"Xin'er, don't go." His eyes were dark and clear, "Stay by my side, let me hug you well, and don't let people disturb us." ”

"But...... Your wound ......" I still stared at the snow-white gauze that had been dyed with a trace of blood red, what if the wound was infected?

"It's just a minor injury, and I can still bear it." Seeing that I hesitated, he immediately took me into his arms without saying anything, and lay down on my chest tiredly to close his eyes to rest, and his steady breathing made me feel whether he was asleep or not.

Well, looking at the pale face on my chest, I couldn't open my mouth to refuse.

I tried not to lean my body against him, for fear that one would accidentally tear his wound apart. The fingertips moved up slightly, gently across his cheeks, staring deeply at his sleeping face, as if he would disappear from front of me.

His body stiffened for a moment at my touch, then he relaxed, and the hand on my waist tightened a little. He took a few deep breaths and had a clean smile on his face, "Xin'er, I love you." ”

In the face of his abrupt confession, I was stunned when I heard it, and then I suspected that the confession I had just heard was a hallucination, and asked again with some uncertainty, "What did you say?" ”

"I said, I love you." Wherever you go, I love you and find you.

He didn't say the second half of the sentence, still closing his eyes and repeating it with a smile.

It's been a long time since I've heard him say 'I love you' again, and the first time he said it to me felt like a long, long time.

Still a little unsure, I asked again, seriously, "What did you say?" I didn't hear clearly. ”

"Xiao Jincheng said, I love you very much. No matter where you go, he will always love you......" He patiently replied, burying his head deep in my chest, really...... Much like a child.

I like him like this, because this is the most real him, the real him waited for me to wake up, but the side of the bed was empty, my heart was cold to the soles of my feet, what about Xiao Jincheng? Where did you go?

I searched in the tent in confusion, but saw Xiao Zuo and Mu Tianyan supporting Xiao Jincheng to open the tent and enter.

I was startled, and immediately turned over barefoot and jumped out of bed, holding his other hand, and said to them, "The emperor is not well injured, how can he go out and walk around casually, and see, the wound is bleeding again." ”

"The minister also advised the emperor not to go out, but the emperor was strong, and the minister couldn't resist him." Xiao Zuo frowned, looking aggrieved.

Xiao Jincheng smiled faintly, "I'm afraid that my injury is the most worrying point for the officers and men in the army, if I don't go out to give them a peace of mind, our army will have lost half of this battle." ”

"Then you can't joke with your life, your wound has just stabilized, and the medicine will be many days away. If you want to come out again, won't I go up to the snow peak to pick snow lotus again!"

My tone suddenly flashed with unusual excitement, but the strength of my support was still cautious.

Watching Xiao Zuo and Mu Tianyan sit him on a chair covered with snow wolf skin, he leaned on it softly and looked at me with a smile, "I'm fine." ”

I sighed helplessly, and suddenly saw that the fire in the four hot pots was not as strong as it was at the beginning, so I squatted by the brazier and added carbon to it.

The atmosphere in the tent suddenly quieted down, Mu Tianyan and Xiao Zuo glanced at each other, as if they sensed something, and bowed together, "The minister/minister will retire first." ”

Then all I could hear was the sound of the tabernacle being lifted and lowered, and the coals of fire 'crackling' in the basin.

I got up and walked to his side and asked worriedly, "Jincheng, are you sure you can win this battle?" ”

"Nope." He replied easily, but the two words were so dignified.

"Is it so unfaithful? Our strength is much stronger than Liancheng's. "Moreover, you are the male protagonist, how can there be a reason for the male protagonist not to win, but to let four, five or six win?!

But I was surprised that he was so unconfident, and I never thought that he would say such unconfident words.

Xiao Jincheng pulled my left hand hanging on my side, "It's me who is tired." ”

Tired! It was the first time I had heard him say this word in his mouth. I never thought he would say he was tired.

His slender fingertips rubbed against each of my fingers, so gently. The corners of Bo Rui's mouth were as sharp as usual, but there was a faint smile and expectation in it, "Xin'er, let's be selfish for once, okay." Leaving behind these 500,000 troops, we will go away and live the life you want, without war, without blood, without exploitation......"

Once again, I was stunned by his words, and could only look at him in a daze for a long, long time.

Xiao Jincheng has really changed, he is really tired of the struggle in this court and the helplessness of being an emperor, and he no longer has that strong and unapproachable feelings.

The two words he said today, tired, is it still the Xiao Jincheng in front of me who can even kill his own brother in order to compete for the throne?

"Xin'er, answer me." Xiao Jincheng held my hand with a little strength, which made me come back to my senses, and my eyes were wandering around messily, not daring to look at him, "Jincheng, don't joke with me." ”

Before the sound subsided, he immediately answered, "I'm serious. ”

I smiled bitterly, I don't know what to say, if I didn't recover my memory, I might be moved when I heard what he said, maybe I would agree to him, but ...... Right now...... I can't, and neither can he......

