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The unrelated light bulbs finally rolled out of the room. Jing Yan didn't have to press anymore, turned around and hugged Shen Ruochu into his arms, lowered his head and kissed him.

Shen Ruochu had just deciphered the hospital's IFI code, and at this moment the landlord was fighting Huanshi. Of course, I was very upset when I was suddenly interrupted.

"You have ......" The word "sick" was choked back in his throat. Shen Ruochu screamed twice, forgetting for a moment that he was an injured patient. She swayed to dodge it, lifted her plaster arm and pushed him. In an instant, his eyes were so painful that his eyes were full of stars, and even his head was blank.

Jing Yan sensitively discovered her strangeness at the first time. He hurriedly let go of the person in his arms, looking at Shen Ruochu frowning and closing his eyes, full of cold sweat, blaming himself and feeling distressed. But as soon as the words came out, the tone was not like that, "What are you messing with!" You can't be a little better! ”

Shen Ruochu had already recovered a lot from the pain at this time. Hearing Jing Yan's words, he almost jumped up and scolded his mother. She took a breath, opened her eyes and watched him grit her teeth, "Jing Yan, how are you to estrus against a patient with a broken arm and a lame leg like me!" "And in just over an hour, estrus twice!

Jing Yan frowned at her unconcealed mouth, but the flush behind her ears was unknown. "I'm sorry." He apologized very sincerely, and slowly exhaled after speaking, "It's that I'm too anxious." I should wait until you're better ......"

"Stop!" Shen Ruochu interrupted him loudly, looking at him with a look full of contempt, "Jing Yan, I feel that I need to remind you again, we ......"

"We're divorced." Jing Yan continued the next words unhurriedly, her dark gaze fell on her face, and her dark eyes were so deep that they seemed to be able to suck people in at any time, "Ruochu, what if we divorce?" The day before yesterday wasn't just what it should have been. Also, the first time for the two of us...... There is also no marriage certificate! ”

This time, Shen Ruochu was so ashamed that his face turned red. She looked at Jing Yan in a daze, and suddenly felt that the man in front of her seemed to be different from usual. After holding it for a long time, I finally held back a sentence, "You ...... Why didn't I find you so ...... before?" was halfway through the sentence, but I couldn't find the words again.

Sullen? Rogue?

It seems that there is a little bit of it, and it doesn't seem right. Jing Yan used to be quite stuffy and cold, but it wasn't enough to be sassy. Now I feel more sassy than then, but not so stuffy. As for hooligans...... When he said those words just now, both his tone and demeanor were too serious.

She's grown so big, she's never seen such a hooligan!

"What if you didn't notice me?" She was silent for a long time, and he urged. But Jing Yan didn't seem to care about her answer. He sighed with feeling, "People change. "Just meet the person you're willing to change. Jing Yan moved slightly, and changed her position so that she could lie more comfortably in her arms, "Ruochu, why do you like me?" ”

Shen Ruochu didn't expect him to suddenly ask this. She was stunned for a moment, and then chuckled, "You know, I only discussed this issue with Tan Jiahui last night. ”

Jing Yan's eyebrows tightened. His gaze suddenly became much sharper.

Shen Ruochu smiled even more happily, "The answer is that I don't know!" ”

Jing Yan's face flashed a hint of gloom. She pursed her thin lips slightly and was silent for a long time, just because her indifferent expression and indifferent tone made his heart tingle. Then, he continued to ask in a different way, "Then what do you like about me?" ”

Shen Ruochu didn't speak. But when he met those bright black eyes, his heart skipped a beat. Nervous...... She was sure she read nervousness in Jing Yan's eyes!

This man, who has never cared about anything, will also be nervous?! Does he care about the answer? If he cares about the answer, then does it mean that he actually cares about her a little?!

Shen Ruochu suddenly had an impulse, so he wanted to rush up and hug him regardless of it, and then said to him: Jing Yan, let's remarry, and the two of us will live a good life from now on. Even if the ending this time is completely shattered, she is willing to care about him!

Still...... It's just a momentary impulse.

Jing Yan's words are right, people will change. They had been in the same bed for three years, and she wasn't sure if he had changed. But she has changed. If it had been three years ago, she would have thought about it and done it. Three years later, in the end, it was different.

Which song once sang, "Maturity is not the heart getting old". Today's Shen Ruochu, even if his heart has not become old, he has become timid, because it has already been full of holes. She is only 25 this year, but she feels that the three-year marriage seems to have exhausted all her strength.

Oh, no. Not all. Actually, there's a little bit left.

But she didn't want to use it anymore because she wanted to keep it to herself. In the past, she always thought that it didn't matter if Jing Yan was willing to come to her. As long as he is willing to stay where he is, as long as he doesn't shake her off, the distance of a hundred paces will be all up to her. However, when she really walked the ninety-nine steps, she realized that the last step was really out of reach, and it was something she couldn't cross no matter what.

