Chapter 80: The Past

"You know?" Lin Xia, who was about to open the door, was stunned.

I turned to look at Zhang Qiong, overlapping her figure with the little girl I remembered when I was a child, and sighed after a long time: "I thought it was just a duplicate name, but I didn't expect it to be you." ”

"Was it my surprise?" Zhang Qiong stuck out her tongue, and her playful appearance made it impossible to see that she had ever killed someone.

When I was a child, there were dozens of children in our orphanage, and except for me and Wang Defa, who were not adopted, many of them whose names I can't remember now were taken away in those years.

And this Zhang Qiong was adopted by a petty bourgeois family when I was nine years old, she was reluctant to leave us, and I still remember the crying on the day she left.

I asked the dean if I could keep her, and the dean said that it was for her good and for our good, and later I learned that the family saw Zhang Qiongsheng's cuteness and gave the dean a large sum of money when they adopted her.

Most of my childhood was spent in an orphanage, Wang Defa and I were the largest in the yard, usually go out in the supermarket and often distribute things to those people, although sometimes I was caught and Wang Defa was tied to a telephone pole with a belt, but we have been relying on our hard-working hands to let our friends live a very good life.

I clearly remember that many friends at that time said how to repay me when they grew up, but they were all silent.

I was able to study because of the support of a boss in Hong Kong, I had only met him once, and now his memory is very vague in my memory. In the past few years, the contact has been suddenly cut off, but he has put two thousand yuan into my specific bank card every month, and I am grateful to that boss from the bottom of my heart, if it weren't for him, Xiao Qi and I would have starved to death on the streets all these years.

I sat back in my seat, Zhang Qiong glanced at Zhu Yue, Zhu Yue got up and left, Lin Xia also pushed the door out, and there were only two people in the box, Zhang Qiong and me.

"Little Joan, long time no see." I looked at her and lit a cigarette.

"It didn't take long! It's only eleven years and two months. Zhang Qiong said lightly.

I shook my eyes for a long time before I smiled and said, "I didn't expect you to remember it so clearly." ”

"You and Wang Defa have been doing all these years!" Zhang Qiong asked me politely.

"Wang Defa is fine, as for me, you have seen it." I spread my hands and said indifferently.

Zhang Qiong's eyes were like black gems staring at me, and she chuckled: "You can be on an equal footing with me in less than a semester, little eighth brother, you are still as capable as when you were a child." ”

"Don't talk about stealing chickens and dogs when you were a kid." I'm a little embarrassed.

"I heard that you have a younger sister who later followed her own father, and you have worked very hard with her all these years!"

Speaking of Xiao Qi, the corners of my mouth raised unnaturally, and I said with a wry smile after a long time: "It's good to leave me, her father is a very capable person, but he may not see him in the future." ”

"I envy her! can be with you for so many years. Zhang Qiong's eyes were a little gloomy.

I looked at her, and I didn't know how to answer this sentence.

"Little starling, do you remember one winter, there was no charcoal fire in the compound, and we couldn't sleep when we slept at night, and at that time you took off your clothes and got into my bed to hold me, and I didn't feel so cold at that time." Zhang Qiong blushed a little after saying this.

"If I had known that you were as beautiful as you are now, I would not have let people take you away even if I was kicked out of the yard." I began to flatter this childhood friend.

Eleven years, time is too long, my widow and grace are difficult for Zhang Qiong to remember, time has made us strange and alienated.

Zhang Qiong giggled, she gritted her silver teeth and looked at me and said, "You have to hold on to it at the beginning, or if you say to me that you don't want me to go, I won't follow that family even if I die, even if I grow up picking up garbage with you in the future." ”

When she finished saying these words, she suddenly stood up, bent over to look at me, and I felt a coldness burst out of her body: "Little Starling, do you know how I have come over all these years? ”

Her face was cold, her eyes flashed with ferocity, and the little tiger teeth at the corners of her mouth had bitten her lips, her appearance made me shiver, this is her true face!

"You're scared, aren't you?" Zhang Qiong suddenly sat back in her seat and said with a smile: "Everyone in this world is ashamed of me, and you are no exception." ”

I looked at her, her face had regained her calm, I felt a little distressed to see her like this, she must have lived an extraordinary life over the years.

Zhang Qiong saw that I didn't speak, she began to say to herself: "When I was thirteen years old, I was in Huazhi, my adoptive father asked me to help her take a bath, and finally even wanted to rape me, I killed him, my adoptive mother called the police and arrested me, and I was imprisoned by the police in a psychiatric hospital. ”

"Three years, you can never imagine how I spent those three years, I thought about suicide countless times, and then I met a doctor, at that time I thought he was the best person in the world, he pulled me out of the sinking, gave me make-up lessons every day, and then one morning, I saw him die naked by my bedside, and at that time I swore that I would never let people bully me again in this life."

Zhang Qiong seemed to have found an outlet for catharsis, seeing that my tears had fallen down her cheeks, although she was still laughing: "I am nineteen years old this year, I already have three lives on my hands, everyone is afraid of me, and I say that I am crazy behind my back, it doesn't matter, there are no real good people in this world, even you who I once relied on the most pushed me into the abyss." ”

"Sometimes I wonder if I could follow you like your sister who left you, and if I wouldn't have been charged with murder, my tragedy wouldn't have happened."

"But how can there be so many ifs in this world, if I didn't leave at the beginning, if you kept it at the beginning, just think about it." Zhang Qiong laughed self-deprecatingly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I kept my head down, my heart mixed with mixed feelings.

Zhang Qiong didn't speak, I watched her hold her head, a dizzy look flashed in her eyes, her body shook a little in the seat, I hurriedly got up and grabbed her: "Zhang Qiong, what's wrong with you?" ”

"He, he's coming out." Zhang Qiong tapped her little head in pain, and then pushed me away and said, "You hurry up, he will kill you." ”

I was horrified, who the hell was he?

"I'll take you to the hospital." I said a little impatiently.

"No need, little starling, you go quickly, I can't restrain him." Zhang Qiong's forehead was already sweating slightly, and she could see that she was in pain.

I was a little flustered for a while, and I was about to call the people outside the door to come in to help, Zhang Qiong's eyes suddenly showed a fierce light, she grabbed my neck, and she was originally thin and lifted me up in the air like this, what a terrifying power this is.

"Little Starling, why did you only appear now?" Wang Qiong's eyes flashed with bloodthirsty light: "Do you know that I swore to kill you when I saw you!" ”