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Oh, yes......

Why am I alive......

Chen Dong was silent for a moment, and then reacted.

"Crazy, you're crazy!!"

Chen Dong said loudly: You are an extreme pervert.

"I don't deny that I am indeed oppressing them, one is dead or alive, but it is better than being half dead."

Zhang Yihan smiled, "A person who understands what he wants to do, has his own dignity, has his own dreams, is not cowardly, has dignity, and is a human being, otherwise, he has never really lived, he is just an animal." ”

Zhang Yihan walked forward quietly and said: "There has been pain, only then do you know the pain of sentient beings, there have been attachments, let go of attachments, there have been worries, and there are no worries...... I'm just letting them, through desperate suffering, be reborn in the fire. ”

When I heard this, I thought a little of Chainsaw Horror.

is also persecuting them, survived the terrible desperate situation of life and death, escaped, and those who survived, one by one, wept with joy, and from then on they really lived, loved life, and actively coped with everything......

Although, in a different way.

"Do you know what I've been through?"

Zhang Yihan asked again, "I was also struggling with myself, going through despair, and I used to huddle in a dark corner, crying - who can help me, why is no one saving me...... Later, I found out that in this world, no one can save you, only yourself can save yourself. ”

At that time, Zhang Yihan's language and ideas were still very young.

But for a junior high school student, it is already very terrifying.

In this world, most of the mediocre people who have no ideas are the same, and people with their own ideals exude all kinds of brilliance, infecting and influencing everyone.

Chen Dong has heard of Zhang Yihan's life experience.

Her parents cheated on each other, and they barely lived together, lived for three years in this stalemate, gave birth to her, and had years of domestic violence against her in childhood, and her parents quarreled every day, and they were angry with her young.

When I was in elementary school, I often went to school scarred, bruised and purple, and I heard that I slept in the corridor at home, pulling a small blanket, and I didn't even have my own room.

"Before, I was really beaten, and I still had a glimmer of hope in my heart, thinking that maybe they would get along, but later, when I heard that my parents were going to finish junior high school and marry an old man with 100,000 yuan in gift money, I was really scared, I knew that I had no food to eat." Zhang Yihan sighed and said calmly: Later, I found Teacher Li Kaili, and that day, I knelt down in front of her room, and I wanted to save myself.

"Teacher, please adopt me."

The young girl was sitting in her own resistance, kneeling down and begging Li Kaili.

"I know that you like to collect other people's lives, so please collect mine, and I will show you everything you are interested in."

At that time, Li Kaili was shocked that this little girl could see through her heart at a glance.

She bent down slightly and adopted the bruised little girl.

I was a little shocked when I heard this.

Before, the old man Li Kaili I saw used to be my mother's adoptive mother?

Zhang Yihan's parents didn't care about this oil bottle at all, they fought all day long, and it was best without her, so they asked for tens of thousands of yuan, and directly passed their daughter over.

Since then, a sick collector teacher Li Kaili, a "weird and kind" psychopathic student girl, is like two isolated patients who are not recognized by society, snuggling up to each other and living together.

A small family began to liven up.

"Later, the old man named Chu Xinhe also fell ill in the community, was rescued by the kind little girl Zhang Yihan, and then adopted in Teacher Li's house."

Chen Dong smiled bitterly and said, "That old man, feeling the heart of this kind little girl, kind and bright, took her as an apprentice...... I thought it was before I died of old age, God's arrangement, so that the family inheritance of the craft continued, but I didn't think of it all...... This kind saint, she was very extreme, and the old man did not guess what terrible things happened after his death. ”

I smiled wryly: It's very extreme.

Although I don't want to admit it.

But perhaps because of her dark childhood, she was a little extreme, kind, and an alternative kindness.

She hopes that all people are truly alive, have their own self, and understand their true hearts...... In an extremely extreme way, with death to oppress, to force Nirvana to be reborn.

Perhaps, the same is true for the present.

She thinks that those who are enlightened can only be considered living if they understand who they really are and what they want to do.

Those beings who live in mediocrity, eat and drink Lazar, and sink into the sea of misery are not human beings, but are just animals and beasts that follow their instincts* and eat and drink Lazar.

