"The happiest time of the day is to go to the medical school to see you, and the last time of the day is to leave the medical school. Even if I can't see you sometimes, my heart feels warm and fulfilling. ”

Huang Shengmeng finished reading Xia Yule's text on Weibo, and his heart beat faster for no reason.

She clicked on the comments, all of them were boys, and a few of them were ridiculed, such as "You have a crush on that girl, she is still from medical school", and one replied with a bad smile, "I know who Xia Yule likes".

Huang Shengmeng's cheeks are hot, if she has lived for nearly 19 years, except for the first year of high school, her early love was broken up by the combination of the head teacher and her parents, and she has not touched her heart much. Until the beginning of the freshman year, a senior came to help him carry his luggage, his height and appearance were in the middle and upper class, the clothes were excellent, refreshing and refreshing, and she Huang Shengmeng suddenly became a girl's heart.

Later, she learned that this senior's name was Xia Yule.

Xia Yule has talked about many girl friends, adding up to be able to gather all the colleges of H University, of course, the authenticity of this statement needs to be investigated, but Huang Shengmeng is still tempted without hesitation.

At the beginning of school, Xia Yule came to pick up his luggage, did he like himself?

When Huang Shengmeng also began to think about it, she deliberately designed Xia Yule's chance encounter, Xia Yule began to greet her as well, "Oh-that medical school girl", whenever this time, Huang Shengmeng would show her neat teeth and shout with a smile, "Hello senior." ”

When he saw this Weibo, Huang Shengmeng felt that the people he liked also liked him.

***

At the end of the second class in the afternoon, the colors of the sky were gradually withdrawn and darkened, and the sunset remained, illuminating the shriveled branches with a sad life.

Huang Shengmeng walked out of the teaching building, holding a few textbooks in his hands, thinking that the professor just now didn't speak human language, and after a class of biological cells, he was not comfortable listening to a foreign language in English class. Soon she was inundated with students who were also out of class, and the flow of people was surging lazily, some going to other teaching buildings, and some simply went back to the dormitory to sleep and relieve their sorrows.

Under his feet are neatly arranged red tiles, a tiger cat in the carport wagged its tail, and when he saw Huang Shengmeng, he exclaimed and slipped away, Huang Shengmeng looked at its shadow in a daze, how could even a cat be afraid of himself.

Her body was covered by shadows, and when she looked up, Xia Yule walked over in casual clothes, he looked like two people in casual clothes and formal clothes, one was sunny and chic, and the other looked like a dog.

Huang Shengmeng immediately changed her mood, remembering Xia Yule's updated Weibo a few days ago, she blushed uncomfortably, and her ears were hot.

What are you shy, this is what he said, he likes to come to medical school, what are you lacking in? Huang Shengmeng has done enough mental construction for himself, and when he looked up, he had a big smiling face: "Senior, I see you again!" ”

Xia Yule bent the corners of his mouth, as if he had seen some rare treasure.

Huang Shengmeng's neck turned even redder, and she was about to walk over to say something, only to realize that Xia Yule passed by her and went to another person's side.

"Hi, Yan Shuang!" Xia Yule raised an arm to block Yan Shuang's way, insisting that she look at herself.

Yan Shuang took off a headset a little helplessly and looked up at him: "Senior." ”

Xia Yule didn't go around in circles, he was straight to the point, he was waiting at the door to find Yan Shuang this time: "Yan Shuang, did you have something that you didn't tell me?" ”

Yan Shuang looked confused: "What?" ”

In fact, what she wants to say is, even if I have something, are we very familiar with each other? Why am I telling you?

"It's your birthday!" Xia Yule's voice was raised, "How important is the eighteenth birthday, you didn't even tell me, do you still take me as a friend?" ”

"I-" Yan Shuangbai was speechless, she took off the other earphone and put it in her school bag, "Actually, I never celebrate birthdays, and I don't like to invite people. ”

"Huh? You didn't have a birthday party? Xia Yule's eyes flickered, "That's better, I'll make it up for you, just tonight, what do you want to eat?" ”

Yan Shuang shook her head, not to mention this, she looked at Xia Yule's eyes seriously: "How do you know that I have a birthday?" ”

"It's all to blame on the glasses who are not doing well," Xia Yule said honestly, there was no city government, and the glasses senior sneezed inexplicably in the cafeteria in the distance, "When he was sorting out the files in the student union, he told me that it was too late, otherwise I would have invited you a long time ago." ”

"Thank you, senior, but I still have arrangements, not tonight."

"Tomorrow night?"

"Tomorrow night, too-" Yan Shuang gritted his teeth and said what he wanted to say in his heart, "Senior, I'm not very familiar with you, is it really good for you to be like this?" ”

Xia Yule was ashamed, and looked innocent: "You don't want to go." ”

Yan Shuang nodded, and the cool wind blew up a handful of her bangs.

"That-we-" Xia Yule's eyes rolled, and he seemed to have an idea, "Let's go spread together, I see-I see that you are quite good at walking." ”

Huang Shengmeng, who was not far away, stood motionless, looking at the side faces of Xia Yule and Yan Shuang standing together, and suddenly realized that he had been wrong all along.

