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This world is really interesting, and I can't let you die if you want to.

As I lay on the bed, I stared straight at the ceiling and suddenly smiled.

The nurse next to me who gave me water asked me, "What are you laughing at?" ”

I turned my head to her, "How's the guy who came with my mom?" ”

"If he survived, it was his fate, when the truck crashed into it......"

Later, the nurse said a lot more, and I didn't hear anything, so I pulled off the needle she had just pricked and sat up.

When I got out of bed, the patient's family was like a great enemy.

When I was putting on my shoes, the nurse came around and stopped me, "You can't go." ”

I looked at her blankly, "Get out of the way." ”

The little nurse was not very old, and she was a little aggrieved by what I said, and said with red eyes: "Why are you like this!" Even if it's not for yourself, think about the child in your belly, do you know that you almost had a miscarriage. ”

The leg that stepped out slowly retracted, and I turned to look at the little nurse, "Me, have a baby?" ”

The little nurse nodded, "There was blood on your trouser leg when you passed out, I found it, why don't you know you're pregnant?" ”

A man who is desperate for everything, walking and walking in the dark and damp forest!

She had been walking for a long time, she was tired and lonely, she wanted to leave, but just as she was about to be relieved, a light suddenly appeared in the forest.

Do you want to keep going, or do you want to stay?

Child, I actually have Lu Zhoucheng's child.

Why is it at this time that I am not prepared at all, and I have not even thought about whether I want this child or not.

Although the little nurse kept persuading her, I still took Ms. Chen home, and she said that she didn't like the smell of the hospital, and I didn't like it either.

I don't know who is knocking on the door outside, it's been knocking for a long time, it's noisy.

Later, I couldn't stand the noise anymore, so I went to open the door, "......What are you doing?"

My heart stopped beating at the sight of the person with a wounded face and still wearing a hospital gown, and then I was surrounded by the smell of disinfectant water.

"I thought you were ...... I'm scared to death, Xiaoqing, don't do stupid things. ”

"Cheng Siyuan ......"

As soon as I screamed, his body began to slide uncontrollably.

Remembering how he was lying on the ambulance bed yesterday, I was terrified and cried and called his name.

Cheng Siyuan slowed down for a while and said, "My chest hurts so much, find a place for me to lie down." ”

I helped him to the couch and turned to look for my phone, "I'm going to call your mom." ”

"Don't go."

Cheng Siyuan took my hand, I didn't dare to look back, I heard a choked voice and said, "I don't want to go back to the hospital, I want to accompany you and Teacher Chen here." ”

"There's no need for that."

"It's me who is not good, it was a green light, the car suddenly rushed over, I didn't have time to react at all, if it wasn't for your mother suddenly pulling the steering wheel, the person who died should be me......"

"Don't say it—"

I screamed and ran back to the room, shutting Cheng Siyuan's voice behind the door.

I can't hate him, I called him here, and he's hurt so badly.

But Teacher Chen is gone, gone!

"Xiaoqing, open the door!"

Cheng Siyuan knocked on the door outside, and I cried and said, "You go!" Leave me alone! ”

"You open the door first."

"Let's go!"

"Your mom has something to tell you."

Cheng Siyuan's raised fist hadn't fallen yet, the door opened, and when he saw me standing behind the door, he tried to pull the corners of his lips, "Xiaoqing......"

"What did my mom say?"

The corners of Cheng Siyuan's lips slowly fell, "She asked me to take good care of you." ”

It felt like he wanted to say something, but before he could say it, his mother came to the door.

Teacher Cheng glanced at me, and then said to Cheng Siyuan, "Follow me back to the hospital." ”

Cheng Siyuan shook his head, and his worried eyes fell on me, "I'm not worried about ......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by a slap from Teacher Cheng, "Do you know what your situation is now?" Do you want to die? I'm just your son! ”

In fact, Teacher Cheng beat very lightly, but this is enough to surprise me, I have lived here for more than 20 years, and I have never seen her beat Cheng Siyuan.

However, Cheng Siyuan was even more stubborn than I imagined, "If it weren't for Teacher Chen, the person lying here now would be me." ”

"But if she hadn't told you to go, you wouldn't have become like this!"

Teacher Cheng's hysteria made me feel strange, but I think she was right, her son became like this because of me.

"Let's go! You are not needed here! ”

I closed the door and shut him off again, underestimating his stubbornness.

I even heard Teacher Cheng's crying voice, "You go back to the hospital, can't I watch her here?" I'll help you watch her. ”

Cheng Siyuan refused, so she came to knock on my door, "Xiaoqing, you help me persuade him, he will die if he doesn't go back to the hospital, such a good child, can you bear to watch him die?" ”

If it was someone else outside, I would definitely not pay attention to it, but this person is Cheng Siyuan.

