Xiao Lin Nianwei felt very aggrieved, but Lin Nianwei, who was following her, felt that it was normal.

In the years that followed, there were countless similar scenes, and each scene was very aggrieved. Aggrieved and aggrieved, he began to become numb, and after being numb, he naturally lied to himself that he didn't care.

Lin Nianwei was dizzy, her eyes were dark, and she couldn't see anything.

When she was conscious again, she was already lying on the bed. The whole person is chaotic, there is no place in the palm of her hand that will not be hot, she is feverish.

He was lying on the bed, and the door to the room was open. Lin Yaru's mother and daughter were eating in the living room, and no one looked at her.

"Why hasn't my sister come out to eat yet?"

"Don't pay attention to her, it's better not to eat, it's better to be sick, it's better to die quietly like this."

Lin Nianwei was lying on the bed, her pupils shrank, and she couldn't tell whether this was a memory or something that happened now.

In my memory, my adoptive mother had never said such a thing, and it seemed to have been. She was now dizzy and couldn't tell the difference.

Her eyes were closed, and her whole body was burning. She was getting more and more uncomfortable, and her breathing gradually weakened.

"Help me! Help me! ”

She cried out in her heart, but no one could hear her. , no one came to see her, as if she died like this, it was a good ending.

Lin Nianwei's blurred eyes showed unwillingness, she wanted to live, she didn't want to die so aggrieved.

She tried to get up, but she had a severe fever. I had almost no strength, and I couldn't move my fingers.

Time passed, and so did her life. The strong desire to survive turned into a hatred, hatred for Lin Yaru's mother and daughter.

At that time, Lin Nianwei forgot that she had grown up, and she also forgot that she came from a welfare home. All she knew was that she was lying in bed with a fever, but her mother and her sister didn't care about her.

Lin Nianwei has come to the end of her life, and the experience of this life is in her mind.

She saw a lot of images, all of which were of her mother favoring her sister. She could only watch from the sidelines.

When she wanted to eat apples, her mother didn't eat them before her sister. My sister obviously still has one in her hand, and she said to eat it, and the apple that belongs to her will be gone.

The mother bought the new schoolbag for her sister first, and the younger sister gave her the old schoolbag...... The clothes are the same, obviously she is a year older than her sister, but she wears her sister's old clothes.

……

There are too many things that make her aggrieved and unwilling.

In a trance, Lin Nianwei suddenly stood on a boat. Lin Yaru was playing in the water next to her, and half of her body stretched out.

After a moment of trance, Lin Nianwei immediately reacted, this is her and her sister coming out to play. The younger sister didn't listen to the advice and rowed the boat away.

And the mother, still far away, went to buy water for her sister.

Lin Nianwei watched Lin Yaru playing in the water, her laughter was extra harsh, and her body was already shaky.

In a trance, she saw her hand outstretched. The direction of that hand was Lin Yaru's side, and it soon touched Lin Yaru's back.

Just push it down and it's all over. Without her sister, her mother's love would be her alone.

"Push him down. Push him down. ”

"Push him down. Hurry up and push him down, don't hesitate, people don't kill for themselves......"

Lin Nianwei made a lot of effort, and finally took her hand back. She gasped for air, just a little.

"Who the hell are you and why are you doing this?"

"It's not that I'm going to do it, it's that you want to do it! I am you, and I know what you think. I agree. Without my sister, isn't my mother's love yours alone? ”