Chapter 269: Don't Say It
After leaving Hu Guangsheng to have dinner here, Liulang drove Hu Guangsheng back to the town's house in a donkey cart.
When he returned home, He Mai sat on the edge of the kang in the back room in a daze, carrying the box of the kang head in both hands, not knowing what he was thinking.
There was a little inexplicable loss on her face, and her daze made Rokuro can't help but slow down and slowly walk behind her.
"What do you think?" Rokuro gently grabbed her shoulder.
"You're back." He Mai realized that there was someone in the house, came back to his senses, and barely squeezed out a smile, "Are you tired?" ”
"Tired of what?" Rokuro smiled gently, stroked her left cheek, and asked softly, "At noon, did it scare you?" ”
He Mai was stunned, "Scared? Not really...... It is...... I'm afraid that Zhang Kuo will really arrest you. ”
Zhang Kuo is acting on orders, even if he and Liulang Hemai are a little hypocritical, they can't fail to act according to the law.
If she really caught Rokuro in it, how could she be good?
Rokuro seemed to have read through Hemai's thoughts, "Even if he takes me away, it's nothing, I'll be released in a few days." He paused, and then added, "If there really is such a day, you must not worry too much, find Ma Er or Dacheng and make it clear, and it will be fine." ”
This sentence made Hemai unable to understand, "Why...... Why is there such a day? Could it be that the people of Lijiazhuang will still come to look for your trouble? ”
"I'm just telling you in advance, don't be nervous." Seeing that his words made Hemai worried, Rokuro explained.
"Oh......" He Mai's nervous and straight body fell again, and his expression was a little lonely.
Liulang only said that He Mai was frightened at noon, and he was sleepy and weak at this time, so he went to fetch water, asked her to wash her hands and face, wipe it, and quickly go to the kang to rest.
Jumping on the kang, Liulang looked at the villain curled up in a ball under the shadow by the moonlight, and he felt pity in his heart, and reached out to grab Hemai's body and pull her over.
"Why are you so far away today, don't like me anymore?" His voice rustled, and he deliberately asked in Hemai's ear.
He Mai unexpectedly broke free from Rokuro's embrace, and under Rokuro's stunned gaze, he turned around and stared at Rokuro quietly like a small beast.
"What's wrong?" Rokuro was a little surprised, and he felt a little anxious.
"At the end of the day, my cousin talked to me a lot." He Mai said softly.
Rokuro pursed his lips quietly, and then pretended to be relaxed: "What did you say?" ”
"Although my cousin's head is not clear sometimes, there are times when he is sober. He told me that when you were young, you were very naughty, disobedient, liked to eat sweet pastries, and had a serious illness...... Rokuro, you haven't told me about these things," she paused, "why don't you ever tell me these things?" ”
When he said these words, Hemai's tone was not as relaxed and cheerful as when he usually chatted with Rokuro, but it was very abnormal, staring at Rokuro's cheek with rabbit-like inky eyes, not knowing what he meant.
"I don't remember much about what happened when I was a child." Rokuro said in a somewhat stiff tone.
"Do you remember exactly, or don't you tell me at all?" He Mai looked at him fixedly and asked.
Rokuro furrowed his brows, an inexplicable anxiety welling up in his chest. Helplessness overwhelmed his eyes, he wanted to explain something, but he didn't know how to speak.
Under the shadow of the moonlight in the house, Hemai's crystal pupils never left Rokuro's face, and after looking at Rokuro for a long time, she asked softly, "Why don't you answer me?" ”
Rokuro was silent.
What happened to Yang Liulang when he was a child...... How does this make him say to Hemai?
The more lies are said, the more wrong they become. He deceived Hemai, he shouldn't have been, how could he still make a mistake?
The silence made the atmosphere between the two strange, and in addition to loneliness, He Mai's eyes added a kind of panic. This kind of Rokuro made her feel alienated, and made her feel that the two of them were not as trusting as she thought.
Rokuro looked at He Mai with heavy eyes, but was still silent.
Hemai's white teeth bit her lip and sat up straight suddenly.
Her startled reaction made Rokuro think that she was angry and wanted to leave, so he sat up and wanted to hug her.
"Why don't you speak? You know, I just want to hear you say something from the past! He Mai bit her lip and looked at Rokuro aggrievedly.
At this moment, Liulang, who was facing Hemai alone, no longer had the cloud and light wind that was embarrassed by one enemy and ten faces in the daytime, but became a little clumsy and helpless.
He thought for a while, raised his broad hand, and stroked it on Hemai's shaggy hair, "Don't be angry, don't be angry, whatever you tell me to say in the future, I'll tell you what to say, it's just ...... There are some things that can't be mentioned yet......"
"Why not?" He Mai's little face was full of grievances, and he complained: "You tell me, will I still tell others? Today, if it weren't for Lin Hemiao to say...... I didn't even know she had hurt your shoulder with a bamboo branch! When you were younger, did you always play together? ”
The helplessness in Liulang's eyes gradually changed to astonishment, "What does it have to do with Lin Hemiao?" We...... Not cooked at all. ”
He Mai complained uncomfortably, looked at the silent Liulang, his eyes flashed,
She is afraid that she also knows in her heart that if she continues to ask, she is afraid that it will damage the relationship between the two. Rokuro's vague answer to her question had verified the confirmation of a certain conjecture in her mind.
At this point, if she thought about it again, she couldn't help but burst into tears.
He Mai took a breath of bitter breath, held back her tears and lay on the kang, stained her pillow, she closed her eyes and forced her tears back.
The Liulang in Hu Guangsheng's mouth and the Liulang next to her are like two completely different people.
Can a person change so much from small to large?
Hemai is not stupid, naturally he does not believe.
But the strong love and reluctance for Rokuro made her choose to avoid the important for the time being.
If she continued, Rokuro's silent response would only make her more sad, and she would rather choose to blindfold herself first, ignoring the questions that were full of questions and quirks.
Seeing He Mai fall asleep again, Rokuro lay down beside her silently.
"I'm sorry, Hemai." He finally spoke, and his tone was thick with self-reproach.
"There are some things that I can't explain to you in detail, but ......," he said, and he opened his mouth, but the promise was stuck in his throat.
The truth still can't be said, so what's the point of talking about these ethereal promises?
It was only to increase his frivolity and hypocrisy, and now at this moment, he especially hated himself for lying to Hemai.
It's hard to say, there is indeed something, but more, it's also his body that can't help himself.
"I'm sorry." He repeated obscurely.
He Mai's long eyelashes twitched, and his eyes closed a little tighter.
For a long time, she opened her eyes lightly, and there was more water in her eyes than usual.
"Don't talk about it." She shook her head and said in a low voice.