Chapter 24 Deadly Ski Resort (2 more, collection)
"You, why are you saying that?" Tang Xiaoqi looked at me in shock and said, "Why do you say it, if you are not there, if you die, you let me hide you in my heart, and then I am looking for one, you, why do you say anything?" Why do you say that, haven't I said it all? If you die, I won't be able to live. ”
"I know, I know what you mean." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said, "But, but I really don't want you, I don't want you to give up your life because of my business, you know?" You know how important your life is to me? I really don't want to, I don't want you to give up your life because of my business, I really, I really don't want to, I want you to live well, and live well every day without me. ”
"Find someone who likes you and marry." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said sadly: "Having children, this is the end of my life, I don't want you to do stupid things for me, as long as you miss me, you can silently think of me in your heart, I, I don't have any regrets, I don't want to, I don't want you to do stupid things for me." ”
"I don't think it's stupid." Tang Xiaoqi looked at me and yelled, "I, I don't think, I'm doing something stupid, you know? In the days without you, I really feel a kind of torment every minute and every second, I can't live without you, I have you in my heart, how can I still find someone else, how do you think I can, in finding one, how to take care of me, how to care for me, no way, I can't find it again, my heart is full of you, even if I am looking for one, I can't get by. ”
"Okay, don't be angry." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and comforted: "Don't be so excited, in fact, I really feel very satisfied, I can be with you, even if it's a day, I'm very satisfied, but, but I can't, let you do stupid things for my things, everyone lives in this world, it is a life given by parents, you don't ask for the consent of your parents, it is impossible to abandon your life at will, it is not easy for your parents to raise you, can you bear to let them send white-haired people to black-haired people?" Can you bear to make them feel sad? ”
Tang Xiaoqi lowered her head silently, I looked at Tang Xiaoqi like this, I was really sad, but there are some things that can never be changed, this is fate, I did this for Tang Xiaoqi, I have no regrets, but Tang Xiaoqi must not do stupid things, otherwise my efforts will not be meaningful.
"The ancients all said that the hair and skin of the body are given to your parents, that is, your body and your hair are given by your parents." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said: "You can't commit suicide without asking for the consent of your parents, Xiaoqi, I know that without me, you will definitely be very painful, but, but this is only a temporary pain, not a lifetime, as long as you live strongly, there are good days, I only hope that after I die, I can leave a thought in your heart, and I will be satisfied, there is a good saying, I don't care about eternity, I only care about what I once had, I can have a short time with you, and I will be satisfied, even if I die." , I also died laughing, Xiaoqi, do you understand? ”
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"I understand everything, I understand everything you say." Tang Xiaoqi cried: "But, but I just can't help it, I'm also an ordinary woman, I also have times when I'm distressed, I really have no way, no way, if you really die, how can I have a way, like a nobody, I really can't help it!" ”
"I know, you're going to be sad." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said: "But sadness will always pass, as if you are injured, the wound will slowly heal, as long as you get through, I believe, I believe that everything will be fine, you, you will not die." ”
"No, I'm not as strong as you say." Tang Xiaoqi shook his head and said: "I am also a woman, I am a flesh and blood person, I saw you die, you say, you say how can I live, I can't live, don't persuade me, if you really have that day, I don't have to do it, I will be martyred myself." ”
"Why don't you know?" I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and sighed: "It's not easy for parents to raise us, you must not do anything stupid, do you understand?" You must not be stupid enough to be martyred, do you really want to see your parents send white-haired people to black-haired people? It's not easy for your parents, you can't treat them like this, if you treat them like this, they won't be able to stand it. ”
"I know, I know." Tang Xiaoqi looked at me and cried: "But, but I also know that if my parents knew that their daughter was martyred for their own happiness, they would also bless me from the bottom of their hearts, I believe, I believe they will bless me." ”
"Why are you, why are you so stubborn." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said sadly: "Why are you, why can't you listen to me, I really don't want you to do stupid things, your parents will be sad and sad when they find out, do you understand?" Our bodies are given by our parents, and we cannot abandon our lives at will. ”
"No matter who you are for, no matter who you are for, you must not throw away your life." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said bitterly: "As long as I am in your heart, I will always have my place, when you miss me, come over to mourn, I will be satisfied, I don't care that we can be together for a long time, I just want to spend it with you, every minute and second we are together, so that my heart is enough." ”
"Everything that was in the past is like the smoke of the past." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and sighed: "It no longer exists, only my thoughts in your heart are the most eternal feelings, we all have to look forward, don't always reminisce in the pain, do you understand?" I don't want to see you sad for me, I want you to be happy every day, I don't want you to be sad because of my things, I see you sad, my heart is also very sad, you understand, I'm really sad, I really feel very sad, so, so I can't let you do this. ”
"No, I beg you, I beg you not to say it." Tang Xiaoqi shook his head and said: "No matter what, I can't let you die, no matter what, I have to be by your side, no one can break us up, didn't we say before?" Isn't life and death separated? Why are you saying what now. ”
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"You don't want that." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and comforted: "I actually want to be with you too, but sometimes, things are not out of my control, don't you be sad, okay?" Xiaoqi, do you know? What I said is actually for your good, in fact, I am all for your good, you know? ”
"I know, I know." Tang Xiaoqi looked at me sadly and said, "But, but I really can't do this, I really can't do this, you know?" I can't live without you, I can't live without you for a moment, just now after I lost you, I feel like the sky is falling, there is no backbone, I really can't live without you, I can't live without you! ”
After saying Tang Xiaoqi's tears, I couldn't stop flowing, I saw Tang Xiaoqi like this, and I didn't know what to do, I knew that Tang Xiaoqi was very sad in my heart, but I really didn't know what I should do, I hurriedly patted Tang Xiaoqi's shoulder.
comforted: "Okay, Xiaoqi, don't cry, don't cry, crying won't be beautiful, okay, don't cry anymore, I know what I just said, I said it wrong, I know I just said it wrong, you don't cry anymore, okay, okay, I won't say it anymore, okay!" ”
"You, why did you just say that?" Tang Xiaoqi sobbed: "Isn't it, is it that I didn't do anything badly, that's why you said this!" ”
"That's yes, where did I say you're not good!" I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said: "You are the best, the best girl I have ever seen, the reason why I say this, I actually don't want you to die in vain, I don't want to watch you die, so I persuaded you, what about you, don't think about it." ”
"I said, I'm not afraid." Tang Xiaoqi looked at me and said: "I said, I'm not afraid of death, I'm not afraid of anything, I'm not afraid of my parents being sad, I'm just afraid that I can't live without you, and I really can't live a moment without you." ”
"I know, didn't I just say if?" I smiled and said, "Okay, maybe none of us will die, okay, you don't have to think about it, I will not say this in the future, it's okay!" ”
"yes, I know." Tang Xiaoqi nodded and said: "I know, you actually feel sorry for me, but, but I want to tell you, I'm not afraid, no matter what, I'm not afraid, when I have you, my heart will be strong, if, if there is no you, I really don't know, I don't know what my world will become, so, so I really can't live without you, I really can't live without you." ”
"Okay, I get your mind." I looked at Tang Xiaoqi and said, "Today, even if I say something that I shouldn't say, what about you, don't take it to heart, I won't say anything that will make you sad and sad in the future." ”
Tang Xiaoqi wiped away her tears, nodded slowly, and said: "Well, it's good to know, I will never let you leave me in my life, you don't want to leave me alone, I will never leave you, I will always guard you." ”
"Okay, I know." I laughed, "I know you're the most infatuated, and I won't leave you behind, never." ”