Chapter 895: She's Just a Stand-In
Li Youlin still left.
Zhao Wanyan didn't wait for his answer, and he didn't even look at her again.
Sitting on the bed in a daze, she burst into tears, drop after drop, and it didn't take long for the tears to wet the quilt.
In the huge apartment, there was nothing but her crying.
"Youlin ......"
She whispered his name over and over again, only to feel an indescribable emptiness in her heart.
"Click-"
I don't know how long it was, but there was a noise at the door.
The crying stopped, joy and excitement flashed in his eyes, and Zhao Wanyan looked up sharply.
"You......"
The words came to an abrupt end.
Not him.
No......
The expectation dissipated, and the disappointment surrounded Zhao Wanyan.
Sobing, she was confused, confused, and like a walking corpse.
"Miss Zhao," Aunt Xu, the nanny, walked in with a glass of milk, she looked at the person on the bed, and stopped talking, and finally handed over the milk, "Li Shao instructed you to drink a glass of milk before going to bed." ”
Youlin ......
Leng Buding heard his name, but it was like a needle stabbed in the heart.
Hurt.
It hurts......
In the end, she couldn't hold back any longer, and her tears burst into tears, and she couldn't cry anymore.
"He doesn't love me anymore...... He doesn't love me anymore, he falls in love with someone else, it's me...... I caused it...... He doesn't love me anymore......" The image of him before he left clearly appeared in her mind, and her chest hurt more and more.
No one helped her, no one accompanied her, and now, she only has herself, and all the pain and pain can only be borne by herself.
But......
She's so sad.
"It hurts so much here, it hurts......" She looked at Aunt Xu, pointed to her heart and cried silently, "It hurts...... He's gone, he doesn't love me anymore......"
As if she was going to cry out all the pain she had been suffering from all this time, and within a few seconds, her eyes were already red and swollen, which made people feel distressed to watch.
"Miss Zhao," Aunt Xu sighed and put the milk aside, "If you are sad, you can tell me, I won't tell others, it will be stuffy if you keep it in your heart, and people who care about you will be worried and sad." ”
Zhao Wanyan's tears were hazy: "The people who care about me ......"
"Yes, such as Li Shao......"
"No!" As if stimulated, Zhao Wanyan interrupted her violently, and when she spoke again, a lot of pain added to her voice, "He doesn't care about me for a long time, he doesn't care......"
Over and over again, she repeated.
Aunt Xu wanted to speak and stopped, but in the end, she still asked distressedly: "Miss Zhao, do you love Li Shao?" ”
"Love...... I love him......" Zhao Wanyan took her words without the slightest hesitation, memories welled up, she cried and laughed, "How can you not love it?" Can...... But he didn't believe it, it was me who hurt him too much, it was me...... It was I who pushed him to Ji Weiran's side, it was me...... But I really love him......"
The whole face was buried in the palm of her hand, and she cried so much that her whole body was trembling.
"It's my fault...... My fault...... I shouldn't have lost sight of my own mind, I shouldn't have ...... Using him, I thought...... I thought I was just a friend to him, I thought he couldn't be serious about me, I thought ...... By the time I realized that it was too late, he didn't love me anymore......"
The crying gradually subsided, but the sadness around her did not decrease but increased, and even the air was soaked with her helplessness and remorse.
"Am I wrong...... I shouldn't have done so much, grandpa...... Qing Sui ...... He...... In the end, they all left me, and there were children...... I've been punished so much, why...... Why can't he give me another chance? I love him, I can't...... Can't ...... without him"
In a word, she said it was difficult, and every time she said one more word, the sadness in her heart increased, and finally she was drowned.
She thought of him again, thought of ......
"Miss Zhao, in my opinion, Li Shao...... It's not that you don't get a chance, it's ......"
A sigh fell low to his ear.
Zhao Wanyan stopped crying suddenly.
"You...... What did you say?! As if the drowning person saw the last hope, she suddenly raised her head and grabbed Aunt Xu's hand, her wide eyes filled with her hope.
"Miss Zhao," Aunt Xu patted her hand, "You listen to me......"
"You say! You said! ”
Aunt Xu looked at her, her eyes were full of pity: "Miss Zhao, you don't know, my little daughter, she is in a similar situation to you, she was young at that time, she couldn't see her mind clearly, and she missed a man who loved her, and that man also loved my little daughter all the time, but not long after proposing to end it completely, she was ready to agree to another girl." ”
Zhao Wanyan's breath stagnated: "Yet...... And then what? ”
"And then...... When I just lost, like you now, I cried and made trouble, I blamed myself and regretted it, and in just one week, I lost a few pounds, I felt distressed, but I couldn't help it. ”
Aunt Xu sighed: "Later, I really couldn't stand it anymore, so I told her that it was useless to cry, I really loved him, and I really regretted it, so I tried to make it up and see if I could get it back, it was better than regretting it for a lifetime." ”
"But," she shook her head again, "the man already has a girlfriend by his side, and he was hurt so deeply by my daughter that no matter how much my daughter tried to get it back, he didn't let go." He told my daughter that he was afraid, afraid that she was just not used to it, afraid that he would still have a spare tire. ”
Zhao Wanyan only felt that her heart was getting more and more painful, as if there were many needles pricking her.
