"I'll send you to him personally." His voice was unusually firm, and I no longer guessed what he wanted to do next, but smiled and reached into the water, the cold feeling invaded my palm, and my heart gradually relaxed.

When I approached the shore, I saw General Zhao and Xiao Zuo, who I hadn't seen for many years, on the shore, welcoming Xiao Jincheng's return.

I know, it's all over, from now on, he is the emperor of the Southern Dynasty, and I am the moon concubine of the Khitan.

I just hope he doesn't let me down again this time, I'm afraid of being used by him again.

When I walked past Xiao Zuo, a faint indifferent voice sounded in my ears, "Won't you regret it?" ”

I looked sideways and saw a familiar but unfamiliar face, Xiao Zuo's eyes were full of indifference!

Regret it? Perhaps, many years later I will miss what happened these days, the seven days I spent with Xiao Jincheng, but, now, I know, I can't stop, and in the same way, I really haven't stopped......

Outside the smoke, the horn is in the sky. The two armies confronted each other, and the smoke of gunpowder filled the air. When I followed Xiao Jincheng's army to the tent of the main army against each other, I saw Yeluqi.

At this moment, I suddenly wondered how he was feeling at the moment, how did he stand by Xiao Jincheng's side and raise his sword to stab his compatriots?

However, it was not easy for him to think about it, because he seemed to have lost weight several times due to the continuous battle, and his eyes were bloodshot. I heard that this war has been going on for ten days, the strength of the two armies is equal, and the number of casualties is about the same, and now it seems that it is a protracted war, and whoever can hold out a little longer will be the victorious side.

"How could the Khitan suddenly increase so many troops......" Xiao Jincheng gradually walked to the main seat of the military tent and sat down, picked up the troop distribution map placed on the table and observed it for a long time, clenched his fists in his hands, and tapped on the table, as if he had fallen into his own contemplation.

There was silence inside, none of the soldiers present answered, I received General Zhao's vigilant eyes, it turned out that they were guarding against me!

I smiled smirkedly, and was very amusemented to open the curtain and go out.

The smoke of gunpowder was filled, the personnel were crowded, and the smell of blood was everywhere, I walked to the top of the mountain outside the army commander, looking down at the wreckage under the mountains and rivers, which were all human lives! The wind and thunder are fast, the north is moving, the war brings the separation of wives and wives, and the turmoil brings the people without food and clothing.

The position of the Southern Dynasties is very advantageous, they are on the top of the mountain, and every move of the enemy army is in full view, and condescending is a kind of advantageous from the psychological point of view of people, but it is easy to defend and difficult to attack. Therefore, the confrontation between the two armies will continue to fight until now, and neither side will dare to make a move easily, if it does, both sides will lose. I think this Khitan can be regarded as an all-out game, after all, they don't want to be subservient to others forever!

At this time, if I want to protect myself, it shouldn't be a problem, mainly depends on how strong Xiao Jincheng's heart is to destroy the Khitan.

Suddenly I remembered everything I had done, the first time I was so confused about my belief that I had always wanted revenge, it turned out that I hated Xiao Jincheng, so I always wanted him to give something to comfort Chunrui's undead, but when I knew everything, I was at a loss again, my so-called revenge would be another killing, and it would be a river of blood. Even if I really take revenge, do I just want to see Xiao Jincheng die?

Obviously I was worried about him one moment, and I wanted him dead the next moment?

At the end of the day, it's my selfishness that is too selfish, and I'm too easily swayed by emotions......

I was wrong, wasn't I, I did it wrong? The hatred that I have been insisting on to the end seems to have blinded my own heart, and I want to push the people into a catastrophe for the sake of selfish desires! Where is that free and easy peace of mind that used to be?

All she pursued was a dull life, and since when did hatred kill my only remaining innocence?

Huan, are you angry that you blame me for not keeping my promise, I just hope that this war can end quickly and you can get through this crisis safely, and I hope that when we meet again, you can listen to my explanation to you!

"Chunrui, forgive me, forgive me for always using you as an excuse." With the sound of the rolling wind, I whispered to the sky, "I don't want revenge, I don't want to lose my life, I don't want bloody killings, I don't want any of them to die, I don't want to, I don't want ......"

"Will you finally be able to let go of your hatred?" Jeruzi's voice picked up my words.

I suddenly looked back and stared at him in silver armor and silver helmet walking towards me, why, did you finish discussing the military situation so quickly?

