Chapter 227: Su Qiaoyun, you are nothing more than that.
"It's because you can't let go at all, you don't love him at all."
His sudden approach made me feel panic that I had never felt before, step by step back, and finally he was forced to the edge of the corner, I had no way back, "He can give me stability." ”
"He can't!" Xiao Jincheng's voice raised Huo Ran, "Soon, I will send troops to the Khitan, how can he give you stability?" How does he protect you? ”
"Jincheng" I sighed lightly, this should be the first time I was called like this, I obviously saw him stunned for a moment after hearing this title, but "you have never known me, just as I have never known you." ”
I finally leaned against the wall weakly, looking at his rhino eyes, "What I pursue is not status, not power, I am with Huan, not because he is a king, a great khan, not because he can give me a concubine, but he can give me simple love and happiness, even if it is ordinary and unwavering, it is also the deepest touch of the heart."
It's easy to be with him, he will share his happiness and anger with me, and we get along with each other peacefully but comfortably, and my heart will not have the heart-rending pain of being with you.
Although I will be sour, sweet, happy, and so colorful and vigorous with you, the pain you give me is greater than the love you give me. We came together after several twists and turns, and I know that this love needs to be cherished, understood and maintained, but you have never given me trust.
With you, I'm depressed. What you give me is a closed heart, and what you give me is always your back. You never share your heart with me, you hide everything in your heart and bear it silently. You think everything you do is for my good, to give me happiness, but you never ask, do I want to? “
I blurted out everything that had been hidden in my heart for many years in one breath, and after listening to my words, he stared at me quietly for a long time, his tense body suddenly relaxed, but he never said a word.
I swallowed a breath of summer coolness and tried to pass him away, but I was pressed back into the corner, "In the future, I will do my best to compensate you, and I will tell you what you want to know!" Is that okay? ”
looked at Xiao Jincheng with a persistent expression, "I have to go back." "My voice resounded unusually unusually firm in every corner.
"Because of the child?" He frowned tightly, his voice low.
I didn't answer, just stood silently, and he was equally silent, leaning on the wall behind me with one hand.
We were in a stalemate, when suddenly he let out a heavy breath, and his voice gradually softened from the initial coldness.
"I hope you don't go. This kid, I'll take it as ...... You and I are born. He seemed to have made a lot of determination, and he was particularly serious about the words "you and I are born".
I looked at his pupils in disbelief, I never thought that such a sentence would be heard from the mouth of this naturally ruthless Xiao Jincheng.
I tried to find out the truth of this in his eyes, but his seriousness and retention could not be more true. Perhaps, he really made a lot of determination when he said this, or perhaps, this sentence was just a stopgap measure. In any case, child, after all, it is me and Huan.
I shook my head slightly, "No, he's waiting for me." "I'm not a wavering person, and once I've made up my mind, then I'm not going to change easily......
His brow furrowed and tightened, and his hands pressed against my shoulders, "You don't love him at all!" ”
"Do you love me, then?" One of my questions suddenly asked him dumbfounded, and when I saw that he was stunned, I spoke again, "Or do you love your throne more?" Slowly took out the jade ring buckle that Yeluqi gave me from his arms, put it in front of him, and said with a mocking smile, "Do you remember what promises you made to me at the beginning?" Perhaps, there was a moment when your love for me had transcended the throne, and you were ready to give it up for the sake of our love. But then, why did it change? Just because you are the emperor, are you going to stifle our love and put love on a layer of power conspiracy? ”
He withdrew his hand from the cold wall, and instead held my hand tightly, looking at the jade buckle in my hand, and thinking for a long time.
Feeling the temperature in the center of his hand was so cold, it seemed to be ...... His palms have always been like this, it seems that there is never a temperature, it is never warm.
"Now, the promise is still there, as long as you stay," he suddenly took me into his arms, so tight that I could barely breathe.
Reason told me that I should push him away, but my heart didn't want to push him away, maybe this would be the last time I stayed in his arms and enjoyed this last moment of peace. At this moment, all the harm he had done to me seemed to have faded. With him, it seems that I will never be ruthless!
