In short, it's good that he doesn't drink anymore.

Turn off the lights.

I lay down with my coat in my arms, smelled the faint smell of wine on it, closed my eyes and fell asleep.

A rare one.

I also didn't use any sleeping pills to help me sleep.

……

At two o'clock in the morning, the sound of the mobile phone vibrating woke me up, who was not in a deep sleep, and I opened my eyes wistfully, holding my coat in one hand and fumbling with my phone in the other.

The bright light of my phone's screen blinded my eyes.

It was a call from Brother Xi, I was stunned, and I didn't answer at this time, and waited until I hung up automatically.

Soon, a message came -

Peace of mind, don't run away, come out and let's talk.

What to talk about.

Whether he knows that this kind of early morning time is very sensitive to me, he has a family, he is like this, I don't know what to do......

I didn't reply to the message, nor did I return the phone, I turned off the phone directly, to Brother Xi, I think the only thing I can do now is to treat him as a brother who has been taking care of me, and the rest, I can't give it to him, I can only silently refuse, I hope this move can make him understand......

I was woken up like this, and I couldn't sleep again.

Dry mouth.

Putting my coat on, I picked up the cup and got out of bed and went downstairs, into the living room, without turning on the light, I touched the position and poured a glass of water, and was drinking a light from the window, which pierced my eyes......

“……”

I walked to the window in shock, held the cup and looked out the window, only to see a sports car parked outside, the lights flashing, a slender figure sitting on the hood in front of the car, slightly hunched over, his brow furrowed, melancholy, he did not smoke, but his hands were holding the lighter and ignition......

Decadent.

Less high-spirited when he was promoted to president.

Xi Jinrong.

This kind of him makes me stranger and stranger......

I'm stunned, he's been outside my house all this night?

He also said that I was stubborn, could it be that he was not stubborn?!

I sighed, reluctantly put down my glass, opened the door and walked out, towards the sports car.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xi Jinrong got up from the car and turned to look at me, with tiredness on his face and gloomy eyes.

"Brother Xi, why don't you sleep so late?" I made a noise, and the night wind blew, and I grabbed my coat.

Xi Jinrong bit his cigarette and looked at me deeply, stretched out his hand to put down the lighter, and his voice was a little hoarse, "I asked you to be your female companion today because of ......"

It turned out to be for this thing......

I smiled faintly, "I understand, Brother Xi, it's not easy for the Xi Group to have today, this is the lifelong effort of Grandpa Xi and Uncle Xi, you can't let him be ruined in your hands, then you have to make it strong, the Xi family has gone through twists and turns, and now although it has the support of the Bai family, it is still difficult to compete in front of the Jinyu Group, so it is understandable for you to use me." ”

"......" Xi Jinrong looked at me and didn't speak.

"But I can't choose to help you." I said.

I know that sooner or later there will be a battle between them, the mall is like a battlefield, this battle is inevitable, it has nothing to do with who is right and who is wrong, but sooner or later it will come to this...... But I don't want to squeeze into this maelstrom.

"Peace of mind." Xi Jinrong said.

"Hmm."

"You never asked me about Yeluhuan." Xi Jinrong smiled bitterly as he spoke, turned around and pulled the car door, and invited me to sit in.

I can feel that Xi Jinrong's air pressure is very low tonight, probably because he was placed by Xiao Jinyu.

Jerehman...... After thinking about it, I got into his car and got into the passenger seat.

We do need to talk about things so that we can open each other's hearts......

Xi Jinrong didn't drive, just sat in the driver's seat.

The enclosed space inside the car isolates the biting chill outside.

It was quiet in the car, I sat quietly in Xiao Jinyu's coat, Xi Jinrong didn't speak for a long time, and for a long time, I heard him speak in a low voice, "I haven't had good eyesight since I was a child, you know, half of the things I said before that I liked you because of Coco, half of it was a lie to you." ”

“……”

Hearing this, I was stunned.

Xi Jinrong said before, he liked me very early, but he was actually lying to me.

"I'll admit that all my curiosity about you was because of Coco at first, but at that time, I was just curious about you, and I like to be more accurate when I first dreamed of you."

“……”

My heart trembled, and my brain began to unconsciously recall the scene of our first meeting.

Childe is like jade......

That was my first impression of him.

Xi Jinrong looked ahead gloomily and continued, "You in my dream were used by me to approach Xiao Jinyu step by step. ”

“……”

"Especially the three years you spent in a coma, do you know how I spent it? I think every day, I missed it in my last life, and in this life, I must catch you......"

