Chapter 43: Iceberg Rescue
My eyes were still dark, and the light of the fire seemed to be there, approaching me little by little, and I could feel the danger moving away from me a little bit.
Did I survive?
Thinking like this, although at this moment fell into a terrible confusion.
But it feels like there is something missing, there is no aura, only an abyss, as if I am standing outside this world, just like the feeling before, abandoned by the world or abandoned by this world.
When I was a child, when my loved ones disappeared into my life one by one, I repeatedly lost the sense of existence, and that feeling was terrible and I still can't forget it.
I remember that at that time, I would often lock myself in the room by myself, with only the faint light on, holding a large mirror, and staring intently at myself in the mirror.
Half an hour later......
Turn off the lights violently
I was staring at myself in the mirror with wide eyes.
I will never forget the feeling of weakness in which my heart and blood stopped moving because of this, and I still shudder when I think about it to this day.
What do I see???
Empty!!!
Yes, it was hollow, I was standing in front of the mirror, but the feeling of disappearing in front of my eyes at that moment was really scary, maybe because I was still young and didn't know much, but that creepy sense of nothingness was the most unforgettable.
At this time, I forgot my fear, let go of a qiē, and was not so afraid of death.
These......
I've been through it all since I was very young, haven't I?
I want to laugh...... Laugh at your own hypocrisy.
I want to cry...... Sarcasm yourself is unbearable!
However...... In the end, the darkness was still so dark, and the ghost loot had long since disappeared, but the firelight was getting closer and closer, and a strange spark bloomed in my black eyes.
In the light of that fire, I seemed to see a face, so familiar, but when I looked closely, it seemed to be blurred......
Iceberg???
I don't know what kind of idea it is based on, at this moment I think of the person who often says that he wants to kill himself but has repeatedly saved himself from death, he is so indifferent, so mysterious.
So powerful!
Under the firelight, I can only see those eyes clearly, they are really familiar, although they are not eyes, but the divine light that is transmitted from time to time is indeed irreplaceable!
Is it my hallucination?
I laughed to myself, almost lost in the darkness, the iceberg had entered the terrible tree gate, I don't know where it went, how could it come to my rescue.
However, the light of those eyes became colder and cooler in the darkness, and the light of the fire could not erase its existence.
……
Is it a dream?
I stretched out my right hand, trying to catch the light of the fire and see the face of the man with those eyes!
But at this moment......
"Lu Han!"
A low cry shook me from my disorientation, and then I saw the light of the fire approaching me, a familiar light shining clearly in my eyes.
"Let's go!"
He said a word, grabbed my right hand randomly, and then I was forcibly led by him, and I was shocked, my head was already buzzing!
It didn't take long for me to see the light!
The man never spoke, and he didn't give me a chance to speak.
Soon, the fire was extinguished, and I was pushed irresistibly out of the darkness by an irresistible thrust into the world of light!
This light ...... Stung eyes!
I wanted to turn back, but it was no longer possible, the darkness seemed to be gone, only the nine holes, eerie side by side! Tell a qiē are true existence zài-
That's it, was it saved??
That man!!
At this moment I suddenly felt that maybe ......
The darkness was not terrible, and it was safe everywhere, just because there had been a pair of eyes, a face that should have disappeared, a beam of fire that illuminated his face, and saved me from being devoured by all demons!
……
Zhang Xiao quickly came out of the tomb, saw me lost and depressed at a glance, and did not rush to speak, just stood quietly beside me.
After a long time, I finally came back to my senses, and I didn't look at Zhang Xiao for the first time, but looked inside the tomb.
is different from what I expected, in the tomb, only Mo You leaned against the tomb with his arms crossed, squinting his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth were hooked to look at me, and his eyes were so deep that he couldn't see through what he was thinking.
I looked gloomy and looked at Zhang Xiao lightly, he was a little worried, and reached out to help me, but I refused.
I just looked up at him indifferently.
I really can't see through him at all, from the time I walked into the cave to the time I came out, I really don't know him anymore, the former Zhang Xiao, and the current one, although the temperament is the same, but in my eyes, it is like two people!!
Shaking my hand slightly, I just nodded at him, and looked directly at the cave I had entered with an expressionless face, trying to see through it, looking through the endless darkness inside, just to find the figure.
At this moment, the person I trust the most is that person!
He pushed me out of the darkness alone, without saying a word, but he stayed alone in the darkness, and did not come out with me, although I knew that he would be fine, but my heart was empty.
After all, he didn't want to say a word, was he really so cold and arrogant, or rather, what was he looking for, he didn't want to stay for a moment, if so, why should he save me from life and death every time?
……
These questions, naturally, no one can answer, Zhang Xiao felt my alienation, his face became a little pale, and his nails were about to seep into the flesh!
I still didn't look at him, my mood at the moment is more complicated than his, indescribable!
After a few moments, I seemed to have made a decision, and I stepped again, towards another cave, where would there be? What will I encounter?
"Lu Han!"
Suddenly, Mo You's eyes in the tomb opened suddenly, as if he didn't expect me to make such a decision suddenly, and shouted at me outside the tomb!
I was refreshed when I heard this, but I was disappointed when I learned the source of the sound!
Mo You didn't care so much, he seemed calm but quickly walked out of the tomb, and he pulled me into the tomb without saying a word.
The feeling is familiar, just like before.
"You're crazy!"
After entering the tomb, Mo You broke my imagination and shouted at me for the first time.
……
I didn't know why, so I asked, "Don't you think I can break the formation?" ”
"Are you still serious?" Mo You at this moment was a little strange, it was inversely proportional to his previous indifference, he stretched out his hand and pointed to the nine holes, and sneered: "Do you really think that this formation can be broken blindly? ”
"Huh?"
Mo You stopped talking, his angry fingers trembled, and Zhang Xiao on the side also sighed secretly, looked at Mo You, and said, "We miscalculated!" ”
……
Mo You also nodded, looked at me, and buried his head in silence.
Looking at their expressions, there was a sneer on the corner of my mouth.
In my opinion, whether it is the indifferent Zhang Xiao or the indifferent Mo You, they are too mysterious, and I can't integrate into them at all, I don't want the fat man Hongluan, or even the iceberg, I feel that in comparison, the latter can make me sympathetic, and the two in front of me, I don't want to be with them anymore, even if it is a person who breaks into the battle, I have to leave, the life and death of the fat man Hongluan is uncertain, the iceberg trail is a mystery, I can't waste time!
……
It should have penetrated my heart, Mo You looked up at me with a strange expression, and did not speak.
I didn't reflect on that, I already knew that he could see into my heart.
What I didn't expect was that Mo You didn't have any anger at all, but instead smiled abnormally, which was very bright.
……
I couldn't understand him anymore, so I turned around and stared at a hole silently, with mixed feelings in my heart!
Iceberg, did you save me, or did you throw me deeper into hell?