Volume 18 Don't Look Back at Midnight Chapter 12 Don't Look Back at Midnight (2 more, Collection)

"Woo~"

Zhou Xiaoxiao lay on my shoulder and cried here, didn't stop for a long time, I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao at this time, I was really a little panicked, I knew very well in my heart that Zhou Xiaoxiao would cry bitterly when she heard this kind of thing, after all, her father was treating her badly, but it was also the father who gave birth to her and raised her, and when she heard the news of her father's death, she was still a little out of control.

Zhou Xiaoxiao was crying here, my shoulders were already very wet, and after half an hour, the crying finally stopped, Zhou Xiaoxiao raised her head and barely squeezed out a smile to look at me.

"I'm sorry, Xiaofan." Zhou Xiaoxiao's voice was a little sobbing and said: "It's all because of me, your clothes are wet from my crying, wait, wait a while, I'll help you wash it!" ”

"Okay, don't talk about that." I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and comforted: "Don't cry, you will still have me in the future, as well as my parents and parents, don't worry, you are no longer alone, we will definitely take good care of you." ”

"Hmm." Zhou Xiaoxiao sobbed: "Xiaofan, I, how did my father die, you, can you tell me!" ”

"Hey, I don't know exactly how he died." I shook my head and said, "However, according to the people in the village, your father was walking at night when he suddenly heard a ghost sound, and then looked back and saw that he had been killed by a ghost. ”

"Ugh! Ghost. Zhou Xiaoxiao looked at me with slightly red eyes and said: "It seems that there is only this kind of explanation, my dad is dead, my mom is dead again, and I will be the only one left in the future, I am really sad, I still remember when my dad was alive, although he didn't care about me, but with him by his side, I felt very relieved, but now that my dad is dead, I am really sad and sad." ”

"Alright." I took Zhou Xiaoxiao into my arms with one hand, and said slowly: "You will not be alone in the future, there are still us, we will take good care of you, don't worry!" ”

"Hmm."

Zhou Xiaoxiao nodded slowly, we hugged each other like this, time felt still, and after I don't know how long, Zhou Xiaoxiao looked up at me.

"That, that, where is my dad now." Zhou Xiaoxiao looked at me and asked.

"Your father, he is in the funeral home now, in order to prevent his body from decaying in advance, I will store him in the funeral home first." I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and said, "When you come back, the funeral will be held, you come back and choose a good date, when you are going to hold your father's funeral." ”

"I, I can do it anytime." Zhou Xiaoxiao was a little sad and said: "Otherwise, the day after tomorrow!" ”

"Well, it's all right." I nodded.

"Okay, thank you." Zhou Xiaoxiao said: "If it weren't for you, I really wouldn't have any money, and I really thank you so much for holding my dad's funeral." ”

"Hehe, silly girl." I shook my head and said, "What kind words did you say, my dad said it, how bad is he, and it's also your father, the money that should be spent, will still be spent, you don't have to thank you." ”

"Hmm." Zhou Xiaoxiao lowered her head a little sadly and muttered: "That, I want to go now, to see my father's body, I really want to see my father, one last look." ”

"Are you going now?" I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and asked.

"Hmm."

Zhou Xiaoxiao nodded.

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"Okay, it's just noon." I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and said, "Let's go when we eat!" ”

"Well, that's okay." Zhou Xiaoxiao lowered his head and said, "Xiaofan, go eat it!" I just stopped eating, I wasn't in the mood to eat. With that, Zhou Xiaoxiao stood up and prepared to leave.

"Uh, what can you do?" I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and said: "People are iron rice and steel, if you don't eat a meal, you can't be hungry and panic, you can't eat because of your father's death!" You have to eat a little, you said that your father just died, you have three long and two short, how can I explain to your parents under the spring, they will also worry about you. ”

"Hehe, my parents won't worry about my life or death like you." Zhou Xiaoxiao said in a low voice: "It's okay, I can't die if I don't eat, I just want to be quiet now." ”

"Uh, Xiaoxiao, you don't want this." I stood up, walked up to Zhou Xiaoxiao, looked into her eyes, and said: "Your parents, it's not that they don't love you, I believe that your parents love you too, although your father loves to gamble, but how long has he taken care of you, and he hasn't remarried, which shows that he really cares about you, as for your mother, this is also something I didn't expect, although she gave birth to you and died, I believe she definitely wants to see you happy." ”

"Hey, I haven't met my mom, but I miss her." Zhou Xiaoxiao looked at me, and tears appeared in her eyes again: "I really want to ask them, since they don't love me, why did they bring me to this world to suffer, my father used to beat and scold me, if my mother was there at the time, would she protect me?" ”

"My dad is a good gambler, and in order to gamble, he sold all the valuable things in the family." Zhou Xiaoxiao bowed her head sadly and said: "I owe it even more, a butt of debts, after my dad left, throw these debts to me and let me pay them back, if it weren't for my godfather to help me, I'm afraid I would have to help my dad pay back for the rest of my life." ”

"Alright, don't talk about it." I interrupted Zhou Xiaoxiao.