"I vaguely remember the first time I saw you, disheveled in the crowd, there was no ordinary woman's helplessness, so indifferent, the second time I saw you, I was rejected outside the palace but calmly changed the situation and let Qingshu carry you into the mansion, three times I saw you, the loneliness in your eyes made me curious, you are so different, bold approach...... After that, I was attracted to you, and I unconsciously paid more attention to you. When I looked at him, he stopped, after many days of fighting, he was physically and mentally exhausted, and he had become more vicissitudes, but I didn't know what expression to use to continue to talk to him, "Why have you been blinded by hatred for so many years, and I have said high-sounding reasons to support my hatred, but what is hatred? What is hate? The comrade in front of me died by his own sword, although I don't want to, I still can't turn back, maybe a traitor like me will only become a lonely ghost after death, and there is nowhere to take him...... You're so much better than me. ”

His expression seemed to be crying or not crying, like smiling rather than smiling, but it was extremely sad.

"Have you ever thought about it...... Get back? I sighed and asked lightly.

However, his answer was not unexpected, "No, now it is an arrow from the bow, and there is no turning back!" ”

"Do you regret it?" Think of my general regrets?

"......" repentance? If he had asked about his mother's affairs and had not had a misunderstanding with his eldest brother, would he not have come back and would not have ...... Falling in love with her?

He was silent for a long time, then turned his gaze to my lower abdomen, "Is it because the child in your womb has made you see through these hatreds?" ”

"yes!" I nodded, caressing my belly with a warm face. "Once upon a time, I always wanted to have a child, a child with Siu Kam Shing...... But in the dark, I was destined not to have children with him. ”

I smiled bitterly, looking back at the smoke and confusion, so desolate, "You can see that you still can't let go of the emperor, why don't you stay?" ”

I was a little surprised that he wanted me to ...... Stay?

"You also said just now, there is no turning back when you open the bow, I have my responsibility, I have been selfish once, I can't be selfish for the second time, and then ignore the feelings of others like this." Since I chose to accept Yeluhuan in the first place, then I will always choose......

Yuntun Barrier, Pi Zhen Shengling, Yeluqi stepped forward, looked at the sky with me, a goshawk flew by, and a hiss, "Do you know that Qingshu beat you unconscious and imprisoned you in the palace before, in order to use you to contain the eldest brother, and use you to make him abandon his weapons and surrender." And just now, he actually said that he wanted to send you back, I don't know what happened in the past few days that made Qingshu change his original intention. ”

His words were swallowed up by the wind, and I had to listen to them, only to see him continue, "You are the only one who can make him so." Now I realize that I really did something wrong with musk. ”

Listening to Yeluqi's words, my heart seemed to be hollowed out, it turned out that he really wanted to use me, but why did he give up, the country is no longer important to him? Or is he sure of victory?

"Do you still mind that? I don't blame you anymore. "I use a steady and sincere voice to confirm my forgiveness for him, I just want to go back quickly, now that the two armies are at war, I, as Yeluhuan's concubine, should be by his side."

Yeluqi sighed lightly, and just as he was about to speak, Xiao Jincheng's voice spread into his ears with the wind, "Do you want to go back to him so much?" ”

My body stiffened, calmed my mood for a moment, turned around and smiled, "Didn't you say you were going to send me back to him?" You can't talk and don't count, do you? ”

He smiled helplessly, I have already sent a detective to deliver the letter, and I will give you to him personally tonight. ”

I looked at him suspiciously, a little wary in my heart, "Why did you go in person?" I can go back myself, and I want to see Huan in person. ”

"You used to be my woman after all." He stood far away, the wind whipped up the dust, the wind and sand were misty, "If I really want to use you, I will directly threaten him with you to hand over the Khitan, I believe that you and the son of the womb have that weight in his heart." ”

Seeing that there was no deception in his slur, I chose to believe him, because in those seven days, he let me see a real Xiao Jincheng.

As night fell, the mountain road was dark, and Xiao Jincheng wanted to share a horse with me, but I refused.

Riding a horse alone, I don't want to have too many intimate movements with him, and I don't want Yeluhuan to see it. I have never had such a contradiction.

What surprised me was that Xiao Jincheng only went with Yeluqi this time, and did not let Xiao Zuo accompany him, and they only brought a team of elite soldiers behind them.

I can't help but wonder if it's dangerous for him to go like this. What if Yeluhuan had ambushed him there beforehand and surrounded him with a large group of men? Or, Xiao Jincheng ambushed someone?

I looked back on the horse uneasily, wanting to see if there was a secret accompanying army behind me, Xiao Jincheng saw me turn back again and again, with some helplessness, "What do you see?" ”

I hurriedly withdrew my gaze and cast my gaze ahead, pretending to look at the dark night, the bright moon illuminating Lu Lian, "It's nothing." ”

Jerezi followed me closely, not squinting, not speaking, this long road was extraordinarily quiet, except for the sound of the neat footsteps and hooves of the horses behind him, and no one spoke. As I got closer to my destination, my heart became heavier and heavier. Every step of the horse is the sound of hooves, and the sound of the sky makes my heart sink into a trough.