Chapter 185: You're Not Love at All!
The desolate smile of Chunrui before she died, Xiao Yiran's words were still in my ears, I couldn't stop wiping the cold sweat on my forehead, and I wanted to call Chunlan and Xue'er, who were guarding outside the door, to come in and put candles in their hands. He looked at it with a twist.
"Ahh
My screams pierced the quiet Zhaofeng Palace, and suddenly the lights were bright outside, and the first to rush into the house were Chunlan and Zhitao, who hurriedly ran to the table to hold the lamp for me, and the firelight suddenly filled the originally dark and cold dormitory. Followed by the spring breeze, summer light, autumn wind, and winter snow, their knives were unsheathed, and their eyes searched the entire dormitory.
"What's wrong with you, Imperial Princess?" Chunlan's tone at the moment was particularly solemn.
I took a deep breath and sighed weakly, "It's just a nightmare, you all stand down." "A nightmare, how did you get so nervous.
Zhi Tao worried, "The slave will sleep with you on the side of the imperial concubine's couch!" "The people arranged by Xiao Jincheng are very cautious.
I shook my head, "It's okay, it's just a nightmare, don't make a fuss, just step down." Hongu is not used to sleeping with people around. "It's not good if you accidentally say something in your sleep!
Several people looked at each other hesitantly, and finally retreated.
Only half-burned candles were still dripping with red tears, the stoves on both sides of the bed were filled with the sound of charcoal, and the smoke was floating, everything was so clear and psychedelic.
A dark shadow walked out from behind the blue brocade curtain in the dormitory, and I had already calmed down the panic and horror caused by the nightmare, and calmly faced the person in front of me.
I put on a sable coat to wrap my thin body around the moment, got out of bed, and brushed off the light veil tent, "I was thinking about how to meet you, but I didn't want you to come to me first." β
His presence didn't surprise me.
"Your face was ruined by Liancheng Jinxiang?" His voice was as low as ever, and though he had tried to keep it as soft as possible, it was still so dangerous to my ears.
"She confessed? Can't you? "I think even if I confront Liancheng Jinxiang face to face, she will be killed and won't admit it.
"It's really her!" The tone was faintly angry, slightly raised, "That slut! β
I glanced at him in some surprise, the first time I heard Yeluhuan blurt out the curse really surprised me, although he usually has a cloudy temperament and does not like to be sexual, but the elegance of his body cannot be concealed.
This is really the first time in the world, "Even if it's her, what can you do with her?" What's more, everything that should have happened has already happened, and there is no evidence to prove it, what can you do with her? β
It is impossible to say that you don't hate Liancheng Jinxiang, without her, nothing would have happened today.
"Aren't you the best witness?" Yeluhuan raised the corners of his mouth and looked at me with heavy eyes.
I immediately stopped me by shouting, "No! The thin voice was a little sharp, and it lingered in the dormitory for a short time before it disappeared.
"You let me be an outsider and say, who can believe it?" What's more, what is the identity of Liancheng Jinxiang now, if you can't get it right, the deployment arrangements I have worked so hard to make now will all be destroyed!
"Outsiders? You are my Yeluhuan's fiancΓ©e, who in Khitan does not know, I can't offer my own women's hands. And, if you suddenly appear now, do you know what you will be up against? An Fu has been kicked out of the whirlpool of power, and now, do you still want to involve Prime Minister An again?! Once you admit that your previous identity is likely to disturb the hearts of the current court officials, the outlying islands will definitely not watch it with their own eyes. There was a smile on the corner of his mouth, like a warm ray of warm sun shining on the ice and snow in winter, but it was so cold and piercing in my eyes.
I also smiled at him, "Yeluhuan, you are the lord of the Khitan in vain." Shouldn't the hatred between men and children compete on the battlefield where Jin Ge broke the formation, the iron horse and the ice hoof, and the victory or defeat decided the enmity. And you want to use a woman to relieve you of your momentary pleasure. β
He gave me a deep look, "Looks like you've decided ......"
Categorically cut off what he wanted to say, "Yes, I have already decided, since I am back, I will never leave easily." β
He tried to put his hand on my cheek, but I avoided it.
His hand paused, but his gaze still did not shift for a moment, his gaze was as deep as a whirlpool, and there might be guilt and disappointment in it. This unfamiliar face made him contradictory.
I have always known that his love for me is actually not so deep, but I just think that because Xiao Jincheng cares, there is a kind of competition between men, or maybe I am relatively fresh and do things that other women dare not do, so his interest in me is higher than his love for me.
