Chapter 32: I would like you to wait, but walk on the bridge, and never face this in the next life
What is a person? It is life, and every living person will empathize with the treatment of the same kind, which is sensibility. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
Sandru said that the biggest contradiction between the born undead and the living is because the undead desire to give their best to the living, and the best of the undead is eternal and immortal death.
Luo has many ways to avoid such a radical education, but this method is the fastest way for the heir of the Taishi Mansion to grow, just like the hundred people mountain told Artoria about the nature of human nature a few days ago.
Bairenshan has never been a leader who manages thousands of people, even if he used to be a big man in the gray area, he is only an executor, and the largest number of people under management belongs to the number one hundred and ten, and most of them are arranging action plans and the like.
What is more, it is a number, and the same is true of human life, for those in power in the feudal period, human life is one of the cheapest things, this human tragedy of hundreds of meters and hundreds of lives in the red land, but just because Luo wants to teach Bairenshan a lesson, and Luo needs to pay for this tragic thing, just to explain a sentence to the Taishi Mansion.
I don't kill Beren, but Beren dies because of me
With this thought, Bairenshan sat in a daze as always, and was indifferent to Luo's several questions, seeing this, Luo no longer spoke, but sat in front of Bairenshan and waited for Bairenshan to come back to his senses.
The wailing voice of yesterday still seems to be echoing in my head......
"I'm not a......," Bairenshan said with his head down, he didn't dare to close his eyes, for fear that if he closed his eyes, he would hear the wails of hundreds of people being burned to death, he was afraid that if he closed his eyes, he would see those bodies of the same kind that were burning with grease, he didn't kill anyone, nor did he kill anyone, but hundreds of lives died in an understatement just because of his willful shouting, just for this reason...... He couldn't take it.
He can accept the slaughter, he can accept the war, he can accept the fight for profit, but he can't accept that others come to an unreasonable massacre just because he taught him a lesson, he is at fault, the fault is capricious, but it is more of Luo's connivance, Luo deliberately let Bairenshan finish speaking, vent, and then give him a lesson.
"It's not that I haven't killed anyone, and I've harmed more people than these hundreds......" Bairenshan bowed his head and muttered to himself.
"In the past, when I harmed others, I said the bad things, and those people themselves wanted to bring about their own destruction, and I was also quite hypocritical, thinking that this would reduce my guilt."
"I've seen people who have been harmed by that thing, I've seen that miserable thing, I've tortured others, and I'm actually a bad person."
Luo gently tapped Bairenshan's shoulder with a folding fan, and a calm and gentle voice sounded: "Then you are pitying them?" Or are you resenting me? Or resentment of Da Zhou? ā
Shaking his head slightly, Bairenshan raised his head, his face was full of blankness, like a corpse deprived of his soul, and he continued.
"Mercy? In the final analysis, it was because I was venting and shouting in public, and if I shouted in Canglin Courtyard, they would not die. ā
"Resentful of you? Where is the grudge? You didn't burn me......"
"Resent this court? Where is the grudge? You are only for yourselves, and men are not destined to destroy heaven and earth for their own sake......"
Shaking his head again, the tears of the hundred people were like slippery water marks, dripping down his face to the ground, and a cold voice sounded.
"I'm a person, so I understand your mind, I'm a person, but I don't understand your mind, I'm a person, I know that you make choices when you take care of your overall situation, I'm a person, I don't know why you are also human but dare to treat people as a mustard."
"I was born as a human being, but I didn't become a good person, I thought that I could become good if I wanted to learn well, but I found that good and bad cannot be offset, I am a human being, but I can't bear the burden of hundreds of people's lives."
"In this life, people can only carry their own lives, and they can't afford to carry the lives of others, because people...... Say something to carry, it's all self-comfort, self-hypnosis, they have only one life, if it's gone, it's gone, but the bridge is gone, it's the next life, who is qualified to carry it? In other words, no one has to carry the life that they have gone. ā
"I'm not going to say to myself, I'm going to bear these hundreds of lives, I owe them, you owe them, and the court called Da Zhou also owes them, but I still can't pay it back, because the creditors are gone, who will pay the debts?"
"If they die, they will die, and I will continue to be the heir of my Taishi Mansion, and continue to stay here and listen to your lectures."
Bairenshan took the handkerchief handed by Luo and wiped the tears on his face, and the indifferent words were a shameless person telling his heart.
