You're a hell of a fool! He looked at me obsessively, and turned away on his own.

It's just that he's not fast, and as soon as I say I know, he'll be able to turn around right away. But I couldn't speak, and his figure gradually disappeared in front of my eyes, slowly becoming a small dot, and finally I couldn't find it.

Looking at his disappearing back, I didn't know what to say.

These ghosts are well-intentioned, I know them all, but they don't understand, I've been involved since the beginning, and now it's not because of the previous things that I changed my mind.

"Your fate is determined by heaven, whether it is a curse or a blessing, you already have a certain number in your heart." The words of the fortune teller kept coming to my heart.

I thought of the kind old woman and what she had said, and although I was a little uneasy, I still endured it. This fate turned out to be predestined, no matter how much I struggled, I would soon get back on track, in that case, why should I care about those blessings and misfortunes, who will know the outcome if it is not the best?

"Po was injured because of me, so I naturally need to take care of this matter before I can leave. I had no choice but to wake Po up, and I could leave this jungle at any time. ”

It was getting late, but I couldn't hear anyone else. The silence in this forest is amazing, and even the crickets and gnats that have always sung happily do not sing here.

I used to enjoy the silence, but now I don't like the silence of the jungle at all.

This silent atmosphere reminds me all the time that this is no longer the world, the people I met are no longer alive, and even Ji Zixuan, who came with me, doesn't know when he had his own idea, and we are no longer partners who can make friends.

The friends I made here don't necessarily approve of the people I approve of, and he will suspect that the gap between us is getting bigger and bigger, and maybe in the end, the two of us will not see each other again will be the best ending for us, and then we will know what we have missed.

Ji Zixuan didn't know if it was because he was angry with me before, and he hadn't appeared until now. I wanted to find him and watch him go back to make up my mind, but he never showed up, and I didn't know what I was talking about, whether I thought it was a little strange or a little sad.

I waited at the door for a long time, until the moon was on the branch, and I did not see him return. I have to admit that he may have forgotten about it a long time ago. It's just because I think a little too much about myself that I think he cares about me, but in fact he doesn't care about me as much as I think.

This realization made my heart ache.

Bao's injury is not healed yet, no matter what, this is my responsibility, if I can't save Bao, I'm afraid I will have a bad conscience in this life.

I think of Bao's mischievous voice and smile before, as if I remember it vividly. I know that it was in my heart that I met Ah Bao before, and no matter how much I doubted this time, I always believed that Er Bao would not be that kind of person.

I have enough money on me now, and even if I leave, it won't affect anything else. There have been a few times when he chooses himself to be very capable, even if I leave him, he can take good care of herself, maybe he can live better without me as a burden, and with his appearance and character, it is easy to find another one.

It's just that I'm still a little uneasy in the bottom of my heart. The matter of the thousand-year-old snake spirit and the matter of Ah Bao have not been resolved, even if I can leave here, then I can't discard the people here.

Besides, if I really don't care, the thousand-year-old snake spirit may not let it go, so why do I have to leave at this time?

Everything went through my mind over and over again.

Gradually, I put my heart for Ji Zixuan and his influence on me in the back of my mind. I know I'm already attracted to him, but we're not going to be together. No matter what others say, we are not destined to have any good results, what good results can a person and a ghost have?

Every time I think about it, I feel a little heartache.

I even know that what they say may be true, but if I really leave Ji Zixuan, I don't know how long I will live.

Ji Zixuan, what's wrong with it? When his heart is placed on a person, it is easy to get a person's favor, not to mention that he has not calculated all knowledge from the beginning and acted with his own heart, even I will inevitably not be moved.

But it's not just the cognitive gap between us, but also the difference between us, what I like he is always suspicious, he agrees, I don't understand at all, there are so many differences between the two of us, even if we are really together in the end, how can we guarantee that each other will not be hurt?

I thought of the careful maintenance he had taken with me, the figure standing in my way when danger came, and so many other things. Before you know it, we've been through so many things, and how hard it is to get through them. But if I don't keep quiet, even I don't know the final consequences, will we really have to live and die again?