"I'm sorry, I want to make some amends for what I did to you." His voice was heard in my ears, and the fluttering breath swept across my cheeks.
I leaned lightly on his arm and thought for a long time, "If you really want to make up for something, don't keep me, let me go back." In the future, in your war with him, no matter who wins or loses, I will not regret the decision I have made today. Now, the reunification of the two countries should be your long-cherished wish. I also think that it should be unified and divided, the people have long been physically and mentally exhausted by the long years of war, and there should be a wise monarch to govern. ”
I felt his palm gently caress my hair, slowly slicing it down, "For you, I will never let go." ”
As soon as the words fell, I felt a pain in my neck, and before I could reflect that I had been unconscious, I fell into his arms.
As his consciousness was gradually withdrawn, he heard the sound of footsteps coming from a trance, and the sound burst through the lonely alley.
Yeluqi followed the emperor all the way into the alley, wandering around the corner, not knowing whether to come forward to disturb, he was worried that if the emperor really wanted to detain An Huaixin, it would cause a big chaos, the eldest brother would definitely not give up, with such a mood in the same place hesitating, and finally made up his mind that he should be discouraged.
Immediately turned around the corner, and the figure not far in front of her slowly walked away, but saw the emperor knock her unconscious with a palm.
Seeing this scene, Yeluqi quickened his pace and rushed forward, "Qingshu! ”
Xiao Jincheng hugged Fuya, who had fallen in his arms, and swept his cold gaze towards Han Ming, "Go back to the palace." ”
"No, Qing ...... Your Majesty, if you don't put her back, she will provoke a war. Yeluqi stopped Xiao Jincheng's steps to move forward.
And the title on his lips was also changed under Xiao Jincheng's cold eyes.
"I'm here to provoke this war." He glanced at Yeluqi with an unprecedented look of firmness and irresistible kingly air.
Yeluqi was taken aback, Huo Ran looked at An Huaixin, who had already passed out, "It turns out that the emperor intends to use her as a fuse and cause a war, but don't you think it's cruel to her to do so?" ”
"Those who achieve great things must give up some reluctance, this is the emperor." His eyes flickered a little, and he held An Huaixin's hand and tightened it a little, "Moreover, for her, I won't let go." ”
Yeluqi suddenly knelt down on one knee, "Your Majesty, the minister requests to resign." ”
"Are you threatening me?" He blurted out with a cold snort and a faint smile, "Don't you want to protect your Concubine Jing?" She's done a lot for you, and now that you're halfway through the process, you want to quit, have you really thought about it? Don't mention Yeluhuan, you have betrayed so far, even if it is Concubine Jing, she colluded with the ministers of the court to do private business and swallow a sum of illegal money, do you think I don't know? My tolerance for her, and my connection with Yeluhuan are all because of your meritorious work in the imperial court, and you are still loyal to me, if you leave the imperial court and no longer help her, if you are still wavering, then you can now think about what will happen to Concubine Jing? ”
Yeluqi was startled, and all kinds of complicated emotions flashed in his heart, he did know about Concubine Jing for a long time, and persuaded him many times, but she couldn't turn back, he had been staying with the emperor, just for him, a benefactor, he couldn't abandon his benefactor, absolutely not!
Xiao Jincheng didn't look at Yeluqi again, he walked past him, walked a few steps but stopped, turned his back to him and slowly spoke, "Your crime of deceiving the king, I hope you can make meritorious contributions." ”
Drop a meaningful sentence and throw yourself into the starry sky of the long night.
A cool breeze swept through Yeluqi's hair, fluttering. He knew the meaning of Qingshu's words, and he must have known that he had deceived An Huaixin that there was musk in the tea. He clenched his fists tightly, staring fiercely at the dark corner, there was no brotherhood between them, only the difference between kings and ministers!
