"What did you and Lu Lina say?"

Li Xiaowan and Jun Jiusi continued to eat after dinner and walked around the backyard.

Jun Jiusi's face turned slightly red, and the answer was not what he asked, "Xiaowan, you tell the truth, do you think I was ...... before?" Too selfish? ”

"Everyone's experience is different, so the choices will be different. And I've always felt that there is no empathy in this world. So...... I am not you, and I have no right to dictate your decisions or judge your decisions. ”

Li Xiaowan smiled slightly.

Over the years, Li Xiaowan's insight has also changed.

If it was at the beginning, Li Xiaowan supported Jun Jiusi, but after giving birth to Brother Song, he felt that Jun Jiusi was a little selfish in doing so.

But in the end, I thought, in fact, what does it matter?

No matter what kind of choice, it is Jiusi's own life.

Whether it's right or wrong, you should choose for yourself.

Jun Jiusi didn't seem to expect Li Xiaowan to answer like this, and the corners of his mouth went up, "You're different." ”

Although Xiaowan married into the Weiguo Mansion, he is still maintaining his nature, but in the end some things have become different.

At the very least, this insight is different.

Li Xiaowan smiled bitterly: "People always have to learn to grow up." ”

Even if the people in the Patriotic Mansion are very good to her, but in the end, her background is there.

Now that she is the princess of the Weiguo Mansion again, it is impossible not to go out to socialize.

It's just that......

In those days, how much cynicism?

She can only endure them one by one, or think about how to go back decently.

After a long time, I will know more naturally, and some things will subconsciously change.

"Yes, people have to grow up."

Jun Jiusi muttered to himself.

"Actually, I always felt like the most miserable one at first. So my future choice only needs to be according to my own heart and worthy of myself.

But now that I think about it, who is not innocent? I can't punish others because of my own feelings, can I?

A lot of times, people are talking about one person doing things and one person doing things. But in such a world, how can one person do things and one person should do it? What's more, you are not alone, the people who are connected to you by blood, the people who remember you in their hearts, which one will not be affected by you? ”

Looking back on the previous things now, Jun Jiusi felt very funny.

I always feel ridiculous.

He is obviously a modern person, and he is proud that his thinking is better than everyone now.

But what you do, you can see...... Not really.

"yes, so you're getting back together with Lu Li now?"

Li Xiaowan is more concerned about the result.

After all, the most important thing is the result.

Isn't what people pursue in this life also a result?

"Actually, I don't know if we're getting back together."

Jun Jiusi looked at the crescent moon faintly shining through the sky, because it was still dusk, the crescent moon was not very real, and it needed to be seen carefully.

Light cyan sky, golden sunset.

Jun Jiusi lowered his head and smiled lightly, gentle and dignified.

Seeing the smile on Jun Jiusi's cheeks, Li Xiaowan's somewhat restless heart slowly calmed down.

"Don't know? So what the hell do you guys say? ”

If it were someone else, Li Xiaowan would naturally not ask the bottom line, but the relationship between her and Jun Jiusi was not ordinary, so naturally there were not so many side concerns.

Between friends, there is something to talk about.

Recalling the conversation in the afternoon, Jun Jiusi was a little embarrassed, but fortunately, Li Xiaowan was not present at the time.

"Lu Li said that he wanted to add Chenxing to the family tree, if I don't like it, he will only tell the emperor, and others will not publicize it. Afterwards...... Wherever I want to go, just take him with me. If one day you get old and tired, maybe you will return to the capital. ”

That's what he said, but Li Xiaowan knew it in his heart.

Allure really doesn't have any good memories for Jun Jiusi, and he probably won't come back.

Oh, I might usually come to see them, but if I let them live in the capital for the rest of their lives, I probably won't.

"What about the throne of the Jin Palace?"

Li Xiaowan asked.

This is also a big problem.

Even if Lu Li is tired of life in the capital, but after all, this Jin Wangfu is the ancestral foundation, so he gave it up like this, and I am afraid that Lu Li will be a little difficult to give up.

Jun Jiusi glanced at Li Xiaowan strangely, "What's there to ask about this?" Let Chenxing do it. ”

It's just that whether it's conscientious or just an empty shell depends on whether Chenxing likes it or not.

If they don't like it, all they need to do is pass on the throne of the Jin Palace's throne with the bloodline.

Sooner or later, there will be descendants who like to be this prince.

"Then you really won't go back to the capital in the future?"

"I'll be back to see you from time to time."

Jun Jiusi smiled genuinely and was very happy: "I can finally leave this place." ”

For Jun Jiusi, there are really no good memories in the capital.

She just wanted to get out of here early.

Of course, it's good to go anywhere with someone you like.

"Does Chenxing want to come with you?"

It's better to say that Chenxing is getting bigger and bigger, and he is going to enroll in school after all.

Although Lu Li's knowledge is enough to teach Chenxing, he is not a professional in the end.

"It's better to follow the previous plan, go to the northwest for a year first, and then find a good gentleman for Chenxing, no matter where you are. Then Lu Li and I also settled down and settled down for a few years. When Chenxing is older and chooses his future path, Lu Li and I can go wherever we want. ”

Having a child is naturally inconvenient to do whatever you want.

But the original plan was pretty good.

It's just one more man.

Chenxing has an extra father.

"I really envy you."

Li Xiaowan looked up at the high walls around him, and his eyes couldn't hide his loneliness.

"I guess, I can only envy you."

With what you gain comes something you lose.

She is married to happiness, so naturally she has to think about it for the Ximen Domain.

Ximen Domain is an only son, and this courage must be carried by Ximen Domain.

"You can train Brother Song well, and then when Brother Song is an adult, hand over the Weiguo Mansion to Brother Song, and you and Brother Ximen can also go to the mountains and rivers."

Jun Jiusi smiled and came up with a bad idea.

However, Li Xiaowan thinks it is quite feasible.

"You're right." Li Xiaowan clenched his fist with one hand, spread out the other, his fist against the palm of his hand, and counted very excitedly, "It's better to go out to play after more than ten years than to be locked up here for the rest of your life." ”

"You're not going to be real, are you?"

Jun Jiusi said that she just said it casually.

When Brother Song became the Duke of Wei Guo at the age of eighteen, Jun Jiusi knew that Li Xiaowan was really not joking.