"So you won't let me find them, you're afraid I won't be able to take such a blow? Are you afraid that I will complain that you know about it but hide such a big thing from me? You're afraid I'll blame you and leave you, right? That's it, right?" I muttered.

Xiao Jinyu closed his eyes, swallowed all his emotions, and pressed his thin lips against the back of my white hand, and it took a long time for a hoarse voice to come out from between his lips and teeth, "Yes." ”

Think so, as long as you don't let me see them, let me think so......

It couldn't be better.

"I won't leave you."

A soft, firm voice came.

Xiao Jinyu's heart was shocked, he slowly opened his eyes, hiding the gloom, he turned his head to look at me, I smiled at him, the smile was pale, "You forgot, I can wake up...... It's just to meet you again, we've missed a lifetime, and this time it won't. ”

How can I complain about his heart for me?! There is no resentment, only rejoicing, glad that I could meet him, glad that I still have him by my side!

“……”

"Fool." I sat up from the bathtub, clothed in water, reached out and took the initiative to move his neck, Rulan's breath brushed his face, and his voice was as weak as water, "How can I blame you, no, I won't." ”

No.

I won't.

My curves were close to him, and the fragrance on my body was like a kind of redemption, lingering on the tip of his nose, Xiao Jinyu's body stiffened, and then hugged me tightly.

Like a child looking for support.

He hugged me tightly.

…… In the Bai family's private manor, in a luxuriously and beautifully furnished new house, Bai Lan sat on a bed covered with rose petals in a white wedding dress.

I was the only one in the room.

On the wedding night, the groom disappeared and could not be found, leaving me alone in the empty room.

My father wanted to challenge the Xi family, but he was said by the uncle: "Compared with our Bai family's daughter, who said that if you change people, you will change people, it is a big deal." "Fluttering through.

So, his father didn't stand up for me, and no one made decisions for me anymore.

The people of the Xi family were arranged to leave early, and they didn't give me an excuse to vent at all!

Bai Lan completely understood what it meant to ignore dogs, which is my current situation, an empty new house, an empty new bed......

I stood up, poured a glass of red wine, and dropped a few sleeping pills into it to drink.

Then, I lay on the bed, the white wedding dress made the whole bed, I just closed my eyes, and I suddenly hated Xi Jinrong.

Man, none of them are good!

I wanted to start all over again, but it turned out that I had become a joke again!

……

In the presidential suite of the hotel, Xiao Jinyu dried my body with a bath towel for me, put on a bathrobe for me with his own hands, carried me to the bed outside, lowered his head and lightly imprinted a kiss on my forehead, "You lie down, I'll take a shower." ”

"Okay."

I have no objection.

Xiao Jinyu walked into the bathroom, I sat up from the bed, got out of bed and left the room.

The heavy rain continued to wash over the city of New York, and in another room, Xi Jinrong was lying on the bed still unconscious, with a needle in his hand and infusion.

I walked over.

Xiao You, who was guarding on the side, frowned tightly when he saw this, but he didn't stop the bodyguards on the side.

"Young lady."

"Hmm."

I nodded faintly, my hands in my bathrobe pockets.

"Why are you here?" Xiao You's voice is not very good, I can hear it, but now I don't have time to take care of his thoughts at all.

"How's he doing?" I don't complain about Xiao Jinyu, and I don't complain about Xi Jinrong, one wants to protect me, but the other is as ignorant as me.

"The doctor said that his gunshot wound did not heal well, and he was drenched in rain again, and now he has inflammation and fever." Xiao You accompanied me into the house.

"How many degrees does it burn?" I asked.

"39 degrees."

“……”

Burned so badly, no wonder he fell unconscious.

I sat down in front of his bed, looking at the melancholy between Xi Jinrong's eyebrows, his eyes were moist, and guilt grew in every corner of his body-

In any case, the Xi family's care for me for more than 20 years and their concern for me is true, whether they are out of guilt or feelings, I have no reason to resent them......

When I knew about this, I couldn't accept it for a while, but now that I calmed down, I realized that this incident was a blow to me, and why not for Brother Xi?!

If he hadn't been affected, how could he have run over today?!

"Water ......" Xi Jinrong muttered, his lips were very dry, and his brows were furrowed tightly.

"Pour the water."

I stood up, picked him up from the bed, and let him lean on my arms, and the bodyguard on the side quickly poured water, I took the water cup and carefully fed Xi Jinrong.

He was thirsty.

Xi Jinrong drank a lot, and his lips were dyed with a little shiny.

Putting the water glass away, I took the tissue from the bodyguard's hand, wiped the water stains from the corners of Xi Jinrong's lips, and was about to let him lie down, but his arm was grabbed by him.

He closed his eyes and muttered, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry......"

“……”

Hearing this, my heart ached as if I had been stabbed with a knife.

"It's okay."

I said these three words with difficulty, and it was in Xi Jinrong's ear.

It didn't matter, we were all too young to stop it...... Don't feel guilty because it has nothing to do with you.

