Chapter 8: The World in My Heart (6)

She was always the one who left on her own initiative, and her pride did not allow her to be the one left behind.

Hua Luo Cheng is a person who is not good at expressing his inner desires. This may have something to do with her living environment since she was a child, but it is precisely such a person who will be paranoid and obsessed once she has a desire. At the time of Changping's "death", Hua Luocheng's longing for the world should have begun; When entering the ginkgo forest, Hua Luocheng's understanding of the world slowly became concrete; After meeting Yan Haonan, her paranoia about the world became out of control.

From the moment she decided to become a singer and go to the night, she thought about it thoroughly. Although she understood early on how unbearable it was for her mother to send herself as a meticulous work of Tanglin in a desperate situation, but as a princess she had no choice, this was the country left by her father, and she was supported by all the people since she was born. She deserved it at the beginning, and now she deserves it, and it has nothing to do with others.

Even if she didn't agree and forcibly stayed in that palace, how long would she live? How long can the queen mother protect her? It's better to get out of the palace and not make it difficult for the queen mother. And at least... She had the opportunity to see the world outside the palace.

Even now, she doesn't regret the choice she made. She has seen the world and met her sweetheart. Now she has a thought, when the war is over, she will take her sweetheart to her world. In the ginkgo forest, a hut, to be the most ordinary loving couple in the world.

The next day, Yan Haonan was sent to the front.

The war between Tanglin and Nightshade, which had been suppressed for two years, broke out. Tanglin took the lead without accident, and there was naturally a part of Hualuo City.

Hua Luocheng saw Yan Haonan again on Mo Zhanting's twenty-eighth birthday, and it was the season of ginkgo biloba, this year was different from the past large-scale operations, Mo Zhanting just had a meal with the ministers, like a family banquet. Naturally, Hua Luocheng, who has been promoted to a noble concubine, is indispensable at this banquet, and as a thorn in the side of the ministers, she is still very cooperative and arrogant. Zhu Mo's love for her has been like a day for three years, and it is even said that it has only increased, and she is now five months pregnant.

Yan Haonan came back at this time, not to celebrate his birthday but for the war. As a year of intense war, his appearance made the ministers sincerely afraid, and the battle in Tanglin became more and more intense, even if Yan Haonan came to the battle in person, the situation began to fall to the side of Tanglin. Yan Haonan, who was kneeling on one knee in the hall, had a little fatigue on his face, and Hua Luocheng poured wine on his own side.

Mo Zhanting picked up Hua Luocheng's wine glass and drank it all. clenched his fists and coughed lightly, and looked at Shanghua Luocheng with some innocent eyes, his eyes were full of pampering, "Why are you so inattentive, didn't you say that you should drink less and prepare to have children?" Forgot? Yan Haonan, who was kneeling in the main hall, heard the word "child", his hands trembled slightly, and his whole body was full of sadness. Hua Luocheng didn't speak, and looked at Yan Haonan who was kneeling in the main hall without a trace, and his eyes were stung by the low air around Yan Haonan.

Mo Zhanting naturally noticed Hua Luocheng's gaze. When Yan Haonan was halfway through speaking, he raised his hand to interrupt his words, and suddenly showed a rare hearty smile and said: "Haonan, you have been a sibling with me since you were a child, and now you are guarding the border for me. ”

Yan Haonan was slightly stunned and opened his mouth, as if he didn't know what to take.

"Haonan, I remember, you should be two years younger than me!" "Minister...""You haven't married at this age, it's your sister's negligence and my negligence." Zhu Mo's tone was affectionate, with a slight apology and blame, and he looked at Yan Yaning on the side.

Yan Yaning opened her mouth and said gently: "The emperor has already discussed with me to set a family affair for you, and this time I will call you back, and I will come to ...... first."

Yan Haonan and Hua Luocheng suddenly glanced at each other at this time and quickly avoided it, Yan Haonan said: "The war on the border is not settled, the country is not settled, and the last general will not dare to marry." Yan Haonan's words were loud and earnest.

Mo Zhanting curled the corners of his lips with a smile and put the cup on the table. The ministers hurried to congratulate Yan Haonan on his marriage. The queen looked at Hua Luocheng and smiled at her. If she wasn't from the Yan clan, then now would be the best time for Yan Yaning to take down Hualuo City. But she couldn't, she loved her brother and loved the whole family. In her opinion, it is not a pity for Hua Luocheng to die, but her younger brother can't, and getting rid of Hua Luocheng must not involve her younger brother.

