Text Chapter 10(1)
On a calm day, the wound begins to heal and scar. Waiting for the storm to come on the calm sea, Ping An fell in love with a boy from the first day he joined the company.
This secret is not a secret, Ping An unscrupulously said to the girl in the company: "That boy is very handsome, I have a good impression of him."
Whenever Ping An and the boy took the same elevator, Sister Bing teased Ping An in the vernacular: "You male god!"
The pathogen sprouts at the right time, and the outbreak washes the brain. In the past six months, Ping An has only observed the boy in obscurity, and the two of them have never intersected like parallel lines, until today.
Starting point. The supervisor is a native northerner who loves pasta. seems to be fair and upright, but every time he encounters the boss's questioning, he habitually puts the responsibility on his subordinates. "I've told them many times about this, and it's their fault that I didn't do it."
The boss looked at Ping An and them calmly, his heart was like a mirror, he knew that Ping An and they were just a group of small minions. No one has broken through the dark side of this workplace, and has tried to shirk the heavy black cauldron on himself.
Ping An watched them act indifferently, and from time to time the audience stood up and applauded vigorously.
Grief welled up in peace, and the room gradually filled with a poisonous mist, and when I opened my eyes, I saw that they had put on protective shields, leaving behind a pair of eyes full of calculating cunning.
At that time, Ping An also learned that the words were not right. She flattered the arrangement of her superiors and cursed the insidious cunning of the supervisor, which was really disgusting.
End of meeting. The director came to Ping'an and Sister Bing with a very unhappy face and said, "You guys have time, go to the warehouse to help."
The tone followed the bad mood, showing great dissatisfaction with Ping An and Sister Bing.
The group meeting was even more ruthless and said: "If you think that your brain ability is not good, then you can learn the hands-on ability, even the hands-on ability is limited, I think this company does not have a suitable position for you."
"Of course, these words are not directed at any one person."
He looked at Ping An directly, as if these words were said to Ping An. The last word, to plant the seeds of suspicion for all. The meeting dispersed, and Sister Bing looked indifferent. said unconcernedly: "Anyway, it's not me, this company really can't do it, the salary is not increased, and I ask to do this and that all day long."
Ping An knew that the person the supervisor said was herself, and she didn't care. Yan and Sister Bing, who didn't smile at her: "Then don't do it!"
Sister Bing looked at Ping'an's appearance and was a little annoyed, and said bluntly: "Don't think that I don't know who Brother Lu is talking about, it's you."
"Where to read novels all day, watch movies. I don't know what you think, and you don't listen to you. β
Ping An was distraught and didn't know what to say. Just shut up, Sister Bing didn't speak.
Unfold. Ping An and Sister Bing came to the warehouse last night and were busy. Ping An pretended to walk past the boy casually, secretly looking at his figure. Like a voyeur, spying on the boy's bits and pieces.
For days on end, I was making forms and going to the warehouse. Everyone chatted occasionally, and a girl suddenly said, "Yifeng, aren't you ready to resign?"
The boy didn't answer, and took it upon himself to find the goods.
Ping An didn't show calmness, and he made several mistakes in absent-mindedly packing. Suddenly, the supervisor came to the warehouse and asked Ping An to make a form, and Ping An got a lifesaver and hurriedly left the warehouse.
Ping An sat on the computer with a lonely expression, and his mind was like a disrupted hairball. I wanted to vent my anxiety, so I found Lao Huang on WeChat and clicked on the message box.
"Didn't I tell you before, did I have a crush on a man in my company?"
But after a while, Lao Huang replied to the message, "Hmm! What's wrong? β
Ping An tapped quickly: "He's ready to go."
Lao Huang asked suspiciously, "That... How? β
"I like him." Ping An said it simply and clearly.
Lao Huang did not hesitate to encourage Ping An to confess, Ping An was a little shaken in her heart, she remembered that she had liked the two of them before.
The first one, she was just paying attention to him as she was now, and Ping An summoned up the courage to write a confessional letter, which was rejected and ridiculed by the boy. Ping An still doesn't give up, and the boys in the back see that she is very annoying and perverted.
The second one is that person, and Ping An accompanies that person for a long time. They have a good relationship, and Ping An knows that the person is not of the same sex. The result was unacceptable, and the man felt disgusted by peace.
