Chapter Seventy-Three: Close Your Eyes and Miss You
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In the living room, he frowned, and when he saw the person lying on the crack of the door peeking, he hooked his fingers, "Come here." ”
I ran over with a gossip on my face, "Your girlfriend is gone?" ”
"Hmm."
I patted my chest, "I thought you were going to fight." ”
"You'd love to see us all?"
Cheng Siyuan's eyes narrowed coldly, and I hurriedly waved my hand, "No, no, how could I think so, you are one of my best friends, of course I hope you are doing well." ”
"One?"
Cheng Siyuan didn't seem to be very satisfied, and after listening to my four-year friendship with Zhu Jing in college, he said coldly, "So I ran away so desperately just to turn me into 'one'?" ”
"Huh?"
A student like Cheng Siyuan, his brain circuit is different from that of ordinary people, and what he says is sometimes really difficult to understand, what is 'desperate escape'?
Wait, he shouldn't know that I peeked at his college entrance examination volunteers!
I was too weak to look at him, when I heard him say, "I feel like I'm in good spirits after a good night's sleep, and I'm hungry, do you want to go out and eat something?" ”
I was already hungry and unconscious, and I looked at him with a blank eye, "Yes." ”
Cheng Siyuan entered the room, and I followed suit, and when he opened the drawer, he stretched out his hand, "What is this?" Yes! ”
This person showed no mercy at all, and the back of his hand instantly turned red.
When he thought about it again, Cheng Siyuan had already closed the drawer, holding the money (murder) bag (device) in his hand, "Don't touch what you shouldn't touch." ”
"Don't let you look at it, so stingy!"
I just muttered in a low voice, and Cheng Siyuan became impatient, "What are you talking about?" Come on! ”
Neither of them wanted to go far, so they went to the noodle restaurant at the entrance of the community.
I just came here not long ago, and the proprietress still remembers it, and asked me with a smile, "You didn't bring your boyfriend back this time?" ”
At that moment, I suddenly lost my appetite, but I didn't dare to show it because I was in front of Cheng Siyuan.
No one was outside on such a hot day, there were only two people in the store, Cheng Siyuan and I, the proprietress was sitting at the door washing vegetables, and I didn't have much appetite to pick up noodles.
Seeing that I lost my appetite, Cheng Siyuan said: "If you don't want to eat, just put it away, I'll pack it and feed Xiao Hei in a while." ”
Xiao Hei is a stray dog, Cheng Siyuan and I have fed it a few times, but it disappeared eight hundred years ago, and he is obviously blaming me for wasting food.
After eating the noodles with discomfort, she vomited as soon as she went out, and the proprietress quickly poured a glass of water out, "Little girl, don't have heat stroke!" Do you want to go to the hospital? ”
I waved my hand and stood up holding Cheng Siyuan's arm, "Maybe I haven't eaten for too long, and I suddenly can't stand it in my stomach after eating too much." ”
After walking for a while, Cheng Siyuan asked me, "Why don't you eat?" ”
I pretended to smile lightly, "Forget." ”
"Speak human words!"
“……”
The ability to scold people without dirty words is no one as good as Cheng Siyuan.
But the ugliness of the family can't be publicized, I don't want him to know about my divorce, "If you have something, go first!" I'll just wait at the door. ”
I was silent again and again, and finally angered Cheng Siyuan, and he said a little angrily: "You are willing to take care of you!" ”
Cheng Siyuan is really gone, my mobile phone and suitcase are at his house, so I can only sit on the steps and wait.
I thought it would be dark until it was dark, but who knows how long it wouldn't take long for them to come back.
Seeing a lump on the steps, Mr. Shen was startled, covered his big belly and said, "I'll go, what is this!" ”
Teacher Chen glanced at him expressionlessly, "This is not a thing, it's your daughter." ”
Me: "......"
After entering the door, my dad wanted to catch up with me, but was sent to the balcony by Mr. Chen to feed the birds, and she stayed behind to interrogate me, "Why did you come back suddenly?" ”
I said, "Why don't I miss you." ”
Comrade Lao Shen has been holding up his ears, and when he heard this, he stuck his head in, "Who said that the daughter who married out splashed the water, my daughter will not be biased!" ”
Teacher Chen gave him a blank look, "You don't intervene when I speak!" ”
Probably afraid that my dad would make trouble, Mr. Chen changed the interrogation address to my bedroom and locked the door as soon as I entered.
I said, "Mom, it's not that serious. ”
Teacher Chen said: "Don't be sloppy, Xiaoyuan has called me to tell me." ”
I'll just say why they came back so early, it turned out to be Cheng Siyuan's ghost, who made him troublesome.
Worried that Cheng Siyuan would talk nonsense, I looked at Mr. Chen weakly, "What did he tell you?" ”
Teacher Chen saw through my mind at a glance, "What can he say?" Not to mention that there is a puppy in front of my house that no one wants. ”
I pouted dissatisfiedly, "Old man Cheng scolded me, why didn't you talk about him?" ”
Teacher Chen not only didn't help me, but also criticized me, "What an 'old man', Xiaoyuan is only a few months older than you, if you are half as sensible as him, your father and I don't have to worry about it." ”
Here it is again, every time I mention Cheng Siyuan since I was a child, Mr. Chen has an attitude of wanting to stuff me back and rebuild, am I so unpopular?
