Chapter 168: I Only Have You in My Heart
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Feed Jiu'er, Ning Xiang tidied up his clothes, put the child on the soft couch, Jiu'er is very well-behaved, he eats when he wakes up every day, sleeps when he is full, and does not make trouble at all, even the nurse praises, saying that the child knows that he loves his mother and does not make trouble for his mother.
Ning Xiang smiled slightly, held her daughter's chubby little hand, put it on her lips and kissed it gently, this child will grow, his eyebrows and nose are like his father, and he can't help but add two points of male appearance, but the pair of watery eyes and delicate cherry lips are like Ning Xiang, and he has pressed down the two points of male appearance, compared to his mother's delicateness, there are two more points of small heroism, which is really cute.
The more Ning Xiang looks, the more she likes it, even when the child is asleep, she is guarding on the side, and she can watch it for a long time, I really don't know how it hurts, I can't wait to hold my daughter in the palm of my hand from time to time, and I can't help it.
The sky darkened, the army camped here, Liang Bozhao personally took over his wife and daughter, went to his tent together, just entered the tent, Jiu'er woke up, Liang Bozhao picked up the child, but also doting and pity, took a rattle, teasing his daughter for a while.
Ning Xiang laid out the mattress, and when she looked back and saw Liang Bozhao playing with the child, her heart involuntarily became soft, until Jiu'er stretched a little lazy waist in her father's arms, yawned, Ning Xiang stepped forward to take the child, patted the child's swaddling clothes gently, and it didn't take long for Jiu'er to fall asleep.
Ning Xiang looked at her daughter's sweet sleeping face, and she couldn't help it, Liang Bozhao hugged their mother and daughter from behind, wrapped her arms around Ning Xiang, and took her and the child into his arms.
The two of them were silent for a long time, only the candlelight stretched their shadows.
"Xiang'er..."Liang Bozhao whispered his wife's name.
Ning Xiang still looked at the child, and when she heard her husband's voice, she only said "um" softly.
Seeing that his wife only had children in her eyes, Liang Bozhao smiled slightly bitterly and said; "This kid is in your heart, and he really compares me to me."
Ning Xiang sighed in her heart, and then turned around and glanced at Liang Bozhao.
Catching up with the man's gaze, Ning Xiang's heart beat a little fast, Liang Bozhao's eyes were dark and dark, and without waiting for Ning Xiang to bow his head, he leaned over and grabbed her lips in one fell swoop, pried open her teeth, and took away all the sweetness in her mouth.
His big hand still held Ning Xiang's arm, holding his daughter firmly in his arms, and it took a long time before he let go of his wife's lips.
Ningxiang's breath is a little unstable, although she is out of confinement, her body has not recovered, and the injuries on her lower body have not been healed.
Liang Bozhao was distressed and blamed himself, when Ning Xiang gave birth that day, he had been by his side, watching Ning Xiang suffer a big crime, and also knew that she was injured in the lower body, he had no intention of cloud and rain, he just wanted to have a warm encounter with his wife, at this time, seeing Ning Xiang uncomfortable, he couldn't help but gently pat Ning Xiang's back and whispered; "It's me who is not good."
After a while, Ning Xiang's breath slowly stabilized, her face floated with a faint flush, in the candlelight, like a red cloud oozing from the bottom of her skin, a white and red face, indescribably soft and moving.
She shook her head and whispered; "It's me who is useless."
Liang Bozhao's eyebrows frowned slightly, he didn't speak, he just took Ning Xiang to the front of the bed, put Jiu'er on the bed, and sat on the side, holding Ning Xiang in his arms.
"What's the use?" He asked.
Ning Xiang felt bitter in her throat, some words have been muffled in her heart, since she gave birth to a child, she has never opened her mouth, she doesn't say it, Liang Bozhao doesn't say it, but it doesn't mean that they don't say it, this thing doesn't exist.
Men and women love, human nature, how long can couples without the joy of fish and water go?
"You actually know, don't you?" Ning Xiang grabbed her clothes, she didn't dare to look at her husband's eyes, only looked at the corner of her embroidered skirt, but her heart was numb and astringent, it was not that she wanted to put all her thoughts on the child, and it was not that Jiu'er wanted to be better than Liang Bozhao in her heart, but she intended to give all her love to Jiu'er, so that maybe the future life would be a little better.
Liang Bozhao understood what his wife was talking about, he tightened his grip on Ning Xiang's body and spoke in a low voice; "Don't think about it, you just gave birth to a child, and your body hasn't recovered yet, so our husband and wife will have a long time to come."
Ning Xiang lowered her eyes, thinking of the words of the imperial doctor, a heart is cold, she understands too well what it means for a woman to be unable to serve a man, it means that the husband and wife are drifting apart, it means that the two are gradually separated, it means that there will be women next to her to take away her man, and she can only do nothing, no matter how good the relationship between husband and wife was before, if there is no joy of cloud and rain, it will disappear one day.
She understood it all.
Seeing that Ning Xiang was silent, there was a shallow bleakness on her sharp little face, but it was still beautiful. She has lost a lot of weight these days, and at this time she is holding it in her arms, her slender waist is not full of hand, and she is no longer rich when she was pregnant.