Peering like this, Yifeng felt dissatisfied in Ping'an's heart, and she was greedy and wanted more.
Dandan got Yifeng's WeChat, and she knew that Ping An had a good impression of Yifeng. asked Ping An if he wanted to add Yifeng, and Ping An refused to accept it at first, but when she thought that Yifeng was leaving, she was a little unwilling.
Even if it is less than the heart of Yifeng, I want to develop with Yifeng.
Sick thoughts completely occupied Ping'an's mind, and it was destined to be fruitless, only bruised all over his body.
Ping An told Lao Huang about this idea, and Lao Huang felt that Ping An was a little abnormal. I was worried that peace was stimulated by that person and went crazy again, but no matter how I tried to persuade peace. Ping An still rushed forward regardless of returning, and Lao Huang had no choice but to encourage Ping An.
When I returned to the apartment after work, I still added a peak WeChat after thinking about it. She lay on the couch nervously and waited, and her friend announced.
After a long time, the other party did not pass the friend. Just ask who Ping An is, Ping An can't tell the taste in his heart, the bitterness spreads in his mouth, and his lips are dry. Ping An subconsciously highlighted his tongue and licked it, his heart was still chaotic, and after the struggle, Ping An put everything away. Tell the other person that he is a colleague in the company, with a ding-dong.
Confession. Ping An was very excited, and he didn't have a smile on his face for a long time. Sister Bing asked in disgust, "What kind of neuropathy do you have again?"
Ping An replied mischievously: "I won't tell you."
He ran back to his room and changed into his pajamas. I don't know if Ping An was too excited, the wound on his calf was cracked, and the blood slowly became cold in the cold air and flowed down.
Ping An frowned not at the pleasure of the stinging feeling. She stayed for a few minutes, and the cold wind was biting before she remembered that she was not wearing clothes, and picked up a tissue to wipe the wound indiscriminately. Wearing Kumamoto pajamas, the wound bacteria hidden under the pajamas invade wildly.
Ping An takes the little woman with a happy gesture after marriage, waiting for Yifeng's reply (her husband returns). The two said goodnight to each other and fell asleep peacefully and contentedly. In the dream, Ping An and Yifeng became a pair of lovers, and Ping An was very happy. It was the first time she felt so good to be alive, and hopefully it wouldn't end.
The next day, Ping An came to the warehouse to help as usual. Yifeng stood beside Ping'an, Ping'an blushed and lowered his head, and his hands were constantly busy. Yifeng suddenly said, "I'm sorry, I couldn't remember who you were last night."
Yifeng's words were like a thunderbolt hitting Ping'an's vital point, Ping'an's body stiffened, and the smile on his face faded. It's like the weather in May, and it's easy to switch between moods. When he looked up, the smile on his face changed to a calm response: "It's okay, it's normal."
At night, I still chatted with Yifeng and said good night. Ping An lay on the bed, his thoughts were churning, and he always felt uneasy and confused. It's another ideological struggle, Ping An has been doing two things and deciding to confess tomorrow, she vaguely feels that Yifeng has a good impression of her, but Ping An is not sure that there is something to look forward to.
Time has passed, and peace can't wait. She got up and picked up her cigarette and sent a message to Yifeng.
"Click", the sound of a lighter echoed through the small room. The flame appeared and lit a cigarette, and Ping An skillfully smoked in bed. Looking at the confession on the screen, "Are you there?" β
"I'm going to chase you!"
Yifeng: "Don't be kidding, my heart can't stand it."
Ping An replied self-deprecatingly: "Poof, is this disliked?"
Yifeng: "I'm leaving, isn't it realistic?"
Ping'an: "[frowns] [frowns] I'm not kidding you."
Yifeng: "I don't even know how to get back to you." sorryβ
Peace is hard to be at peace. Yifeng was overwhelmed by the sudden confession and politely refused. Ping An trembled slightly, and the ash fell on the bed, and she replied calmly: "I don't care, you said that I was naΓ―ve and willful." If you don't agree, you have to be my man's ticket. β
Yifeng didn't expect Ping An to say this, "You are the most daring girl I have ever seen." β
Ping An felt a glimmer of hope again, and asked, "Do you agree?"
Yifeng replied with some amusement: "I don't seem to have anything to do with disagreeing."
Ping An looked at the news and smiled from ear to ear, and quickly cut through the mess.
