Bai Tingzhi, as his name suggests, is a man who is as gentle as jade, and he is also unhurried, quiet and meticulous. This may be related to his upbringing, Bai Tingzhi's parents are both university teachers, originally this family should be happy, Bai Tingzhi's parents are in love together, and the two love each other very much.

In the eyes of Bai Ting's parents, each other is the first in their minds, and Bai Tingzhi is the second.

During the summer vacation of Baiting Junior High School, the family discussed where to go on vacation, and when the Bai family couple gave up where they wanted to go and promised each other where they wanted to go, Bai's father said: "Why don't you let your son decide!" Tingzhi didn't say where he wanted to go, and now that he is older, he has his own ideas, so let his son decide this time. ”

Mother Bai nodded with a smile, then sat up from Daddy Bai's arms, and looked at the son sitting opposite, Bai Jingting was 15 years old, and he had slightly faded from the naughtiness of his childhood, in fact, for him, he could go anywhere, looking at his parents' love like this, he felt very happy. But he still chose a place he liked and said, "Mom and Dad, let's go see the sea, I like the sea." ”

After hearing this, Mother Bai crooked in Daddy Bai's arms again, and looked at Daddy Bai with a smile.

"Look at the sea, I like it, our baby is really good!"

Father Bai took the opportunity to hug Mother Bai's shoulders and said, "Then let's go to the beach according to our son." ”

Mother Bai climbed on Daddy White's neck, kissed Daddy White's cheek, and smiled happily.

Bai Tingzhi was afraid of seeing any inappropriate pictures for children, so he walked back to his room, in fact, he just chose a place that his parents liked, his father liked fishing, and his mother liked sunbathing, and he really didn't have many ideas.

A few days later, the Bai family couple came to the beach with their son, there are many people on the beach, girls of all ages, wearing bikinis of all colors, for the young man who has just fallen in love, he feels that it is a great benefit, but Bai Tingzhi is unmoved, he doesn't know what is wrong with him, when the boys in the class secretly watch pornography in the toilet, he is not interested, and now he has never been hard because of watching pornography, if he hadn't been yijing, I have to ask my physiology teacher if there is something wrong with me.

Bai Tingzhi sat under the parasol, drinking coconut water, watching his parents playing beach volleyball, in fact, sometimes he felt that the atmosphere between his parents really couldn't blend in, just like now, his parents were playing volleyball happily, and he didn't ask if he wanted to join.

After another period of time, the Bai family and his wife were tired, and when they came back, they saw their son sitting quietly on the recliner, and Dad Bai played: "Why don't you play with us, go play, don't you like the beach, go swimming, a few beautiful sisters over there are also playing, ask them if they will take you." ”

Bai Tingzhi put on his swimming goggles and went swimming, and when he came back, he found that only Bai's mother was lying on the deck chair, and Bai's father was not there, thinking that he had gone fishing.

asked Bai's mother, and when she was confirmed, she had nothing to say, he always felt that there was less intimacy between him and his mother, as if Bai's mother only had his father in her eyes, and his homework was all Bai's father's concern, and Bai's mother almost never intervened, but he was a boy, and there were indeed some things better to talk to his father.

"I'm going to see Daddy." After speaking, Mother Bai closed her eyes and waved her hand, and Bai Tingzhi got up and left.

The sky by the sea is changing, I don't know what it is, the sky that was still sunny has become cloudy, and the white pavilion blown by the sea breeze can't straighten his waist, and he can't move his legs, so he can only look for the figure of Bai Dad with difficulty.

Bai Tingzhi from a distance saw Daddy Bai, Daddy Bai was packing up his fishing gear, Daddy Bai was standing on the edge of the deck of the boat, Bai Tingzhi was very happy and just about to call Daddy Bai, he saw Daddy Bai being blown by a strong sea breeze and falling off the deck, Bai Tingzhi looked at this scene with his mouth open, maintaining the posture of calling Daddy, and was stunned in place.