Luo nodded and asked, "What about after that?" ā
"Later?" The voice of the Hundred People Mountain raised a few tones.
"When my incomparably respected Master Xiang goes west, I have been in the world since I became Kuangjun and the auxiliary country, and I have done my best to make my Great Zhou immortal, and I will continue the great cause of my predecessors and serve the most correct and glorious cause in the world." Bairenshan's words seemed to be singing praises of his exploits, but the angry face made anyone who saw it know that what this person said couldn't help it.
Luo smiled, he smiled very happily, even laughing regardless of the image, it was the first time he laughed and shook his shoulders, he said with an uncontrollable smile: "Ha~ You look like this, hahaha...... It's so interesting...... Hahaha......"
Luo laughed for a long time, and after he finished laughing, he said: "As your teacher, your mind Luo can roughly understand, this mentality is good, but what are your real thoughts?" Tell me about it? After all, you may not be able to show a trace of truth in your life, don't you pay tribute? ā
The angry face of the Hundred People Mountain turned into a mocking smile, like a mortal who saw a Buddha walking on the sun and moon in his palm and shouted to disobey the heavens when he saw a broken stone, not a malicious mockery, but a mocking smile of pity.
"Real? What can you see? ā
"In this life? I'll live longer than you, and you won't see the whole of my life. ā
"Thoughts? I didn't have a chance to pay off the debt, and the debt was written off, but I didn't feel well, I just wanted to make the environment a little more comfortable. ā
"And what are you going to do?" Luo fanned the folding fan, as if a teacher was questioning a student.
Bairenshan smiled maliciously, this malice was to Luo in front of him, to the big Zhou he was in, and to the group of talented people who were shrinking in the Taishi Mansion and thought they were higher than the sky, this smile seemed to be back to when he used to serve in the group, this weird smile made Luo look stunned, and then shook his head to shake off this sluggish look, and continued to hang out that gentle look.
Luo patted his head with a folding fan, turned around and stopped asking, where Bairen Mountain could not see, Luo's expression was nostalgic, as if he missed something, and Bairen Mountain grabbed the cigarette gun in his hand, and the palm of his hand turned white.
"You're curious about what I'm thinking right now? ā¦ā¦ I hate debts, and I hate not being able to repay debts, the creditor is dead, and I can't pay off this debt, so I can only let those creditors drink that bowl of Meng Po soup on the bridge and reincarnate without seeing this damn world, and use this as interest for others. ā
Luo didn't look back, and his voice raised a few degrees slightly, "You mean to say that you are a true gentleman?" Acting for a true act of good? ā
"Gentleman? I'm just a villain. ā
With a long sigh, Luo raised his feet and walked down the attic, he stood on the stairs and looked back at Bairen Mountain, it was a stubborn child staring, blood dripping from his palms to the ground, he couldn't help asking.
"You value these lives so much?"
"The weak are eliminated, natural selection, and it is not a pity for them to die." Bairenshan said word by word.
"Hehe......" Luo chuckled and walked slowly down the stairs, a faint sound came, spreading throughout the attic like a breeze.
"Obviously, I take it very seriously...... Stubborn tommy ......"
After Luo went downstairs, Bairenshan sat paralyzed on the futon, the wound in the palm of his hand was constantly repaired by the power of the eyebrows, and after doing all this, Bairenshan lay on his back, looking at the beam on the attic with blank eyes, muttering to himself.
"The hundreds of despair that came to mind...... Let me remember them forever...... It also made me know as if I were there...... Everyone's life is precious. ā
Bairenshan closed his eyes, as if he heard the wail again, and the despair that was imprinted in his mind continued to turn into the power of divine thoughts and melted into the center of his eyebrows, which was not only despair, but also many mixed emotions, these emotions were reflected in Bairenshan's mind with the memories of those people's deaths, so that Bairenshan understood that Luo burned not hundreds of people, but hundreds of families......
From despair of his own imminent death, to despair, there is no one to support the old and young at home.
From despair of his own imminent death, to despair, his lover has since washed his face with tears.
From despair of his own imminent death, to despair and friends have never seen each other.
Everyone's memories before death are constantly flooding the minds of Bairen Mountain, and the scenes are repeated and constantly played, and the memories of human nature under nature are constantly played.
People are not numbers, they all have their own lives, they all have their own attachments, it is the nature of living beings to be afraid of death, but only human beings are most afraid of death.
Because...... They all have the responsibility and attachment to live......