Chapter 162: You're More Serious Than Anyone Else
"When I saw that you were still running laps downstairs at Lin Chu's house during your period in order to help Xiao Zhong win the role of Lin Chu's new film, it was clear that you were already uncomfortable and almost couldn't hold on, but you still gritted your teeth and insisted, you shed a lot of blood, and your face was pale like a blank piece of paper.
I watched you fall and get up again and again, and I finally understood that your liking for Xiao Zhong is not so casual, and you are more serious than anyone else. ”
Gu Xizi is also trying to recall the past that Shu Aohan said, and she is grateful to the past self who was strong enough and stubborn and hard-working.
Didn't Zhong Jin Yun also say it, because she really couldn't bear her pursuit of indiscriminate bombing, so she finally disarmed and surrendered, if she hadn't insisted, maybe she wouldn't have been able to get Zhong Jin Yun.
"I saw that Xiao Zhong's attitude towards you has also taken a 180-degree turn since the Lin Chu incident, in order to test Xiao Zhong's sincerity towards you, you deliberately pretended to be very intimate with me on the set, and you deliberately fed me in front of Xiao Zhong, just to stimulate Xiao Zhong.
But I know that you are taking advantage of me, but I still enjoy the feeling that you feed me and look at me with a smile in your eyes, that is, I know that your kindness to me is fake, but I fool myself like a fool and tell myself that your kindness to me is true. Shu Aohan's tone revealed a faint melancholy.
The night was deep.
Gu Xizi, who had been lying on the bed listening to Shu Aohan's self-talk, also felt that his eyes were sour.
This is probably the most touching confession Gu Xizi has ever heard.
Without the slightest concealment, it is slowly told like a story in a state of self-talk, and it is clear from the beginning to the present.
Shu Aohan's feelings for her are really not adulterated at all.
It's hard to imagine that Shu Aohan, a man who is so powerful outside and makes everyone fearful, actually sit on the edge of the bed and carefully remove her makeup at this moment, the more Gu Xizi's eyes are sore.
"Later, you really got your wish and caught up with Xiao Zhong, but I'm still worried about you, because I don't know what kind of future Xiao Zhong can give you, Gu Xizi, you are the woman I like, how can I watch the woman I like suffer a little grievance.
You fool don't even want an identity and be desperate to be with Xiao Zhong, it's completely a state of being carried away by love, have you ever thought about your future, do you want to stay by Xiao Zhong's side as a little assistant all the time, you don't know that let Xiao Zhong give you an identity to protect your identity and fall into it......"
Shu Aohan also became more and more sad the more he talked.
"You and Xiao Zhong just happened, Lang Xingchen began to get involved, the reason why she broke up with Xiao Zhong also surfaced, Lang Xingchen naturally likes Xiao Zhong, after all, the two of them have a five-year relationship, it is probably impossible to say that Xiao Zhong's heart is not shaken, I think you must probably quarrel a lot because of Lang Xingchen's matter......
Lang Xingchen's agent Li Xiaonan finally broke the news in advance and released a photo to force Zhong Jin Yun to admit that he and Lang Xingchen were back together, and Li Xiaonan's first move put Xiao Zhong in an indefensible situation.
If he announces his relationship with you at this time, he will be scolded by thousands of people, and you will be called a third party by the public who do not know the truth, I am talking about business in the United States when I know the news, I wanted to call you, but I was afraid of making you feel bad, so I didn't dare to call you......"
At this moment, Shu Aohan's tone began to carry a little anger and dissatisfaction.
"I just didn't expect Xiao Zhong to take over the play "Flowers Flying Flowers and Falling Flowers in the Sky", and the heroine of this play turned out to be Lang Xingchen, I can't imagine how it would feel like you watching Xiao Zhong and Lang Xingchen at the filming scene every day, I really feel sorry for you like this, you must be very depressed and sad every day."
In fact, Gu Xizi's life is not as painful and depressing as Shu Aohan said, although she will feel unhappy when she sees Zhong Jinyun and Lang Xingchen together, but fortunately, her heart is strong enough to distinguish between filming and reality.
"If Xiao Zhong loves you enough, he has the ability to fight for a better ending for you, for example, he can announce the relationship when you are just together, so that he will not be led by Lang Xingchen and Li Xiaonan, and he is in such a state where he can't retreat.
If he announces your relationship early in the morning, although he will definitely face a decline in popularity, it is better than now, a girl with such a cheerful personality as yours, he actually made you unbearable pressure and chose to drink to kill your sorrows, is he so loving you and taking care of you so much? ”
Speaking of this, Shu Aohan tried his best to suppress his excitement, "Gu Xizi, if you are by my side, I will never let you suffer such grievances, I will tell the world that you are my Shu Aohan's woman, no one can touch you at all, I will make you the happiest woman in the world!" ”
Shu Aohan continued to gently wipe the marks of the mascara on the corners of Gu Xizi's eyes with a warm towel, but it seemed that he couldn't wipe it clean.
Shu Aohan wiped his hands sorely, so he stopped, but his eyes kept staring at Gu Xizi's fair and transparent little face, except for the mascara mark on the corner of his eye, he had already wiped off the makeup on her face.
"But you'd rather be stubbornly wronged by Xiao Zhong's side than come to me and let me take care of you...... How great would it be if you could keep me by my side and keep me watching over you like I am now? ”
After speaking, Shu Aohan put the warm towel on the bedside table, and then raised his hand to caress Gu Xizi's cheek, his movements were particularly gentle, Gu Xizi could feel that this man must regard her as a treasure, so his movements would be so gentle.
A string of tears slowly flowed out of the corners of Gu Xizi's eyes.
Gu Xizi finally couldn't hold back her tears.
