Chapter 267: If I'm Gone, Don't Wait for Me
went upstairs with a cake and found Lu Zhoucheng in the study.
He seemed to be writing something, his eyes glued to the computer, his fingers jumping on the keyboard, his brow furrowed slightly.
The door didn't close, I just came in, the sound of tapping on the keyboard stopped, and Lu Zhoucheng looked up at me.
I took the cake and placed it in front of him, "Take a break!" Eat something. ”
Lu Zhoucheng closed the computer and took the spoon, "Come back very quickly, don't have to patrol the streets?" ”
"What a patrol, I'm on patrol." I gave him a blank look.
"What's the difference?" Lu Zhoucheng didn't care, took a bite of the cake, and frowned slightly.
I hurriedly asked him what was wrong, and this person directly fed me a bite of cake, and then it was my turn to frown, "It's so sweet." ”
Lu Zhoucheng stopped eating, pinched my face and said, "Say, do you want to sweeten me to death so that you can inherit my inheritance?" ”
I knew about this stalk, and immediately rolled my eyes, "Don't worry, I'm not interested in your inheritance." ”
Before he finished speaking, Lu Zhoucheng's face changed, "If you're not interested in me, who are you interested in?" Surname Cheng? ”
"Lu Zhoucheng!"
I pushed him away a little angrily, "Are you interesting?" ”
Lu Zhoucheng leaned back in the chair and sneered at me with his arms crossed, "Every time you mention him, you get excited, are you interesting?" ”
I know that my reaction is a bit excessive, and after losing my parents, Cheng Siyuan is even more precious to me, as I have said a long time ago.
"I'm not bored, then you can find something interesting!"
I shook my hand and left, Lu Zhoucheng caught up with him in two steps, "Why do you quarrel with me every time for him, am I never better than him in your heart?" ”
"Yes, no one can compare to him in my heart!"
"When my mother died, I also wanted to die with me, he was guarding me every step of the way, he also had a car accident at that time, the bones on his body were broken, and he chased me to the house to scold me.
When I was pregnant, my health was very poor, and I often couldn't sleep at night, so he stood at the door all night and talked to me, I couldn't bend over, he helped me put on my shoes, and I couldn't keep up with my nutrition, so he made food for me.
On the day the child was born, I saw Su Qi confessing to you on TV, her stomach hurt so much that she couldn't get up on her knees, it was he who rushed back to send me to the hospital, I almost died when I gave birth, it was he who kept holding my hand and calling my name.
He never coaxes me to be happy, but when I need him, he will always be there, such Cheng Siyuan, what do you compare with him! ”
Thinking of the past, I trembled with excitement, as if I was still in a dark cage, and tears couldn't stop falling.
Lu Zhoucheng didn't expect me to react so much, and hurriedly pulled me into his arms, "Okay, okay, don't say it, I don't compare with him, and I won't compare with him in the future." ”
I tried to push him away, but he was too strong, so I cried and beat him on the shoulder, "Why are you forcing me to think of this, I hate you!" ”
"It's me who is not good, I won't talk about it in the future."
Lu Zhoucheng kept kissing my hair, wiping the tears on my face in distress, "Baby, don't cry, or you will beat me." ”
Seeing that I didn't do it for a long time, Lu Zhoucheng grabbed my hand and slapped it on his face.
"If I hadn't been angry with you at the time, if I could have let go of that little bit of pride, we wouldn't have been apart for so long, you're right, I'm not qualified to compare with him at all, I'm just a bastard!"
I wept in his arms, tears like I didn't want money.
Two children ran up to us when they heard the crying and hid in the door watching us.
Fei Bao Bao was timid, already scared and crying, Fan Bao took her hand, and Xiao January screamed uneasily at her lap.
As soon as the child cried, I suddenly lost my mind and hurriedly walked over and picked her up.
Fei Bao sensibly wiped my face and said, "Mom, don't cry, Fei Fei is obedient, Fei Fei won't make you angry in the future, brother?" ”
Fan Bao held the corner of my clothes and nodded solemnly, my nose was sore, and tears were about to fall down.
Lu Zhoucheng hurriedly hugged the child over, "Baby, don't cry, mom is fine, mom just misses your grandparents." ”
Fei Baobao stopped crying, blinked her big watery eyes and said, "Where did grandparents go?" ”
Lu Zhoucheng said that they went to heaven, and the child didn't understand these things, so he immediately retorted, "My brother and I know where my grandparents are, right?" ”
Fan Baobao nodded, took my hand and said, "Mom, don't cry, my sister and I will take you to your grandparents." ”
The tears that I could barely hold back fell again, and I covered my mouth and turned around.
Lu Zhoucheng put the child down and coaxed them to go downstairs by themselves.
When he came back, he closed the door and hugged me from behind, "Wife, don't cry, your eyes will be swollen." ”
I was still angry, grabbed his hand is a mouthful, but I didn't expect him to resist at all, and when I let go, there was an obvious tooth mark on my hand.
Seeing that I was looking at him blankly, Lu Zhoucheng smiled and kissed me lightly on the lips, "Kitten." ”
It's been a long time since he'd called me that, so long that I almost forgot it, but there are some things that are hard to let go of, even if I don't think about them.
