Chapter 101: Can you do it all over again?
Hearing me say that I had to leave, a tingling pain flashed in Lu Zhoucheng's eyes, and his eyes fell on my father through the car window.
"Send your dad back first, and we'll talk about it later."
I looked at him, then at Mr. Chen, who was sitting in the back, nodded and said, 'Okay'.
When I was about to get in the car, Lu Zhoucheng suddenly grabbed me, "Be careful on the road, I'll wait for you to come back at home." ”
"No need to wait."
I broke away from his hand and looked at him with a blank face, "You lost all my things for me, and I will never go back to that place in my life." ”
Lu Zhoucheng's fists tightened, and then he pulled me into his arms, and buried his chin hard in my neck socket, "Wife, can you not leave?" ”
"I can't."
I pushed Lu Zhoucheng away, holding back the tears churning in my eyes, "When I come back, I'll go through the formalities!" I never want to see you again because I hate you! ”
When I got into the car, I locked the door for the first time and looked ahead without squinting, "Let's go!" Let's go home. ”
Cheng Siyuan leaned over to help me fasten my seat belt, and touched my head by the way, "Close your eyes and rest for a while, I'll call you when it's time." ”
I shook my head, "You're too tired to drive back alone, I'll change you when you get out of town." ”
"No, you don't."
Cheng Siyuan fastened his seat belt and started the car, and glanced at me when he was in gear, "Sleep, if I can't hold on, I'll call you." ”
I didn't dare to sleep, I closed my eyes and saw my dad before leaving, and turned her head to look at Teacher Chen, she looked out the window with straight eyes, and her poor state was worrying.
The day after returning to County G, it started raining in the sky.
Teacher Chen and I haven't been out since we got home, and Cheng Siyuan is busy going in and out, sleeping on the sofa in the living room at night.
One night I woke up from a nightmare and looked around at a loss.
I was afraid of scaring Mr. Chen, so I cried very depressed, but I didn't expect to be heard by Cheng Siyuan.
He didn't turn on the light, closed the door and walked over, gently holding me in his arms, "Xiaoqing, don't be afraid, I'm here." ”
That night, I pulled Cheng Siyuan's shirt and cried for a long time, and then fell asleep while crying.
When I opened my eyes and saw the person lying next to the pillow, I was stunned for a moment, and then got up in silence to wash.
Cheng Siyuan is not the kind of person who takes advantage of people's danger, it can be seen from his purple hand that I pulled him desperately last night and didn't let him go.
I haven't met my grandparents, they died when my dad was very young, and my dad was raised by my aunt.
Later, my aunt went to the sea to do business, and since then she has lost contact, my father has been looking for her all these years, but the world is so big, how easy is it to find someone in the vast sea of people?
My grandparents are still alive, but they haven't been in contact with my parents for many years, so they were not notified of the funeral, and almost all of them were school teachers.
On the day of the funeral, the rain was a little lighter.
I wore a black dress and walked at the front of the line with my dad's urn in my arms, and tears flowed all the way.
Teacher Cheng and other teachers accompanied my mother, and Cheng Siyuan followed me all the way, although he kept helping me hold the umbrella, but I still felt cold.
When the urn was buried, I cried like the sky was going to fall.
My father, the father who loves me so much, is gone, I will have no father in the future, and no one will squint and call me 'girl' anymore.
Cheng Siyuan helped me up, and the umbrella fell to the ground and was blown away by the wind.
I had no strength at all, so I could only lean on his arm for support, looking up at him with a helpless look in my eyes.
"Cheng Siyuan, my dad is gone."
"I know."
Cheng Siyuan brushed away the hair that was stuck to my face, his eyes were full of distress, "You still have Teacher Chen, so you have to cheer up quickly." ”
I shook my head, "Cheng Siyuan, I can't cheer up, my heart really hurts, why do people have to live so tired?" I want to die like this......"
The unfinished words were covered by a cold hand, Cheng Siyuan covered it very hard, looking at my eyes with a little sadness.
"Xiaoqing, don't say such things, never say them."
I blinked, tears rolling down the back of his hand.
Cheng Siyuan helped me wipe away my tears, and he said, "If you are tired, just lean on my shoulder and rest for a while, no matter what." ”
I cried and said, "You liar, you won't be with me all the time, you will leave me soon." ”
Cheng Siyuan shook his head, "I won't leave until you find happiness, this is my promise to you, Xiaoqing, you know, I never lie." ”
I cried and hugged his neck, "Cheng Siyuan, don't be so good to me, it's not worth it." ”
"Don't look down on yourself, we're so good at being Mingming." Cheng Siyuan hugged me, his chin resting lightly on my shoulder, "Everything will pass, believe me." ”
"But my dad is gone, and no one will hurt me anymore, woo woo......"
"No, you still have Teacher Chen, and me, we will all love you."
"You're not going to leave me?"
"No, it won't."