I opened the door and said to the man sitting on the ground, "Go back with your mother." ”

He shook his head, his gaze falling on my wrist wrapped in gauze, "I'm going to send Aunt Chen on one last ride." ”

I knew he was just worried about me, so I said, "Don't worry, I'm not going to kill myself." ”

Hearing me mention 'suicide', Cheng Siyuan's face changed slightly, but before he could speak, I preemptively said: "I'm pregnant with his child!" ”

Cheng Siyuan looked at me like ashes, I was very distressed, but I couldn't help it, I was a disaster star, and I couldn't continue to drag others down.

"When my mom's business is done, I'll leave here with the baby."

"Little Qing ......"

"I'll let you go!!"

Although I was shouting, I was the most helpless person.

I squatted down and hugged Cheng Siyuan, and said in a voice that only he could hear: "My heart is dead, and I won't fall in love with anyone again!" ”

So, let's go!

Cheng Siyuan, you can only find your own happiness without me, I hope you are happy, this is my last wish.

In the end, Cheng Siyuan left with his mother, and before leaving, he said to me: "If you dare to leave secretly, I will hate you!" Shen Qing, don't make me hate you! ”

Actually, I didn't want to leave, this is my home, I'm alone with a child, where can I go?

I said this, I just didn't want Cheng Siyuan to waste time on me, I felt that I didn't deserve him.

Although Cheng Siyuan went back to the hospital, he asked his mother to take care of me.

Teacher Cheng watched me grow up, and she has always been very good to me after being a neighbor for so many years, but after this car accident, she didn't talk to me much.

I know she blames me a little, and when Cheng Siyuan broke up with his girlfriend, they had a fight.

The woman directly told Mr. Cheng that they broke up because of me.

My son talked to his girlfriend well, and he saw that he was going to get married, but I was disturbed, and Mr. Cheng didn't say it, but he definitely felt uncomfortable.

This time it's because of me again, Cheng Siyuan almost died in a car accident, as she said, she is such a son, can't.

Mr. Chen was generous to others during his lifetime, and he was obviously talented, but he never fought with others or robbed others.

After she left, almost all the teachers in the school came, and they all came to comfort me, told me to look away, and some secretly stuffed me with money.

They must have felt that I was pitiful, that I had lost my parents and been kicked out by my in-laws, and that I could not imagine the days to come.

I don't dare to think about it, I'm afraid that if I do, I won't be able to come out again.

Mr. Chen's bedroom remained the same, and I didn't touch anything inside.

When I thought of them, I lay on the bed and talked with their portraits.

Sometimes there is an illusion that they are just out of the house, and as long as I wait here, one day they will come back.

With the help of the neighbors in the building, half a month passed in a daze, until he fainted and was sent to the hospital.

When I was a child, I was afraid of injections, and every time I went to the hospital when I grew up, nothing good happened, and I hated this place so much that I had to be discharged as soon as I opened my eyes.

It was the little nurse who took care of me last time, and she said, "You really can't go on like this, if you don't take care of yourself like this, your child won't be saved." ”

She didn't seem to understand anything, but every time she poked me in the soft underbelly, I made an exception and spent a day in the hospital.

A day later, I was discharged from the hospital and went home, intending to continue to be so muddy, but I didn't expect Cheng Siyuan to follow.

He found me in Mr. Chen's room, he dragged me up, and he asked me if I still wanted to die.

I didn't answer, because I didn't know what I was thinking, and I wanted to be liberated on the one hand, and I was reluctant to give up on the child on the other.

When I think of the child, I inevitably think of Lu Zhoucheng, and when I think of him, I can't help but think of Wu Yulan.

It can be said that the death of my parents is inseparable from her, and it is too late for me to hate her, how can I give birth to her Lu family's species?

It's been lifeless for half a month, and only now have I figured this out, this kid can't have it!

Seeing me pounding my stomach, Cheng Siyuan hurriedly stopped me, he said that the child was innocent.

The child is innocent, but what about my dad and my mom?

Who can fight for them?

I was like crazy self-harm, Cheng Siyuan stopped me again and again, he was so badly injured, but he still hugged me desperately.

He said: "Xiaoqing, calm down, I know you love this child very much, you said you wanted a child, did you forget?" ”

That time on the playground, I cried so hard because of the loss of my child.

But now it's different, and I can't let this child be born.

Finally breaking free from Cheng Siyuan's restraints, I grabbed the scissors that Mr. Chen used for needlework, aimed the tip at my stomach, and stabbed it hard.

At this moment, a loud roar suddenly exploded in his ears, "Don't you want revenge?" ”

The scissors stopped on the belly, and I was just close to killing Lu Zhoucheng's child.

"If it weren't for them, your dad wouldn't have fallen down the stairs, if it weren't for them, your mom wouldn't have been hospitalized in anger, and if she hadn't been hospitalized, she wouldn't have had a car accident, wouldn't you want to help them get revenge?"

Cheng Siyuan walked slowly towards me, and I looked at him like a lost child.

"They destroy the people you care about the most, and you destroy theirs."

Cheng Siyuan held my hand and broke his fingers one by one, "Xiaoqing, cheer up, I will help you." ”