"But do you know why I don't keep eating it, but learn from her myself?"

Shen Ruochu's lips opened slightly, and he wanted to say something but couldn't spit out a word. It's like having aphasia.

And Jing Yan didn't really want her to answer anything. After his thin lips pursed, and after the Adam's apple quickly slid up and down, he continued: "Because the role is wrong! I can't always find spiritual solace in a woman, even if she and I grew up together and are like family! That kind of comfort anytime and anywhere, I shouldn't have to get it from anyone but my wife! ”

"Jing Yan......" Shen Ruochu finally found his language, with a slight tremor in his voice, "What do you want to say?" ”

"What do I want to say, don't you understand?!" Jing Yan took a step forward, her dark gaze was a little fierce and aggressive, "Shen Ruochu, Jiang Xinyue and I have known each other since childhood, and it has been more than 20 years now, if the two of us will be together, we will be together a long time ago!" ”

Shen Ruochu was uncomfortable by him, and subconsciously pushed back half a step, and opened his eyes, "You think so, it doesn't mean that others think like this!" ”

"I can't control other people's thoughts!"

"Then stay away from her!" She turned her head to stare at him, her chest rising and falling slightly, "Jing Yan, can you stay away from Jiang Xinyue?" ”

"I'm already distancing myself from her!" As he spoke, he pressed closer to her again, "I'm already distancing myself from her, can't you see it?!" When the words fell, he raised his hand to clasp Shen Ruochu's shoulders, so that she could no longer retreat, "Ruochu, I don't understand feelings, I have been confused with you, including the past three years!" But there is one thing, I dare to vouch for you with my life! I never thought about marriage before I met you, but since I married you, I never thought that my wife would be someone else! Even if you and I pulled that divorce certificate, even if you don't have my flesh and blood in your stomach now, even if you die, I never thought that I would let any woman other than you be Mrs. Jing! I didn't even think about having a baby with any woman but you! ”

Shen Ruochu looked at him in a daze, the anger in his eyes gradually faded, but it was replaced by incredible, and some indescribable complex emotions.

What followed was the boundless silence.

The two of them just looked at each other, and I don't know how long it had been. It was so long that Shen Ruochu's legs began to be sore, and the redness of Jing Yan's white eyes faded slightly. The latter slowly spoke, "Ruochu, I ignored your feelings in the past, and I will say sorry to you again." Now that I know what you're worried about and what you hate, I'll try to avoid it. But I can't treat Xinyue as a complete stranger, I owe her, and it's my responsibility to take care of her. ”

"What the hell are you ...... What do you owe her?! Faintly, Shen Ruochu finally smelled a trace of unusual smell. Jing Yan in her impression has always been emotionally restrained and even indifferent. He never went out to be a philanthropist, nor did he sympathize with the weak. It is precisely because of this that his excessive care and connivance for Jiang Xinyue will be like a knife hanging above her head, which makes her feel uneasy all the time.

But now, he has said this, but it suddenly made her a little confused...... Relying solely on the personal debts of the previous generation is definitely not enough for Jing Yan to be unable to give up Jiang Xinyue no matter what. What kind of guilt and indebtedness is it that makes him so persistent and so secretive, and he wants to stop talking.

"What the hell do you owe her?!" Shen Ruochu repeated it again, and the doubts and thoughts in his eyes became heavier and heavier.

"You want to know?" Jing Yan laughed, her deep voice pleasant. But it came into Shen Ruochu's ears, but it made her feel a chill in her heart inexplicably, "I ......" She opened her mouth, but did not spit out half a word. It's obviously the most confusing thing for me, maybe knowing these will solve everything. But why did she suddenly flinch when the answer was close at hand?!

Her hesitation seemed to be expected by him, and it seemed to disappoint him a little. The curvature of Jing Yan's lips became more and more obvious, but the temperature in the deepest part of her eyes became colder and colder. He shook his head, a look of self-deprecation on his face, "I owe her a lot!" It's not something that can be finished in one or two sentences! "He was on the verge of saying everything. His father owed Jiang Xinyue's parents two lives, and he ...... ruined Jiang Xinyue's future life and bright future. The past was too bloody and filthy, and she should have felt something. Otherwise, there will be no hesitation and timidity at a critical time.

Sure enough, he didn't tell the truth in the first place. Qi Yang said that husband and wife should be one, whether it is in the past or in the future, they dare to bear the pain and joy together. But in the end, his life was not in the same world as hers. And she wasn't ready to be able to take on everything with him. Even if she was mentally ready, her physical condition at the moment was not suitable to know that.