"Don't call me that!"
I pushed Lu Zhoucheng away and walked out, he came over and asked me what was wrong, I blackened my face and didn't speak, and locked him outside the bathroom.
Lu Zhoucheng knocked on the door outside, "Xiaoqing, you open the door!" ”
The sound of water flowing out temporarily drowned out the sound of banging on the door, and I held the water to cover my face, knowing very well in my heart that it was very unreasonable for me to eat vinegar.
You can't tell him I'm angry because his ex-girlfriend has a cat!
The banging finally stopped, and I turned off the faucet and looked at myself in the mirror, and my eyes were really swollen.
Opened the door and went out, Lu Zhoucheng was still at the door, in addition to dissatisfaction in his eyes, there seemed to be a sense of grievance, he followed wherever I went.
I went to the balcony to see the roses, and in a little more than a month, the flowers should bloom!
I watered the flowers a little, and when I turned around, I saw Lu Zhoucheng leaning against the door, and I suddenly asked him a question, "Why don't you let her live in?" ”
Lu Zhoucheng knew who I was talking about, "You know, I'm a bit clean, and I'm emotionally the same, how can I let other women live in before your shadow is completely cleared?" ”
I put the kettle down and pursed my lips to look at him, "If I don't come back, will you forget about me?" ”
"Yes."
Lu Zhoucheng's answer was very honest, with a light smile on the corner of his mouth when he spoke, "I thought you were with him, I am not a saint, of course I will not wait for you all the time." ”
He didn't move, just watched me walk over, then reached out and took me into his arms, "It's good that you came back in time, otherwise I would have forgotten you." ”
I understood what he meant, he originally planned to get married at the end of the year, but I was all disturbed, and the last time was five years ago, and I even remember Jiang Yinyin's angry appearance.
"Lu Zhoucheng, if I leave next time, you will forget about me! Don't wait for me, not for a day. ”
Lu Zhoucheng didn't speak, but hugged me tighter, and after a while, I heard him say a word.
He said, OK.
On the morning of the thirtieth day of the Chinese New Year's Eve, I received a call from Wu Yulan, asking me to take my children to the Lu family villa for the New Year.
I was washing vegetables in the kitchen at the time, and when I heard her almsgiving tone, I coldly rejected her 'kindness'.
It didn't take long for Lu Zhoucheng to come over, "My mother called you?" ”
I nodded, put the washed food in the basket, "You can go if you want, don't worry what I think." ”
Lu Zhoucheng sighed and hugged me from behind, "How can I not care what you think, you are my wife." ”
My heart was sour, I turned my head and kissed him on the face, "I didn't mean that, you go and accompany them, and we will celebrate the New Year at night." ”
Lu Zhoucheng shook his head, chased after me and bit my lip, "Don't go." ”
The action of washing the vegetables stopped, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses, and I whispered, "Then you can go over tomorrow morning!" I took the kids back. ”
"Isn't it the day after tomorrow?"
"It's the same tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, anyway, ......"
Anyway, I don't have any relatives, and no one gives me New Year's greetings.
A fiery kiss was imprinted on the neck, accompanied by a tingling tremor and someone's low, hoarse voice, "Can I go with you?" ”
"Next time!" I said perfunctorily, turned my head and rubbed his face, "You don't have a good cold, so don't run around." ”
Lu Zhoucheng was sullen and lay on my back for a long time because I refused to take him back.
Anyway, it's also the Chinese New Year, and I get up in the morning to get busy, and I finally get a table of dishes, even though there are only four of us.
When making dumplings in the afternoon, Lu Zhoucheng and the children came to help, and after a while, there was a fuss, and his face was full of flour.
I just watched them from the side, it was just me and my children during the Chinese New Year before, and it had not been so lively for a long time.
Hearing the barking of dogs and the sound of cars at the door, I instructed my son to open the door, "Fanfan, go and see who's coming?" ”
Where the baby ran fast, Fei Baobao also joined in the fun, and the two brothers and sisters scrambled to open the door.
"Who is it?" I asked while making dumplings.
Fan Baobao came back with her sister, and the little girl grinned and said that it was grandma.
My face changed, and I looked up at Lu Zhoucheng.
Lu Zhoucheng also looked inexplicable, and wiped his hands with a wet towel, "I'll go out and have a look." ”
The child is young, he doesn't know the grievances between me and the Lu family, and he doesn't remember what the Lu family has done to them, so he followed Lu Zhoucheng curiously.
I wanted to stop it, but then I thought about it and wiped my hands and followed.
The Lu family's car was parked on the side of the road, and Wu Yulan was standing outside the iron gate wearing dark purple fur, her nails painted beautifully, she should have just done it.
Seeing Lu Zhoucheng come out, Wu Yulan happily beckoned to him, "Chengcheng, mom has come to see you, open the door for mom." ”
Lu Zhoucheng hesitated for a moment and walked over with the two children.
After the door opened, Wu Yulan ran in with high heels and hugged my son, "Good grandson, I miss my grandmother." ”