“……”

"God always loves him, he can't fight in his previous life, and he has such superior conditions in this life, if I want to keep you, I must plan well. So, I pushed you away from me......" Xi Jinrong said, "I thought I could wait, and when I was deployed, you would come back to me." ”

I lowered my eyes, my long eyelashes quivering.

"However, I have misestimated your feelings for him. I don't know, why are you so attached to him? Am I not giving as much as he does? You've loved me, I know, I feel ......"

“……”

I turned my face stiffly and looked at Xi Jinrong's melancholy side face, unwilling and heartbroken.

"However, after letting you choose again, you still chose him without hesitation, you didn't fulfill your promise to me." Xi Jinrong looked ahead without focus, and sneered self-deprecatingly when he said this, "Yes, what am I, what you said to me may have been forgotten a long time ago." ”

“……”

"However, I remember, remember clearly, I will not give you to him, even if I want to take advantage of others, even if I will marry someone else, it doesn't matter." Xi Jinrong said.

I listened in amazement.

The reason why Brother Xi married Bai Lan...... That's the case, I thought that Brother Xi figured it out during that time......

"Originally, I didn't want to marry her, she is Xiao Jinyu's fiancée, that woman has already put herself on his bed, as long as he does her, Xiao Jinyu can get everything." Xi Jinrong continued, "But he gave me that woman. ”

“……”

"However, he also underestimated me, how could I touch that kind of woman?! So, I found Minglei and asked him to replace me......"

“……”

"He forced it." Xi Jinrong said.

Hearing this, I was completely stunned, and I couldn't help but cover my mouth with my hand, and almost lost my voice.

Bai Lan was ...... by Ming Lei

"Actually, I also look down on myself, why do I have to do this more, anyway, I still want to marry...... However, I can't get past myself, and I want to leave a clean place for the one in my heart, even if you don't know it. Xi Jinrong said, there was no light in his eyes, he was very calm.

“……”

I was deeply shaken in disbelief.

Xi Jinrong took out the lighter in his hand again, collected it one by one, and said calmly, "Just like when I blocked a shot for you, I forgot without hesitation what would happen to my grandfather, my parents, and Coco, and Xi's if I died?!" When it comes to you, I can always do things that I can't even think of. ”

“……”

I listened quietly, without interrupting, my eyes sour.

"You're really stupid, maybe not stupid, it's just because you never took me to heart, so I can't even guess what my future will be." Xi Jinrong laughed bitterly, "On the day I got married, I knew that there were still so many involvements between us, and my feelings for you were even more complicated, you owed me in the previous life, and in this life, I owe you ......"

“……”

It turned out that he thought so, and my tears fell silently, and I didn't wipe them, letting them run down my cheeks.

Originally.

The damage I caused to Xi Jinrong was deeper than I imagined, and he still ...... me

"However, isn't it Xiao Jinyu who owes you the most? Why are you so stubborn and stubborn that you know the whole story, and you stubbornly refuse to leave him! Xi Jinrong turned his eyes, looked straight at me, and his tone was puzzled, "You tell me why?" Why do it all over again, but it's still like this?! Am I wrong?! ”

He asked himself more than once.

If it belongs to him, why does Xiao Jinyu appear? If it was Xiao Jinyu's, why did he appear? It is enough to have Xiao Jinyu in this world......

"Brother Xi......"

I looked at him, my eyes reddening, and I couldn't bear to look at his frowning brow.

I think of the sunshine on his face when we first met, and I look at the melancholy that lingers on his face now...... He went through more pain than I could have imagined.

"I really hate you, I want to tear you to pieces, but I'm really close to you, and I can't bear to, I can't do anything except a few heavy words." Xi Jinrong put down the spark, reached out to my face, his fingertips stopped at my ears, his eyes were sad and affectionate, "I'm doomed, right?" ”

There is no saddest confession than this.

“……”

As I listened, my heart was very uncomfortable.

Xi Jinrong's hand put on my shoulder, pulled me towards himself, leaned towards me, leaned his forehead on my shoulder, as if looking for a support, leaning quietly, infinite attachment.

I didn't push him away, I don't know how I could push away someone who had carried so much for me.

"The opportunity has finally come." Xi Jinrong leaned on my shoulder and said in a low voice, "Now, you have finally separated from Xiao Jinyu, and I can finally get close to you, but you have been hiding and running ......."

My body trembled, my eyes were filled with tears, my lips moved, and I still said with difficulty, "Brother Xi, it's not worth it for me." ”

It's not worth it for me.

"......" Xi Jinrong did not speak.

"Brother Xi, I won't fall in love with anyone else again in this life." I said, now that I love a Xiao Jinyu, I love it so much, how can I fall in love with another person again.

I refused.

If it is a catastrophe, please stop here.