I watched Chen Xiayu work here, and my heart couldn't help but remind me of the time I spent with my fiancée, that time was really my memory that can never be erased, I felt that I was really happy at that time, and when I was with my fiancée, I felt really happy, but it's a pity, what a beautiful memory, it can only stay in memory.

"Hey, she's gone with me forever." I muttered, "I know, I know, I'll never see her again, and sometimes, I miss the times I spent with her, but those times, left in a hurry, and it is impossible to come back." ”

I stood up and walked to the couch and sat down on the couch and watched TV here, and I remember when I used to sit here and watch TV, she would sit next to me and lean on my shoulder, and that feeling of happiness that I could never forget, but now it's all gone.

That time she was diagnosed with a terminal illness, only one week to live, I desperately wanted to save her, but no matter what I did, there was no way, even if I spent a lot of money, to hire a foreign doctor, I was helpless, I could only stay in front of the bed, I watched my fiancée get thinner and thinner day by day, and I had nothing to do, this feeling was really uncomfortable.

I used to think why, why didn't I get this disease, but no matter how much I prayed, there was no way to change it, I really felt very helpless, I didn't know what I was going to do, what I could do, I could only be with her, with her in the last moments.

"Well, Fanhong, what are you thinking here?" At this time, Chen Xiayu came to my side and said, "You, you have nothing to do!" ”

"I'm fine." I looked at Chen Xiayu and shook my head and said, "By the way, you have been busy, you should also take a rest!" If you want to watch any TV, you can search for it yourself, and I'll go back to the house and sleep first. ”

After saying that, I stood up, walked to my bedroom, closed the door, and lay down on the bed to sleep, I lay here, and the scene after my fiancée's death kept coming to my mind, and I couldn't help but shed tears of heartbreak in the corners of my eyes.

"You, you really left me like that." I muttered: "Sometimes, I really want to forget, these sad memories, just remember the good memories, but if I have to choose, I just want to remember, those memories with you, but there is no way to choose, you left me here alone, I am really sad!" ”

I lay in bed, in my mind, constantly thinking about those memories, these are the memories of me and my fiancée, these are my pain, I want to forget, but I can't forget, every time my brain stops spinning, those memories will come to my heart, so that I can't forget.

That's why I want to work to numb my brain so that I can forget these sad memories, but no matter how I work, these memories are like taking root in my heart, so that I can't forget them no matter what, it's really painful! Every day I woke up, I felt very miserable.

......

I was thinking about things here, but time was slowly slipping away, and soon I was like this, and I didn't know how to fall asleep.

"Here, where is this?" I came to a strange place, this place was dark and I couldn't see any light, I looked at the end of the darkness ahead, there seemed to be something there, but because it was so dark, I didn't see anything.

"Anyone?" I'm whispering here.

The voice kept echoing here, but there was no response, I hurried forward, timidly walked over, I wanted to see if there was anyone in front of me, this boundless darkness, shrouded my body, I don't know how long I walked, but I didn't see a single figure.

"Strange, what the hell is this place?" I muttered, "It's really strange, why is it dark everywhere here, why I don't see anyone at all." ”

I was looking aimlessly ahead, but I never saw any figure, which made me a little curious, I continued to walk forward, and after walking for an unknown amount of time, a faint light suddenly appeared in front of me, and then I saw a figure walking out of the light.

When this figure approached, I saw clearly, the face of this figure, when I saw this figure, I was stunned here, this person is a woman, her hair has just reached her shoulders, and she looks very delicate.

"You, really are you." I was speechless with excitement.

"Fan Hong, I know you've been missing me." The woman spoke: "But you can't always live in the memories of the past, people have to look forward, you know? ”

"I, I really can't bear you." I muttered, "You know what? Ever since you left, I've been living in pain every day, and I'm really, I really want to die, I want to go over and be with you. ”

"Fan Hong, don't say stupid things." The woman smiled and said: "You still have your parents, you can't die like this, and my death is also very natural, not something you can control, as long as you have me in your heart, I am enough, I don't need anything else." ”

I hurriedly reached out and hugged this woman, yes, this woman is, the fiancée I have been thinking about, I have been hoping that I can see my fiancée again, but I didn't expect it, it actually came true, how can this not make me excited, make me feel tears, I have waited for this moment for too long.

"It's you, it's your taste, and I'll never forget it, the smell of you." I whispered in the woman's ear, "I really miss you, I don't miss you for a moment, I really, I really miss you, you know?" ”

"I know, I know." The woman cried and said, "I miss you too, how I want to walk with you, but unfortunately, I don't have a chance, we can never be together." ”

"You, why do you say that." I let go of the hand holding the woman, looked at the woman's face and said, "We are not together anymore, you go with me, we will be together forever." ”

I hurriedly took the woman's hand and was about to leave here, but the woman stood here, motionless, and after a while, the woman let go of my hand slightly and said, "Fan Hong, it's useless, this is just your dream." ”

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"In my dreams?" I looked around and said, "Could it be that I'm dreaming, this can't be, you must still be alive, I must take you away and let you return to me." ”

"Hey, Fanhong, no matter how hard you believe it, but it's true." The woman was a little sad and said: "So, I can't go with you, I know, I know you miss me very much, I actually miss you very much, but we are already people of two worlds, I see, you still forget me!" Find another woman! Don't hold on to the memories anymore and live your life, okay. ”

"No, how could I forget?" I hurriedly shook my head and said: "How can I forget, the memory of being with you, I can't forget you, I won't like others anymore, in this life, I only let you be my daughter-in-law, I only let you be my wife, you, don't leave me." ”

"Fan Hong, I know your thoughts." The woman smiled and said: "I am really happy to be able to get your favor, I can go through so much time with you, I feel really happy, but, but we are no longer possible, you, don't you know yet?" I'm dead, I've been far from you, and we can't be together. ”

"Even if I am reluctant, there is only one thing I can do." The woman said sadly: "Really, I can walk with you, how many good memories, I feel really happy, although we are not married, but I regard you as my husband, but love is not selfish possession, I can't let you die alone because of me, I just want to persuade you." ”

"You, why are you doing this?" I muttered, "I know that I can't do it, why do you say anything, why!" ”

"I know, you're sad." The woman looked at me and said, "But, I still have to say something, I can't keep looking at you, how can I be sad, I can't let you, all the time be haunted by ghosts, so I have to cheer you up and find someone to marry!" You must not do this again. ”

"What the hell are you talking about?" I looked at the woman and asked, "Why don't I understand!" ”

"What a pity!" The woman smiled and said: "It's a pity, I didn't put on a wedding dress, let alone walk into the church with you, I think about it, I want to be with you all the time, I want to have a child with you, I want to go with you for a lifetime!" It's a pity, it's a shame, we're not destined to be together. ”

"Fan Hong, you promise me, promise me." The woman looked at me and said, "You have to forget me, cheer up, and find a woman to marry, so that I can also feel at ease." ”

After saying that, the woman suddenly floated behind me, and when I saw this, I hurriedly tried to catch it, but her speed was too fast, and I didn't have time to catch it.

"Hey, you, don't leave me." I yelled, "Don't go, okay." ”

"Fan Hong, I'm very happy to see you, my time is up." The woman smiled and said: "I will not leave you, as long as you want to see me in your heart, we can meet in our dreams, I hope you can be happy forever, find a good woman to marry, I will watch you, I will always pay attention to you." ”

After saying that, the woman disappeared here.