Medium-thick printing paper is quietly stacked, distorted and distorted by water, like a convulsive and paralyzed hairtail fish after a failed death struggle, the small print on it is illegible, but the first bold text on the front page is still clear: Medical School Freshman Debate Planner.

There is also Li Feiran's signature on the back, but it was soaked and destroyed by water stains.

A black USB flash drive next to it also suffered the same fate, as if it had been crushed and deformed by a hard object, and it was difficult to read any information.

Yan Shuang's originally indifferent face changed color instantly, her pupils contracted suddenly, it was really a bolt from the blue, she came to H University with unrelenting childishness and a little bit of juvenile friendship, but she was calculated to such an extent, and she was secretly poisoned to the point that she could not protect herself.

"This-" Huang Shengmeng stammered, turned his head and looked for Qi Bingshu in a panic, "Senior sister, what should I do?" ”

Qi Bingshu walked over and reached out to take the miserable corpse of the planning book, which was destroyed to the core, which shows how vicious the intentions of the people who did this are.

"I said—that—" Huang Shengmeng looked at Yan Shuang, "Is this really you?" Yan Shuang, how could you do such a thing? ”

Yan Shuangrong bent down expressionlessly and picked up the schoolbag that was touched by Huang Shengmeng just now: "Who it is, who knows best in their hearts." ”

"You-" Huang Shengmeng looked up dissatisfied, "Now that the physical evidence is available, you actually think that I am harming you?" ”

Yan Shuang hung up her schoolbag in its original place, even if she had a hundred honest mouths, she couldn't tell a fact that was recognized.

"Yan Shuang, is it really you?" Qi Bingshu put the plan on the table, and now that he has found it, it has become worthless.

"I said no, senior sister, do you believe it?" Yan Shuang turned his head.

In response to her was Qi Bingshu's silence.

"Since Senior Sister also thinks it's me, then I naturally have nothing to say." Yan Shuang's eyes have lost their resentment and unwillingness at this moment, and some are just cold and indifferent, "Senior sister, there are thousands of people, I hate fraud and power games in the student union, using a little conspiracy and planning, a little entanglement of interests, and what is erased is the stumbling block that threatens me." But the funny thing is that such a trick makes some people very proud. ”

Huang Shengmeng's face became ugly, she looked at Yan Shuang with a calm face, I don't know if it was because of shame or anger, her face was crimson: "It's your own selfishness, because Li Feiran doesn't like you, you are angry and go to mess up his errand, and now you have to quibble and splash other people's dirty water." Can you afford to take responsibility for delaying the school debate? ”

"Whoever is responsible, who bears it." Yan Shuang showed no weakness.

"You-" Huang Shengmeng gritted his teeth, his throat smoked with anger, and seeing that he couldn't say anything about Yan Shuang, he turned around in time to train Qi Bingshu's shadow, and immediately changed to a soft expression, "Senior sister, even if you find it, you can't use it anymore, in fact, I also tried to write a plan by myself before, but it was vetoed by Minister Li Feiran, or- Senior sister, let's see if mine can be used?" ”

Qi Bingshu sighed: "So far, I can only try like this." ”

***

The indifferent flow of people gradually dissipated in front of him, Tong Yang who was immersed in the darkness slowly straightened up, the teaching building was quiet and solemn, and a vending machine on the side of the road was still flashing with a fluorescent white light, like a cold and tempting hope in the dark night.

Putting down his school bag, his shoulders aching, he sat down at the front of the steps, looking at the basketball court in the distance by the pale light. After playing, the teenagers left sparsely, wiping their sweat with their clothes, in groups of three or five, talking and laughing. Behind the school is a community house, and at night there is a scattered family of three, children running like crazy on the street, parents chasing after them.

The shadow of a thin girl came into his sight, and it actually coincided with the shadow imprinted in his mind.

Yan Shuang, dressed in a white shirt and light-colored jeans, carried a schoolbag on one shoulder under the street lamp, and walked slowly, holding a cup of yogurt in his hand, as if he hadn't drunk a sip.

Tong Yang didn't call her, just sat quietly, with his schoolbag at his feet.

The girl's shadow tilted her head, and Tong Yang felt like she had discovered herself for a moment.

Cars come and go here, people go and people stay, Tong Yang can only meet her once.

If you meet her, don't let her go.

Yan Shuang bit the yogurt quilt and walked towards him, the schoolbag clinging to her shoulder, gently swaying with her pace, if there was a stuffed rabbit or sheep on it, wouldn't it look more cute. Tong Yang thought thoughtlessly.

Yan Shuang stirred the yogurt with a small spoon, and when he walked to Tong Yang's side, he seemed to be startled, and the yogurt almost spilled.

Tong Yang was a little helpless, he showed a dimple on his left cheek, and looked up at Yan Shuang, who was shocked: "Did you just find me?" ”

"Hmm-" Yan Shuang nodded knowingly, thinking that otherwise I wouldn't have walked this way, it was so embarrassing during the day, this person still had the heart to joke with himself, "Why are you here?" ”

Tong Yang didn't answer her question, and reached out to rub his stupid curly hair: "I thought you came here because you saw me." ”

Yan Shuang drank the yogurt in small sips, don't look over it and laugh silently.