I thought about the way he looked, his eyes, his nose, his lips. I can remember everything about her, her figure has been deeply engraved in my heart, but now I need to give up on him for my life.

I'm tempted, I've been tempted a long time ago. It's just that I still didn't show it, just when I moved my own wrong heart.

I can even deceive myself, so how can I care about other people?

As for the other people, who can see that I am eastward, they think that I am just a last resort by Ji Zixuan's side, who would have thought that I am also willing.

I walked aimlessly.

There was some anger and even sadness before, but it slowly faded.

In the silence of the forest, it seemed that everyone's mind had become smaller, and even my worries had gradually calmed down.

After calming down, I felt that my heart had become quieter. It seems that the previous disputes, struggles, were just my own obsessions. It seems that even my relationship with him has become lighter.

Before I knew it, I walked to the door of the old wanderer's room, thinking that he had told me before that I could go to his room at will, I was already a little tired in my heart, but in the end, I still knew that I would not be able to leave until these things were dealt with.

I pushed open the door of the old ghost's house and went to see Po who was still sleeping. Her face was still unusually sickly pale, and she lay there lifeless, as if she had said goodbye to the world.

I subconsciously reached out my hand. It's much better to feel Po's icy breath.

"Bao, why do you say it's always like this, what we want and what we get are always two different things." There was undisguised exhaustion in my voice.

"Actually, I regret it if it weren't for my underestimation. Maybe you won't be injured to save me, how good it is for me to lie here. I looked at her unchanged face, and the feeling of guilt came flooding over me.

I accompanied Ah Bao for a while, and after my sad thoughts were relieved a bit, I folded the quilt for Ah Bao and walked inside.

I swayed slowly, and for a moment I didn't even think where I could go. I casually wandered around the old spirit's house.

After that, I went to the old ghost's study, and I remember that he had said that if I wanted to pass the time, I could read his books in his study.

I went to his study, and to my surprise, there was quite a lot of books in the room. And this study is unexpectedly large. I used to think that the study room was just a name, but after seeing the old wandering spirit's study, I thought it could be regarded as a small library.

I thought that these books were just decorations, but I didn't expect that I would take out a random copy and look at it, and I found that there were still a lot of notes on the book, obviously the old wandering spirit is also a book lover. I saw that there were many traces of books that had been flipped through, and it was clear that the owner had been flipping through them a lot.

But even so, there are not a few damaged ones, and it seems that he is really a book lover. These books seem to be many years old, but they are not missing pages.

I don't know how much time he spent collecting so many books.

This book was divided into categories by the old wandering spirit, and I didn't have any goals, so I simply flipped through it casually, and I didn't have any other thoughts except to sigh at the old wandering spirit's extensive knowledge.

But I gradually noticed that one of them was very different, and there was only a thin book on the shelf.

As if attracted by something, I slowly walked up and got the book.

The book looked very tattered, as if it had been a long time old, and on the cover of the book was a big introduction to Taoism.

I was amazed at first, I really didn't think there would be such a broken book here, at least, I didn't think the old geist would be so careless, the only explanation was that this book was already like this when it was found.

I was a little bored, and when I saw the name of this book, I was a little curious. So just flip it over.

"Introduction to Taoism? Could it be that this is what their cultivators are looking at? I only heard about their power before, and I didn't know what the difference between them and ordinary people was. "I couldn't restrain my curiosity when I thought about it in my heart.

"Since the name is an introductory name, I think I, who have no foundation at all, can see it, but I don't know how much I can learn in the end." I didn't expect that I would understand it, but I was a little sleepy when I saw the books of Lao Zhuang, and I really didn't know where such books looked good.

It's just that this book is different, and as soon as I read it, I was attracted by the description here. At first, I read it three times in just one sentence, but gradually I felt an unusual meaning, so I continued to read it, and the more I read it, the more I realized that there was something in this book that I had never thought of. It was like opening the door to a new world for me, and I never thought that a person could fly to the sky with the power of his own body, nor did I think that the legends about demons and monsters in my previous life were true.

There is not only superficial theoretical knowledge here, but also a person's experience of all kinds of strange things, and I can deduce what kind of scene it was from just that few words.