Chapter 81: Get out of your demons
Do you have to stay in this strange time and space for the rest of your life?
Lu Xueyi is still unwilling in her heart, she obviously had a very good life in her own time, but she was sent here to become a whole obese girl, obviously, all this should not be what she endured.
However, now that she has tried all the methods, what else can she do, is it really impossible for her to go back except to die? She didn't know when her demon would disappear, or if it would not be possible for her to disappear at all.
Mingzhu and Mingyue's figures were shadowed in front of the window, Lu Xueyi knew that they were worried about herself, but she also knew that if this heart knot could not be opened, then she would probably never be able to get out of this room.
Lu Xueling passed by Lu Xueyi's door, glanced inside curiously, and also saw the worried Mingzhu and Mingyue, as well as the closed door.
What is this Lu Xueyi doing, Lu Xueling thought to herself, but she didn't stop, she was going to find Rong Yanqing at this time.
Since Lu Xueyi fell ill, Lu Xueling can be regarded as having found an opportunity to find Rong Yanqing, but Rong Yanqing always rejected her in various ways, which made her feel a little uncomfortable.
It's that Lu Xueyi again, why does everyone think about that Lu Xueyi in their hearts and don't care about themselves at all.
Lu Xueling thought indignantly, she hated Lu Xueyi more and more.
During this time, Aunt Xia and Aunt Qiao didn't come to visit much, at most, they came twice when Master Lu came to see Lu Xueyi, and they looked like they met by chance, but what the purpose is, it is a matter of opinion, after all, it is not for visiting, Lu Xueyi herself doesn't care about this matter, but Mingyue and Mingzhu are a little disdainful every time they look at these two aunts.
It's clear that he didn't come here sincerely, and he had to make a show in front of the master, which was a bit disgusting.
But in the end, they are pearls, these words are just two sentences in private, and they definitely dare not say it in front of these aunts.
Although the aunt is not a serious master, she is in the hands of others like their pearls, but in the end, she is the master's woman, where can they be guilty of these pearls.
It was Rong Yanqing who often came to Lu Xueyi's door to report for duty.
During this time, Rong Yanqing always followed the old lady to pray in the small Buddha hall, mostly to pray for Lu Xueyi, and less than half to hide from Lu Xueling.
Lu Xueling saw that Lu Xueyi was sick, but she was rarely attentive, always following Rong Yanqing's side to talk about things and things, Rong Yanqing annoyed her, but she couldn't say anything to her because of the etiquette, so she could only keep her distance silently, Lu Xueling was afraid of the old lady, so she naturally didn't dare to make a mistake in front of the old lady, so she didn't dare to come to the small Buddha hall to harass Rong Yanqing, which made Rong Yanqing breathe a sigh of relief.
In the Buddhist hall, Rong Yanqing was seriously copying the scriptures, and the old lady saw it, with a satisfied look on her face.
This child has been worshipping the Buddha and chanting with herself for a long time, and she was worried that he would not have the patience to stay in this lonely place, but she did not expect that this child is very wise, and can worship the Buddha here with peace of mind, without any impatience.
"Here, drink some water." The old lady asked the maid next to her to bring water to Rong Yanqing, "You child, you are always here to accompany my old woman, copying one volume after another of Buddhist scriptures, taking care of your own eyes." ”
"Yes." Rong Yanqing raised her head and showed a gentle smile, "Old lady, there's nothing wrong with me being here with you, at least you won't be lonely." ”
The old lady could naturally see what he was thinking, but she didn't break it, and said, "Are you a young man, you still have to go out for a walk more, now Yi'er's body is much better, you can go out for a walk with her more, and let her relax." ”
Rong Yanqing was silent for a moment, but still responded.
It's not that he doesn't want to find Lu Xueyi, but Lu Xueyi doesn't want to open the door to meet people at all.
During this time, he would go to Lu Xueyi's yard almost every day, but every time he saw Mingzhu and Mingyue with worried faces, he found out that Lu Xueyi hadn't gone out for a long time, and he didn't ask others to go in, and he didn't know what to do in the house alone.
Rong Yanqing was anxious, but she also knew that she couldn't push the door in directly, so she sat at the door every day, talking to Lu Xueyi, sometimes Lu Xueyi would answer, but most of the time, he was talking alone, and there was no sound inside.
Sometimes Rong Yanqing even wondered if Lu Xueyi was still in the room, but through the window screen, he could still see the somewhat vague figure in the room, and if he could see it, he would be able to feel at ease.
It doesn't make a difference on this day.
Rong Yanqing shook off Lu Xueling and came to the door of Lu Xueyi's room alone, Mingyue saw that he was coming, and silently saluted.