After coming back to his senses, Bai Tingzhi hurriedly went against the wind to see how his father was, he comforted himself, the deck of this ship was only two stories high to the sea, it was okay, Dad must be fine, but the sea water seemed to be irritated by something, and the sound of slapping on the reef seemed to break the reef, and even Bai Tingzhi felt that the sea water seemed to be boiling, and the splash on the reef next to him splashed on his face, and his face hurt, as if he had been hit by hot oil, and the panic and anxiety in Bai Ting's heart made him climb to the edge of the deck with difficulty, I don't know if it was the sea water or tears that made his eyes dry and sore, but Bai Tingzhi's eyes were still wide, and the angry waves were like a lion with a big mouth and a grinning mouth, waiting for his food to take the initiative to put into his mouth.

The sea breeze is getting stronger and stronger, this is a reverse wind that blows Bai Tingzhi to the deck, half of his body leans out of the deck, Bai Tingzhi looked at the surging waves below, and his heart was empty, at this time, the howling sea breeze, the waves, the sorrowful roar of the rocking boat, all kinds of sounds passed through the eardrum and entered the brain, and he cried uncontrollably, the tears on his face were hot as if he was going to burn through his face, and his body was indeed cold and biting.

Bai Tingzhi only cared about himself and cried, his body went in and out of the deck with the sea breeze, and then a strong force pulled himself up to the deck, until he was dragged into the cabin before he was pulled up from the ground, the man shook his body, slapped his face, he looked at the man's uniform, his eyes moved, and he grabbed the man's sleeve. His eyes widened, and he stammered: "My dad, my dad, he, he blew down, on the deck, he's fine, right, he's so short, you save him, just him!" The voice was like the call of a male duck, and his lips twitched.

Seeing that the crew member frowned helplessly, wanting to open his mouth to say something, Bai Tingzhi immediately shouted: "Why are you still stunned, aren't you rescuers, go and save it!" Go ahead! ”

As he spoke, he pushed the crew out of the cabin, and his voice changed from a raging roar to a sobbing pleading.

"Quick...... Hurry up...... Ask for ...... I beg you...... If he's okay or not, beg ...... Please......"

When he saw Bai's mother again, Bai Tingzhi had already calmed down, and he was very afraid to see his mother and see her sad expression.

He was thinking about how to tell Mother Bai everything, when Mother Bai ran over, glanced at him, and began to scan the surroundings with her eyes, and did not put her eyes back on her son.

Bai Tingzhi opened his mouth and said, "Mom, Dad, he'...... He...... Fell off the boat. ”

After saying that, he whimpered again, clenched his hands into fists against his mouth, and snot and tears flowed all over his fists.

Mother Bai's eyes widened, grabbed her son's hair and forced her son to raise his head, glaring at her son like an enemy, Bai Tingzhi was frightened by his mother's expression, how could the gentle mother of Aigen's father and coquettish mother show such a vicious expression.

"What are you talking about, how is it possible, you dead child, you are really unfilial, you actually cursed your father, I tell you, even if you die, you will not die, understand!" Then the two hands grabbed and grabbed at Bai Tingzhi. The leg also keeps kicking.

"Let you curse our family!"

"Slut, how could Lao Bai fall off the boat."

"Slut, let you lie!"

"Do you hear me? Lao Bai is fine! ”

……

"Let you curse our family!"

……

"Slut! You're going to die! ”

Bai Tingzhi's hair was swept off the ground, his face, shoulders and back were scratched with blood, and his right calf bone was already bruised, but he didn't seem to feel pain, and his heart was only full of fear and self-blame.

Although he didn't do anything wrong, he kept subconsciously muttering that I'm sorry, it's not good for me......

Bai's father died, the body was not found, and Bai's mother stopped going to work every day, Bai Tingzhi began to learn to do housework, cook, and all kinds of trivial chores at home.

It's been three months since Bai's father died, and Bai's mother didn't say a word to him. On this day, Bai Tingzhi knocked on the door of his parents' bedroom after cooking and asked Bai's mother to eat, Bai's mother has been holding the wedding photo for three months, and Bai Tingzhi cleaned up the housework, and Bai's mother never let him touch her room.

