Chapter 227: For Me
At this time, I still wanted to talk to Jiang Qian, so that she would stop pestering me in the future, but I heard Wang Meng's voice, as if he was shouting my name.
I shook off Jiang Qian's hand vigorously and said: "At this time, my last warning to you, if I really find out again in the future, I will definitely not be polite to you, and if Wang Meng has anything to do, I will not be polite to you, you better pray that his current result is good." ”
When I said these words, my eyes were fierce, and my tone was even more indifferent, Jiang Qian was speechless for a while, as if she was really scared by me, and after a while, she walked out angrily, I ignored it and stayed by Wang Meng's side.
His current condition is not very good, his face is pale, and his whole body is cold, I don't know what to do so I asked: "Wang Meng, how are you now, are you very uncomfortable, is there anything I can help with?"
I asked several questions in a row, so that Wang Meng didn't know how to answer, at this time I was really anxious, afraid that Wang Meng really had something wrong.
Just like the situation just now, I realized that I was wrong, which would only hurt Wang Meng.
The spell in Wang Jiayi's body is inherently unbreakable, Wang Meng is tantamount to going against the sky by doing this, he can make all the wounds on Wang Jiayi's body recover, so what does it mean, he must have damaged a lot of ability, and I was very stubborn at that time to ask Wang Meng if I could save her.
This sentence seems to be asking Wang Meng what step I can do for me, is it that I am such a selfish person?
I don't know when the tears flowed like this, I just know how to stop my tears, looking at Wang Meng's current appearance, I tremble, as if I saw the appearance of my grandfather, it turned out that when I was afraid of losing someone, it was also the most vulnerable time for people, and at this time I felt that I was about to die.
The heart has been hurting, but for the grandfather at that time, it seems to be a lot different now, as if it hurts even more, more like a broken heart, Wang Meng is still lying there fragily, just looking at it feels very painful.
At this time, I asked again: "Wang Meng, in fact, you didn't need to help me at that time, that sentence was also unintentional, it turned out that it was my own selfishness that harmed you, do you know that if you cast a spell, it will end like this, why do you want to continue?"
Wang Meng replied: "If I see that you are unhappy, then I will also be unhappy, when you hugged her and cried, I felt that I was in pain, and if I didn't help, I might always regret it, so no matter what the ending is, I admit it." ”
When I heard this, I couldn't stop crying and asked him, "Okay, then what do you want me to do now, whatever it is." ”
After thinking for a while, he whispered, "Then keep holding my hand." ”
Is it just such a simple request?
I didn't hesitate to hold Wang Meng's hand tightly, as if I was afraid that he would disappear in front of me, at this time my hand was trembling all the time, tears seemed to be dripping on Wang Meng's arm, he seemed to notice, slowly sat up and grabbed me, put me into his arms and said: "Okay, don't cry anymore, otherwise what I did will be in vain." ”
I nodded and cried and said to Wang Meng: "Promise me, don't do this again in the future, I feel more uncomfortable when I see you injured, you have always been so good to me, just like this incident You have been helping me from beginning to end, and I have never done anything for you, you are really good and great, you know?"
These words are from my heart, and they are definitely not said because Wang Meng was injured for me.
Just like before, he helped me, but it seems that I have never had the opportunity to talk to Wang Meng properly, and now I finally have time to talk to him, people always know how to cherish after losing, and when I saw the fragile Wang Meng now, I thought that I had so many words hidden in my heart that I didn't say to him.
In this huge room, there were only me and Wang Meng, talking as if there would be an echo, I said to him: "It seems that everything has changed since I first met you, you have been helping me, although I have always been a waste of wood, I can't do anything well, but I don't know why, as long as I have a sense of security by your side, as if I have a fluke mentality, even if I can't do well, you stay by my side, this is a bad habit that you yourself have given me a habit." ”
Now I still have the leisure to joke, I also admire myself very much, Wang Meng also followed my words and said: "It's okay, that's fine, you can always rely on me, I don't worry about you alone, otherwise you will definitely not be able to do anything, and you will easily be killed by others." ”
Seeing that he seemed to have the strength to say these words to me now, I hurriedly continued: "There have been conflicts between us, just like during that time, I have always been obsessed with my grandfather's affairs, and I was even cruel to you at that time, it was a misunderstanding, I always feel ashamed of you, as if I really have no conscience. ”
At that time, it was like a real gray period, when I was always living my life in a muddy state, living in sadness and hatred every day, but I never thought that Wang Meng was really happy, when he did so much for me, I just turned a blind eye, and even trampled on his kindness to me, now I think about it and feel like a real bastard.
