Chapter 963: Untying the Knot (2)
Without stopping, Ji Weiran said all the problems between the two, but even so, the suffocation in her chest still increased instead of decreasing.
There was a haze in front of her, and she pulled her lower lip: "Li Youlin, it's you who don't trust me now, it's you who don't believe me." Yes, if you didn't show up that night, I wouldn't have come to you, and that's because I knew about it at the time, and I couldn't forgive myself, because I felt like I broke your heart, because I couldn't convince myself to give you another candy after slapping you, because ...... Your >
As soon as he heard the WeChat message, a crack appeared on Li Youlin's face, and he was eager to explain: ">."
"I know, misunderstanding." Ji Weiran stopped him.
"Dyeing ......"
In sight, his hand reached over to regain his grip on hers.
Ji Weiran dodged again.
"If I'm just grateful to be with you," she looked at him seriously, "Jiang Yuchen helped me more, whether it was our acquaintance or all the things that followed, why didn't I choose him?" His room that night was not far away. ”
Her eyes were cold, Li Youlin looked at it, and the possibility of the picture she said came up in his mind, just imagining it, he couldn't accept it, and he couldn't stand it, and his face sank even more.
"Dye!"
"Gu Yan also helped me, he came to me that day, I can promise him to start over with him, he is also a lifesaver, he still loves me, doesn't he?"
Li Youlin's unspoken words were forcibly blocked in his throat.
"Dye ......" except for calling her name in a difficult and obscure way, he couldn't make any other sound.
Tears flowed again, and Ji Weiran sighed softly: "Isn't that what you think?" I thought I was just using you as a lifesaver, since it was a lifesaver, what difference did it make if it was you or Gu Yan, or another man? ”
Li Youlin's face darkened.
He suddenly realized that his forbearance had really broken her heart.
"I'm sorry ......"
"There's nothing to be sorry for." Before his hand reached over and tried to hug her, Ji Weiran took a step back and distanced himself from him again.
"Dyeing ......"
Taking a deep breath and forcibly suppressing the scorching discomfort, Ji Weiran looked at him fixedly: "Li Youlin, listen well, I will only say these words once." ”
The heart beat suddenly.
Li Youlin felt a little uneasy inexplicably in his heart, and he subconsciously wanted to stop it.
"Dye, you ......"
"In the past, I didn't trust you, it was me who was extreme, and I didn't want to get hurt, so I ran away and refused to be close to you. But the night you chased Aunt Lin's house, everything changed, even if I didn't want to admit it, I couldn't help but admit it, I didn't stop loving you, the night you appeared, in fact, ...... I had a rare peace of mind. ”
Not wanting to blur his appearance in front of him, Ji Weiran wiped away the tears that kept flowing: "During the days when I had nightmares, I thought of you more than once, and I wanted you to be by my side, except for you, I didn't think about anyone else." ”
"Yes, I took the initiative to ask you to stay that night, because I needed you and didn't want you to leave me, but I know better that when I come back to you, all the excuses, all the coincidences, are just because I love you."
Because I love you......
Five words, obviously not the first time I heard it, obviously I heard her confession yesterday, but at this moment, Li Youlin felt that no words could describe his mood at the moment.
He regretted it.
He should have ...... yesterday
......With annoyance and pleading in his eyes, he tried to explain, "Can you listen to me once?" ”
His eyes burned, but Ji Weiran didn't see it.
"I couldn't get over that knot before, but that night I understood that before the knot, I was willing to surrender to my dependence on you, and also to my love for you. Because I love you, I don't want to be separated from you anymore, and I don't want to torture each other anymore. ”
Her fingers clenched tighter and tighter, she didn't want to stop, she couldn't stop, today was an opportunity, and more importantly, she was afraid that the courage of this moment would disappear because of her stopping.
"Of course I believe that the person you love is me, I know how good you are to me and how much you are favored, but Li Youlin, you ask yourself, you are good to me, aren't you afraid that I will leave you after I get well? Isn't there an element of compensation in it? Subconsciously, you don't believe that I'm with you because I love you, otherwise, you wouldn't rather hold back during this time...... Don't touch me, and don't respond after I confessed yesterday. ”
Every word was like a needle unceremoniously stabbed Li Youlin's heart.
It hurts a little.
"I ......"
"Let's be apart for a while and calm each other down."
Qing Qing and cold words were like a bucket of ice water, splashed on Li Youlin's body without warning, and it was bitterly cold.
"Impossible!"
