Chapter 223
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When Liu Lei came back from buying fruit bread, he saw Qi Zhenyun standing in the corridor, he was stunned and walked over: "What's wrong?" ”
Qi Zhenyun pursed his mouth: "Seasonal...... Mom, let me out. ”
When it comes to the word mother, he has a little difficulty, he really doesn't want to call such a woman his mother, although not his mother.
Liu Lei was also stunned, thinking of Wang Na's appearance in the afternoon, he was silent for a moment: "Why don't you go have some dinner first?" ”
Qi Zhenyun shook his head, and Liu Lei said, "You haven't eaten anything since noon, go eat some." ”
“…… I can't eat it. ”
Liu Lei looked at him, Qi Zhenyun gritted his teeth: "Teacher, can you go in for a while?" ”
"Yes, yes...... But tell me what you want me to do. ”
Qi Zhenyun gritted his teeth again, and then said, "Teacher, have you been in contact with Ling's mother at the same time?" ”
"When we had a parent-teacher conference last year...... Huh, she doesn't seem to be here? That's what you met last year when you first came to school? I can't figure it out. Liu Lei was a little embarrassed, but he couldn't blame him, after all, his seasonal grades were good, although he was not the top, but he was in the group of good students, and he was honest, never caused trouble, and because of football, he won glory for the class and helped him get angry, he really didn't have anything to ask him to find his parents.
Of course, for such a good student, sometimes the teacher also has to communicate with the parents, such as whether to find a way to participate in tutoring and go further.
But although Liu Lei is the head teacher of the first class, he doesn't attach much importance to tutoring, and if he really wants to say it, he is still a little disgusted.
Those who can't learn are forced to learn, and those who are good students are already good students, so what do you have to make up?
Is it necessary to raise sixty points to eighty points, and ninety points to ninety-one points?
Of course, there are!
In the high school entrance examination and the college entrance examination, the difference of one point can be a gap of thousands of people, but this is only the first year of junior high school, there is no need to force the children so tightly, just force it now, what should I do in the third year of junior high school?
Then again, the need to go outside to make up for classes is actually a teacher's dereliction of duty!
If you really want to talk so well, what lessons do students need to make up?
His kind of thinking is actually a little unpopular among teachers, but the strange thing is that the results of the students he taught are quite good, especially the composition, which is particularly spiritual, not to mention those who have participated in the composition cram school, they have not participated, but they just listen to his classes, at least they can be decent.
Well, it's a little embarrassing here, he also does the composition class himself......
But he can justify himself, after all, composition is different from others, composition, that is to master something other than textbooks!
In fact, when he teaches his students, he also analyzes movies, famous books, and even goes to the park or something, which obviously cannot appear in the classroom.
- If he really teaches like that, he'll get into trouble!
Because of his thoughts, he never went to the parents of the students because of the make-up class, and the parents of the season were naturally the same.
So when he thought about it, he didn't have much communication with the parents at the same time!
"I think that's the case." Qi Zhenyun said softly, and Liu Lei's face was slightly red.
"I've met with Shiling's mom a few times...... Then, he was very strict with the season. ”
"Huh?"
"She's always been against playing football."
"Against?" Liu Lei was stunned, "Then how did he train?" ”
Qi Zhenyun glanced at him: "We said we were participating in your composition class." ”
Liu Lei was completely stupid, he was stunned for a moment, and pointed at Qi Zhenyun: "This is what you came up with, what do you want me to say about you?" ”
Qi Zhenyun didn't speak, Liu Lei was a little helpless when he saw him like this, he was about to say something more, when he heard an eager voice from the nurse's station: "May I ask where is the season of the sixteenth bed?" ”
Liu Lei and Qi Zhenyun turned around together, and then saw a tall man.
The man is very tall, about 1.8 meters, but very thin, from his back, you can see obvious shoulder blades, leaving an inch head, wearing a white shirt on the upper body, and the lower body is still the kind of pants on the railway, Liu Lei was about to speak, and the season over there had already made great strides to this side.
"Excuse me......"
As soon as Liu Lei opened his mouth, the man over there had already passed by his side and pushed open the door, and soon, a suppressed roar came from inside: "Wang Na, what do you want to do!" ”
“…… What do I want to do? His voice was full of disbelief, "What do I want to do?" ”
There was no lawsuit at the door, Liu Lei and Qi Zhenyun stood close again, and it was very clear that they heard the sound inside.
"Shiji, you actually asked me what I wanted to do? What do you mean! Wang Na looked at Shi Ji with a stunned gaze, is this blaming her? No, it can't be said to be strange anymore, this is, resentful of her! But what resents her? Resentful that she called him and told him that the child was injured? Resentful that she rushed over from the head teacher after receiving a call from the head teacher, and stayed in fear all afternoon? resentful that she came in a hurry, because she didn't have enough money, and she gave up her face to borrow some from Fan Hong?!
Borrow money!
She's borrowed money because of this!
Shi Ji still blames her?
She ran up and down, ran before and after, and in order to give Season a safe recuperation environment, she also quarreled with someone - otherwise because of this, Season would have been arranged in a big house where eight people would live!
Because of this, the teachers in the seasonal school look at her differently!
And now, Shi Ji still asks her what she wants to do?
"What do I mean? Why don't you ask yourself what you mean? The child is already like this, you, you are still doing this to him! Shi Ji said, his lips trembled, and his whole body trembled uncontrollably.