"I'll give you your consent, good night! My male ticket. β
Ping An kept praying to God, hoping that the god of love, Chupika, would appear soon. Don't let her experience end without the beginning of love, Ping An knows very well that she and Yifeng can't go to the end, and she can't help but hold on to a little humble hope.
In this big city, the two of them lost sleep.
Early in the morning, Ping An sent a message to Lao Huang, "I confessed to him, and he seems to have agreed, but he didn't agree." β
Rotten. This sentence is nothing but peace, and shame puts a veil on it. Hazy and beautiful, with a seductive aroma. Ping An didn't notice the yellow liquid left on his calves, and the beautiful dress was stained with the smell of rot.
Ping An deceived himself and walked into the company with a spring face. A group of people wearing masks were surprised by Ping'an's good mood today.
It's not the same as before, but it's very different. The strange atmosphere surrounding Yifeng and Ping'an was awkward, and everyone carefully did their own thing and prayed that they would not be caught in this turmoil.
Ping An sent a message to Yifeng with the mentality of a dead fish and a broken net: "Wait for me after work in a while, and eat together."
After getting off work, Ping An came to the door of the warehouse excitedly and happily, the familiar figure was in the dark corner of the door, Ping An had only one thought in his heart, Yifeng also liked himself.
And Yifeng looked at Ping An with a surprised face, and his tone was a little strange: "You are really waiting for me."
A trace of doubt flashed in Ping'an's eyes, and he wanted to ask, "Aren't you waiting for me?"
Ping An didn't dare to ask if the answer she was afraid to get was. Yifeng walked in front, and Ping An followed closely.
Ping An They look like a couple with a sense of distance, and during the meal, Yifeng is very considerate to give Ping An a drink.
The occasional conversation makes Ping An very satisfied and happy. The calf was aching, and Ping An ordered the same noodles as Yifeng. Beef noodles, Ping An hates beef, she thinks the taste of human beings like beef is disgusting.
Ping An looked at Yifeng, who was sitting opposite, and swallowed it out again. Looking at Yifeng's satisfied expression, the peace ghost unpredictably gave Yifeng the beef in his noodles.
Yifeng was frightened, put aside the beef in Ping'an's clip and said to Ping'an: "I don't like to eat it, leave it in the bowl."
Ping An saw Yifeng's unintentional move, felt a little presumptuous, and heard Yifeng's words. Ping An felt pain in his heart and lowered his head to eat noodles, and his stomach bubbles were bubbling in his stomach and he wanted to vomit. Looking up and seeing Yifeng's unfinished appearance, the previous sadness also disappeared, Ping'an couldn't eat at all, got up and wanted to pay, Yifeng hurriedly said: "No, I'll come."
Ping An smiled: "It's okay, I'll come."
Yifeng blocked Ping'an's mobile phone with his hand, and asked the waiter quickly in a tone: "How much."
The waiter looked at the safe table: "Twenty-five yuan."
Yifeng smiled and asked, "Are you sure, did you miscalculate?"
Ping An stood aside helplessly, listening to Yifeng's conversation, and felt that the person in front of him was the one who wanted to be together.
With the current peace, it is difficult to be rational. She is stubborn and unyielding, and it seems a little ridiculous. Ping An and Yifeng walked out of the noodle shop, Yifeng rejected Ping An, Ping An was silent, and when he went downstairs to the company, Ping An suddenly shouted Yifeng: "Hey! I like you. β
Yifeng left in a hurry, and Ping An laughed in place, the smile was beautiful but short-lived.
When I arrived at the dormitory, Ping An sent a message to Yifeng to report that he was safe, but Yifeng did not reply to the message, and he did not reply to the message the next day.
Wilt. Ping An wanted to help out at the warehouse, but she didn't have the time. Approaching the end of work, Ping An sent a message to Yifeng: "Do you want to eat together for a while?"
Yifeng didn't reply, and he was about to get off work. The warehouse was earlier than them, and Ping An saw the warehouse lights off, Yifeng slowly walked to the elevator, and Ping An's heart was pricked by a needle.
Ping An flinched a little, but she was unwilling. She hurriedly packed up, hoping that the familiar figure would appear. A drizzle fell on Ping An, and she looked around, a lonely figure standing in the dark. Sister Bing kept urging peace: "What are you doing?" Let's go! β
Ping An opened his mouth without making a sound, and he probably knew that Ping An wanted to say, "I'm waiting for someone."