"I made an appointment for self-study in the classroom tonight, and I didn't want to go back to the dormitory after I came out, so I just blew the wind here." Tong Yang raised his head, there were many stars in the night sky, "What about you?" Why don't you go back? ”

"I don't want to go back either," the smile on Yan Shuang's face turned indifferent, "I don't want to go back tonight." ”

"Did something happen?" Tong Yang became nervous, he always made a fuss about Yan Shuang's little things.

Yan Shuang stared at his fingers holding the yogurt cup, carefully licked his lips with the tip of his tongue, and did not speak.

Tong Yang moved some space on the steps and asked Yan Shuang to sit down, and his tone was so soft that he didn't speak: "You seem to be in a bad mood these days." ”

Yan Shuang didn't look at him, I don't know if it was because of the night wind, which made her a little cold, and shrugged her shoulders "um".

"Is it because of Li Feiran?"

Yan Shuang's eyes have lost their usual indifference and coldness, and they seem to be more sensitive to people who don't care about anything, and her eyes hide an abyss, full of sad dead wood cliffs, "I-I don't know how to say it." ”

The next sentence she is most afraid of is that Tong Yang will also blurt out, you like him.

This is a self-righteous secret, which Lin Yan can blurt out and use as idle talk; Huang Shengmeng can blurt out as anger; Li Feiran can blurt out and use it as a laughing stock.

She seems to be extremely scared, and Tong Yang will be like them, and say unabashedly, You like Li Feiran.

"It's okay," Tong Yang said he was listening, "You can say whatever you want." ”

Yan Shuang bit his thin lip, most of the shops in the distance were turned off and closed, and the evening broadcast stopped early, and there seemed to be no one else in the huge world except Yan Shuang and Tong Yang.

Yan Shuang whispered that the first time she and Li Feiran met was in the library of Shichuan High School.

At that time, although she was admitted with the first place in the school, she got a strange illness after the high school entrance examination, her head was hot all day long, and the high fever did not go away, the doctor emphasized not to use her brain excessively, Yan Shuang was depressed all day long, and her mother prayed to God and Buddha everywhere for her, and found a hospital to spend money on examination, but it did not work. The strange illness inexplicably improved at the end of August, and she felt that her head was not so painful, so she stole the leisure of her rest day and slipped out of the room alone to bask in the sun before school started.

At that time, she came out to study and study in the specialty classes prescribed by her mother, and she had no other hobbies except painting.

With a drawing board set up on the windowsill on the second floor of the library, Yan Shuang hid in the shadows by himself, with a few pencils beside him, and simply sketched some strange lines.

Li Feiran appeared at this time, he stepped on roller skates on the square in front of the library all the way in a chic manner, every movement was clean and neat, when the sun was about to set, Li Feiran packed his things, carried the roller skates and left, never noticed the girl behind the sketchboard.

And Yan Shuang's drawing board has an extra picture of light and shadow, as if born with memory, buildings, tiled squares, light and shade, and the lower right corner of the paper is the shadow of a boy - it was just a shadow at that time.

It's like an oath in the dark, without any mention of it, the two agreed to always appear in the library in the afternoon, one painting, the other roller skating, and never had any conversation, just like quietly guarding each other, quiet until the earth is desolate.

"And then?" Tong Yang is a good listener, and Yan Shuang is a hidden little chatterbox, he doesn't interrupt her, but occasionally says that he is listening.

Yan Shuang said that she was inexplicably cured later, but it seemed that she had another disease.

An even stranger disease, a disease that makes you feel uncomfortable when you can't see Li Feiran. They couldn't be divided into a class, only during recess exercises, they could occasionally see each other, most of the time it was just Yan Shuang looking at Li Feiran's back, after school at night, someone at home came to pick her up, Li Feiran rode a mountain bike by himself, sometimes he would meet, Yan Shuang would get off the car under the pretense of buying fruit, and look at him for a while.

This kind of illness has worsened a little in the second year of high school, and the cause is ridiculous, and it is a small thing that cannot be smaller.

That day, Yan Shuang went upstairs, Li Feiran went downstairs, Yan Shuang looked up at him for a moment, and Li Feiran also met her gaze.

But in the next second, he turned his head away and passed by her.

In that second, Yan Shuang completely understood that Li Feiran didn't know her at all, even though he had a pivotal position in her heart, she didn't occupy even a little gap in his heart.

unwilling to entangle her, she didn't dare to face him herself. The helpless self-torture swallowed her mind little by little, and she endured the heartache to watch Li Feiran and other girls hold homework together, get out of school together, go to the cafeteria together, and pick up the car together. There is more than one girl by his side, and more than one friend, but not including Yan Shuang.

"I also thought about giving up at that time, I felt that if I continued like this, there would be no chance for him to notice me," Yan Shuang said, "but I couldn't tell myself to stop, I liked him so much, I liked him for so long, I ...... It's hard to give up. ”

It's a pity that at that time, Yan Shuang just liked him, but didn't understand him.