"You're not you when you know you're you, and you're you when you know you're not you." Chen Dong said that this is our philosophy and a great dream.

"And then?" I asked.

The two of them lived together and began to complete their big plans.

Li Kaili likes to collect other people's lives, while Zhang Yihan likes to push people into a desperate situation, no longer escape, and live out her own life completely...... The two hit it off.

At that time, Chen Dong was also pulled into it.

Zhang Yihan said to him and to several other people who knew the truth: "Tell me out loud - you, what are you living for?" ”

"What is your word?"

"Are these beings really alive? All beings have sunk into the sea of suffering, and have never really lived. ”

"If you don't have your own thoughts, go with the flow, only by seeing through can you jump out, and only those who understand their own hearts can live."

And just like that, he was also pulled into it.

And after Chen Dong, he also realized what he thought, and became a real person.

He has never felt that life is so clear, so exciting, and every day of life is extremely fulfilling, as if he is living in a high-definition exquisite world, and every second is happy.

"But, obviously, she's going to do more." When Chen Dong said this, the words changed: "I don't know, what she's going to do, I'm just a pawn under her." ”

"I also have my own philosophy, at a very early age, let her release me, she respects each of us 'living people', respects our way of life, what I want, she helped me achieve - put me in the glasses of her master's relics, sell me to other places at random, experience all kinds of masters, feel their lives."

I was stunned for a moment and looked at Chen Dong: Your Tao was infected by the collector teacher Li Kaili, right? Observe and listen to other people's lives?

Chen Dong nodded and smiled bitterly.

I scratched my head, knowing a little about my mother's past.

What an extreme madman, her kindness is twisted to a weird place.

But obviously, she met Cheng Qi and married him and had children, which happened after Chen Dong left.

"Actually, it's not harmful."

Chen Dong still admires this strange woman a little, "She just divided the two sides into two factions, the ideas conflicted, fought and fought each other, and used this kind of oppression to make them understand what they wanted, her concept is - all beings sink into the sea of suffering, and only enlightenment is a human being." ”

"As for those who cannot attain enlightenment, they will not die...... Those who died, all lived their lives, and those who died of old age, even though they were seventy years old in three years. ”

Chen Dong said this, "As for what she is doing after that, I don't know clearly, she has made so many people enlightened in three years, and there should be a bigger game of chess." ”

I nodded, saying enough was enough.

"So, what are you going to do in the future......" I asked Chen Dong.

"Please let me go."

Chen Dong said: I continue to experience the next master, become their personal objects, and appreciate their wonderful lives through their eyes.

"Yes." I won't say more.

I can get him out of the bar, after all, there will be people of all kinds who like such vintage, old-fashioned glasses.

I put my glasses away, cleaned up my mind, and went downstairs.

I was downstairs and explained everything I knew, and Miao Qianqian, who had just suppressed the Yin Man and Mei Zizi, as well as everyone in the store.

"It turns out that your mother is really a radical madman?" Miao Qianqian whispered: I have long felt that she should be even stranger than that Lian Chen Jue, a mad saint.

I have no rebuttal.

They all have compassion and compassion for others, and they all have a good heart of self-sacrifice, but their kindness is manifested in different places because of their own character.

"That's good." Xiao Qing'er next to her said cutely: "It's not harmful, the people who died in that town are actually old and dead, let them realize the Tao and truly understand the meaning of their lives, it's good." ”

"It's good." Miss Dong listened, scratched her head, and interjected: "But what is she collecting those people's Dao for at the same time?" Still an unsolved mystery. ”

We were chatting, and all of a sudden, a phone call came.

It was Mr. Meng who called, and Mr. Meng immediately said to me: "Tomorrow, it will be the exchange meeting in the Yin circle, and the friendly exchange of Yin art of the younger generation, you still have to go and see it, you can be a referee or something." ”

I was stunned.

That's when I reacted.

This time flies by, and this is so fast, it is coming?

There was no preparation at all.

"Good time!"

Miao Qianqian laughed, leaned on her waist and said loudly: What do you care about those strange old things? The affairs of their older generation are very big! Let's go to be majestic, show off, and attract some yin people to come over, isn't that beautiful? Go, gotta go!