Isn't that what it is......
He ...... They ......"
A relieved smile appeared on Aunt Xu's face, she looked at Zhao Wanyan, and said softly: "After going around and around for a few years, we finally got back together this year, which is not easy." ”
"Together......"
"Hmm."
Zhao Wanyan remained motionless.
Aunt Xu squatted down and grabbed her hand to comfort: "Miss Zhao, I told you about this to let you know that you are very similar to my daughter, Li Shao, and that man is also very similar." As I said just now, Li Shao didn't give you a chance, nor did he not speculate nonsense. ”
Hoping to return to his eyes, Zhao Wanyan held Aunt Xu's hand with her backhand.
"Really...... Really?! ”
Aunt Xu nodded: "Of course, I said, that man didn't promise my daughter at the beginning, first, because he was afraid of repeating the same mistakes, and secondly, because he had a girlfriend by his side at that time." Li Shao, in fact, is the same. ”
"Same ......"
"Yes," Aunt Xu sighed, "Although I don't know anything about what is going on between you, but just after listening to you, I know almost everything, it's really similar." At the beginning, you couldn't see your own mind clearly, hurt Li Shao, and did something sorry for him, but now, you regret it, but Li Shao has other people around him, right? ”
There were other people around him, and once again hooked out Zhao Wanyan's tears, like a pearl with a broken thread, and he couldn't stop it.
"Miss Zhao, don't cry," Seeing this, Aunt Xu hurriedly pulled a napkin on the side to wipe her tears, and comforted her while wiping it, "You listen to me first." ”
The tears were even more turbulent, and Zhao Wanyan nodded urgently.
Aunt Xu wiped away her tears for her in distress: "Actually, Li Shao loves you, so many years of relationship, how can you say that there is no one?" It is said that we women are affectionate, but many times, men are more affectionate than women, although people outside say that Li Shao has been around women for so many years, and she is an out-and-out playboy, but Miss Zhao, the more she is hanging on the surface, the more affectionate she is, Li Shao, in fact, this kind of person. ”
Sighing and pausing, she said again: "Although I don't know what Miss Zhao has done to be sorry for him, but it must have hurt him deeply, right?" Otherwise, he wouldn't be so ruthless. ”
It hurt him deeply......
Unexpectedly, those memories were evoked.
Zhao Wanyan's face turned pale: "I ......"
Aunt Xu patted her hand: "Although a man is affectionate, a man also wants to save face, he was hurt so deeply by you, he must not believe you anymore, some pain, even if it has been a long time, it can't be erased." ”
Zhao Wanyan's face turned even paler, and panic and helplessness were written all over her face: "That...... So what to do? I really know it's wrong, I ......"
"Li Shao may have hatred for you now, but more of it is love, but he doesn't know how to continue to love you, or rather, he hesitates, whether to continue to love you."
"But he said it himself......"
"A man's words can't be trusted sometimes," Aunt Xu shook her head at her, "If he doesn't love you, how could he bring you here?" Why did you come to me to take care of you? If I don't love you, why bother with your business? If I don't love you, Uncle Fang won't care about it, right? I heard those nurses say that as soon as Uncle Fang was critically ill today, Li Shao rushed to come immediately after receiving a call, he and Uncle Fang were not related, if it wasn't for you, how could he be in such a hurry? He could have asked his assistant to come, don't you think? ”
One sentence after another came into his ears, and Zhao Wanyan's originally gloomy eyes lit up little by little.
As if she suddenly came back to her senses, she stared at Aunt Xu anxiously: "You...... Are you serious? Keji ...... Ji ......"
"Men can't forget the first woman they fell in love with, he told you that he fell in love with someone else, I guess it should be angry, after all, you have been in love for so many years, it is impossible for him to forget you in such a short time, if you can, Miss Zhao, why didn't he fall in love with other people in the four years you went abroad?"
"He ......"
"And I also heard that Miss Ji debuted under your name, many people say that she is like you, maybe Li Shao just fancy this, she is just a stand-in."
"Stand-in ......"
"yes, stand-in, obvious." Aunt Xu comforted, looking at her with distress in her eyes, "So, Miss Zhao, if you really regret it, there is still a chance, take your time, let Li Shao believe in your heart, and he will come back to you." ”
Come back to her......
He still loves her......
For a while, Zhao Wanyan's chaotic mind was full of these two sentences over and over again, and gradually, her heartbeat began to accelerate, and her heart seemed to be about to come out.
In a trance, she heard Aunt Xu say again-
"Miss Zhao, let's drink the milk first, Li Shaolin ordered before leaving."
……
The night is getting deeper.
South Park.
Ji Weiran woke up with breathlessness.