Ping An left disappointed, and when she returned to the apartment, she sent another message to Yifeng: "Believe it or not, I'll go to the warehouse tomorrow to block you, I don't ask you to like me anything, really, try to be together, if you don't think it's appropriate, that's it, okay?"
Yifeng replied: "It's really inappropriate, don't be like this."
Ping An humbly replied: "It won't disturb your life, really, whether you have a girlfriend or not."
Yifeng sent a voice and said indifferently: "You have disturbed my life now."
Ping An pleaded: "You don't want others to know, I won't say, I won't care who you like, if you think I'm annoying, I won't quarrel with you."
Yifeng was very angry and said to Ping An in his hometown dialect. Ping An listened to what Yifeng said more than a dozen times.
"Do you want me to say hurtful things before you give up, are you sick?"
At this time, Ping An had no medicine to ask for, and he felt that he had not worked hard, how could he know, Yifeng repeatedly emphasized that he was about to leave, and hoped that Ping An would not continue like this.
Probably tonight, Ping An did crazy things this year, she took a shower and left the apartment. Taking the bus to the downstairs of the company, she looked at the light from the warehouse and sent a message to Yifeng: "I'm waiting for you at the convenience store downstairs, if you don't come, I won't leave."
Yifeng was very afraid of what Ping An would do again: "Go back!"
At the entrance of the simple convenience store, there are fixed green stools and tables. Back and forth on the road, Ping An sat on the stool and shrunk into a ball, the biting cold wind ruthlessly urging Ping An to leave, warning Ping An not to do these shameless things.
The white rabbit toffee on the stage is getting less and less. The cigarette butts that were trampled on the ground, the clock passed minute by minute.
The mobile phone is one hundredth, and Ping An repeatedly shuts down and restarts. The eyes were blurred, and warm tears were fused together by the cold air and dripped on Ping An's thin coat.
Yifeng got off work, and Ping An sent a message to Yifeng: "The phone is almost out of battery, if you don't come, I'll continue to wait."
Yifeng replied: "I'm not in the company, you're so annoying!"
Ping An said helplessly: "I don't have cash, I don't have a car, and I don't have a battery for my mobile phone."
Yifeng said, "I don't care about you, you go back quickly."
Ping An still didn't give up and said, "Then I'll wait a while."
Ending. Obviously, Ping'an's actions affected Yifeng's life, and Yifeng was very angry. Ping An was also desperate, looking at the river in the dark night, she was exhausted and couldn't control it and wanted to jump down directly. At one o'clock in the morning, Ping An walked back to his apartment step by step on the deserted street.
It was already past two o'clock in the morning when I returned to the apartment, and opened the door. Ping'an saw a faint light shining in the attic, and Sister Bing poked her head out of the attic and asked Ping'an in surprise: "Where have you been?" The phone didn't get through. β
Ping An wept bitterly on the deserted street, and his eyes swollen into walnuts. She didn't turn on the lights in the hall, she was afraid that all her embarrassment would be exposed in broad daylight. Like her humble love, like a thief who steals with stolen goods buried in a dark corner.
Ping An habitually replied calmly: "I went out for supper."
Ping An was exhausted, and she was paralyzed in bed. Yifeng told her that he would be gone the day after tomorrow. Ping An asked the supervisor for two days off and developed a high fever at night. The calves are pus and flowing with this pale white and yellow cover, dark red bloodshots, hot body, red cheeks bloom with life.
In the dream, Heian and Ichimine are very happy. They eat together after work, and when they rest safely, they will stay in the Yifeng dormitory. Yifeng plays games, Ping An sits next to Yifeng and watches anime, and Ping An occasionally looks up at Yifeng playing games with a bright smile.
The two of them are very harmonious together, they will go to the supermarket together and watch movies together like ordinary couples. More often staying in the dormitory together, Ping An gently said to Yifeng: "It's good to meet you, I have the motivation to live again."
Yifeng touched Ping'an's hair, his face became distorted, and he said viciously: "Why are you pestering me?"
The white and slender hands were in Ping'an's neck, and Ping'an was breathless. In the haze, Yifeng's face overlapped his own face, and then turned to Xiao Ping'an's face.
With Ping An's familiar smile, a voice that is neither male nor female asks Ping An: "Why?" Why? Why? β