89. Come home with me, okay?



"Heh......" Jing Yan chuckled as she looked at her puffed out, she should have suddenly recalled something interesting. As soon as ......he spoke, he was interrupted by an abrupt ringing of a bell. The oldest and most rigid and monotonous rhythm is his mobile phone.

seemed to hesitate slightly, and the bell rang four or five times before he picked it up, "Xinyue ......"

Shen Ruochu has already formed a conditioned reflex for these two words. She stabbed sharply in the heart and raised her head suddenly. Jing Yan was also looking at her condescendingly. When the two looked at each other, she saw his brow furrow almost imperceptibly. Then, staggering his eyes with her, he walked to the balcony with an "um" sound.

And the moment Shen Ruochu turned around, his mouth grinned, and he suddenly laughed. The smile was full of self-deprecation. She felt that she had almost foreseen the future of events. Immediately after, a fire suddenly burst from the bottom of her heart and burned straight to the top of her head. It was like that when I was not divorced! Basically, as long as Jiang Xinyue made a phone call, no matter what he asked, he would rush over as soon as possible, rain or shine. And she could only watch her husband leave, unable to do anything.

Now they were strangers, but this was her home. For Jing Yan, she can't keep and doesn't want to stay, but she has the absolute right to expel him from her territory.

Thinking of this, Shen Ruochu stood up with a "hula", and raised his foot to kick away the chair in anger. I threw the plates in the trash with the dishes, went to the sink to flush my hands, and turned around and walked out of the restaurant. When passing by the living room, she caught a glimpse of Jing Yan's blazer on the back of the sofa, she paused in her steps, simply picked it up and threw it directly out of the door, and then returned to the bedroom. The force of closing the door was so great that it shook the mountain.

In fact, if she has enough strength, what she wants to do most should be to take out the person on the balcony and blast it out of her own door. It's a pity that she didn't!

Jing Yan didn't speak for a few minutes before ending the call. When I came out, I heard the deafening noise.

The balcony and the dining room were connected, and he stood in the doorway without moving. His gaze wandered around the table and the trash cans that had been cleaned, the gloom on his face fleeting, and then he walked to the bedroom.

Jing Yan raised his hand and put on the spherical door lock and twisted it, and it was already locked from the inside. He pursed his thin lips and groaned for two seconds. In the end, he didn't do the same as he did in the afternoon, but raised his hand and knocked on the door twice.

"If the beginning, if the beginning."

There was no answer inside.

He knocked twice more, "It's me." Can you leave the door open? ”

Still not a sound.

Jing Yan sighed, so she had to continue, "Ruochu, what do you mean by throwing away everything you eat?" If you don't want to eat what I made, I can order you takeout. Anyway, don't let your body get by. Even if you are upset, make it clear to me in person. ”

"Let's go!" The people inside finally moved, but they drove him away, "Jing Yan, let's go, you are not welcome in my family." Don't show up in front of me in the future, we don't know each other. ”

Jing Yan's dark eyes flashed with a cold light, and after the muscles at the corners of his lips jumped, he gently spit out a word, "Okay." Immediately, the conversation changed, "Shen Ruochu, you want to be a stranger with me, you can." But you're going to give me a reasonable reason. ”

There was a sudden silence at the door.

Jing Yan didn't urge, and seemed to be sure that she would give her own answer.

Sure enough, when the second hand of the wall clock walked half a circle, a familiar voice slowly came through the door panel, "I hate you, I annoy you when I see you." Is this a good reason? ”

"Sneer......" Jing Yan's low laugh was unabashedly mocking, "Hate me? Shen Ruochu, when you and I rolled under the same bed yesterday, this was not the reaction! ”

As soon as the words fell, a scream penetrated into his ears through the door panel, "Jing Yan, you fucking bastard!" The next second, the door was slammed open from the inside.

It was this kung fu that Jing Yan strode forward. With one hand, he waved away the pillow she had smashed, and with the other hand, he grabbed her slender waist and lifted it up. Two or three steps to the side of the bed, throwing the person directly on it.

Shen Ruochu fell from a height and screamed in a panic, "Jing Yan, you bastard!" In a blink of an eye, I saw a doll next to the pillow, struggling to get it up and grab it in my hand, and smashed it at him again.

The target hits Jing Yan's chest. But how painful it can be when a cotton bag hits your body. Jing Yan didn't blink her eyelids, knelt on the edge of the bed with one leg and leaned over, one hand easily pinched her two wrists, preventing her from waving indiscriminately. At the same time, the other hand reached for the bedside table and scooped up a porcelain cartoon piggy bank on it.