Suddenly, I was pulled away, and Xi Jinrong fell back on the bed with his eyes still closed, still unconscious.

Xiao Jinyu stood beside me, looking down at my red eyes and frowning tightly.

The voice was hoarse and majestic, "Go back to sleep." ”

"I just came to see him." I glanced at Xi Jinrong on the bed.

If you can, I want to wait for him to wake up and talk to him, it's okay, I don't blame you, I don't blame Xi's parents, I don't blame!

“……”

Hearing this, Xiao Jinyu glanced at Xi Jinrong, his eyes were deep, and his chest was stuffy, he knew that this time, he would no longer be able to cut off the inextricable ties between me and Xi Jinrong.

Just because two separate marriages are in place doesn't mean that the deal is over.

Xi Jinrong will definitely find out what he wants to hide, and then everything he is afraid of will follow......

He knows Anxin's character too well, he knows my thoughts too well, and if he did, I might ......

I sat back on the chair next to the bed, Xiao Jinyu's eyes flashed gloom, and I didn't say anything.

"We were all too young to stop it, so I don't blame him." I asked softly, "I can't blame Xi's parents for their care and care for me, and ...... Mom and Dad. ”

When I said these two words, my voice darkened and became hoarse, "I don't blame them either, because they raised me." ”

Isn't it ...... to blame? Even if it's because of them that my home is ruined.

"What should I do?" I hooked my lips bitterly, and my bitter heart swept over me like a tornado, "I'm afraid that my biological parents won't forgive me." ”

After all, they died because of this......

I...... It's really unfilial.

"I'll leave everything to me." Xiao Jinyu reached out and took me into his arms and asked me to rely on him, "Remember my words, it will be enough for you to have me in the future." ”

I leaned against him, closed my eyes, tears streaming down my face.

Give it to him.

He's tired too, isn't he?

"Boss, hot milk."

Xiao Zuo walked into the room with a glass of milk in his hand, which Xiao Jinyu had ordered when he just came in.

He took the cup, handed it to me, and said lightly, "Drink the milk." ”

"Okay."

I took the milk cup, tilted my head, and drank the milk, the warm liquid flowing through my cold stomach and warming my body.

Drink most of the cup, only a little left.

Xiao Jinyu took the cup from my hand and shook it, there were still sleeping pills in the cup that had not yet melted.

After a while, I fell asleep leaning on him under the influence of sleeping pills, and quietly, Xiao Jinyu bent down, picked me up from the chair, and walked into another room.

Put me down.

Xiao Jinyu leaned over to fold the quilt for me, watching that I was extra quiet when I fell asleep, he stretched out his hand, pressed his fingertips over my slightly frowning brow, ironed it, and then gently pressed the corners of my mouth.

Makes me look like I'm smiling.

That's it, just keep it that way......

……

Xiao Jinyu sat on the edge of the bed and stared at my face, for a long, long time.

He had been looking for me for a long time, for a long time, and if he hadn't met me in the elevator that time, maybe he wouldn't have known what love was in his life, and he still had strong feelings that could be lived and died......

He loves my laughter and will make me laugh like this, never going away......

Standing up from the side of the bed, Xiao Jinyu stood up and walked to the table, poured a glass of wine in a transparent goblet, and took a sip elegantly......

……

"Husband, you can't just leave it alone!"

"Anyway, what should I do? It's already cost hundreds of thousands, and we've done our best. ”

"But, no matter what, Anxin is also our daughter, and I don't have a terminal illness and we just give up...... The Xi family's ......"

"What's wrong with the Xi family? The Xi family should take the money, we owe our family peace of mind, they can take it if they want, anyway, we don't care. ”

An indifferent male voice appeared in Xiao Jinyu's ears.

At that time, Anxin had just fallen into a coma, and he came to the hospital where I was staying after investigation, but he overheard such a conversation.

"I knew that I was a money-loser, so I didn't adopt me, I thought I could hang the young master of the Xi family, but the result was ...... Hey, what's the use of being so good with other people's young ladies! ”

"Okay, don't talk about it, so what do we do now?"

The panicked female voice was a little timid.

"I'll take care of it."

There was originally only two people in the corridor suddenly appeared such a voice, which surprised the husband and wife.

Immediately afterwards, Xiao Jinyu's tall, handsome but mysterious figure appeared in front of them.

"From now on, peace of mind, I'm in charge."

“……”

Then, then he asked Xiao Zuo to investigate Anxin's life experience, and then arranged for Xiao You to wait for Anxin to wake up and then take them away and settle in a remote place in North America......

He won't kill them, but he won't make them feel better.

He would ask people to send their photos back regularly to reassure him, but he didn't expect Xi Jinrong to ......

"Boom—"

Thunder and lightning.

Heavy rain washes over the hotel frantically, washing away all the evils of the city, but some things can never be hidden.

Xiao Jinyu stood in front of the window and drank all the red wine, his memories were interrupted by thunder, and he was also cut off by himself.

Xi Jinrong, what does he mean, or rather, what kind of purpose does he have?