Chapter 235: Vomiting Blood, Where Is Home?
"The poison of the eldest brother has invaded the internal organs, and if you look at his people, they have long been filled with black gas, which is a sign of death." When he said this, he took a deep breath, and his eyes gradually filled with tears, "If you want to take drugs for him, it is equivalent to sacrificing your life and your children in vain!" Do you want something to happen to my brother's only bloodline? ”
I looked at the place where Yeluqi was pointing, and Yeluhuan's face gradually darkened at this time, and I couldn't believe it but saw black blood gushing out of his mouth.
Blood dripped, dripping from his lips and finally spilling on the green grass tops!
No, he can't die! He can't die......
I pushed Yeluqi away, pointed at him and shouted, "What then? What exactly should I do now? ”
I was dazed, helpless, and panicked...... I was so frightened that I didn't know how to save Yeluhuan!
The sound of our quarrel seemed to sober him up a lot, and his initial blurred gaze turned into seriousness.
Yeluhuan held up his consciousness and said to me, "Heart...... Don't blame Azie...... Don't blame him! ”
Yeluhuan tried his best to appease me who was emotional at this time, but he found that I couldn't listen to anything at this time, so I could only keep muttering, "I can't die, I can't die, I can't die......"
Finally, he sighed helplessly, his eyes looked at me tightly, his eyes were full of greed, but his voice gradually faded, "Xin'er, listen to me...... I'm sorry I cheated on you again! Actually, I've never... I haven't really loved you, I'm just unwilling, why do you like Xiao Jincheng and don't like me...... I just want to prove that I'm better than him, that's why I let Liancheng keep you...... All I love is your status as the princess of Zhenbei...... All I love is your momentary difference... All I love is you...... who have been dancing for nine days."
I listened to his words, and finally tears slipped down, and I was silent for a long time before I said, "I know, I know you don't love me!" ”
"I'm such a man...... You don't have to shed tears for me, you don't feel like you owe me anything...... Have you been to the ...... you thought about yourself Sheng ......" Before he finished the last word, his eyes were closed, and the weight of his whole body was on me, which was extremely heavy.
I fell into his arms, feeling his body temperature, and my still warm body gradually became cold and stiff, I thought it was ...... I would die for Xiao Jincheng, but I didn't expect that it would be Yeluhuan who died because of me......
Ha ha...... I couldn't help but laugh, in fact, the most damn person is me, and it has always been me, Huan.
What kind of man are you, before you die, you have to give me a lie that I can spend the rest of my life in peace, so that I don't feel bad and guilty, you actually say that you don't love me......
If you don't love me, how can you have a few daggers in your body to protect me? If you don't love me, how can you look at me from afar in Merlin? If you don't love me, how can you stop these three deadly poisonous arrows for me?
Is that how you don't love me?
So that's how you don't love me......
A mournful and desolate roar shook everyone, and the sword in Liancheng's hand flowed freely, stabbing at General Zhao with a fatal sword.
Xiao Zuo, who was protecting Xiao Jincheng on the side, saw that it was not good, and the moment he flew forward, he pulled out the sword he was wearing at his waist, and the silver light shone with a little fire, and he separated Liancheng's fatal sword!
Liancheng Yanping raised his sword posture in his hand, there were tears in his eyes, but he insisted on refusing to overflow, "Yeluqi, to this day, do you still want to stay by this enemy's side?" Liancheng Yanping turned his gaze to the man who was kneeling beside me, finally shedding tears and looking numb!
However, there was no response......
"Good, good!" Liancheng gritted his teeth and said three words hatefully!
Then he looked at Xiao Jincheng fiercely, "Xiao Jincheng, this world will eventually be unified, and your long-cherished wish is to unify the world that breaks the formation, right?" His gaze was unprecedentedly cold and blood-devouring, even colder than before!
Xiao Jincheng looked back at him indifferently, the strange aura between the two intensified, and the surrounding tears seemed to set off the cold color between them, Liancheng spoke again, "From now on, there is no Yeluqi in the Khitan, as long as I Liancheng Yanping is in one day, you Xiao Jincheng will want to embezzle the entire Khitan!" ”
Xiao Jincheng sneered when he heard this, "If you want to compete with me for the world, let's see if you can leave here today!" ”
"Just these shrimp soldiers and crab generals want to stop me?" He looked around, and another soldier fell at his feet, blood staining his purple boots, and he kicked the soldier away and walked towards me.
I watched him walk step by step, each step, the cold air and the sorrow and pain all around him until he knelt down on one knee beside Yeluhuan, and his blood-stained hand covered his forehead, "Cousin, for a woman, is it worth it?" ”
I watched Liancheng snatch Yeluhuan's body from my arms, and when I got up, his eyes looked at me and Yeluqi with extremely awe-inspiring and complicated eyes, as well as deep remorse.
