In the final analysis, the person who caused today's situation was herself who really killed Gu Xingshen.

She has always complained about Gu Xingshen's forbearance and silence, and she doesn't understand the amorous feelings, but what about herself? At the beginning, I didn't give up my efforts because I was afraid of getting hurt, and I even affected others.

If she had firmly believed in him and stayed by his side no matter how much he pushed herself, would the situation be different today?

At least, I won't regret it like I do now!

However, from beginning to end, she has always been suspicious and shaken......

Since Gu Xingshen's death, she felt that she was about to go crazy, if she followed normal thinking, she should keep telling herself that it was not her fault, it was Gu Xingshen who didn't believe her and didn't want to face it with her.

On the surface, she did say this to everyone, and she seemed strong.

However, in fact, she was completely masochistic and imposed all the faults on herself, self-harming herself thinking about those possibilities over and over again.

The more you pretend to be light-hearted, the more painful and struggling you are inside.

Although her heart weighed a thousand pounds at the moment, the expression on her face was still peaceful and indifferent, "Qin Yao, if we really win by luck, forget everything in the past and live well." ”

"What about you?" Qin Yao asked.

"...... me?"

There was a long silence, then a sigh.

"Of course I ...... will live well. ”

Because there is no right to die.

She still has a grandfather, and Xiao Nian, and this life is what he exchanged for his own life? What right does she have to die......

"Here we are."

Qin Yao helped her unbuckle her seat belt and helped her get out of the car.

Xiao Qiao looked at the villa that looked a little old but was very familiar.

At that time, she often came here to play.

Unexpectedly, after so many years, Qin Yao has not changed his address.

Qin Yao asked her to sit down on the sofa, and then asked a little nervously, "Are you hungry?" I'm going to cook. ”

"Let's order takeout."

What a direct contempt......

Qin Yao's face darkened, "Actually, my current cooking skills are okay, and the ingredients in the refrigerator are also ready-made." ”

"Okay then." Xiao Qiao nodded, "I want to take a shower first." ”

"Oh...... Okay, you wait......" Qin Yao hurriedly rushed into the bedroom.

Xiao Qiao only heard the sound of rummaging through boxes and cabinets from time to time, and it took a long time for Qin Yao to come out of it.

Xiao Qiao saw the pajamas in Qin Yao's hand, and the surprise in his eyes flashed.

She thought that Qin Yao would come out with his own pajamas, but she didn't expect it to be a set of pink women's pajamas printed with cartoon patterns.

What surprised her was that this tasteless pajamas looked so familiar......

On the night of Qin Yao's birthday seven years ago, she drank too much, so she stayed overnight, this set of pajamas was temporarily selected by Qin Yao in the supermarket, she liked it very much, but she only wore it once and forgot to bring it back.

It was the last birthday they had spent together, and a few days after that, the scene where he and Xiaorou were at the hotel happened.

Why did you forget to bring it back? Little Joe remembered...... It's because of Gu Xingshen.

As an elder, he ordered her not to spend the night outside, especially at the boy's house, and she was so frightened by the cold threats on his phone that she woke up most of the time, and then hurriedly changed her clothes and left, where do you remember to take her pajamas away.

If then......

If she turned back at that time, would she be able to see Qin Yao's sad gaze......