"You know that, right?" I was even more sure of my thoughts, "What the hell are you hiding from me?"

Xiao Jinyu raised his eyes to look at me, his gaze indifferent, "Do you think I will harm you?"

"No, it won't." I blurted out that I never doubted that he would harm me, not in the book, and not now!

That's why I'm not saying it until today, I just want to know what my parents did with him and what they hid during all my sleep!

These two things don't conflict, do they?

"Then forget all about it." Xiao Jinyu stood up, stretched out his hand to take the letter paper in one of my hands, tore it in half in front of me, and tore it again, word by word, "Don't mention it again!"

The letter paper was torn to shreds.

I looked at him blankly, why stop me, I took out the starlight pendant around my neck, "The puzzle is incomplete without a piece, and the important memory is incomplete without a piece, I want to get it back." ”

"Nope."

"Why?" I was puzzled, "What the hell happened so that you didn't even let my parents see me?!" I want to know why. ”

I'm a stubborn person who doesn't give up once I decide to do something.

What's wrong with me going to see my parents? I miss them, can't I?

"Nope."

Xiao Jinyu looked at me coldly, without any room for turning, with a strong tone and a domineering gaze.

He said no, he just couldn't.

Even if she had a thousand or ten thousand questions in her stomach, she had to swallow them back.

I didn't think they had any big secrets, but I suddenly realized that I had underestimated my parents' hasty departure, and I didn't even come back for something as big as my marriage...... Maybe I'm still thinking too much about things.

Thinking so, I bit my lower lip hard and looked at him stubbornly, "What if I insist on going to them?"

"Then we'll get a divorce." Xiao Jinyu gave the answer without half hesitation, raised his hand, threw out a handful of fragments in his hand, looked directly at me with black eyes, and was indifferent, "As you wish." ”

Debris flew like snowflakes.

"Bang-"

Brilliant fireworks exploded above the Yunhe River, brightening the entire Flying Crane Tower.

The fireworks show officially began.

The successive fireworks exploded so loudly that it made people's ears ring, and they couldn't hear anything else.

"What did you say?"

I looked at him with glazed eyes, suspecting that I had misheard, and must have misheard.

Xiao Jinyu warmed up for my birthday yesterday, gave me a gift last night, married me so firmly, fought against his parents so firmly, and spent a lot of money to create a carnival of songs......

Then tonight, he and I said divorce.

Does he know what those two words mean......

"If you insist on looking for your parents who have abandoned you and regard them as more important than me, then you can go for them after we divorce." Xiao Jinyu said it word by word.

Brilliant fireworks became their backdrop.

There was a loud explosion.

"......" I suddenly felt a little untenable, my head went blank, and I said in a sneering voice, "You can't be so domineering." ”

I wonder what happened to my parents? Why did he interfere with divorce?

What the hell is he hiding, that would be so serious that he would rather divorce me?

Was he kidding me?

"Give me the answer." Xiao Jinyu's gaze was completely cold, without the slightest emotion.

“……”

Looking at such a cold face, I was confused for a moment, was he really trying to celebrate a lively birthday for me?

Was it the last surprise of the birthday? Surprise before joy?

Is it?

I looked at him confused.

Seeing me standing there motionless, Xiao Jinyu waited for a second, a minute, and then, he didn't wait.

She was stubborn, he knew it from the beginning.

If you don't reach the Yellow River, you won't die.

Very good.

Divorce doesn't threaten her.

What has he been doing all these months?

Xiao Jinyu looked at me coldly, turned around absolutely, and didn't waste another word from his mouth.

"Xiao Jinyu ......"

Looking at his back, I suddenly felt a wave of fear in my heart, as if something I was about to lose......

Don't go.

Don't leave me here alone.

Hearing my voice, Xiao Jinyu's chest suddenly throbbed, he stopped, his black eyes looked at the fireworks outside the Flying Crane Tower, and his magnetic voice was full of cold blood, "I, you should know, you should know that this is not a book, you are not An Huaixin, and I am not Xiao Jincheng!" Now I don't have to be you; And you in this world, without me, Xiao Jinyu may not be able to live. ”

My feet, which I was almost catching up, were nailed to the floor alive when I heard this.

He was nailed and bloodied, unable to move.

"What did you say?"

I asked blankly.

In his eyes, I have always been such a character, a weak person who can't live without him, what is he reminding me? Remind me to be awake and stop dreaming? Now he can be high and domineering to decide everything about me?

"I'll only give you three days, come to me when you think it through. If you can't think clearly, don't appear in front of me again and disappear forever!"

Xiao Jinyu said indifferently and ruthlessly, raised his feet and left.

“……”

I stood there froze, without any sparkle in my eyes.

He said, I can't think clearly, just don't appear in front of him again and disappear forever!

He also said that he doesn't have to be me now.

Is our wedding just a child's play in his eyes?

The bodyguards immediately followed, and several female bodyguards stood in place worriedly, looking at the indifferent back of Xiao Jinyu leaving, and then at me with a lost soul, not knowing whether to stay or leave.