Seeing the string of tears overflowing from the corners of Gu Xizi's eyes, Shu Aohan's eyes widened in disbelief.
The next moment, Gu Xizi slowly opened his eyes, and a pair of transparent pupils were filled with crystal clear tears.
"Gu Xizi......" Shu Aohan stared at Gu Xizi in surprise.
I saw Gu Xizi sitting up with his hands supporting the bed, but Shu Aohan lowered his head.
"So, you're already awake?"
Gu Xizi took a deep breath, "I'm sorry, I pretended to faint just now, because I felt sorry for misunderstanding you, and I didn't know how to explain it, so I pretended to faint." ”
Shu Aohan tugged at the corners of his mouth, "You ghost girl." ”
Gu Xizi smiled and said, "I'm really sorry, Shu Aohan." ”
"I've been saying thank you to me before, and now I'm sorry again, and you're not sorry for me, it's right for girls to be more attentive to protect themselves from harm, but I'm really not the kind of person who takes advantage of people's dangers, even if I want to get you, it's definitely after getting your permission." Shu Aohan said in a relieved tone.
Gu Xizi sighed: "It's because I drank too much for a while, my mind is not clear, and I misunderstood you." ”
Shu Aohan hooked the corners of his lips, "If I was talking to myself just now, you ...... Did you hear it? ”
Gu Xizi nodded.
Shu Aohan gasped and shook his head, "Oh My Gad, it seems that all my thoughts have been exposed to you without reservation, so now I have become a transparent person in front of you?" ”
Another string of tears rolled down Gu Xizi's cheeks, Gu Xizi raised his eyes and looked at Shu Aohan, "When I think of Shu Dashao, who is in high spirits outside, carefully taking a towel to remove my makeup, I want to cry, I've been enduring it for a long time, but you said so many sensational things to yourself in front of me, I really can't help it......"
Gu Xizi couldn't stop crying.
Shu Aohan's clumsy way of removing makeup is really the gentlest and most romantic action Gu Xizi has ever felt to love someone.
Looking at Gu Xizi's tears, Shu Aohan raised his hand helplessly, wiped the tears on Gu Xizi's cheeks with his fingertips, and said softly while wiping the tears on Gu Xizi's cheeks: "Gu Xizi, don't cry." ”
"Actually, I'm not a person with a high tear point, unless I'm in a bad mood or someone or something really touches me, otherwise I won't shed tears casually." Gu Xizi still couldn't control her tears.
Shu Aohan habitually bent his lips, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was bright and bright, "So, your tears are because of me?" ”
Gu Xizi's tears at the beginning were because she felt that she and Zhong Jinyun were under pressure together.
But the tears at this moment are really because of Shu Aohan's touching words.
Gu Xizi nodded vigorously, his tearful eyes stared at Shu Aohan, "My tears are because of you, I am with Xiao Zhong, I can't say how much I pay for him, nor can I say that he doesn't love me as much as I love him, Xiao Zhong has done his best in my relationship with him, and I am very happy every moment with him......
But nothing made Gu Xizi feel so moved as at this moment.
Afraid that she would not be comfortable sleeping, she personally took a warm towel to remove her makeup, which was probably something that Gu Xizi had experienced that seemed insignificant but actually moved her to tears.
"What you did for me and what you said to me really touched me." Gu Xizi whispered in a hoarse voice.
Shu Aohan smiled bitterly, "It's just moving, moving is because you can't give the other party in return, so you will be moved, and moving can't be turned into love." ”
Shu Aohan is right, there is no way to turn emotion into love, she gave all her love to Zhong Jinyun, she couldn't give Shu Aohan any warmth, so Gu Xizi was even more sad and wanted to cry, Shu Aohan kept saying that she felt sorry for her, but why didn't she feel sorry for Shu Aohan.
Such a high-spirited man, but he loves her so humbly and so carefully, he really holds it in the palm of his hand for fear of breaking it and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting.
Because she was in a bad mood because Zhong Jinyun, she asked Shu Aohan to accompany her and drink with her, listening to her say that she had a deep affection for Zhong Jinyun, at this moment Gu Xizi felt that she was so selfish, and even what she did was completely a kind of Ling Chi to Shu Aohan.
"Gu Xizi, I didn't know that you were pretending to be dizzy, I didn't want to cause you any psychological pressure when I said these words, some words showed that I was an instinctive reaction, I just hope to be by your side when you are sad, that's all, you know, it's also a very beautiful thing to guard you." Shu Aohan's voice was full of pampering.
Gu Xizi asked in a dumb voice, "What time is it?" ”
"Half past one in the morning."
Gu Xizi smiled dumbly, "I woke up fast enough with this wine, I drank for so long, but the time I was drunk was very short." ”
Shu Aohan's eyes were full of worry when he looked at Gu Xizi, "Gu Xizi, don't torture yourself with alcohol in the future, you don't know how bad you vomited just now, you almost vomited your stomach, I can be by your side, but I can't suffer for you, the physical discomfort is all borne by you." ”
Gu Xizi tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Maybe I really drank the pieces just now, how I got here, when I vomited, and what the hell it looked like, I don't remember anything." ”
Gu Xizi looked around, "Here...... Is it your home? ”
Shu Aohan nodded, "Well, this is my room." ”
Gu Xizi looked around curiously again, "Wow, you're too extravagant, your room is as big as Xiao Zhong's entire apartment." ”
Shu Aohan smiled, "This room is just a drop in the bucket of the villa, you can go out and visit, the Shu family villa has hundreds of rooms, there are thousands of meters of lawn and artificial river outside the villa, if I throw you out now, you will have to walk for at least nearly an hour to really get out of the Shu family villa." ”