"Whoever stands in my way, die!" Liancheng Long Sword - Waved, holding Yeluhuan in one hand, and frantically killing the soldiers on both sides with the other, bright red blood splashed all over them, but he still couldn't stop his crazy killing.
He's crazy, he's crazy.
I sat on the ground dumbfounded, watching his knife cut at them, a disgusting stream of blood irritating my nose. The feeling of nausea rushed over my heart, and the forehead that was getting heavier and heavier, as if the whole person was floating above the clouds, and finally fell heavily into hell.
When I regained consciousness, I was in the tent, and I stared blankly at the dark blue tent, which was empty and silent enough to feel unreal.
Heart, I love you. Even if I want to exchange this country, I will not let you go, and no one can take you away from me.
Actually, it's good to be able to watch you from afar.
Xin'er, if you are with you in this life, the rest of your wishes are enough.
I heard the child calling me daddy, and the child was calling me.
Suddenly, my stiff body moved, and my hand gently touched my lower abdomen, and the child ...... Did you really call Daddy?
But before you were born, your father left you, would you blame your mother? It was my mother who killed your father! If, I wasn't stupid enough to block those three arrows for Xiao Jincheng that day, Huan wouldn't have died trying to save me.
If I hadn't been so willful and wanted to come back to find an answer that day, I wouldn't have been detained by Xiao Jincheng.
If I had not been blinded by hatred that day, I would not have selfishly gone to Jeruhuan.
That's right, I'm a scourge, and people die wherever I go.
Chunrui is dead...... Xiao Yiran died...... Xiao You is dead...... Now, Huan is also dead! The tears in the corners of my eyes could no longer be controlled, dripping on the pillow, and I felt cold in the hot summer, cold like never before.
I got up numbly from the bed, walked to the table in a trance, found a rabbit quill pen, pinched the rosewood pen in the middle of the hand, and wrote a poem on the paper with some trembling hands:
Recently, there have been infinite sad things, who is more with the long talk? Pay from the teaching, green windows and red tears, early geese and early warblers.
I appreciated it at the time, but now I am gone, and I am always affectionate. Suddenly, the suspicious gentleman arrived, the paint lamp wind, and the spring stars were obsessed. [Selected from Nalan Rongruo, the first genius of the Manchu Qing Dynasty, "Green Shirt Wet Mourning"
When the words were written, a sense of blood spread through my throat, and I couldn't help coughing lightly, and the red blood sprayed out, dyeing a large piece of the word I had just written.
The pen in my hand fell weakly on the table, I picked up my sleeve and wiped the blood on the paper, the more I wiped it, the more it spread, the harder I worked, the thin paper had been ravaged by me.
This blood is like the blood stained on Huan's body, I want to wipe it clean, and when it is clean, there will be no more defects.
Xiao Jincheng, who had just walked into the military tent, saw such a scene, he rushed to my side and hugged me fiercely, "Xin'er! ”
I am struggling in his arms, I can no longer lean on him, he is no longer my husband, my husband is Yeluhuan, I am the only concubine of the Khitan, I am the concubine of the moon and my husband Yeluhuan has died for me, how can I throw myself into the arms of others?
I couldn't convince myself that I would hate myself like that.
I struggled to break free from his embrace, "Don't touch me. ”
Xiao Jincheng yelled at me, "You vomited blood, you have to go and rest!" "He took a step forward, and I took a step back, always three steps away from him.
"I don't want it!" I raised my sleeve and wiped the blood from my lips and shook my head firmly.
"Don't you want your children? If you continue like this, sooner or later the child will be aborted due to your physical weakness. Yeluhuan is gone, and the only thing left between you and him is this child, don't you want this child? It just so happens that I see that this child is also an eyesore, let's go, I'll help you find a good way to get rid of this child. ”
As he spoke, he quickly stepped forward and grabbed my wrist, as if he really wanted to take me out and beat the child.
I immediately clinged to the table and clung to it, fearing that he would actually get rid of my child.
Seeing me like this, Xiao Jincheng sighed heavily and let go of my wrist.
"You care so much about this child, you should take good care of your body and give birth to it, because this is your child with him, isn't it?"
Listening to his soft persuasion, I finally calmed down my agitation, and I curled up weakly on the table, tears dripping on the dark table, wetting the paper.
"Shall we go home?" He stood beside me, and he didn't move me.
"Home?" Do I still have a home? Where is home?
"Come back with me."
I know what he's referring to? Once I was there watching my dearest people leave me, I left with hatred, and now I want to go back there......
"No, I'm not going."
I won't go back with him for anything!
"Your body is too weak, if you are left behind, your children will not only not be able to save it, but I am afraid that even your life will not be saved."
Xiao Jincheng said word by word, his tone was extremely strong, with irresistible majesty.
"I don't know, why your health is so bad, I gave you an antidote, and you have already taken the antidote, haven't you? Didn't you clean it up? ”