I lay back and forth in bed and remembered some recent events, and when I thought of them, I covered my head with a pillow, and I felt my head hurt, and I wanted to stop imagining, but I couldn't control my nerves.

"Ahh I watched Po get hurt, but I couldn't do anything, I just wanted to reach out and touch him now, but I couldn't, I suddenly understood, it was just a fantasy.

At that moment, I opened my eyes and was covered with cold sweat, just now when I covered my head with a pillow, I accidentally fell asleep, so I just dreamed of my injured Po.

Indeed, when I think of that bloody scene now, I can't stand it in my own heart, and it was someone who helped me block it, otherwise I would have died, and I would not only be injured, but I would definitely die.

I took a big gulp of air, my heart was very uncomfortable, I lay on the bed and closed my eyes, and then I fell asleep, but I couldn't sleep, I was very troubled.

But those dangerous things that happened recently were all injured by others for me, I feel a little guilty when I think of this, and I can't even stand it, and now Po is lying in bed uncertain about life and death, and I am still asleep, and I am lying in bed for nothing, which is too much of a shame.

"Why is this happening? Why is everything the way it is now? How do I go, how do I go, what do I do? "I got upset, and I was clutching at my hair, and my whole hair was scattered, but there was nothing I could do, I could only lie on the bed and stare at the ceiling wall, and there was nothing to do.

And those ghosts who have only come out recently, it is estimated that they are all seduced by my physique, or let others pull me down, I think about it I feel that I am really useless, it's like a drag oil bottle, every time I can only affect this and that, in the end, no one can save me.

"Am I really just a drag bottle? Am I really unable to save anyone? What has become of me now? What the hell am I? ”

I looked at my hands, tears filled my eyes, now I have no ability, except for causing trouble for them, I have no other ability, when I think of this, I feel very guilty, and my heart is uncomfortable.

At this time, I thought of the old gentleman at that time who said that I was a bloody disaster, and I thought it was very funny at first, but now I believe more and more that the old man said that I am a bloody disaster.

"You are a person who was born with a bloody disaster, you will definitely affect your family, and even everyone around you, you better walk alone, it is better to bear something alone than a group of people to bear the disaster."

The old gentleman's vicissitudes of life echoed in my ears, and now I believe more and more in what he said, what he said is absolutely right, I am an ominous blood-light disaster, if I leave now, they should have a lot less trouble, and Po will wake up soon.

Thinking of this, my heart began to feel sad again, but Ah Bao hasn't woken up yet, I can't leave now, and just when I was hesitating, Ji Zixuan walked in.

When he saw me, he got up, still sneering at me, without any expression, as if he had been bored with me recently, I was a drag bottle, and there was no help, but only to affect them.

I smiled helplessly, at this time, Ji Zixuan just came to deliver some food, he looked at me with cold eyes, and I suddenly felt a trace of coolness.

Ji Zixuan had never looked at others with such eyes before, I clearly understood, at least he hadn't looked at me, even when I met him for the first time, his eyes were not so cold, and people didn't feel any warmth.

"You eat these meals and leave after eating, we really can't save you, we really can't save you, you really can't save you, you really have brought too many disasters, even Ah Bao has been affected by you like this, you better leave."

I had always been afraid that Ji Zixuan had brought up this topic after all, and for a while I wanted to push him away, wanted to start avoiding this topic, and wanted to get into the quilt and stop thinking, but Ji Zixuan refused, so he grabbed my shoulder directly and said to me directly.

"You have to make a decision this time, you can't do it like this, you're going to affect more people here, even I can't escape the disaster, so you have to leave." Ji Zixuan said his words righteously.

I didn't have any reason to refute it, but I felt very agreeable, but I was unwilling and reluctant in my heart, and at this time, my silence finally ushered in its outbreak, I have never seen Ji Zixuan lose his temper so much, he directly smashed the rice bowl sent to the ground.

Suddenly those bowls were all in pieces, and I was stunned for a while, I didn't expect Ji Zixuan to be so angry, Ji Zixuan was holding a piece of fragments at this time, panting and looking at me, I felt suffocated for a while.

"Do we really want this to be like this?" Ji Zixuan said like this.