"Yeluhuan, I'm just at ease now, an inconspicuous palace maid who was favored by the emperor and flew on the branches, you and Xiao Jincheng want to compete with each other, it's best not to involve me, you must not be impulsive at this time. After all, you are in the Southern Dynasty, and if Xiao Jincheng traps you here in anger, you can foresee the consequences. β
I stared back at his complex and changeable gaze, and the second half of this sentence was what I really wanted to say to him. It's not because of his specialness, it's just that he protected me in Khitan at the beginning.
"Now, Yeluqi is still here, and the matter between you has not been resolved, you better calm down and think about what your feelings for me are, do you really think that your feelings for me are love? You are wrong, because you have never been able to get me, so I have become the dream of your heart. If one day you do get me, you will be disappointed because I am not as good as you think. "This is a common human disease, what you don't get is always the best!
As the sound fell, I watched as his hand on his lap clenched into a fist, his muscles floating.
Is it because of what I said, or did I mention Jeruzy?
I no longer dared to look at his somewhat gloomy eyes, and turned my head to look at the deep and shallow curtains on the floor tiles and the light smoke mingling.
"You're right, I was really curious about you, so I started to get closer to you, and the closer I got there, the more I felt that you were different. And then I am deeply infatuated with you. He smiled, his voice ethereal, "At the beginning, your desperate rescue made me take away my guard against you and made me start to trust you." In Khitan, you and I have been friends for a long time, I am deeply impressed by your eccentric thoughts and wisdom, and I am always in a very comfortable mood to talk with you. I want to be canonized, but you are not sealed by me, and resolutely run away again, I have not pursued it for thousands of miles like the first time, I will let you go. Because I have understood that my love for you has long since transcended the original infatuation, and that you are seeking freedom, I let you go. β
I listened to his word by word narration, it was so true, it turned out that he had long wanted to let me go, so why did he want to seal me in the first place? We looked up and wanted to ask, but he spoke again, "Tell me, isn't this love?" β
"Yeluhuan, since you chose to let me go at the beginning, then now, please let me go again." I finally pleaded to say it, and now I really don't want to leave this place again.
"How wanton you were when you were in Jinyunlou, you once said that you want to wander the world, do a big career, and look at the world. And now for the sake of Xiao Jincheng, you are willing to give up your long-cherished wish and sink into this bloody and dirty harem? β
Yeluhuan's words were a little heavy, with a hint of questioning and accusation.
I said indifferently, "I did think too much at first, freedom is my long-cherished wish, but I also need to have my loved ones with me to be truly happy." "And ...... Hatred!
His expression began to be disappointed and confused, and finally he exhaled heavily, and his clenched fist suddenly let go, "Okay, then you can stay by his side and enjoy that happiness with peace of mind, and I can also do my own thing with peace of mind." β
After that, he turned around and walked towards the side hall deep in the dormitory, stopping in the dark and dark place around the corner, but did not look back, "Don't regret it!" β
Finally he left, and I was silent for a long time at the dark dark place that was hidden all over him, and muttered, "Thank you...... Fulfill! Finally, I persuaded him to leave!
The snow has been falling continuously for four days, and the servants in the palace are also busy cleaning up due to the accumulation of tired snow. Tomorrow is the day of my wedding to Xiao Jincheng. Just now, Gonggong Li has sent a dazzling array of dazzling jewelry, rhombic satin, and many want to fill the main hall.
Chunlan, Xinyue, and Zhitao counted the rewards sent by the emperor behind me, and from time to time let out a sigh of amazement.
I stood in front of the temple threshold and gazed at a cloud of spring snow to compare colors, and silently circled the imperial tower. The expression is extremely solemn, is this non-stop snow a good omen or a bad omen?
When this happened on TV in the past, was it a good thing or a bad thing?
"Shi Qing forged four groups of dragon silver rat skin coats, Shi Qing forged and embroidered eight groups of golden dragon mink skin coats......" Xinyue counted on the side, Chunlan took notes, and couldn't help trembling when she read one, after all, this one piece is a rare thing.
"A plate of honey wax super pearls, a plate of turquoise pearls, two gold inlaid jade grass ......"
I finally looked back at the three of them's extremely excited faces, sighed lightly, and stared with a faint smile.
Forget it, I should also look at these things, after all, I haven't seen them either.
I saw Zhi Tao carefully twist up a few glittering gems and said to me, "Imperial Princess, you look like a sapphire...... There are also red ones. β
Really, how much is such a big gem worth!
I looked back at the treasures and wanted to be interested, but when I thought about where I was now, I was not interested!
Lazily asked tentatively, "Is there anything big going on in the palace?" β
Chunlan thought for a moment and said, "Back to the imperial concubine, there is really a big event." King Rong's Mansion decided to give King Rong a funeral on the day of the imperial concubine's wedding. The emperor will definitely not be able to agree to this, and now the remnants of the Rong Palace's mansion are in a stalemate with the emperor. β
Although Xiao Yiran is dead, the forces behind him have not all disappeared.