Every step of everyone in this hall was expected by Hualuo City. It's just that she knew it, but when she heard about Yan Haonan's marriage, her heart still felt uncomfortable.

After Mo Zhanting's birthday, he and Yan Haonan had a secret conversation in the study all night, and the battle plan and border defense map in that battle were leaked in advance, so Mo Zhanting ordered everyone who handled the news, even Hualuo City, who had been accompanying him, also avoided it, and it made people panic for a while.

At sunset on the second day, Luo Chenghua walked to Mo Zhanting's study with a bowl of freshly stewed rock sugar pears, and met Yan Haonan with a tired face around the corner. When Yan Haonan saw her, his expression changed slightly, and he immediately reacted, knelt down on one knee and saluted, "Luo Fei'an." He was followed by two rows of soldiers, as well as the smiling Governor Wang.

This time, Hua Luocheng didn't lower her head to look at him, her eyes swept over the mahogany pillars, looking at the sun in the west, the sun just fell to the position of the copper bell under the eaves, and the copper bell in the red center swayed slightly. There was a dull sound. Hua Luocheng smiled, his voice was full of loneliness: "General Yan, it's a little cold outside, take care." ”

Yan Haonan raised his head, not surprised, his eyes were full of distance and indifference: "Concubine Luo take care, the minister retires." After saying that, he got up and left, Hua Luocheng took two steps and suddenly turned around. With Mo Zhanting's cleverness, it is very likely that he has already guessed it, even if he is just suspicious, she is afraid that it will be more than lucky. What's more, the man is suspicious by nature, and he is ruthless enough to kill a thousand people by mistake rather than let go of one. She didn't know how likely she was to be alive after stepping into the study, so she wanted to take a look at Yan Haonan again, but unfortunately Yan Haonan didn't turn around this time, and soon the general's back disappeared around the corner of the corridor.

At this moment, the smile on the corner of Hua Luocheng's mouth brought a slight bitterness for the first time. For the first time, she complained a little about this honest man. Knowing that this was the last conversation she had with him, he really only left her a back. Hua Luocheng leaned against the wall a little weakly, looked up at the red and blackened sun, and suddenly smiled kindly at Manager Wang. Hua Luocheng knew that she would die nine times out of ten after stepping into the imperial study, so her smile at Manager Wang was sincere. At that time, whoever stood in front of her, she would laugh so kindly. The smile was a little lonely, a little bleak, but more of a self-deprecation. For the first time, she sadly realized that the palace was her innate cage, and that the world she longed for was nothing more than her fantasy, and her... There is no chance in this life.

There was a bottle of bone-setting ointment on Mo Zhanting's bookcase, and the reason why Hua Luocheng thought at first glance that the bottle contained the ointment and nothing else was because it was what Hua Luocheng had been fishing in troubled waters all these years that Chen Cang had given to Yan Haonan. Over the years, Hua Luocheng would often take advantage of the queen's time to send things to her younger brother, and buy some homemade bone-setting ointment. She knew that the messengers would not keep it as secret as they had promised, and she could even guess exactly who was standing behind them, but she still told them to send it. She wanted to give him medicine, out of the motive of being a meticulous work, and also out of the sincerity of a woman.

She loved him, as a meticulous worker. Not for the sake of the picture, but for the sincerity.

Hua Luocheng was ready to be discovered, and unexpectedly, Mo Zhanting still ate her stew without hesitation, and still joked with her gently. He is a smart person, Hua Luocheng has always known, so judging that everything in Mo Zhanting must be pretended, and he still let himself live, just to get more things.

If Mo Zhanting knew her true identity, if Mo Zhanting got the evidence of her tipping off......

For the first time, Hua Luocheng felt a chill to the bone.

When Hua Luocheng returned to his palace, the sky was already full of stars. She experienced a handful of deaths in the study, and when she came out, her back was already wet. As soon as the night breeze blew, she couldn't help but shiver, and a kind of loneliness suddenly came to her heart. Over the years, she really deserves the word "lonely". For Tanglin, she is a valuable existence, and it is precisely because of this existence that she feels extremely desolate; And none of the civil and military officials of the night did not want her to die early, and now their wish is finally coming true.

However, Hualuo City is Hualuo City, if it is an ordinary woman in the world, at this moment, I am afraid that she will either cry bitterly or feel sorry for herself, after she closed the ghost gate for a while, she finally found that all these years, she has been living in her heart. Instead of sitting and waiting to die, it is better to gamble on herself: she wants to take Yan Haonan away and go to their world.