Shen Ruochu met his cold gaze, and he didn't think much that Jing Yan was going to take revenge and smash her with that. Suddenly frightened, he shrank in, and wanted to penetrate the bed board and hide directly in the cabinet under the bed.

In fright, there was a chill in his hands......

It was Jing Yan who shoved the piggy bank into her hand.

Shen Ruochu was suddenly excited, and then he heard his deep voice ringing in his ears, "Ruochu, pillows and dolls can't hurt people, use this to smash." But what are you unhappy and dissatisfied, and you will be dissipated when you are done. With that, he let go of his hand, slowly straightened up and took two steps back. His eyes were deep, his face was calm, and he looked like he was at her disposal.

Shen Ruochu didn't move, maintaining his original posture and looking at him in a daze, at a loss. After a long time, she stood up with her hands and feet, turned around and picked up the piggy bank that fell on the bed and held it up in front of Jing Yan, "Jing Yan, are you sick?" ”

"Ruochu, I just hope you can be happy."

"Heh......" Shen Ruochu laughed, but the expression on his face was more ugly than crying, "Jing Yan, hurting you doesn't make me happy!" Who are you and I? "She is an ordinary woman, she will be jealous, she will be sad, and even cold and hated by her husband. But she will not viciously hope that people all over the world will live in tragedy because she is sad, let alone really hurt people.

"I didn't mean that." He narrowed his eyes, and his expression suddenly softened, "Ruochu, I just feel that if you need a way to vent, you might as well come at me." Even if it's my little compensation for you. ”

"No, Jing Yan, you don't need to compensate me." Everyone has to pay for their choices, and being young and frivolous is never an excuse. So ......" is still the same sentence, it was my own choice to marry you at the beginning, and I will bear the consequences. If you really want to take the responsibility on yourself......" At this point, she paused, took a deep breath before continuing, "If you really want to take responsibility, don't you think it's too late, and it's not enough at all?" "Physical pain is never the most painful, what is really difficult to heal is the human heart.

"So I never thought you'd forgive me for smashing it. I just hope you feel better after smashing it, and at least give me a chance. Don't just turn me away without even listening to an explanation. All right? ”

Shen Ruochu opened his mouth, but under his dark gaze, he couldn't make a sound. Such a weak voice, such a begging look, was something she had never seen in Jing Yan.

In her impression, he should naturally be deep and cold, like a mountain, unmoved by whatever happens. Even if the sky falls, you can gently hold it and raise your hand.

Shen Ruochu found the signal of extreme danger, and she felt that the high wall she had built in her heart had been shaken. She heard a voice ringing in her head, faint but extremely clear...... Let's start over, give him another chance. I've been persevering for three years, so what's the matter with one more time? It couldn't be sadder than anything. Obviously, you can't forget him, now that he has discovered his mind, what are you pretentious?!

Then immediately after, another voice quickly came out to veto: Shen Ruochu, will you die if you don't commit cheapness?! There is only one man in this world, isn't it?! What if you can't forget him, who hasn't had an unforgettable memory in this life! Time can always forget everything, bury him in the deepest corner of his heart, and forget the end of the world from now on! If it really comes back to him, will it still be a tragedy? Once is painful enough and bloody enough, you want to come back a few more times! Even if you want to, do you still have that energy? got married in a hurry, and divorced in embarrassment less than three years. No matter how willful you are, you have to consider your parents and relatives, you are no longer a child!

"Ah......" Shen Ruochu had a splitting headache, she scratched her head irritably, and gritted her teeth to say the words of refusal, "I don't want it!" Jing Yan, I don't want to listen to your explanation. It's been three years, I need you, I hope you can give an explanation, where did you die? I don't want to listen, I don't want to listen to anything now! As she spoke, she threw the piggy bank in her hand onto the bed, and went over to push him out of the way, "You go!" There you go! I don't want to see you. Don't show up again! If you see it, you don't know it! ”

Jing Yan took two steps back under her desperate pushing, and when she was about to reach the door, she finally refused to retreat. He grabbed her two arms precisely, led them around his back, and wrapped his waist around him, and then stroked her back with his big hand and wrapped Shen Ruochu's whole body tightly in his arms, so that she no longer had half room to struggle.

"Ruochu ......," he sighed softly, as if conniving and helpless, "do you think that after yesterday's experience, I can really control myself and treat you as a stranger?" ”

"You let go of me!" Shen Ruochu buried his face in his chest, and his voice was muffled. After twisting it twice and finding that it didn't work, he opened his mouth and bit his strong pectoralis major muscle through his shirt.

Jing Yan didn't even frown, but a hint of pleasure rose faintly because of the stinging pain in his chest, "Are you relieved?" Come home with me when you're relieved, okay? ”