The so-called close to the end of the world should be like this.

Maybe it's because she doesn't love enough, so she can't really hold back. I can't do everything to take the last step. Ten thousand abysses, fall to death and pull down!

Shen Xingzhi often said: Shen Ruochu was confused about small things, and he always had more bad ideas than anyone else in foreseeing big things.

That's true.

So in the past few days, although things have been overwhelming one after another, Shen Ruochu still sorted out his thoughts from beginning to end. She and Jing Yan were separated for three months and divorced for two months. It's been half a year now. But the entanglement has never been broken. Especially the day before yesterday, they slept together in a daze.

Shen Ruochu felt that the two of them had fallen into a strange circle. A strange circle of advance and retreat. I don't know if God is deliberately playing tricks or something else, but every time she wavers a little, there will be some problems.

But no matter what, there is one thing she is firm about this time...... She loves Jing Yan, and she may never forget this man in her life. But if he didn't take the initiative to take the last step towards her, even if she couldn't turn around and leave in style, she would never get any closer to him than she would do!

However, Shen Ruochu's silence became another interpretation in Jing Yan's eyes. She didn't answer, probably because she didn't know much about it. But will such an unclear liking really be firm enough? What if she really can't accept his past? What is he going to do? Is it really necessary to come up with those tough measures in the mall?

If he wants to keep a Shen Ruochu by his side, he can have thousands of ways. However, each of them was something he didn't want to use on her.

She is his woman. A woman who calculates herself...... He really doesn't want to, and he's not ashamed!

I don't know how long the silence spread, but in the end, it was broken by two people together......

"Actually......"

"If the first ......"

The two of them were silent again.

Jing Yan's eyes flashed, "You say it first." ”

Shen Ruochu looked at him and bit his lip for a second, his expression was quite resentful, "Actually, I think I'm going to fall in love with you, it's because I owe you in my last life!" ”

Jing Yan was stunned. Immediately, a white light flashed in my mind, and somehow it suddenly became clear.

It's okay, it doesn't matter if she loves her firmly enough! She couldn't get out of his palm anyway. Even if it was wrong that he didn't push her away that night. But it was she who touched his heart first. I want to run after flirting, there is nothing so cheap in the world!

"Heh......" Jing Yan chuckled and shook her head, reaching out and touching her face, "Now is not the right time." Wait until your mother is well and discharged from the hospital, I have a story to tell you. ”

"What's the story?" Shen Ruochu was a little dissatisfied with his tricks.

Jing Yan took a breath, still feeling a little sad in her heart at that moment, "A not very good story." Maybe after you hear it, you won't want to love me anymore......"

His last sentence was like a whisper, but Shen Ruochu didn't hear it clearly, so he frowned and asked, "What?" What did you say? ”

Then, as soon as the words fell, there was a knock on the door of the ward.

"Is Shen Ruochu in this ward?" The middle-aged woman's voice came through the door, it was the family's nanny, Sister Sun.

"Sister Sun, come in." Jing Yan responded. All the emotions on his face have disappeared when he speaks, and it is the face that is deep and indifferent.

The door to the ward was gently slammed open by someone sideways.

Sister Sun carried a thermos bucket in one hand, and a large bag of things in the other hand. There's no way to push the door properly.

Jing Yan got up and went over and took the bag of things from her hand. Feeling the weight inside, he couldn't help frowning, "What is here?" ”

"It's some daily necessities." Sister Sun explained with a smile: "The supermarket outside the hospital is expensive and not good, and I'm afraid my wife won't be used to it." ”

Jing Yan let out an "um" sound. He didn't say anything, just casually put his pocket on the table next to him. Then he turned his head and asked the person on the bed, "Sister Sun made bone broth, do you want to drink it?" ”

Shen Ruochu nodded. She's really hungry right now.

Sister Sun hurriedly and neatly propped up the small table on the hospital bed, and while putting the thermos bucket on and unscrewing the lid, she babbled and said, "I've been stewing for two hours, just to replenish your calcium." This pork leg bone was bought by Mr. before dawn in person by driving to the farmer's market. ”

"Really?!" Shen Ruochu was a little surprised when he heard this. Jing Yan went to the farmer's market?! It's not unusual. Since he can cook, he will definitely go to the farmer's market as well. It's just that she really can't imagine what it would be like for Jing Yan to go to the farmers' market.

Thinking of this, she subconsciously glanced up at him. found that Jing Yan was also looking at her.

The two of them looked at each other.

Jing Yan's handsome face still had no expression, but the eyes that looked at her were full of deep meaning, "You drink slowly." If you want to eat, tell Sister Sun. I'm going to find your brother. With that, he turned and left the room.

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