He was caught in such a dilemma. He had already heard about his mother's concubine, and he also knew through letters with his eldest brother that everything that happened back then was a misunderstanding, if it wasn't for meeting Concubine Jing, and Concubine Jing had saved his life for him, he thought that he would stay away with peace of mind two years ago. If he didn't look ahead, he wouldn't have to tell some lies to deceive her......
He got up decadently and slowly kept up with Xiao Jincheng's pace, and under the moonlight, his face was even paler as frost, as if he had aged ten years overnight. He stared at the back of the person in front of him who was once his best friend, and sighed silently, in this life, he was afraid that he would be involved in this endless war and never get out.
Ryuyin Hall
Su Qiaoyun had been wandering outside the palace worriedly, anxiously waiting for Xiao Jincheng's return, and still remembered that a few hours ago, he led a group of Praetorian Guards out of the palace in a hurry, as if he was in a hurry to do something important. Her heart kept rising and falling, and nothing would happen.
I don't know how many backs and goings and hesitations in front of the corridor, and finally saw his return, she couldn't help but take steps to meet him, "Your Majesty ......."
But before the voice fell, his steps froze, and he looked at the woman in his arms softly and in his arms, and in the swaying light, faintly reflected her beautiful and slightly pale face, flickering and dimming.
She ...... Who is it? Watching Xiao Jincheng walk towards him step by step, his brows were deeply locked and he couldn't let go.
A touch of uneasiness instantly struck, making Su Qiaoyun more and more uneasy......
Xiao Jincheng just glanced at her lightly, but didn't speak, and walked towards the dormitory by himself.
Su Qiaoyun followed her into the dormitory, and saw Xiao Jincheng carefully placing her on the dragon couch, his fingertips gently caressing her face.
Su Qiaoyun looked at the woman on the bed in a daze, this face was a bewitching face that was not alluring, and the delicate face reminded her of someone who had not appeared for a long time, that person was once a sensation, and nursery rhymes were circulating in the streets and alleys, and everyone knew about it.
An Huaixin, is she the wife of the emperor back then? No...... Hasn't An Huaixin disappeared a long time ago? How could it suddenly reappear?
"Chunlan, go and ask the imperial doctor to come." Xiao Jincheng retracted his greedy and distressed gaze, and gave an order to Chunlan, who had been guarding the palace.
Chunlan respectfully said, "Yes" Before leaving, she also glanced deeply at the woman on the bed, it seems that the emperor is about to change his new favor again? Su Qiaoyun, your status in the emperor's heart is nothing more than that.
"The Emperor...... The emperor ......" Su Qiaoyun wanted to interject and say something, but Xiao Jincheng interrupted impatiently, "Okay, you can go out." ”
She couldn't accept Xiao Jincheng's sudden change, she remembered that when he left, he still took good care of herself and pampered her in every way, why was he so cold to herself when he just went out, "Your Majesty, the concubine has been waiting for you all night." ”
"When you're tired, go back to sleep." Still as indifferent, he seemed to only have the woman on the bed in his eyes.
Su Qiaoyun's hands trembled a little, and his eyes flashed with pitiful water vapor, as if he might condense into beads and roll down at any time.
is another woman, and a newcomer has appeared next to him, once there was the Holy Imperial Princess, and then there was Lady Hua Rui, who had his own ...... Who is this woman now! Could it be that he went out of the palace late at night just for this woman?
She always thought that she was special by his side, but why did there always be one woman after another around him who gave all this for him, did everything happen before? What he said to himself was all false?
She walked stiffly towards the outside of the palace, and she could see that the emperor looked at this woman with endless tenderness in his eyes. Her hand couldn't help but clench into a fist, and the house squeezed it into her palm, biting it between her lips and teeth, and the smell of blood spread to her tongue, and she swallowed the smell of blood into her throat.
No, she can't admit defeat, she hasn't lost yet, she can replace the original Holy Imperial Princess, which proves that she is different in the emperor's heart, so she will definitely be able to stand to the end.
Slowly calming down in his heart, Su Qiaoyun turned around and walked away, brushing the dust on the ground with one foot, bringing out the smell of choking.