"If you really want to abandon the people of the South, I can be selfish with you for once, but what about after we leave? Yes, ordinary days are happy, but will you really be happy? You will always carry the responsibility of tens of millions of people in the south on your shoulders, and it is your lifelong wish to unify the world. Maybe you'll find it worth it now, but in 10 years, 20 years, will you still have the same regrets as you do now? You got the life you wanted, but you gave up your life's long-cherished wish, and you will have regrets in this life. Even if we live an ordinary life, we will not be happy. "Also, I used to have a lot of confidence in your fate for other people, but now that I have regained my memory, what is the difference between me and the people in these books? is also at a loss for the future and the outcome of the future......

Asking in a trance, I saw the pain, struggle, and contradiction in Xiao Jincheng's eyes.

My heart was also aching, and I calmly said, "Whether this battle is won or lost, I will always stand side by side with you." ”

I am the sitting heroine of this book, and I will definitely be with Xiao Jincheng......

"Xin'er......" he called out movingly, and hugged me tightly in his arms, but he could no longer speak.

"It doesn't matter if the war is successful or not, the important thing is that we have all persevered and paid for our long-cherished wishes. In this way, even if you die on the battlefield, it is heavier than Mount Tai. Xiao Jincheng, remember my words, you don't belong to the ordinary, you are high, and looking at the world is your ultimate position. ”

"So what do you do, what about your long-cherished wish?"

"A few days ago, my long-cherished wish was to return to the land where I came. Today, my long-cherished wish is to live, to live, to die, and to die together. ”

Now, Xiao Jincheng and I are tied together, he can give up the country for me, why can't I give up my long-cherished wish for him.

……

In the past ten days, Zhao Zhirui and Xiao Zuo respectively sent spies to secretly go to the border defense ten miles away from the Khitan, and had a clear understanding of the situation of the troops stationed on all sides, surrounded by snow on all sides, and the terrain of the hidden army was also under control.

Every night, they would come to the military tent with Mu Tianyan to discuss military affairs with Xiao Jincheng, and even try to overcome the border defense in the shortest time, which shows that they are still in a dilemma on the grain and grass.

I wanted to avoid it when they were fighting, after all, I was not allowed to listen to this military secret, but Xiao Jincheng did not allow me to go out, saying that it was cold outside, and it was okay to stay inside.

Xiao Zuo, Zhao Zhirui and Mu Tianyan did not object, they also talked eloquently in front of me, and discussed until dawn every night, I was really worried about whether Xiao Jincheng's body could support it.

If I were Liancheng, I would definitely take advantage of Xiao Jincheng's injury to fight with him in the next few days, so that the certainty of victory would definitely be better, but Liancheng didn't.

Sometimes I really don't understand the setting of the character Liancheng, what does he want to do when he appears?!

Sometimes he does whatever it takes to get the end, and sometimes he maintains his status as an emperor and doesn't take advantage of others.

A contradictory character, a contradictory character......

I sat by the brazier with my knees crossed, and from time to time added carbon to keep the tent warm, today the medicinal materials from the south have arrived, and the military doctor has boiled it and sent it to the military tent, but Xiao Jincheng left the table and did not move, concentrating on discussing with the two soldiers how to overcome the iron-like wall of the border defense. I know that he is under a lot of pressure, after all, the southern army is not comparable to the Khitan army, and our grain and grass cannot support it at all.

The South Kingdom wins, the Khitan wins, it is no longer important in my heart.

No matter who becomes the emperor, he will benefit the common people. once thought that Liancheng was not qualified to unify the Three Kingdoms, not only because he was not the male protagonist, but because of the fierceness of the hatred in his heart, and now his heart is enough to be an emperor who unifies the world.

Nowadays, the most important thing in the war between the two countries is only a process, and success or failure is no longer important.

Sometimes even I am confused, who is the male protagonist in my book, Xiao Jincheng, Yeluhuan or Liancheng?

All three of them are people of imperial talent, and each character has its own characteristics...... Sometimes I think that if these two have the characteristics of the Lord of the World, there will be no bloodshed if they can unify the whole world without a fight.

But every time the words came to my mouth, I retreated, there can only be one monarch, Liancheng will never surrender to Xiao Jincheng, and Xiao Jincheng, who is arrogant, is even more unlikely to bow to Liancheng.

Both of them are so arrogant that it is impossible for anyone to bow their heads, and even if they lose, they will lose on the battlefield.

A chill crossed my cheeks, and I opened my eyes to a pair of eyes as deep as an eagle.

I rubbed my closed eyes and pondered, retracted my misty consciousness, and covered his cold palms with warm hands, "Are you all gone?" ”

The corners of Xiao Jincheng's lips smiled slightly, and he shook his hand back to warm him, "How many times have I told you, I have been discussing the military situation with the three of them for a long time, and you don't go to rest earlier, you always have to wait for me." ”

"If I don't wait for you, who can keep the carbon burning in the brazier? I don't wait for you, who can help you to rest in your clothes? If I don't wait for you, who can watch you drink that bowl of cold medicine? I asked three questions in a row, and he stared at me in amazement, not knowing what to reply for a while.