Chapter 150: She Begins to Slowly Rely on Days Like This

Su Jinxi felt that it was a big deal that she followed the lawsuit Shen all the way, and only talked and chatted with the lawsuit Shen, and she didn't pay too much attention to others, so that she might be able to avoid some troubles.

The dull days have been too long, and the benefits are addictive, and Su Jinxi has also made it. After thinking about this period of time, Su Jinxi even really thought about whether she should let go of the past paragraph, in this life, her family is very good, she is very good, Shangguan is very good, and everything is enough.

Su Jinxi also began to slowly immerse herself in those days, and slowly no longer wanted revenge, nor did she want to have anything to do with Bai Chenghao. Even, Su Jinxi thought that it would be better to let go of everything in the past, let himself slowly forget all the things in his previous life, and live this life well.

As for Bai Chenghao, Su Jinxi, you just don't want to pay more attention to it, as long as Bai Chenghao doesn't come to provoke her and doesn't hurt the people she cares about, she will really be willing to let go of the past and live this life well.

But on the contrary, some people just don't want to be as far as Su Jinxi, they just want to provoke some incidents, that is, intentionally or unintentionally, they escalate Su Jinxi's hatred.

But these are all posteriors, and the current Su Jinxi, at least the Su Jinxi who wants to let go of hatred, or Su Jinxi, the little woman who is more and more dependent on the lawsuit and Shen Shen, but she didn't find out.

"Not yet, just wait! Don't worry. Su Jinxi shouted outside the door.

Immediately, a light laugh turned into Su Jinxi's ears, Su Jinxi raised his eyes and looked, between which Ling'er was smiling with his mouth drowning, and his eyes were full of smiles.

"Laughing at what?" Su Jinxi asked suspiciously, looking at the little girl with puzzlement.

"It's nothing, I'm laughing at Mrs. Madame's willful appearance of having to make Master Hou wait." Ling'er slowly explained the reason. After all, Su Jinxi is actually ready for everything now, and she is still talking to the lawsuit like that, Shen is not willful and petty.

In fact, Su Jinxi really has these deliberate elements, in order to punish the lawsuit in the past two days, Shen has been arguing with her, annoying her, saying that she wants her to accompany him to the palace for a banquet.

Therefore, Su Jinxi intentionally or unintentionally embarrassed the lawsuit today, and asked him to wait for him outside the door.

However, Ling'er's unintentional words made Su Jinxi stunned for a moment, and she suddenly woke up her little temperament, and suddenly recalled her willfulness, her own little temperament, and the leisurely happiness that she had never had during this time.

These are all because of the lawsuit, and because I married into the Shangguan Mansion and became the so-called Mrs. Hou. Su Jinxi couldn't deny this, and she didn't want to deny it anymore.

She had to admit that Shen was really good to her, so good that all her little temperament and all the little women's sides were spoiled.

Su Jinxi also enjoys everything now, and is really used to living like this in the official mansion these days, in fact, there are some times, Su Jinxi even thinks about whether to live like this forever.

From those performances of the lawsuit and the Shen, Su Jinxi always felt that the lawsuit and the Shen liked him, and from his own performances, Su Jinxi also knew that he liked the lawsuit and Shen, since the two of them liked each other, why couldn't they be together?

"Madam, ma'am, what are you thinking of such a delirium?" Ling'er saw that Su Jinxi was a little stunned, and then reminded softly.

After Su Jinxi came back to her senses, she looked at the woman in the mirror with a ruddy face and a smile in the corners of her eyes, and was dazzled for a while.

It turns out that this is me, and it seems that I can be like this, and I can be full of happiness, and I can live such a happy life.

"You go out first." Su Jinxi's eyes were still fixed on the youthful face in the mirror, and she whispered to Ling'er.

Immediately, Ling'er also walked out obediently, without saying anything more, she understood Su Jinxi's expression, these days to figure out, not only Su Jinxi can see her own changes, as a personal maid Ling'er feels deeper.

Knowing that Ling'er withdrew lightly from the door, Su Jinxi made a slight move, but his eyes were still looking at himself in the mirror.

I saw Su Jinxi raise his hand, gently re-touch the places where his neck and face touched, and gently stroked it, as if he was looking for some traces, but that action seemed to be very familiar to Su Jinxi, as if he had often done it before.

Su Jinxi was actually looking for a scar, habitually stroking a scar, a scar that no longer existed, a scar that existed in the previous life in the previous life.

That scar was left by her in the previous life in order to save Bai Chenghao, at that time, she and Bai Chenghao went out and encountered robbers, and she was unfortunately caught by the robbers as a hostage, at that time, the robbers handed over something that seemed to be very important in order to blackmail Bai Chenghao, but Bai Chenghao refused, he had to fight hard with the robbers, and he didn't care about her life, and then the robbers were angry and almost killed her.

That time, she almost died, and then why did she forgive Bai Chenghao again She doesn't remember, in short, she was blinded and thinking by love in her last life, and she didn't remember what she thought Su Jinxi did, and she didn't want to remember.

She only knew that at that time, she actually trembled and felt that Bai Chenghao loved her, and she actually thought that Bai Chenghao would love her......

Now that I think about it, how ridiculous...... The self who was willing to die for others, who almost died but couldn't get that person who liked the distressed self at all, the self who repeatedly worried his relatives and friends...... It's really too ignorant.

Su Jinxi stroked the place where the scar should be, even though the scar was no longer there, she still habitually stroked it, as if to remind herself of her hatred for Bai Chenghao.

But today, but this time, Su Jinxi touched the scar that no longer existed, but what she thought in her heart was not how to remind herself of hating Bai Chenghao, but looked at the scar that no longer existed, and thought to herself, perhaps, can her last life be slowly forgotten by her like this scar that has disappeared?

If she really could, then she would be willing to ......

When Su Jinxi was still immersed in the memories of his previous life, the lawsuit came in silently, and he looked at Su Jinxi, who had been stroking a place in the mirror, and an indescribable feeling rose inexplicably in his heart.