Whether it is humiliation or design, all the difficulties that have been inflicted on him, the absurd acts that have made him grit his teeth with hatred, and still haunt him, are they actually the self-blame of the person in front of him?

Xiahou Ying looked at Nan Rongliang and asked softly in her heart......

Because of self-blame, he could only turn all his grief and anger into resentment and bet on Lu Wanxin, who survived. All those humiliations, deliberate frame-mes, and inexplicable hostility are all because he can't forgive himself!

I can't forgive myself for my cowardice, I can't forgive myself for my inferiority, I can't forgive myself for not being able to keep my most beloved person......

Xia Houying had to admit that everything in front of her shocked her heart. If in the previous life, he was still the Xiahou Ying who held the moon with all the stars, when he knew Nan Rongliang's heart for him, even if he knew that Nan Rongliang was deeply affectionate, he would only smile slightly and didn't care.

Because in the eyes of Xiahou Ying at that time, Nan Rongliang was just the unlearned and unskilled kid in his mouth.

But now it's different....... After experiencing so many things together, when Nan Rongliang sacrificed his life several times to save him, and when he heard the affectionate confession just now, Xiahou Ying can no longer easily ignore Nan Rongliang's feelings for herself no matter what......

But...... I can't ignore it, but I still can't accept it......

Ying'er....... If you know that after your death, someone else says that you miss her so much, you will definitely be very moved! Xia Houying said softly.

"Will it?" A trace of bitterness flashed in Nan Rongliang's eyes, "If she knew that the person who missed her was me, I am afraid she would not be happy, but would be very distressed......"

"No, it won't!" Looking at Nan Rongliang's lonely eyes, Xiahou Ying blurted out without thinking about it, but after finishing speaking, she regretted it a little......

"No matter what, Ying'er has always regarded you as a friend...... Xiahou Ying said softly, and couldn't help biting her lower lip due to nervousness.

Nan Rongliang lowered his head, and saw Xiahou Ying's somewhat ruddy lips bitten by the moonlight, only to feel a flutter in his heart, and couldn't help asking, "What about you?" Do you think of me as a friend? ”

Xiahou Ying raised her eyes to look at Nan Rongliang, but she was facing Nan Rongliang's dark and bright eyes, only to feel that her heart jumped for no reason, and she hurriedly lowered her head and said in a muffled voice, "That's natural, haven't I been friends with His Royal Highness the Prince for a long time?" ”

Looking at Xiahou Ying, who was suddenly shy, Nan Rongliang couldn't help but smile, and then leaned slightly and approached Xiahou Ying, "Since you are a friend, then you can call me Ah Liang in the future?" ”

The gentle breath slid across her ears, and a tingling sensation spread throughout her spine, and Xiahou Ying couldn't help but shrink her neck.......

"Okay......." Xiahou Ying nodded slightly, but still didn't dare to look up at Nan Rongliang.

Seeing Xiahou Ying nodding, Nan Rongliang only felt so happy, God knows how jealous he was when Xiahou Ying called Duguchen "Ah Chen"!

"Then can I call you Xin'er?" Nan Rongliang asked almost out of thin air.

"Xin'er......." Xiahou Ying bit her lip, but she didn't know how to answer, this title seemed too ...... Got a little intimate......

Seeing that Xiahou Ying didn't answer, Nan Rongliang couldn't help but feel a little lost, but more blamed himself for not knowing how to accept it when he saw it, and he was too hasty.

At this time, the person in front of him was obviously still sad for the person he loved, but he suddenly said these nonsense words, wouldn't it make the family embarrassed? Thinking of this, Nan Rongliang couldn't wait to knock a few times on his head.