I was so sad that I couldn't even walk that day, and it was Cheng Siyuan who carried me back to the car all the way.
When I got in the car, I saw Lu Zhoucheng standing in the rain, looking at me with a tired face.
He came back with me that day, and then he stayed downstairs every day, and when he was hungry, he went to the door of the community to eat a bowl of noodles.
He also came at the funeral, and followed him in the rain the whole time, but everyone didn't know him, and the only three people who knew him were all treated as if he didn't exist.
Before the funeral, Teacher Chen didn't eat or drink, and didn't say anything, I was very worried when I saw her like this every day, and sure enough, as soon as the funeral ended, she had an accident.
When I went to my room to look for her, I saw her lying on the bed with a serene expression on her face.
I didn't think about it that much at the time, and knelt beside the bed to admit my mistake to her, after all, they went to Beicheng because they listened to my persuasion, and it was because of my relationship that they were insulted by Wu Yulan.
I have seen Wu Yulan's meanness, how can a person with such a strong self-esteem of my father stand it?
I knelt on the ground and talked for a long time, but Mr. Chen didn't react at all, and I suddenly realized that something was not quite right.
Then I saw a letter pressed under the glass that read 'To My Daughter'.
When I saw these words, my heart suddenly chuckled, and before I even had time to read the content inside, I had already screamed and ran out to shoot the door of Cheng Siyuan's house.
Teacher Chen swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills and took her to the hospital, I grabbed her hand and cried all the way, afraid that I would lose her like this.
After more than an hour of rescue, Mr. Chen was rescued, and my heart was put back in my stomach.
Sitting in front of her bed, I read the letter.
To my daughter:
My dear daughter, thank you for coming into this world to make my life and that of your dad complete. When you were young, I was very busy with classes, and most of the time your dad was taking care of you, and at that time I secretly envied your dad, and I always felt that you loved him more.
Later, when you grew up and went to study in another city, your father and I missed you every day.
We are afraid that you will be bullied outside, so we have always hoped that you can come back to work after graduation, but you don't want to come back, and you say that you are going to get married.
Although this incident was a bit abrupt, I discussed it with your father and decided to respect your decision.
Xiaoqing, I just want you to know that my mother loves you very much, so even if my mother does something wrong, I hope you can forgive me.
You also know that your dad is timid, and I really don't feel at ease when he walks alone, and now I'm going to find him.
You've grown up, and even if you're just one person in the future, you'll definitely be able to take good care of yourself.
Don't cry after your mother leaves, don't blame your mother for being ruthless, and don't force yourself to divorce Xiao Lu, after all, it's not his fault.
Mom doesn't ask for anything, just for you to be safe and happy.
Love your mom.
Seeing this, I was already crying until Cheng Siyuan came over and took away the letter paper in my hand.
Teacher Chen fell asleep for a long time after gastric lavage, and Cheng Siyuan asked me to go back to rest at night, but I shook my head and refused, because I wanted to wait for her to wake up.
Later, Mr. Chen woke up, but the expression on his face was very confused, and he looked at me blankly and asked, "Where am I?" ”
"Hospital!"
Hearing me say that he was in the hospital, Mr. Chen slowly closed his eyes, "I saw your dad just now, he lost a lot of weight......"
Teacher Chen's self-defeating attitude scared me, I lay on the side of the bed and looked at her and said, "Mom, don't be like this, I don't have a father anymore, do you want me to become an orphan?" ”
My words finally made Teacher Chen finally open her eyes, but she looked at me with a hesitant expression, "Xiaoqing, you have grown up......"
"No, I don't."
I remembered the words written in her letter, and my heart suddenly cooled, and I hugged her arm and cried, "Mom, don't leave me, please." ”
Teacher Chen looked at me for a long time, and finally raised his hand to touch my head, "Okay, Mom won't leave." ”
"Mom......"
I cried and hugged her, and at that moment I swore that I would take good care of her for my dad in the future.
Because he came in a hurry and didn't bring a change of clothes, Cheng Siyuan was still going through the hospitalization procedures.
I wanted to go home alone to pack up my things for Mr. Chen, and when I was waiting for the elevator, I saw a person standing in the safe passage next to me.
A cigarette wafted in and caught my attention.
When I walked over and saw that it was Lu Zhoucheng, my mood was very complicated, "Why are you still here?" ”
I know it's not his fault, but it's his mom who indirectly killed my dad, and he can't escape the blame for this.
Let the son of a husband and enemy lie around, I'm sorry, I really can't do it.
I've made it clear, I don't know what else to say to him?
But just as I turned around to leave, Lu Zhoucheng suddenly reached out and dragged me into his arms.
"Wife, don't go......"
His voice was hoarse, and his body was a little hot, as if he was sick, I don't know if this is his bitter trick?
[Lemon: Everyone bear with me these days, Lemon will go back in a few days, and then it will resume two shifts immediately. 】
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