He has always felt that he is sorry for Wang Na.
Although Wang Na herself can't have children, this is also a kind of illness for her, and it is a lifelong regret.
He loves Wang Na, he is Wang Na's husband, he shouldn't dislike her because of this, and he has never complained about Wang Na because of this.
But over the years, he asked himself, is he a little glad for Wang Na's initiative?
Yes.
He can fool everyone, but he can't fool himself.
He was glad he did.
No matter how healthy and lively he is, no matter how healthy he is, he is not his own child, and from the bottom of his heart, he still wants to have a child of his own.
And if Wang Na doesn't do that, he really can't do anything by himself.
Because of this, he wants to receive Wang Na's love!
Also because of this...... He almost ignored Wang Na's harm to the season.
Yes, hurt.
He has always been a little reluctant to admit it, but he knows it in his heart.
What does a normal mother look like? Even if he was the least valued when he was a child because he had many children, and when he came back with good grades, there would be scrambled eggs, and his mother would look at him with a smile: "The second child is smart!" ”
Whenever this happens, he is extremely proud.
And what about the season, never!
The child is a good child, studies hard, is not naughty or mischievous, but almost never gets praised, at first he wanted to praise, but he didn't start here, Wang Na said first: "Ninety-nine is worthy of pride?" Why don't you take a hundred? Anything wrong is wrong! Do you want to be more serious next time? ”
It's still good, it's not good, it's as bad as it sounds.
He watched as the child's gaze changed from hope to grievance, and then from grievance to silence, and there was nothing......
That's already, not a child's gaze!
Wang Tianhao asked him why he was reluctant to run the high-speed rail?
Because he couldn't face that kind of gaze, every time he saw the way the season looked, he felt guilty!
But what could he do?
At most, he can only let Wang Na leave him alone, but this is only when he is at home, what if he is not at home?
Moreover, as a person who has been working for many years and has certain social experience, he knows very well that if he wants to hurt someone, many times it is not necessarily what he has to do, as long as he does not do it......
For example, don't go to your child's parent-teacher conference, for example, don't check in for your child, and don't care about your child's dress......
The world of children is innocent and romantic, but many times, it is cruel and ruthless.
Just because you have a hole in your clothes, you risk getting the whole class to laugh at you!
My own children are already so timid to face such a thing again...... What did he do?
He can't think about these things, and if he thinks about them, he can only be terrible.
But what can he do? Divorced?
Actually, he also thought about it, but only thought about it.
He can't divorce, he's already very sorry for Wang Na, and if he divorces again, he will force her to die!
Yes, he knows this very well.
Wang Na gambled everything on this marriage, because she couldn't have children, she blocked all her retreats.
Work, family, interpersonal ......
If he files for divorce again, then Wang Na will have nothing.
He can't get a divorce, so what can he do?
Comfort the season?
It seems that it should be, but he has tried to do so, but he found that there is no result, and the season seems to have completely closed himself, neither Wang Na nor him can enter......
Moreover, he also felt that his comfort was too pale.
What can he say?
Let him understand his mother?
How to understand?
How can you take those cold words that even bring a little resentment as love?
And let him not bother with his mother...... He was also a little speechless about this.
It wasn't until the last time he almost ran away from home that he realized that if he didn't do something, he might cause a big disaster, but all he could do was tell Wang Na to stop caring about the season......
It just doesn't make things worse, or rather, it just limits the speed at which things get worse, he knows. When he was fine in the car, he actually read books on psychology and ethics, and he also went to the big city for counseling, but regardless of whether he received any theoretical support, in practice, he still couldn't do anything.
He can't divorce Wang Na, which is the fundamental reason;
It is also true that he owes Wang Na.
He had children, so it was a sin he had to pay for the rest of his life, and he couldn't escape it, and ...... It can only be so improvised.
As for the season, all he can do is probably wait for him to go to high school and arrange for him to live on campus, and then ...... Let's go out of town!
The test is far away, and then settle down there.
After many years, if both parties can calmly accept the past feelings, then there are some contacts, if they can't...... So be it.
It's very sad to think about it, but this is fate.
Why didn't he want that big house? Because at that time he was already thinking about it.
His salary card is for Wang Na, but he has been saving private money all these years - on the railway, there are always some additional benefits, this money is ready to be saved for the season, and when he graduates from college, he is not ready to let Wang Na know, so he can lend it to Wang Tianhao without scruples - in a way, he also hopes that Wang Tianhao can become a bridge between his future and the season.
If there is anything in the future that is inconvenient for him to come forward, Wang Tianhao should be able to, and Wang Tianhao should not refuse those things.
Therefore, he didn't think about asking for another house, even if he said that he could sell a certain house in the future to support the season, but he knew that he couldn't!
Because that's to leave an excuse for Wang Na.
He didn't want that.
It was the best he could think of.
He thought that this would be it, it would be two or three years before he would come down, he would run the most difficult line, and when the time came, he would give more seasons in the future, and also give Wang Na more......
In this society, more money is always better.
But during the day, when he heard Wang Na on the phone saying that Shi Ling had fainted, that he might break a bone, and that he didn't know what would happen yet, he blew it up.
It was as if all of a sudden, he realized, that it was his child!
That's still a kid!
It was still a child who needed his care......