Chapter 2: Rebirth Again
"Miss, you're having nightmares again?"
After a loud sound, the candlelight outside the tent lit up, and the rich old woman swayed close to the bed and gently hung the curtain aside.
A gust of wind blew, Li Li subconsciously looked over, it turned out that the paper window was blown open at some point, and when she saw Mama Li's kind face, she came back to her senses, remembered her current identity, and relied on her identity as a child to be coquettish: "Mama hug, Li Li didn't have nightmares, but she was a little hungry and wanted to eat the osmanthus cake made by Mama herself." ”
In her previous life, she had never eaten a full meal in the royal prison, and a month of inhuman torture made her, who had no desire for food, begin to miss eating.
It's also thanks to her that she just remembered it and didn't form an obsession.
Li Li slandered in her heart, but her face was innocent, and she couldn't see her thoughts at all, you must know that she is only a five-year-old girl now, and in addition to eating, she should only understand playing.
Ai took Li Li up from the bed, and Mama Li carefully protected her with a blanket, for fear that the evil wind outside would enter her body and hurt her.
Mama Li sighed, her voice was full of guilt: "Sister Li'er bear with me, when we arrive in the capital, Mama will make you osmanthus cake." ”
Li Li suddenly came back to her senses, this is no longer the Anfu where she used to be pampered, nor is it her real home, they are in an inn, looking for the next place to stay.
Yes, in their previous lives, they also took refuge in the An family at this time, and at this rate, there should be half a month to go.
"Okay, I'll listen to Mama." Li Li nodded sensibly, but in his heart he was planning what to do next.
She knew exactly what was going to happen next, but she didn't want to go to the same ending as in her previous life.
It is certain to enter Anfu, even if they don't take the initiative to find the past, Mrs. An will send someone to find them, that is a man who values love and righteousness, otherwise the previous life would not have calculated his heart at the last moment, hesitated, and let the whole family be destroyed.
However, she doesn't want to marry that person again, ten years of loveless marriage can make her see many things clearly, that is, she is a heartless, she will not use another ten years to try to warm up that heart made of stone.
Mama Li patted Li Li's vest, still coaxing her as if she were an ignorant child, not knowing the changes in the person in her arms during this period of time, and only reminded in a serious voice: "Sister Li'er must remember that when we enter Beijing and go to someone else's house, you must be sensible and obedient, and when you enter that place, your whole life will be inseparable from there." ”
Saying that, she was a little sad, Mama Li turned her head sideways and wiped the corners of her eyes with Li Li's gaze, if it wasn't really nowhere to go, she didn't want Sister Li to send someone under the fence, now she only hopes that the family can really be as kind as the old man said before his death.
Li Li didn't speak, her face made a drowsy look, and she was only helpless in her heart, this was still the situation that Mama didn't know what kind of family they were about to go to.
If she knew, I am afraid that she would be eager to whisper in her ear all the time.
Maybe she realized that she had thought too much, Mama Li smiled again, reached out and rubbed Li Li's head, her eyes full of love: "Forget it, Sister Li is still so young, what can she understand?" When she arrives at that place, Mama will always guard Sister Li'er, and she can't make a big mistake. ”
At this time, Li Li was already asleep, maybe she was too tired, and she just wanted to close her eyes and pretend, but it turned out to be a real sleep.
Early in the morning of the second day, Mama Li entered the guest room with the red bean cake she had finally borrowed from the inn kitchen, and happily waited for Li Li to get up, and said while dressing her: "Sister Li, there was a strong wind last night, I thought it would be a rainy day today, but I didn't expect this day to be so full, which is a good sign." ”
Li Li tugged at the corners of her mouth, lowered her head but didn't speak, she didn't think it was a good thing that the sun was too big, as long as she thought of having to travel in the scorching sun later, she only felt a headache.
Mama Li took the spoon and carefully served Li Li's meal one spoon after another, even if they were so down, they never had the slightest breath of breaking down on them.
The nobility of Li Li is innate.
I could vaguely look at the big mountain in the distance, and it was very vibrant from a distance, but Li Li knew that it was just a superficial appearance, and they had suffered a lot of losses on that mountain in their previous lives.
Because there is a den of bandits on that mountain.
She rolled her eyes, pointed to her slightly bulging belly, turned her head to indicate that she really couldn't eat, and Mama Li saw that she didn't seem to be cheating, so she packed up her things and put them aside.
"Mama, I heard from Xiao Er in the inn this morning that there are bandits on that mountain, what are bandits? Is it the bad guy? ”
With a child's unique soft voice, Mama Li almost melted her heart, and the wrinkles on her face seemed to have stretched a lot at this moment, and she couldn't help but point Li Li's nose and smiled: "Sister Li'er, where have you heard the gossip again, Mama has already inquired, there is no one in that mountain, and I haven't heard of a bandit den." ”
"Mama, shall we not go to that mountain?" Lowering his head and stirring his fingers, Li Li paused, and then raised his head and frowned and complained like a child's ignorant joke: "Today's sun is too poisonous, that mountain is so high, I'm afraid of being tired of Mama." ”
The short pause didn't make people feel that there was anything wrong, listening to the tone of her little lady and little adult, Mama Li couldn't help but blossom with joy: "Mama is not afraid of being tired, as long as she is not tired of Sister Li, as long as she crosses this mountain, we can save more than half a month, and if you go to the capital one day earlier, the girl can also suffer one less day." ”
Mama Li rubbed Li Li's head with pity, she didn't even dare to think about how the noble little lady who had always been raised since the death of her master had persevered from the white eyes of those nominal relatives.
Li Li wanted to persuade and veto, she didn't want to go that way, but looking at Mama's eyes, she knew that she had no say in this matter.
Mama has always wanted to give her the best, but Mama must not have imagined it now, and in the end, she even buried her life.
As if a large stone was pressing on her body and she couldn't breathe, the air was so precious to her now, Li Li subconsciously clenched her hands, and the slight pain in her palms stimulated by her nails made her only awake.
If she lives this life again, but she can't even keep the mother who loves her the most, then what is the meaning of her life this time?
Li Li was ruthless in her heart, and made the worst plan, no matter what, even if she was treated as a monster, she had to stop Mama from repeating the mistakes of the past, she couldn't watch Mama die under the knife, it was a big deal to pretend to be sick before leaving, there would always be a solution to everything.