Liang Bozhao sighed slightly and said; "I know what you're thinking, if you don't say it, I don't dare to mention it, I'm just afraid of upsetting you."
With just such a sentence, Ning Xiang's tears couldn't be contained, and they fell out of her eyes.
Liang Bozhao stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears for his wife, his heart was both pity and helplessness, he pulled Ning Xiang to himself, leaned on his chest, and comforted him in a low voice; "All you need to know is that I only have you in my heart, and that's enough."
Ning Xiang shook her head, looked at Liang Bozhao with teary eyes, she moved her lips, and gently spit out: "You are just a man." ”
"No," Liang Bozhao shook his head, his eyes were dark, and he looked deeply into Ning Xiang's eyes, "I am your husband and Jiu'er's father." ”
Ning Xiang's heart trembled, tears hung on her eyelashes, lining that face like a pear blossom in the clear rain, which was pitiful.
Liang Bozhao stroked her cheek, pressed his forehead against hers, and said in a low voice; "You gave birth to a child for me, and almost took your life into it, how can I let you down if you do this for me?"
Ning Xiang couldn't speak, she only felt uncomfortable in her heart, she buried her face in Liang Bozhao's chest, and finally stretched out her arm and wrapped it around her husband's waist.
Liang Bozhao patted his wife's back, and his voice was gentle and powerful; "Xiang'er, believe me and believe in yourself."
"I.... I'm afraid you can't help it. After a long while, the sound of incense was like a mosquito, and she said to her husband. As soon as she finished saying this, Liang Bozhao didn't say anything, and her own face turned red.
Liang Bozhao smiled, pinched her face, and said softly; "I endured it in the frontier for so many years before, how can I not bear it now?"
Ning Xiang lowered her eyebrows, bit her lip, and asked softly; "Then when you were on the frontier, didn't you have a woman?"
Liang Bozhao's eyelids jumped, looked at his wife in his arms, and spoke for a while.
Although he is not a person of heavy desire, but he has been stationed in the north for many years, every time he fights against the barbarians, after the victory, there will always be his subordinates to offer beautiful Hu women to enjoy themselves, he is self-controlled, and the army is clearly forbidden soldiers to rape women, he is the commander-in-chief, he has to lead by example, and he has never touched the orchids presented by his subordinates, only let people send those women back, so as not to be difficult to control.
But he has been stationed in northern Xinjiang for more than ten years, and if he says that he has never had a woman, he will open his eyes and tell nonsense. Even if it's not a lot of times, it's still happening.
Liang Bozhao turned his gaze, not knowing how to talk to Ning Xiang, he only coughed lightly twice, and a little embarrassment appeared in his eyes.
Ning Xiang knew it in her heart, she pulled out of her husband's arms, seeing that Liang Bozhao was silent, even her eyes were looking elsewhere, and she didn't dare to look at herself, she saw it in her eyes, her heart was soft, even if she was not sensible, she also understood that Liang Bozhao had been stationed in Northern Xinjiang for many years, in a high position, a man like him, no need to speak by himself, as long as he looked at him, there would be subordinates who would do everything for him, and he was in his prime, how could there be no woman? If you don't, it's a joke.
"Why don't you speak?" Ning Xiang shook his sleeve and asked him in a low voice.
Liang Bozhao turned around and looked at his wife's eyes, but he couldn't laugh or cry, he grabbed Ning Xiang's body and said helplessly; "I'm wrong, okay?"
Ning Xiang finally couldn't hold back, pursed her lips slightly, and a smile floated. Liang Bozhao saw that she was not angry, so he was relieved and was about to kiss her on the cheek.
Ning Xiang turned sideways, dodging his kiss and not following the way; "Tell me, what are you wrong?"
Liang Bozhao clasped the crook of her neck, took her to himself, and spit out a sentence in her ear, as soon as the words fell, Ning Xiang's face turned red, spreading to her neck, and even the white and tender earlobes were floating a touch of pink, she didn't make a sound, only took a sip gently.
Liang Bozhao hugged his daughter-in-law's waist tightly, looking at her delicate appearance, he really liked it very much, and only said in a low voice; "I'm not leaving tonight, let's take Jiu'er to sleep together."
Along the way, the two did not sleep together at night, the child had to eat milk several times at night, and the condensation milk was not enough, so he had to let the nurse feed the child at night, and Liang Bozhao had to discuss the current battle situation with his subordinates whenever he was free during the march, and he was often busy until late at night. "Jiu'er has to wake up several times at night, and if you stay, it will disturb your sleep."
Liang Bozhao smiled slightly, looking at his daughter's cute little face, he was even more reluctant to leave, only shook his head and said with a smile; "I love to hear her cry."
Ning Xiang also bent her lips, revealing a pair of dimples, Liang Bozhao saw her smiling, only to feel that the exhaustion of the whole body was gone, he hugged Ning Xiang's body and said slowly; "Xiang'er, I like to see you laugh."
Ning Xiang's eyes softened, and she only snuggled up to him tighter, and said softly; "Then from now on, I'll smile more for you."
Liang Bozhao's eyebrows floated with a touch of tenderness, and the gloom of many days was swept away.