"Well, that's right!" I shook my head and said.

"Hmm." I suddenly covered my head, and I felt that my head was very heavy, and I felt like I was about to pass out.

"Well, okay, don't talk about it." Lin Yumei walked over, held a bowl of soup, and said, "Come, drink this bowl of decanting soup, you drank two bottles of vodka, and your head must hurt now." ”

As she spoke, Lin Yumei took the soup and prepared to feed me.

"Well, no, I'll do it myself." I saw that she was about to feed me, so I hurriedly stopped it, brought the bowl over, and drank it slowly.

"By the way, why the hell are you drinking so much?" Lin Yumei looked at me.

"Hmm."

I drank the soup for a moment, paused here, glanced at Lin Yumei, who was standing in front of me, asking me, and didn't know how to answer in my heart, I glanced at Lin Yumei, and finally could only shake my head, continue to drink the soup here, and didn't speak.

"What's wrong with you?" Lin Yumei saw that I wanted to speak and stopped, and said: "If you have anything on your mind, just tell me, and I often confide in you my own thoughts, how will you care about comforting me, if you have any worries, you can also tell me." ”

"Hey, how can anyone drink if they don't have something to worry about." I shook my head and said, "I thought I would use alcohol to kill my sorrows, but I didn't expect that waking up was still the same pain, only I felt relaxed at that time." ”

Lin Yumei nodded, glanced at me, and persuaded: "Yes, wine is not a good thing, it will only make you forget your troubles for a while, but after waking up, your troubles will not be much less, but more and more, so drinking is not a good thing." ”

I glanced at Lin Yumei, in fact, I also knew in my heart that wine was not a good thing, but I was really, there was no other way, I could only think of a way to use wine to kill my sorrows, so I could only go to the bar to drink bottle by bottle, and finally I was drunk in the bar, but I still had the trouble of waking up, and it did not decrease a little.

"Well, I heard from the waiter at the bar." Lin Yumei said: "Your parents abandoned you when you were very young. ”

"Ugh."

I glanced at Lin Yumei in shock, I have always wanted to tell outsiders about my affairs, but this kind of thing, I actually took advantage of the drunkenness to say it to a stranger, how can this not surprise me.

"yes!" I finally nodded and said, "Yes, they left me when I was very young, they divorced because they didn't get along, and at the same time they fostered me in someone else's home, and gave me a lot of money every year, when my living expenses are really hateful." ”

I said this, I gritted my teeth angrily, all along, my parents left me pain, I never want to mention, every time I mention, my heart is like being pricked by 10,000 needles, very painful, every time I think of this, my hatred for them comes to my heart.

Why, why did they abandon me, why did they abandon me, why I didn't have the care of my parents since I was a child, my heart is really very sad, after all, this is the pain of my life, how many years I have been, working hard to get tired and forget these things, so I work very the one hand, to make money, on the other hand, to forget about it.

......

But now, I don't even have a job, so I can only drink, forget about these unhappy pasts, and hope that I can be happy.

"Hey, okay, don't be sad either." Lin Yumei smiled: "Actually, the two of us are a bit similar, I was raised by my aunt since I was a child, my aunt can be said to be my father and my mother, my parents left me and left this world when they were very young, I was really desperate at the time, I wanted to leave this world, but my aunt found me, took me to her house, and raised me." ”

"Well, I didn't expect you to have such an experience." I shook my head and said: "But you are better than me, you at least, there is an aunt to take care of you, and me, and I only have myself, although I have been used to it over the years, but occasionally I also want to have a relative by my side, take care of me, care about me." ”

"Hey, there's no such thing as the best of both worlds." Lin Yumei said with a smile: "So I said, if you have anything in the future, just tell me, don't always let me complain to you, we are friends, we should be mutual, if there is anything wrong, everyone can confide." ”

"Well, Xiaomei, I see." I nodded and said, "I won't be here in the future, borrowing wine to kill my worries." ”

"Well, that's good, by the way, you're not fired." Lin Yumei asked me.