"Don't think about it so much. Pregnant women should put their babies first. I promise you that you will try not to have anything to do with Xinyue in the future. Don't be like her, she's not very nervous! ”

"Nerves aren't good?" Shen Ruochu was shocked again, "She has a neuropathy?!" ”

"Hmm." Jing Yan replied lightly and sighed, "Almost." It's about other people's privacy, so I haven't told you about it. He was not very willing to continue on this matter, leaned over and lightly printed a kiss on her forehead, and pulled the topic away, "The dish is cold, I'll go and heat it up." You eat first, and you want to hear the story later. Now your main task is to take care of your body and give birth to a healthy baby! With that, he let go of her, turned around and picked up the plate, and returned the dish to the pot.

Although the taste of the reheated dish is slightly worse, the taste is still full, but Shen Ruochu tastes the same as chewing wax. The two people at the table were relatively silent, the atmosphere was dull and deadly silent, even the slight refusal when eating, and the small crumbling sound of chopsticks inadvertently scraping against the dishes and bowls.

Shen Ruochu forced himself to eat a whole bowl of rice, and then put down his chopsticks, got up and went upstairs to the bedroom without saying a word. Jing Yan was left to roll up her sleeves, clean the dishes and dishes, and clean up the messy kitchen and dining room.

Sister Sun had already cleaned up the upstairs, and at this time she hid back in her room and gave up the outside space to the little couple.

Shen Ruochu was in a good mood after learning that the child was currently normal, but after listening to Jing Yan's words, his mood was slightly heavy. Not only that, but after tossing for hours, my body was also very tired at this time.

She had planned to go straight to the bed after entering the door. But when she saw the neat and orderly scene in the master bedroom, she didn't have the cheekiness to harm her. Sister Sun just now, not only the curtains have been replaced, but even the bed sheets and quilts and even the sofa have been renewed. I also cleaned up carefully.

Sighing, she took off her coat, found clean loungeclothes, and went to the bathroom to wash up.

Shen Ruochu has been a little weak since she was pregnant. I didn't dare to take a bath, so I could only turn on the shower and take a shower.

Who's in the water pipe seems to be a little hot, and it spews white air when it comes out of the shower. It poured on top of his head and down his cheeks all over his body. In just half a minute, her fair skin turned red.

Shen Ruochu stood there without moving, until his skin felt burning and he couldn't bear the heat, then he reached out to the water heater to adjust the water temperature. Her fingers were covered in water, and she didn't get the angle right when she pressed the deheating button, and slid to the side and touched the wall.

"Hiss......" she gasped, and suddenly felt a pain like a drill.

Then, in this moment of lightning, a white light suddenly bloomed in her mind...... Ji Jiandong! She remembered! There seems to be a person in the finance department of B University with this name, and it seems that she is 6 or 7 years older. He was once a famous person on campus, and the winner of the highest scholarship for 3 consecutive years. In the fourth year, when he was about to go to the university, he went to the United States to study at all public expense. When she went to look for her brother, she seemed to have seen his photos and profile on the inspirational bulletin board of the Department of Finance! It's just that there are a batch of B talents, and by the time she was admitted, there were already other people there.

It's just that I don't know if she, the senior of the same school who has never met, is the same person as Jiang Xinyue's dead boyfriend. Wait a minute...... Ji Jiandong, the one in B University, seems to have died five or six years ago. At that time, she was not in college and did not know about this matter, but she seemed to have heard Shen Xingzhi's gossip.

How could everything be so coincidental?! Could it be that she and Jiang Xinyue had an inextricable relationship from the beginning?!

Shen Ruochu's mood that had just calmed down was rippling again.

She didn't even bother to wash her hair, so she quickly put on the shower gel and rinsed it off as quickly as possible. I wrapped a large bath towel and walked out of the bathroom.

The last time Jing Yan moved her, she brought her laptop back with her. It's just that I haven't used it much in the past three months.

Shen Ruochu plugged in the power supply and pressed the power button. Looking up at the bedroom door, he hesitated for a moment, but still went over and locked it. When I sat back on the couch, the system was up and running, and the network was automatically connected.

She clicked on the webpage and sneaked into the academic affairs system of University B to obtain some basic information about Ji Jiandong. Then I searched Baidu by keyword, but I had no clue except for a bunch of people with the same name. Shen Ruochu casually clicked on the on-campus BBS of B University and searched around, but still did not find any information. Not even a post about this person.

This made Shen Ruochu a little puzzled. With such a popular figure, it is impossible not to even have a related gossip post. It's so clean, it's like someone can erase it.

If that's the case, she can try to recover, albeit with some trouble. It's just that she can't figure it out, no matter how good Ji Jiandong is, he is just an international student, who wants to erase him for what?!