"Hey, my life is really miserable, and there is no place to talk about it." Zhou Xiaoxiao continued: "If I hadn't met you, I was afraid that I would have committed suicide when I was young, it was you who have always cared about me and taken care of me, I am really touched, I really like you, thank you." ”

"Alright, don't talk about it." I sighed and said, "In the future, when your father is gone, you can hide your parents in the bottom of your heart!" ”

"Hmm."

Zhou Xiaoxiao nodded.

"Well, at the end of the day, it's my fault." I accused: "If I hadn't tried to teach him a lesson at night, I had helped him pay him back, and he wouldn't have died, in fact, I had done it." ”

"No, Xiaofan, don't say anything." Zhou Xiaoxiao said: "Even if you help him back, he will still encounter ghosts when he walks at night, he still can't avoid death, this is all doomed, Xiaofan, don't blame, it's not your fault, it's all my dad's self-inflicted." ”

"Hey." I sighed.

"If my dad didn't gamble, the family wouldn't be like this." Zhou Xiaoxiao sighed: "If my dad finds a job in Ansheng, he won't owe a lot of debt, and in the end, he died miserably." ”

"Okay, Xiaoxiao, the person is dead, don't blame him." I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and said.

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"No, I'm not blaming my dad, I'm just angry with myself, I'm angry at me for why I couldn't drag his leg and pull him back." Zhou Xiaoxiao said sadly: "If I can persuade him to come back, he will not die, although he is not good to me, but this is my father after all!" When he died, I wasn't around, and he must have been angry with me. ”

Speaking of Zhou Xiaoxiao's tears, she couldn't stop flowing down, dripping on the ground one by one, I saw this, and hurriedly took out a tissue to help Zhou Xiaoxiao wipe away her tears, I didn't know how to persuade her, I watched Zhou Xiaoxiao crying here, but I didn't have any way to stop it, this feeling was really helpless.

"Xiaofan, thank you, I met you when I was most helpless." Zhou Xiaoxiao sobbed and said: "I met my godfather, met my godmother, and met you, I only knew about family affection, the kind of family affection that blood is thicker than water, my godmother helped me buy clothes, and my godfather paid me back, and you care about me everywhere and protect me, thank you very much." ”

"Hehe, silly girl." I walked over, put my hands on Zhou Xiaoxiao's shoulders, and said with a smile: "I said it, no thanks, we will take good care of you in the future, don't worry, we won't leave you." ”

"Well, I see, Xiaofan." Zhou Xiaoxiao looked at me and said, "Although my dad treats me badly, I still want to send him on his last journey." ”

"Well, I know Xiaoxiao." I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao and said, "Okay, if you don't want to eat, you can go back and rest first, and I'll call you later, we're going to see your dad for the last time." ”

"yes, okay." Zhou Xiaoxiao nodded silently, and then bypassed me and walked out of this living room.

I looked at Zhou Xiaoxiao's back, but I sighed a little in my heart: "Although she said that she was not sad, I know that she is still sad, I'm afraid, it won't be better for a while." ”

I shook my head and sat down on the couch, and just then, my parents walked in, and my parents sat next to me and looked at me.

"Hey, did you persuade Xiaoxiao?" Dad looked at me and asked.

"Well, I persuaded her, but even so, her heart is still sad." I shook my head and said.

"Hey, I really didn't expect that we would be away from home for a few hours." Mom shook her head and sighed: "What a big thing happened, if it wasn't for your dad telling me, I wouldn't have known, Xiaoxiao's dad died." ”

"Okay, Mom, don't talk about it." I glanced at my mother, turned my head to look at my dad and said, "Dad, Xiaoxiao said that she wanted to see her dad, and I'll trouble you later, take us over!" ”

"Well, that's right, too." Dad nodded and said, "After all, this is Xiaoxiao's biological father, and she has the right to take one last look at her." ”

"Hmm." I nodded and said, "Well, then let's finish lunch later, and we'll go to the funeral home." ”

"Hmm." Dad nodded.

"Then I'm not going." Mom looked at my father and said: "I am not related to him, if it weren't for Xiaoxiao's face, I would have wanted you to invite him away from the funeral home, this kind of father, if he dies, it will also reduce a scourge." ”

"Alright, don't talk about it." Dad shook his head and said, "You don't like it, that's also Xiaoxiao's father, you can't say that." ”