May 28th

As soon as Luo Shicheng came out of the bathroom, Zhang Feng's car had already gone downstairs. But he was not in a hurry, and insisted on accompanying me after dinner.

I hurriedly picked up my coat and urged Luo Shicheng to hurry up and go to the restaurant. But he waved his hand and said, "No need." He just made a phone call, and the meal was quickly delivered by the waiter. The waiter's attitude towards him was particularly restrained, and he spoke cautiously.

I wondered. Why do the people here seem to be afraid of Luo Shicheng? When the waiter turned around to leave, Luo Shicheng quietly told him, in the future, as long as Bai Bing returns to the apartment, you will be responsible for delivering her three meals to the room. The waiter promised again and again, and repeatedly asked Luo Shicheng to rest assured.

I couldn't help but look at the waiter, not used to this sudden treatment.

Luo Shicheng looked at me and said, let's eat. Tell me what you like to eat in the future. Whatever you need, just say it to me. Did you hear that?

I nodded submissively. The tide rises and falls in my heart, as if I am trapped in a labyrinth, and I can't see the road ahead. The peerless man in front of him had sword eyebrows and a calm face, but his eyes were full of wisdom. He ate very little of his own, but he ordered me to eat more, saying that I was too weak.

My mind is like a mess, where is the appetite? I don't know much about Luo Shicheng, I don't know anything. But this strange man, overnight, took me as his woman. Could it be that he does everything without delay and without hesitation? I barely ate a few bites, and I couldn't help but put down my chopsticks.

Luo Shicheng put down the cup of milk in his hand and glared at me with majestic eyes. He didn't say a word, his expression solemn. I raised my eyes to meet his gaze, looked at him for a few seconds, and then was defeated. I had to pick up the chopsticks again and eat the food on the plate.

Well, that's pretty much the same, women are still a little more well-behaved to look cute. Luo Shicheng said indifferently. Bing'er, are you a little unwilling to be with me? Do you feel that I am forcing you?

My face was hot, and I was at a loss. He seemed to see through my thoughts. I hurriedly covered up and said, you are so good, it is my luck to meet you, how can I not be reconciled?

Well, that's fine. Maybe I'm thinking too much. Zhang Xun likes you too, I can see it. It's all because of his indecision, that's why I got the lead. Now, you are already my Luo Shicheng's pillow person, and if Zhang Xun wants to chase you again, I'm afraid it will be difficult to get his wish. I especially want to know, do you also like a man like Zhang Xun? Zhang Xun is more considerate of women than me, isn't he? He treats women with tenderness, respects women's wishes everywhere, and never forces women to do things she doesn't want to do, right?

I raised my eyes and looked at Luo Shicheng. He looked grim, without a smile, and looked at me with a hard look in his eyes. I replied unexpectedly, you really think too much, Zhang Xun is a teacher worthy of respect, and the relationship between me and him is very simple. In the future, there will never be any other entanglements.

Well, that's good. Bing'er, I really like you more and more, and I hope you will never let me down in the future and make me sad and disappointed! Luo Shicheng leaned forward, stretched out his warm fingers, lifted my chin, and kissed me gently.

In front of Luo Shicheng, I seemed to be transparent and couldn't hide my heart. His city is quite deep, and he must have read countless people, and he can easily see through me. His noble and handsome temperament is very much like the kings of ancient times. And I, who is humble and cowardly, is like a little woman scattered among the people in the old days, and it is difficult to control her own destiny.

Luo Shicheng finally went out and told me to rest well this week and not run around. Before I closed the door, he took me in his arms and kissed me reluctantly, saying that he wanted to come back with me earlier in the evening.

I watched him walk away, then I turned around gloomily, picked up the sign that said "Do Not Disturb" and hung it outside the door. I picked up my phone and wanted to open it, but I was worried that Du Xiaofan would call me and ask about Luo Shicheng. I'm also afraid, Zhang Xun called me. I'm in a mess right now, and I don't know what to tell them. I just want to be quiet at the moment.

I drank some water, went back to bed, and fell asleep. In and out of dreams, almost all of them are Luo Shicheng's figure. I tried my best to escape his sight, but I couldn't run out of his world. I wandered in my dreams, rushing left and right, getting lost in one alley after another, and I just couldn't find an exit. The sun set on the western mountain, and a few large white birds flew over the sky. The night was about to fall, and I was terrified of the darkness coming, but I couldn't do anything about crying in my throat.

I woke up in the dimness of reality and heard myself crying. I looked sideways at the large glass window, it was getting late, it was dusk. The appearance of Luo Shicheng plunged my life into chaos. It's not that I don't like handsome and successful people, and it's not that I don't yearn for a comfortable life without worrying about food and clothing. It's just that I don't like the feeling of helplessness that I can't help myself. I don't want my life to fall into the hands of others.

Women, if they want to make decisions about their own lives, they can only go it alone and win their own success. However, how can a waste wood girl like me, who is poor and white, and has no good learning, be successful?

Wandering alone in a different place, it was hard to find a local partner, but before the wedding was held, he regretted his marriage! With such a sad urge, I really can't see the future and hope. Although I know that I am useless, I am not willing to cling to a man for the rest of my life.

Besides, are you sure that man can be your lifelong reliance? When I got a marriage certificate with Ma Chu, he told me that he was my life's dependent, and he would always be my safe haven and not let me be beaten by the slightest wind and rain. But did he do it? I haven't been wiped out yet, but I have had a big accident, and he turned his face like a book and left me when I was in the most danger.