Wang Meng laboriously stretched out his hand and touched my face and said: "But it is indeed what I did, even if you don't forgive, it is forgivable, your grandfather's relationship has always been very good, I have always seen this, I know how painful you are when you lose your loved ones, no matter what you do to me, it is right." ”
I felt even more guilty when I looked at Wang Meng's current appearance, although I didn't know his true identity
But I know that he is definitely not ordinary, from the beginning of the meeting like an iceberg, to now willing to pay unconditionally to be good to me, how much I owe him I also know very well in my heart, at least now I have to promise myself that I will cause him less trouble in the future, but the premise is.
Do I have a future with him?
Wang Meng seemed to guess what I was thinking, maybe because my eyes were too sad at this time, he pinched my face, I looked at him painfully and asked, "Why did you suddenly pinch my face?"
Wang Meng smiled and said: "It's okay, I just think you're so cute, why do you have to put on a look of guilt for me, if you don't have no fear, always carefree or even never feel afraid, then you are not Jiang Xin, understand, you just need to be yourself, I will help you with other things." ”
When I heard these words, my tears flowed again, not because of anything else, but because I was afraid that I would never meet someone as good to me as Wang Meng in this world in the future, but I was afraid of losing him, this feeling of suffering from gains and losses was really uncomfortable, and I didn't dare to say this to Wang Meng.
It seems that since I was born, the people around me have begun to teach me how to be an excellent person, I have to study hard, I have to exercise well, I have to ensure that my grades are very good, and I have my own talents like the little girls around me, and I must wear a beautiful skirt and comb a ponytail in the summer, and I can't play freely in the grass like a hairy boy.
And when I grow up, the people around me only want me to become a better person, to have a good job in the future, so that my father and grandfather can have a face, as if life has always been like this, not only me, but also the people around me, as if life is to go to school and work, in order to achieve a goal day and night.
But no one ever asked me, "Are you so happy now?"
I've thought of all sorts of answers to this question, and I think I'll say, "I'm not happy, but I have to." ”
It was a fantasy answer before, because no one had ever asked me, so I didn't have the opportunity to have such an answer, but when Wang Meng suddenly asked me about this sentence now, I thought about it for a long, long time in my mind before slowly shaking my head and saying: "No, I'm very happy now, how can I always be happy in life, I'm already very satisfied with you by my side." ”
At this time, the smile seems to be really from the heart, just like the cry just now, I can't control my expression at all, it turns out that when I like someone, my eyes really don't deceive.
At this time, I took the initiative to hug Wang Meng, just like hugging Wang Jiayi just now, I didn't want to let go, I kept hugging tightly, I was afraid that I would really lose Wang Meng as soon as I let go, I said in his ear: "Wang Meng, don't be so good to me in the future, I'm so afraid that one day I will lose you." ”
I was thinking about it in my head, but now I suddenly said it
Mouth, ears and face turned red instantly, but I couldn't care so much at this time, anyway, Wang Meng couldn't see my expression, so I kept holding Wang Meng, but he patted my back as if to comfort me: "I won't leave you." ”
At this time, I shed tears again, but unlike the tears of guilt and sadness before, this time it was tears of happiness, I don't know when I loved to cry so much, and I couldn't control myself when I cried, so I kept crying, crying for a long, long time, until I felt that Wang Meng was shining with white light, and I slowly let go of Wang Meng.
But at this time, I started to get nervous again, and I began to hold his hand tightly again and said, "What's wrong with you, you can't leave me, right?"
This is what I fear the most, is it really going to happen?
(End of chapter)