"Well, that's good." I nodded and said, "This morning, I was just fired, I wanted to work hard, but I didn't expect to be fired, and I don't know what to do." ”

"Oh, that's right!" Lin Yumei nodded and said, "Then let's do it!" I'll ask my aunt to find you a job, how about you go to work first. ”

"Well, this." I was a little hesitant and glanced at Lin Yumei.

"What is this! We're friends. Lin Yumei smiled: "Since you are a friend, how can I look at you, you have been decadent like this, no matter what, find a place to work first, you have to come out of the shadows, you can't stay at home all the time." ”

"Well, I'll thank you in advance." I looked at Lin Yumei and thanked her.

"Well, you're too polite...... Lin Yumei said.

"Don't say it yet." I looked at Lin Yumei and interrupted: "Thank you in advance, you are kind to me, but I can't accept it." ”

"Ugh!"

Lin Yumei looked at me a little stunned, he probably didn't expect it, I would refuse! That's why there is, what a surprised expression.

"What do you mean by that?" Lin Yumei frowned and said, "Why don't you accept it." ”

"Hey." I shook my head, stood up with a sigh, and said: "I'm a big man, how can I get a woman to introduce me to a job, this is spread out, how faceless, besides, how long, it's really tired, I want to think about it, so please forgive me and refuse your kindness." ”

"But, but, I do want to help you." Lin Yumei said aggrievedly: "You are too macho, what age are you now, what does it matter, besides, we are friends, aren't we?" ”

"Yes, we are friends." I shook my head and said, "However, I really can't accept it, after all, I am a man, if I want to find a job, I can find it myself." ”

......

"Ugh."

Lin Yumei looked at me a little, in astonishment, he really couldn't imagine that I would refuse her kindness, but since I refused, he had nothing to say, so he could only sit here and not speak.

"Hehe, anyway, I have to thank you." I turned my head to look at Lin Yumei and said: "How late you can take care of me, it is enough to prove that you do regard me as a friend, what a confidante I can make of you, I have no regrets in this life, thank you very much." ”

"Well, don't say much." Lin Yumei shook her head and said, "I was able to find you, it is really the greatest blessing in my life." ”

"Hehe, thank you." I glanced at the sky and said, "Well, it's not too late, I'm a little shabby here, and I don't have anything, please eat, so you should go back early!" Don't let your aunt wait in a hurry. ”

"Well, well!" Lin Yumei stood up and walked out of my bedroom.

I saw Lin Yumei leaving, and I hurriedly followed out, and sent Lin Yumei out of the house, so I closed the door and sat on the sofa in the living room, thinking about things here.

"Hey, that's weird." I shook my head and said, "I actually dreamed it again just now, this dream, what the hell is going on in this dream, the room where the blood flows, I am wrapped in blood alone, and there is blood everywhere, is there any meaning?" ”

I looked around, and I felt very strange, I have been having this kind of dream for the past few days, and I feel that this kind of dream seems to have some meaning, but I really don't know what it means, but when it is a dream, it always feels so real, it doesn't look like a dream, but it looks like something real happening.

This dream is indeed very real, but I have never been to this building at all, how can I have this kind of dream, it really makes me a little depressed.

"Well, what the hell is going on, what kind of strange dreams are you having?" I shook my head and said, "It's so strange, how much blood is oozing from the wall in this room, is this really a dream, but how can there be so much blood flowing out of this wall?" ”

"Blood? What the hell is going on? I shook my head and said, "How can there be so much blood flowing out of the wall for no reason?" It's really a little too weird, is it because I've been under too much pressure lately? ”

"Well, that's not true, anyway." I shook my head and said, "Forget it, I'm still fine, let's rest for a few days!" ”

"Well, in fact, there is still a benefit to being expelled, that is, I can have a good rest." I smiled and said, "No matter what I am now, I can finally have a good rest, and tomorrow I will pack my bags, go to a place where I can't find anyone, stay and rest, and think about what I want to do in the future." ”

"Hey, I'm relaxing, it's actually pretty good." I laughed and said, "These days, every day is busy, and you should relax once in a while, you can't do it every day!" Tightening a string every day is not good for yourself, and you should relax and relax occasionally, which is also good for yourself, maybe change the environment, change the place, all this will be different! ”