Ji Weiran forced himself not to look at his injured eyes: "What I want to say is already very clear, Li Youlin, if you don't think clearly, you can't get over that hurdle, don't come to see me again." ”
There were signs of tears pouring out, and she turned around to cover it up, and at the same time began to pack her clothes: "Wait for me to go to the airport, you don't follow." After a pause, she still added, "Li Youlin, I don't want a love with distrust and guilt compensation, the love I want must be pure." When you can give, when will we meet again. ”
……
Ji Weiran left.
The moment the car door closed, the tears that I thought I could hold back flowed again, unscrupulous.
Xiao Tang turned his head and saw it, he was startled, and his face changed: "Sister Weizhen, what's wrong with you?" Why ......" I didn't see Li Shao when she picked her up, "You ...... Did you quarrel with Li Shao? ”
She asked vaguely, but her heart was worried.
I have been with Sister Weiye for several years, but she has never seen her cry, she is very strong and strong, so strong that sometimes people will have the illusion that she has no heart.
But now......
"Sister ...... Micro Dyeing"
Sensing his gaffe, Ji Weiran turned his face away and forced himself to stop crying: "It's okay." ”
"But ......"
"Don't worry, I'll sleep for a while and call me at the airport."
“…… Good. ”
Ji Weiran closed his eyes.
She didn't cry anymore, but the ups and downs in her heart were always on a rampage, she couldn't even calm down, where could she still sleep?
But maybe she said all the words that were pressed in her heart, and gradually, she regained her composure after impulsiveness.
It's just that......
They won't be separated, she's sure of that.
But in the same way, she was also a little unsure, not that she regretted showing her heart to him, but that she was not sure if she and he could return to normal after forcing him this time.
Would it?
A voice in her heart couldn't help but come out and say to her.
She couldn't help but open her eyes and turn her head to look behind the car.
However, the car was far away from the villa, and she couldn't see him.
In fact, she knew that she didn't want him to follow, so he stood on the balcony on the second floor and watched her go.
He's ...... now. Still so?
Nanshen Villa.
When the car disappeared from sight and could no longer be seen, Li Youlin, who was standing in the cold wind, finally came back to his senses, his heart was pounding, and there was a voice shouting in his head.
His thin lips tightened into a line, and his chagrin invaded exponentially, and he turned sharply and decided to chase after him.
him apart for a while, he won't be separated from her!
There was a "buzz" sound, and the phone in the pocket vibrate.
He didn't care.
However, in the next second, the bell rang.
One after another.
His eyebrows furrowed, and he forced his irritability to stop and take out his phone.
His brow furrowed even more when he caught a glimpse of Xia Wan's name flashing on the screen.
……
After a few hours of flight, it was still very early when he arrived at the crew, and as soon as he entered the set, Ji Weiran devoted himself to filming.
Her time is very tight, and the rest is almost all her plays, and Jiang Yuchen is a person who is extremely strict when making movies, so she has almost no time to rest.
Fortunately, in this month, although she was recuperating from her body, she read the script every day, and her requirements for herself were not reduced, and she had no complaints in the face of such a high-intensity and intense shooting, let alone mistakes.
She knows very well that she can't make mistakes and waste time, after all, because her relationship has slowed down the process, not to mention, other actors who have played against her have also been affected because of her relationship.
It wasn't until ten o'clock in the evening that today's shooting ended.
Ji Weiran asked Xiao Tang to arrange a box in a nearby hotel to invite everyone to eat together, she didn't know how Li Youlin and Jiang Yuchen handled her need to rest at that time, and no one had any opinions on her after she returned to the set, but Rao is so, and it is also necessary to invite everyone to dinner.
A meal, the atmosphere is not bad.
After the end, there was a lively noisy change of venue to sing and continue to hi, Ji Weiran didn't sleep well last night, and his mood was still lost, plus he drank a little wine at the dinner table, and wanted to go back to rest early, so he asked Xiao Tang to arrange the next thing.
The group walked to the door of the hotel with a smile and prepared to separate.
Don't want to......
"Amazing...... Forceful?! I'm not mistaken?! That's Li Shao?! ”
"Oh my God! I actually saw Li Shao! ”
"Wait! Li Shao, this is ...... Waiting for someone? Waiting for whom? ”
"Li Shao is so handsome......"
Ji Weiran went to the bathroom temporarily, and when she walked behind everyone at the door, she heard this sentence.
Li Shao......
Li Youlin?
In an instant, she only felt that her originally somewhat confused brain suddenly became clear.
How did he ......
The excited discussion in his ears continued, and Ji Weiran only heard a buzzing sound, as if he couldn't hear what he said anymore.
She was completely immersed in her own world, and she was hesitating whether to hide for a while.
In a trance, just as she decided to turn around, the voice in her ears disappeared, and all that was left was a few shocked gasps.
She was stunned.
As if sensing something, she raised her eyes.
In sight, a tall man stepped out of the shadows and walked towards her.