"Pearl doesn't seem to be there today?" Rong Yanqing's smile was very kind, he looked at Lu Xue's old closed door, and sighed in his heart.
Today is also a day when the doors are not opened.
"Mingzhu went to get the monthly silver, and he hasn't come back yet, and the young master came earlier today than before." Mingyue was already very familiar with Rong Yanqing, she brought a chair to Rong Yanqing, and Rong Yanqing refused as before.
He sat in front of the stone steps at Lu Xueyi's door, which was the closest place to her.
The room was still very quiet, and he couldn't hear any of Lu Xueyi's voice.
Through the curtain, he could only see a vague figure sitting at the table, fiddling with something in his hands.
It was Lu Xueyi, for so long, he had always looked at this figure, and gradually became very familiar.
"I'm here again today, earlier than usual." Rong Yanqing didn't care if the people in the room responded, as if telling a story, she told Lu Xueyi what she saw and heard in the Buddhist hall today, which was the same as every day as usual.
Lu Xueyi still didn't respond.
Rong Yanqing continued to speak slowly, Mingyue listened quietly on the side, and felt that this Young Master Rong was really a good person with rare patience.
It's just that her girl seems to be stunned, and she doesn't talk to others at all, and rarely responds.
It would be nice if the girl could come out and talk to Young Master Rong.
Mingyue thought to herself, but a long time has passed, and the girl has never opened the door.
Today probably won't be any different.
Mingyue stood there stunned, not noticing that Mingzhu had come back at some point.
Mingzhu is carrying their entire courtyard in her hand, which is not light.
"You're back soon." Mingyue was a little surprised, it usually took a long time for Mingzhu to get the monthly case, but it was not that anyone deliberately made it difficult, but there were many people in the courtyard, and it always took time to calculate the accounts.
Mingzhu whispered in Mingyue's ear, "I heard that Young Master Rong specially called someone to help send the moon case, but I don't say it, but it's actually for our girl." ”
Mingyue looked at Rong Yanqing's expression becoming more and more complicated, Young Master Rong could see that he really liked the girl, but Lang had no intention of having a concubine, and the girl didn't seem to be interested in Young Master Rong.
"Young Master Rong also came earlier today than in the past, but the girl probably won't open the door today." Mingzhu handed over the monthly routine to Mingzhu for distribution, and he stood by Mingyue's side, they are used to guarding here every day, even if the girl doesn't come out, they can see the girl's shadow from the window screen, at least they can rest assured that the girl is fine.
"Eh, Young Master Rong is so infatuated, but the girl is always like this, and we can't do anything but look distressed." Mingyue whispered to Mingzhu.
They always look at Rong Yanqing like this, and naturally feel distressed, but they can't do the girl's business, except for being in a hurry, where can there be any way, especially when they see Rong Yanqing talking at the girl's door every day, they are always there, knowing that this Young Master Rong is different from those fake people.
However, he never got a response.
In the room, Lu Xueyi was lying on the bed looking at the carved beams and pillars with empty eyes.
Outside the door, the whispers of an old monk drifted into the room through the crack in the door.
Lu Xueyi felt that her eyelids were getting heavier and heavier, and she slowly sank into a dream in Rong Yanqing's chattering voice.
The reason why Lu Xueyi slept in bed in broad daylight was because she suddenly remembered the picture she saw in her consciousness when she passed out after ringing the bell that day.
She wanted to take another look at her grandfather and those amiable family members when he was dying.
If she can't go back, let her look at them again.
Lu Xueyi fell asleep with such a mood, looking forward to seeing each other again with joy.
No, an empty and dark world, nothing.
Lu Xueyi looked at the darkness in front of her in disappointment, and a cold feeling of disheartenness welled up in her heart, and the extreme sadness made her emotions collapse a little.
At this moment, a light suddenly flashed in a dark world, and the light slowly became larger.
In the end, he turned into an old man with a faint golden light.
Lu Xueyi knew this old man, and she couldn't see her when she saw her grandfather.
She wanted to open her mouth to ask, but unfortunately she couldn't, so she could only look at the old man anxiously.
"Go back, kid. Don't hurt yourself anymore, as long as you live well, sooner or later, a specific person will come and take you out of this place. Go back, kid! Only when it's time for you to go back, someone will naturally take you where you want to go. ”
The old man's voice sounded in Lu Xueyi's mind, and he said unhurriedly.
"Can I go back? Where am I going to find someone to take me away? When will this person show up? ”
Lu Xueyi shouted desperately in her mind, but unfortunately the figure of the old man became fainter and fainter, and disappeared in Lu Xueyi's panicked eyes.
Lu Xueyi watched the old man disappear in a daze, not crying or making trouble. Not long ago, she cried and made trouble, but the old man still didn't take her away.