"Mr. Xiao will let you go too."

Xiao Xia retreated, took my mobile phone, and called the female bodyguards away.

Outside the Flying Crane Tower, fireworks are all over the sky; Upstairs in Feihe, I'm the only one left.

The waiter came out with the food and was dumbfounded when he saw me, and he didn't know whether to serve the food or not.

"I'm sorry, I'll go first."

I looked blankly at the waiter, bowed my head politely and distantly, and turned to leave.

But where can I go if I leave?

……

Ten hours ago, I never imagined that the last hours of my birthday would be spent like this......

I walked numbly alone, and there were still a lot of people outside, people gathering to shoot fireworks and celebrate Carnival, and everyone had smiles on their faces.

I squeezed through the crowd.

The resolute back of Xiao Jinyu when he left repeatedly appeared in front of me, and his words woke me up like a slap in the face......

I am not his best choice in this world, but he is my only support.

Therefore he is still the king on high, and I can only kneel humbly and listen, and I cannot resist.

Such two people...... Can it continue?

At this moment, I even forgot that I still had to go to my parents, I thought about his words repeatedly, thinking about it again, my body was cold an inch, why he could say that he could change his face, why he could say that he would decide.

I bumped into the girl next to me.

The girl's boyfriend immediately nervously took her into his arms and glared at me resentfully, "It's okay to walk well." I didn't have long eyes and went home and stayed! Don't let your family let you out!"

"I'm sorry."

I apologized, and numbly moved on.

The carnival was crowded with people, I couldn't squeeze out, people were screaming, people were partying.

For the first time, I realized that it is not called loneliness when you are alone, but also in the middle of a group of people......

Like a wandering soul detached from my body, I walked aimlessly.

I want to leave such a noisy and lively place, it's ironic.

I don't know how long I've been walking, until my heel gets stuck in a gap on the side of the road and breaks, and I realize I'm a little far from carnival.

The sky was also filled with fireworks.

I sat down in front of a brightly lit clothing store, sat on the cold steps, and took off my shoes.

My heel wasn't high, just a little thin, and it broke.

I picked up the other shoe and struggled to break the heel, but this heel was so tenacious that I kept breaking it, even if I used all my strength, the heel kept breaking.

My hand was strangled with a red mark.

I simply stuck the heel of my shoe into the gap on the side of the road and struggled to break it.

“……”

Passers-by walked by, looking at my embarrassed appearance, they turned their heads and whispered to their companions.

I suddenly felt ridiculous, Xiao Jinyu was right, I may not be able to live without him, and I can't even handle my own shoes in less than two hours.

A touch of warmth flowed down his cheeks.

I reached for my eyes and realized I was crying.

It turns out that this is what it feels like to be out of love.

The heart is like someone has been taken out, and the chest is just leaking in the streets......

I thought to myself, reaching out to wipe away my tears, but the tears were more and more, uncontrollable, almost surging.

Not wanting to be seen as a joke on the street anymore, I got up, put myself in my shoes and limped forward......

I opened a convenient hotel room with my card, opened the room, I walked in, changed into disposable slippers, and sat on the floor as if suddenly drained of strength.

Leaving Xiao Jinyu and leaving Xiao's house, I found that I had nowhere to go.

I can't go to the people of the Xi family, I can't see Coco and them!

It turns out that I am already homeless!

Really...... Sorrowful.

I got up from the floor with all my strength and threw myself on the bed, my body was heavy and inexplicably uncomfortable, and I lifted the quilt to lie down for a while.

When I lifted it, I saw a pregnancy-avoidance condom resting next to the pillow.

Still used.

“……”

I got up from the bed in fright, picked up a tissue to wipe my hands, wiped it desperately, eager to wipe off a layer of skin, and the next second, I couldn't stand it and rushed to the phone, picked up the phone in the hotel room and called Xiao Jinyu's mobile phone number......

Xiao Jinyu, I want to go home.

Hurry up.

Pressing a few numbers, I stopped.

The phone slipped out of my grasp......

Finding a pair of irresponsible parents and staying by Xiao Jinyu's side is simply not comparable to me, and if I had to choose, I would not hesitate to choose the latter......

But should I really go back?

Once Xiao Jinyu doesn't want me, I will be nothing, and I will have nothing.

What is it to go back, I am a vine clinging to Xiao Jinyu, what can I bring him? Spending his money, living in his house, wasting his time...... What else is there besides that little dream?

I heard it come out of his mouth, and he didn't have to do it.

He could always have a better option.

It's not Bai Lan, there will be better women, women who are a thousand and a hundred times better than me.

Since he said so, even if I go back, what will I have left when I meet a woman who interests him more in the future?

I must be soberly aware that dreams are dreams and reality is reality. And the saddest and ridiculous thing in the relationship is that I see him as the only one, but I only realize that I am only one of his choices......

I sat down on the ground, reaching out and grabbing the clothes in my heart, uncomfortable, really uncomfortable.

Xiao Jinyu, how can you say that......

How can it.

When you are not Xiao Jincheng and I am not at ease, our relationship is so fragile!