She thought that the person Xia Yule liked was herself, and she responded little by little with the same feelings, but now she realized that in his eyes, she was an existence that would not be taken seriously when she greeted her.

She suddenly remembered that after her computer training class was over, she saw Yan Shuang and Xia Yule sitting in the seafood buffet restaurant, obviously at that time, she should have understood, but why did she call herself stupid like a circus clown again and again.

Winter is coming, and this winter is particularly cruel.

***

Yan Shuang felt that he hadn't seen Tong Yang for some days, and the more he ended the period, the busier he became.

After New Year's Day, she was sitting in the restaurant waiting for fried rice, when two girls from the same medical school came over behind her, chattering non-stop.

"Have you heard? The student from the sixteenth middle school," a girl with a double ponytail and a high-pitched, thin voice, "came to the classroom every day before dawn, and the lights were out in the whole building before he left." ”

Yan Shuang pricked her ears slightly, and when she heard such words as Sixteen, she knew that it was Tong Yang.

"Really? Such a desperate person? When he's still in his third year of high school," his companion smiled, "it's quite respectable." ”

"Anyway, I don't like him, since he came to our H University, he has picked up a loophole, how can he be admitted to us in the 16th middle school? He still takes himself seriously, which is really beyond his means. The girl with a thin voice said and frowned, "What's the matter with such hard work, it's not that you can't get into our first class, so you can only stay in the third class." ”

The companion suddenly made a boo gesture, as if he saw Yan Shuang standing in front, and quietly leaned into the ear of the girl who spoke: "You be quiet, Yan Shuang is standing in front, don't they all say that she has a good relationship with Tong Yang?" ”

"So what? I have to say. The girl with a thin voice lit up Yan Shuang's back, "This Yan Shuang is not a good thing, he stole Li Feiran's planning book, just to take revenge on him for being with Lin Yan, I don't know shame, I think such a vicious method, the exam is also cheating." ”

"Don't talk about it." Her companion shook her arm.

The girl smiled mockingly: "What, you have a weak heart? Didn't you tell me yesterday that you also hate Tong Yang? ”

Before he could finish speaking, he was interrupted by a boy's voice: "Do you have anything to say to me in person?" ”

The two girls trembled with fright, turned their heads stiffly, and saw Tong Yang standing behind them, not the usual gentle and polite, but a little more angry.

Usually Tong Yang is warm and friendly, but never too close, polite with alienation, maybe too many people in contact will always make people physically and mentally tired, he only laughs gently most of the time, no more actions and intentions.

But this has become a detail that has been misunderstood, saying that he is lonely, saying that he is unsociable, saying that he is born incapable, in fact, he is just not used to seeing the efforts of others.

The girl with a shrill voice immediately looked like a wilted rose, and pulled her best friend to another window.

At that time, Yan Shuang was thinking that Tong Yang was not gentle and silent and exaggerated, he also had his own edges and tempers.

Yan Shuang didn't look back at him, or because he didn't know how to face him, obviously the two of them didn't do anything wrong, but in the discussion of others, they could only go farther and farther, like two planets that would not meet.

***

Entering the exam week, the study tasks gradually become tense, the first few days are all warm-up dishes, and the basic and professional courses in the back make everyone panic, and the space is full of forwarding koi, praying to God and worshiping Buddha.

I finally stayed up until the last day, and after the exam in the afternoon of the next day, I was considered to have completed my freshman year.

Zhou Yanyan stood on the balcony, which filled the whole 407 with a musical atmosphere, she sang and cried wolves, and she didn't care about other people's eyes, who threw her hair around, which made Yun Yifei's head watery.

"Isn't it a big deal? You haven't studied much this year, why are you in a hurry now? Yun Yifei attacked Zhou Yanyan with white eyes, and then looked back at the review syllabus that had not moved much with tears streaming down her face.

"Can you refrain from saying such unlucky things? Give some constructive advice, how on earth can I not fail the course?! Zhou Yanyan turned around, and no one paid attention to her in the whole 407: Yun Yifei looked at the review materials in a daze; Huang Shengmeng sat under the lamp and read a book, looking like he was winning; Yan Shuang loosened her hair and prepared to go to bed - she never reviewed, which was in line with all the pretending to be a top student in the setting.

"If you don't want to fail, you have to have a good relationship with the people around your seat." Yun Yifei raised her head, she couldn't stand it anyway, so it was better to play with Zhou Yanyan.

"You call me cheating?!" Zhou Yanyan's eyes widened exaggeratedly, "In your eyes, I am actually such a person!" ”

"You still think of yourself as a human being!" Yun Yifei was unceremonious.

Accustomed to sleeping in a noisy environment, Yan Shuang squinted at his two roommates who looked like living treasures, thinking that if he didn't get up tomorrow morning to draw the key points for them, he really didn't want to move tonight.

After a while, Huang Shengmeng silently turned off the lights, and before going to bed, she glanced at the sleeping Yan Shuang with complicated eyes.

And what Yan Shuang didn't know was that when she got up tomorrow morning, what was waiting for her was the pain of tearing her internal organs.