"All the projects you've managed have always been a little bit lacking, didn't you pay attention to them at the time?" He looked at me with a bad face.

I was in a hurry and looked at it again, "I remember that the data I was looking at at was not like that. ”

"This is the bank record of the receipt, and there will be no mistake." He replied.

"I haven't touched the money, really, you believe me!" I knew I couldn't do that because if I did, I would face jail time.

"Fortunately, they are all small projects, otherwise the loss will be more." He looked at me and said.

I kept my head down, thinking that I was careful enough, but I didn't expect that something would go wrong.