Mother Bai came out of the room and ate silently at the table, without looking at Bai Tingzhi.

But this time, after eating, Mother Bai spoke

"You mentioned it to the beach."

In a calm tone, he went back to his room.

Bai Tingzhi knew that his mother was blaming him, but it was not his fault, he felt uncomfortable, but he still had to live, he had persuaded his mother many times in the past three months, and he had dreamed of the scene of that day many times, and then woke up, and he also blamed himself at first. On the day of his father's funeral, he knelt for a day and a night, and heard his mother sneer before fainting.

He promised to take care of his mother at his father's grave.

From that day on, no matter how many times he woke up from his dreams, he told himself that "you can't be crazy, you have to take care of your mother"

Later, he got used to saying three times before going to bed, "Don't be crazy, you have to take care of your mother"

When I woke up, I said three times, "You can't be crazy, you have to take care of your mother"

After tidying up the dinner table, he began to do other things, because of his mother's condition, he felt that he had to take a year off from school, but he still had to learn some, even if it was to divert his attention.

At night, after turning off the lights, Bai Tingzhi thought of his mother's words today, and couldn't sleep, so he silently recited in his heart:

"You can't be crazy, you have to take care of your mother"

"You can't be crazy, you have to take care of your mother"

"You can't be crazy, you have to take care of your mother"

But he heard that the door of his room was opened, and there were only two people in the house, he and his mother, naturally his mother.

He couldn't help but wonder if his mother cared about me, but he couldn't let go of it in his heart, thinking of this, his heart warmed, closed his eyes to control the tears from dripping, and quietly enjoyed the care that this mother would bring, maybe it was to tuck the quilt for himself, maybe it was to shake his hand, or maybe it was to touch the scabbed scar on his face, anything was good, Bai Tingzhi felt that his whole body was warm.

He felt one side of the bed suddenly collapse, and before he could react, a sharp knife pierced deeply into his chest, and immediately coughed up a mouthful of rust-smelling liquid from his mouth, Bai Tingzhi pushed his mother away, covered the wound, stumbled to the phone, and dialed 112.

The woman's shrill voice in the room grinned

"Haha...... Giggle......"

"You hurt him, you said you went to see the sea, you went to find him, you killed him."

"You're damned! You're damned! ”

The high-pitched female voice looks like a demon from hell.

"Broom Star, damn it, damn it......"

There was the sound of a quilt being pierced by a blade in the room.

"I'm going to dismantle you in eight pieces, and you can't find his body, and you can't have a whole body! Damn ......"

One by one, it seemed as if he was really stabbing himself, as if every time there was a pop in the room, more blood gushed out of his chest.

I don't know if my tears have dried up before, but I feel that with the sound of the blade falling, my heart is getting lighter and lighter, and my sense of depression is getting less and less.

Then the ambulance came, and the dust settled.

Bai's mother was judged to be mentally abnormal and admitted to a psychiatric hospital. Bai Tingzhi canceled his suspension.

From that day on, Bai Tingzhi's words before going to bed and after waking up became "my own commitment to take care of her"

Later, Bai Tingzhi was successfully admitted to university, majoring in finance, and founded his own company after graduation.

He made a lot of money, and he invested all the money in the treatment and raising Bai's mother, and Bai's mother's attending doctor was very puzzled, because Bai Tingzhi has always used the best medicine, the people he takes care of are the best, and the food is the best, but he never goes to see Bai's mother, and he never cares about Bai's mother's condition.

When Bai Tingzhi was 30 years old, Bai's mother said that Bai's father finally gave her a dream, and then committed suicide.

Not long after Bai's mother died, when Bai Tingzhi was inspecting the construction site, a brick fell from the upper floor, and he subconsciously closed his eyes.

These two selfish people, do you want to take me with you when you die, you reunite, what do you want me to do with this light bulb, I don't owe you anything, you two selfish ghosts, don't want to take me away.

One of the White Pavilions opened his eyes and found that he was not dead.