(Although the condition has not improved, I have been asking for leave and I am uneasy, struggling to get up and update, there may be typos or sentences that are not smooth, please help point out, thank you.) ）

"It's ...... Where? "The first moment I entered the cave, what appeared in my field of vision was the lush green world in front of me, in stark contrast to the previous gloom and light, my feet were so substantially stepping on the land, but I had a kind of third perspective, as if I didn't belong to the people at this time, and the qiē here was so similar to the memories buried in the deepest part of my mind.

"Hehehe......" At this moment, a childish laugh came and broke my thoughts, and when I looked up, "boom", my head almost exploded again and again, and an incredible thought filled my heart. This qiē in front of me is so nostalgic, it has appeared in my dreams countless times, but this dream is not a beautiful dream!

On the grass, two little ones of average age, their immature faces were red and cute, and the one behind them looked obviously smaller, their clear eyes were full of happiness, and their handsome faces were full of children's unique smiles, and he was holding a string in his hand, yes, they were flying kites, which was a game that the two of them often played, and this time it was as usual.

"Brother, why doesn't my kite fly as high as yours?" At this time, the slightly smaller little guy finally discovered the gap between the two, and couldn't help pouting and went to the ground, and the kite, which was not tall, slowly fell on the grass, miserable. Seeing his younger brother complaining, the elder brother in front was not annoyed, put away the kite and walked to the younger brother unhurriedly, squatted down and scratched his younger brother's nose with his hand: "Because my younger brother is impatient, my brother will teach you to release!" ”

"Yes, yes!" Hearing his brother say that he wanted to teach himself, his younger brother suddenly burst into tears and laughed, and his tender hands kept clapping happily: "I want to be like my brother, flying so high!" The younger brother said and not only gestured with his hand to the height. Seeing his younger brother like this, his brother also smiled helplessly, from childhood to adulthood, as long as it is a game, he always wins, but every time he teaches his younger brother, his younger brother will be very happy.

On the grass, the elder brother tirelessly taught the younger brother to fly a kite, although he failed countless times, but the two little ones did not even sigh, and had a lot of fun, and slowly the younger brother also learned a little skill, and began to compare with the elder brother alone, and for a time the whole grassland was filled with the vitality of youth.

Looking at the qiē in front of me, I was stunned on the spot as if I was petrified, this picture ......

Ten years ago, when I was still very young, I didn't understand anything, just like a fart all day long with my brother, although not biological, but the friendship is no one can compare, we are inseparable like a person, maybe because of the similarity, in short, my brother is also willing to take me everywhere to cause trouble, but every time I cause trouble, my brother will always come out for me as soon as possible. I still remember that year, the weather was very good, and my brother took me to fly a kite in the grassland out of the city.

However, I will never forget that day ten years ago, and it was the last time I played with my brother!

Thoughts drifted back to my brain, I didn't understand why I was here, maybe my obsession moved the heavens and made me choose my fate again, or the heavens took pity on me and felt the joy of childhood again.

Perhaps...... Let me experience the pain again!

I just stood in the distance, stupidly looking at the scene from ten years ago, just like watching a movie, this feeling is very wonderful, I know what will happen later, but I really want to relive this rare moment, feel those fun, feel the temperature of my brother, I am reluctant to break.

"Bang!" With this sound, my heart couldn't help but tremble!

"Brother, my kite flew away on its own!" When I was a child, I was stunned to look at the kite that broke free from the line and flew away, it seemed a little overwhelmed, instinctively thought of my brother, my brother naturally saw this scene, immediately put away his kite and ran to me to watch the kite go away, as if he found the reluctance in my eyes, my brother bit his lip tightly, grabbed my little hand and trotted directly with the kite!

"Kite chasing, fun, cluck!" When I was a child, I didn't know what was going to happen, but I felt that my brother's hand was warm and secure. And the kite seemed to be pulling us somewhere, and it didn't drift away or do anything at once, it was unhurried, and it didn't even change its height, it slowly floated in the air, maintaining a speed that my brother and I could keep up with.