No wonder Lu Zhoucheng doesn't like me.
Seeing me sitting on the bed silently, Teacher Chen sighed, "Quarrel with Xiao Lu!" ”
I looked up, and the look on my face betrayed myself.
Teacher Chen said: "Xiaoqing, you are not a child anymore, you can't go home to find your mother as soon as you quarrel, you know?" ”
But if I don't go home, I don't have a place to go.
I didn't dare to tell my mother about the divorce, so I grabbed my shirt with my fingers, "I'll come back to see you, stay for a few days and leave." ”
Teacher Chen didn't know if he saw something, so he frowned and asked, "Did Xiao Lu bully you?" Someone outside him? ”
"Mom......"
I threw myself into Mr. Chen's arms, "Mom, don't ask, don't mention him, I feel uncomfortable." ”
"Okay, Mom doesn't ask." It was rare for Mr. Chen to hold me like this, and gently touched my hair, "Good, don't cry, my mother is distressed." ”
"Don't drive me away......"
"If I don't drive you away, it's too late for Mom to see you happy! How willing to drive you away! ”
So I'm not a puppy that no one wants, no matter what grievances I suffer outside, my parents will always be waiting for me at home.
When Mr. Chen went out, I saw my dad at the door, and as soon as the door opened, he rushed in, "What's the matter?" Who bullied my daughter? See if I don't clean him up! ”
"Don't shout, leave her alone for a while."
My dad was dragged away by my mom, and I stayed in the room alone, thinking about the bits and pieces after I met Lu Zhoucheng, only to find out that we have so many good memories.
I like his domineering, I like the bad look on his face when he calls me 'baby', I like him to put his arm around my shoulder and say to others, this is my wife.
I like him, I like him, I like him, I like him, but he doesn't like me, and he doesn't like our children.
Lu Zhoucheng, he is a liar.
Why don't you like me, why don't you like me, why?
I don't know how long later, it was already dark outside the window, and I heard someone knocking on the door, it was Cheng Siyuan, who came to deliver my luggage and mobile phone.
When my dad came in, he saw my red and swollen eyes, and his distressed face was distorted.
Maybe seeing that my mother didn't pay attention, he hurriedly ran over to me and asked, "Xiaoqing, you tell the truth to your father, did Xiao Lu bully you?" ”
I didn't answer the question, hugged his big belly and said, "Dad, I want to eat sweet and sour fish." ”
My dad frowned and asked, "Don't you like to eat braised food?" ”
I grinned in his arms, "Wanted a change of taste." ”
"Gotcha!"
The girls have spoken, my dad didn't say a word and went to kill the fish, it's so easy to deceive, no wonder my mom said I was like him.
Lying in bed at night, I can't help but click on the photo album.
I don't have many photos on my phone, except for my own 'contrived' selfies, almost all of them are Lu Zhoucheng, and I always like to take candid photos when he is not paying attention.
I don't know what he's doing now, but wouldn't he be happy if he came home and saw me gone?
He loves to lie in bed so much, no one will wake him up in the future, and no one will cook or wash clothes for him, will he not be used to it?
Will he think of me once in a while?
Lu Zhoucheng!
As soon as I thought of these three words, my heart hurt for a while, and when I closed my eyes and thought about him, I was about to explode!
In the middle of the night, the whole world was silent, only the mottled shadows of the trees on the walls swayed.
The wind was a little cold at night, and I sat on the school playground, holding my knees and looking into the distance.
Did Lu Zhoucheng sleep?
Will the fight be lost again, I'm not at home, and no one is helping him recharge his money.
My shoulders sank, and someone put a dress on me.
"What are you doing here in the middle of the night without sleeping? Meditation? ”
I turned my head to look at Cheng Siyuan, "What are you doing here without sleeping?" Still with a coat? ”
"I'm here with you."
Cheng Siyuan was very honest, sat down next to me, raised his chin and asked, "Look at you have been sitting here for a long time, what do you see?" ”
His sudden appearance made me feel like my privacy had been violated, but I couldn't be angry with him because he hadn't done anything wrong.
I looked up at the gray sky and suddenly missed my childhood, "You say, how good it would be if people didn't grow up all the time?" ”
Cheng Siyuan said: "What do you think, it's Teddy who doesn't grow up." ”
"Huh."
I smiled and turned my head to look at him, "Cheng Siyuan, you're scolding again." ”
"I'm just telling the truth."
Cheng Siyuan also turned his head, the eyes in the dark were bottomless, "If you feel uncomfortable, you can say it, am I not your best friend?" ”
"Yes." I emphasize.
Cheng Siyuan smiled and nodded, "Okay, one." ”
I also laughed, "Cheng Siyuan, if I get divorced, will you look down on me?" ”
The smile on Cheng Siyuan's face disappeared, and the light in his eyes slowly became cold.
"Why?" He asked, "Why the divorce?" ”
Under his cold gaze, I slowly lowered my head, and my voice was a little choked, "Originally, we had a child, but now the child is gone." ”
We started because of this child and ended because of this child, and I tried to comfort myself in this way.
"My parents don't know about the child, don't tell them, I don't want them to worry."