Therefore, in the future life, how dare I completely believe the promises from men. Perhaps when we make our promises, it is precisely because we are uncertain about the future. Promises, sometimes just lies to soothe one's own heart, and by the way, also deceive the other party's blind mind.

I got out of bed and washed up and changed into a long-sleeved white checkered dress on a blue background. I combed my long, loose hair and tied it back with a white handkerchief. I walked over to the coffee table, poured a glass of water, and drank it with a clatter. I got up and walked to the door, picked up my phone, put it down again, and decided to isolate myself from the outside world for the time being. Wait for tomorrow, I will take the initiative to call Du Xiaofan and Zhang Xun again, what I should face is inescapable after all.

I stepped into the elevator quietly. On the benches in the corridor, there are people sitting in twos and threes. Some of them are in a daze, some are chatting. I walked aimlessly out of the apartment door and walked back and forth in the door for a while. I looked back boredly at the apartment building in front of me.

The exterior walls of this high-rise apartment building are painted in a faint warm yellow, and the roof is staggered with small cross-shaped buildings, giving it an exotic feel. The sun's rays shine on the facades, and the entire apartment is immersed in Ambilight. The pavilions and pavilions in the courtyard are surrounded by green trees and flowers are in full bloom. Everywhere you go, there will be red flowers and green leaves, rockery pond water. The aroma of flowers and plants lingers warmly, slowly floating with the dark fragrance.

Without Luo Shicheng's intervention, this apartment would be a good place for me to escape from the world. But now, this strange space no longer belongs to me. I turned around and walked across the road. I made my way through the sparse traffic to the entrance of the neighborhood across the road. I looked up, looking intently for the window where Ma Chu lived.

It is a multi-storey residential area, and most of the people living here are demolition households. Luo Shicheng said that the little nurse Chen Jiao is a second-generation demolition. In this way, Chen Jiao should be very rich, at least much richer than me. She must be generous to Ma Chu, and she will often give Ma Chu some expensive gifts, right? Unlike me, in the past, in order to give Ma Chu a decent gift, I had to eat instant noodles for three months.

But Ma Chu, why don't you want to marry Chen Jiao? Could it be that his parents disagree? His parents were more powerful, and they looked down on outsiders and rural people. When Ma Chu and I got a marriage certificate, his parents also obstructed me in every way, and in the end, because they couldn't resist Ma Chu, they had to acquiesce to me, a poor and white girl from other places.

I remember when Ma Chu and I showed the marriage certificate to his parents, there was not the slightest joy on his parents' faces. His father, not speaking, had a cold face. His mother glanced at me and pursed the corners of her lips. Then, she shook her head and said to me, in the future, our family Ma Chu will marry you, and the burden of our family's life will become heavy. If Ma Chu finds a daughter-in-law in the city, gets married and has children in the future, his mother-in-law's family can still help with it. But your family is fine, and you can't help with anything!

I was used to the cynicism of Ma Chu's mother. It's just that the situation under the fence is like a boulder pressing on my heart, and I can't breathe for days. At that time, I was grateful to Ma Chu for insisting on marrying me despite the pressure of my parents' opposition. I am grateful to him for not disliking me for being a girl from other places. In front of him, I was humble, and I never dared to ask him about him, let alone track down his whereabouts.

My gaze finally found the floor where Ma Chu was. In the past, while saying that he wanted to love me for the rest of his life, he secretly crossed Chen Cang with Chen Jiao here. Why did he treat me so cruelly? If he doesn't like me, he can choose me at all. If he was determined to marry me, why did he do all the things that were sorry for me? Was it true, as he later said, that because he had normal physical needs, and I stubbornly refused to satisfy him? Or, it's just an excuse he's looking for for his cheating.

I really can't swallow this breath in my heart, and I feel stuffy in my chest just thinking about it. I just wanted to ask him, why did he treat me like this? What right does he have to trample on my feelings? He can not love me, but he can't ignore me like that. There was an impulsive rush of blood rushing up my mind. If killing people is not illegal, I really want to slaughter Ma Chu, a brute, with one sword! I'm going to make him pay a terrible price for his shamelessness!

I walked to the entrance of the community and watched the men and women walk into the community one after another. Some people carry handfuls of greens. Some people carry clams and other seafood. Some people carry a bag of loose beer. My heart is secretly ruthless, if one day, I have lived enough, then I will first kill Ma Chu and let him bury me with me.

At this time, a familiar figure walked in front of my eyes. Before I could fully react, the figure slowly turned around and called out my name in surprise, Bai Bing! Why are you here?

This figure is none other than Ma Chu. I glared at him expressionlessly, and said sharply, Ma Chu, you are really dissatisfied. Last night, the way you rolled the sheets with that slut was really eye-opening! Why don't you go and make a tertiary film?

Ma Chu's face was red and white, and the corners of his mouth trembled slightly, but he couldn't say a word.

Ma Chu, you hypocrite! When you were with me, you had a private meeting with that little nurse here behind my back. At the beginning, you kept saying that you love me for the rest of your life. You're a fucking brute! You're obviously a bitch yourself, hooking up with women outside and having a good time, but you pretend to be sanctimonious to doubt my innocence!

Yo Yo Yo, who is this? So shameless, standing on the road blocking men! At this time, a yin and yang weird female voice came. I turned my head and saw that it was Chen Jiao, who was dressed enchantingly, carrying a bag full of loose beer in her hand.