I was a little dissatisfied for a while, obviously he did it first, although the way it looks now is not what I want, but I want to stay until Po wakes up, and I will leave when the time comes, but I am now angry at the first level, and I didn't think about it at all, and the words blurted out.

I shouted loudly, "No, I won't leave, you were the one who pulled me into this circle in the first place, and now you want me to leave I definitely won't, please let me stay here, at least until Po wakes up." ”

When Ji Zixuan first heard my words, she hesitated slightly, and finally her expression became even more annoyed after hearing that it was for Ah Bao, I had never seen him so angry, and there was a trace of fear in his heart, and he took a step back, and at this time Ji Zixuan aggressively asked about some things that had happened recently.

"You can be regarded as for Bao's good, you just leave here, leave Bao's side, so that we can suffer a little less blood, whether you leave or not, I really can't accommodate you."

I shook my head, a little unconvinced, and directly quarreled with Ji Zixuan.

While arguing with Ji Zixuan, I suddenly remembered the matter of the thousand-year-old snake spirit, it is true that my own blood and light disaster is too serious, but even if I know, I can't allow others to say this, I still have a little unwillingness in my heart.

"I know, when Po wakes up, after I save Po, I will definitely leave, don't worry, I will quit this game first, I won't be nostalgic." But at this time, Ji Zixuan sneered at me, and I couldn't stand it for a while.

"Do you want to save Po? Do you have that ability and qualifications, let me tell you, it is the best choice for you to leave Po. ”

I accidentally reached out and slapped him directly in the face.

The slap hit the center of Ji Zixuan's face, and Ji Zixuan's face instantly had four red marks, which were clear and clear, which were my finger prints.

I looked at Ji Zixuan with some panic, Ji Zixuan looked at me with a dissatisfied expression on his face, I was very scared.

"Are you really going to keep doing this? So all of us are threatened, is it really for you to put all of us in danger? Have you really figured it out? Are you that selfish? ”

When Ji Zixuan said these real questions, I unconsciously panicked, I didn't know what to do, I took a few steps back, but there was no support behind me, and I sat directly on the bed, but Ji Zixuan's faint eyes saw through my heart like an ice edge, which was very terrifying.

In the end, Ji Zixuan turned his head and left, and said something to me before leaving, which I didn't understand.

"It's your own choice, your own decision, I won't interfere anymore, you just handle it yourself." Ji Zixuan left, I sat on the bed and looked at my hands helplessly, I didn't understand why the slap was fanned out.

Maybe Ji Zixuan spoke too much, I really couldn't help it, but no, in fact, I was just unwilling to be criticized by Ji Zixuan, I didn't dare to admit Ji Zixuan's perception of my waste, and I didn't want to leave here.

"How could I be like this, why was I impulsive just now, why did I hit Ji Zixuan? How do I explain this slap after that? How can I apologize to him? "At that moment, my mood was broken, I didn't know how to explain to Ji Zixuan, Ji Zixuan still didn't listen to my explanation.

But I remembered Ji Zixuan's indifferent refusal just now, I knew that he must be angry, and now he must be unwilling to accept other people's apologies, I went to him to apologize, and now I am also asking for myself, and my self-esteem does not allow me to apologize to him now.

"It's definitely not my mistake, if it weren't for Ji Zixuan saying too much, I wouldn't have done this, it's all Ji Zixuan's fault, why did Ji Zixuan say that, why?"

I gritted my teeth and blamed all these mistakes on Ji Zixuan, but deep down I knew in my heart that all this was too useless for me, and I had to affect others with the disaster of blood and light.

I covered my eyes on the bed, and I didn't know what to say, Ji Zixuan didn't come again, and I didn't hear any movement outside, I think Ji Zixuan might have gone back to the house to rest, I really want to sleep and die now, and I can't wake up again, I don't know how to explain to Ji Zixuan after waking up and how to save Bao.

Because of my strong self-esteem, I also refused to apologize to Ji Zixuan, and Ji Zixuan refused to apologize to me, the two of us have been in a stalemate like this, no one went to anyone, and I didn't even say a word, I just went to see Ah Bao in the morning, and Ji Zixuan saw everything in his eyes and didn't say anything.

"I must be able to, I must be able to, I must be able to save Po."