Now think about it, maybe at what time, our fate has been doomed, I saw that ten years ago we had no hesitation to repeat the mistakes of that year, immediately shocked, lifted the foot on a rush, and yelled in the air: "Don't go, don't go!" I quickly caught up with them, and looking at the smile on their faces, and at the fortitude on my brother's face, I felt as if my heart was tingling, and I reached out to stop them, but no matter how much I screamed, shouted, or caught, it was to no avail, I was like an outsider, or because something saw these sights. To put it simply, I'm just like watching a movie now, the only difference is that I'm also in this movie, looking at my own childhood, I can clearly see it, but I can't stop it.

I was stunned on the spot, my hands were still in a posture of wrapping, but the two of them didn't notice anything at all, still holding hands and laughing and chasing the deadly kite, I seemed to hear a cruel smile, as if they were laughing at me, laughing at my incompetence, although I was given another chance, I still had no way to change anything, I could only watch a qiē repeat itself.

"Brother, it fell in!" It seems that I have reached my destination, and when I was a child, I didn't seem to feel tired, watching the kite fall into the unsafe black forest, but at that time, I also knew that the forest was forbidden to people and the reason why this piece of grassland became a grassland seemed to be because of the existence of this forest.

My brother stood in front of the railing of the forest, his expression was a little complicated, I can still feel that he was sweating when he was holding my hand at that time, as if he was hesitating about something, finally, my brother seemed to have made a decision, he slowly let go of my hand, and the same immature pretty face slowly stared at me, and said, "Brother, you are here, I will go and find the kite for you." At that time, I didn't know the danger of this, and I felt that my brother was omnipotent, so I nodded, "um", my brother's face was a little pale, but his eyes were very firm, and he shook my hands, as if he wanted to pass on the last trace of temperature to me.

"Wait for me, don't come in!" Leaving this sentence, my brother turned around and resolutely turned into the black forest where the fish grassland is out of place, my brother was 10 years old at that time, and I was only eight years old, I didn't expect that this was the last time I saw my brother's back.

Looking at my brother who entered the forest, I shouted, roared, wept, a qiē love poured into my heart, my heart was dripping blood, I watched a qiē happen as if ten years ago, vividly, I kept trying to break through the railing to enter it, but was bounced back again and again, and finally, I fell weakly on the early railing, crying sadly. Twilight, looking at me standing in front of the railing with a look of anticipation when I was a child, it was like finding a catharsis point, and I wanted to rush up and kill myself at that time with a sword.

Half an hour later, I was the same as myself when I was a child, full of anticipation waiting for my brother's return, that is, at this time, I completely lost the memory after that, and then a qiē seemed to be deliberately deleted from my mind, without any memory, I only knew that when I woke up, I was in the family, lying on my brother's bed, grandpa watched me wake up with a worried face, when I woke up, the first time I asked where my brother was, but the family was like a discussion, all of them avoided this questionLater, I learned that my parents and several family elders had also disappeared together, as if they had never been to this world and disappeared mysteriously.

That was the last time I played with my brother, and I haven't seen them since!

But this time I saw it clearly, when I saw my childhood self because I was worried about my brother and climbed over the railing and entered the black forest, I was completely stunned, and then I realized that I was ...... Also went in.

“……”

Suddenly, the picture turned again, back to the way it was before, the light was dim all around, I didn't have time to feel the control of the body, in the dark, I shouted loudly, I wanted to go back, I wanted to see what happened back then, I wanted to know where the disappeared people went, but in the darkness there was nothing but my own echo, I trembled my body, helplessly leaned against the corner of the wall, and sobbed in a low voice.

Originally, I thought I had completely let go, but when I experienced it again, I realized that these things had already been deeply rooted in my heart.

At that time, I thought it was just my brother who entered it and disappeared, but this time I could see clearly, not only my brother, but also me entered, but why, I came out, and my brother ...... What is my lost memory?

This qiē doesn't bother me all the time, slowly I get lost in the darkness, lose my heart, I don't even think about why I went ten years ago, is this qiē arranged by fate, or artificially controlled, at this time, my inner world has been completely disrupted, what I think in my mind is just where did the memory go after I entered the black forest, what is the disappeared memory? What did I go through in between?