Chapter 195: What was the original intention, I never forgot it

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Ning Xiang's voice was low and soft, and she still asked him stubbornly; "If it's true, will you blame me?"

Liang Bozhao looked at her face and said; "You are young, and it is human nature to be deceived by others, and since it is human nature, how can I blame you?"

Ning Xiang couldn't tell what it tasted like in her heart, she just said; "That's the prime minister.... Will you give me and leave the book? ”

Liang Bozhao clenched her hand and smiled faintly; "Don't think about it, it's just a dream."

His voice was low and gentle, gradually pulling Ning Xiang's heart together. She lowered her cheeks, hid her face in Liang Bozhao's arms, and let him hold her waist tightly.

"Xianggong." Ning Xiang's face was soft, she suppressed the sadness in her heart, and spoke to Liang Bozhao again; "The matter of the jade concubine, I don't blame you, you are the emperor.... It's also a man, I'm just afraid, I'm afraid that there will be more and more women in the harem, and with the jade concubine, you will also have the pearl concubine, the treasure concubine, and the treasure concubine..... One day, you'll forget me for their sake...."

Ning Xiang said, the tip of his nose was slowly sour, although he knew that he was no longer the farmer in Luokou Village, with three thousand beauties in the harem, and beauties like clouds, it was the most common for the emperor, but as long as he thought about it, the husband who was single-minded and only had his own husband in his eyes at the beginning, gradually, there would be other women in his eyes, and even, the position in his heart would not be left to himself. Although I persuaded myself to accept it several times, I was still so sad every time I thought about it. What's even more sad is that she can't do anything.

Even if he is fierce and vicious like Zhang's, there is no way to stop Zhang Gongzi from taking a concubine. Even if he is graceful and luxurious, dignified as the queen mother of the previous dynasty, there is no way to let the emperor have no concubines in the six palaces and be favored by himself. Even if they are married and love each other like their own brothers and sisters-in-law, Tian still has no way to let her husband only guard her as a woman.

In this world, how can she do what all women can't do?

What's more, her man is the emperor. is an emperor who is even the heir of the country, and the country.

Thinking about it carefully, when he first entered Zhang's mansion in his previous life, Zhang Gongzi didn't treat her like a pearl and hold her in the palm of his hand for almost a long time, even Zhang's family was in the way of Zhang Gongzi's mind and did not embarrass her. Gradually, the number of women in the house is increasing day by day, ring fat and thin, purple and red, she has long been an inconspicuous yellow flower of yesterday, and she has been left behind by men.

She thought that Liang Bozhao would never treat herself like this, and those show girls in Yuxiu Palace were just decorations in the harem as Yongning said, but when she learned that Liang Bozhao was fortunate to be a concubine, her heart was still cold, and men were still the same in the end.

He will be fortunate to be a concubine today, and he will be fortunate to others tomorrow, and in the end, he will be like Zhang Gongzi, lingering in the flowers and forgetting himself completely.

The difference is that after being left behind by Zhang Gongzi, she didn't feel so sad, it was because she ate the bitter fruit, and she only regretted and felt guilty in her heart. But now, if she is left behind by Liang Bozhao, as long as you think of it, it is the pain of devouring souls and bones, those sweet and warm pasts, but when you think about it at this time, it is like arsenic, eating away at her little by little, she lives again, it is for Liang Bozhao, if their ending is like herself and Zhang Gongzi in her previous life, what does it mean for her to live?

Liang Bozhao's eyebrows furrowed slightly, he never thought that Ning Xiang would think like this, he moved his lips, and was about to speak, but Ning Xiang had already raised his little hand and blocked his mouth; "Xianggong, you listen to me, okay?"

Liang Bozhao's eyes were deep, he held her hand and only spit out two words; "You say."

"That day, Concubine Yuan came to me and persuaded me not to take Jiu'er out of the palace, I wanted to stay and go to the Yuanyi Palace to find you, but later.... When I heard about the jade concubine, I was very sad, and I felt that my heart was dead. I didn't mean to take Jiu'er to Langyuan, I just thought, instead of letting Xianggong forget me later, then let me forget Xianggong first, like this.... Maybe my heart doesn't hurt anymore. You can take good care of Jiu'er when she grows up. ”

Ning Xiang's voice was soft, her eyes were flashing, she didn't look at Liang Bozhao's eyes, she only took care of herself, and told all the words in her heart; "I originally only wanted to take Jiu'er to live in Langyuan, but my mother and sister-in-law didn't want to keep me, and I was afraid... After staying in Langyuan for a long time, when Xianggong has other children, he will forget Jiu'er. I took the child back to the palace, thinking that I would live like this, until that day, the prime minister gave me the edict of the queen, and the paper and the letter of departure. ”

Ning Xiang said this, her eyelashes trembled slightly, her snow-white face, and her eyebrows were full of sadness and sourness, piercing Liang Bozhao's heart.

"Why don't you ever say these things to me?" Liang Bozhao clenched her soft, and his voice was hoarse and low. What kind of loneliness and heartache can make her say the sentence "Instead of letting Xianggong forget me later, let me forget Xianggong first." ”

Ning Xiang shook her head, "You have been busy with state affairs, I want to go to you, I am afraid that you will not see me, and I am afraid of disturbing you, every time you ask someone to pick up Jiu'er, I will stand in front of the perfume pavilion, and I look forward to it, will you.... Someone will pick me up with you. ”

Liang Bozhao looked at her sad and weak face, only stretched out his arm to hold her in his arms, and after a long time, he spoke with difficulty and said a word; "Xiang'er, it's all my fault."

Ning Xiang leaned on the crook of his arm, forced her tears back, and said softly; "Xianggong, I know that I have no ability, and I never thought of being a queen. I don't have to let go of glory and wealth, I have to go to the people to be a village woman, but I understand that I can't be a queen, I can only be a good village woman, I can't do anything, I will only wash clothes for my men, and make three meals a day for my children, but now you and Jiu'er, you don't need me to do this at all, in the entire palace, I am the most useless person. Sometimes, I even feel that I might as well die if I live like this..."

Liang Bozhao's body shook, his heart sank, he hugged Ning Xiang tightly, eager to rub her into his own blood.

He desperately won the world, wanting to give her the status and glory that is difficult for women in the world, and wanting to give her the glory and wealth of the sky, even if he knew that what she wanted was not these, even if he knew that she was not suitable for that position, he still did not hesitate, just thought that she would like it one day and would understand. But he never thought that he thought he was good for her, and he would force her into such a situation.

His incense, after all, can't turn into a phoenix, soaring with him for nine days, she is after all.... It's still the same lark.

Even with all his wings, he still couldn't keep up with his larks.

If he had been the eagle, he would one day leave the lark behind and forget it completely.

If so, it is he who retracts his wings and accompanies the lark, never to soar.

Liang Bozhao's face was dark, and the light under his eyes was also dim, he didn't say anything, holding Ning Xiang's shoulder with one hand, but the other hand was involuntarily clenched, and the bone joints vibrated slightly, creaking.

Ning Xiang said all the words in her heart, but she couldn't say how relieved, she pulled out of Liang Bozhao's arms, looked at her husband in front of her, her eyes were full of tenderness and attachment, she gently held Liang Bozhao's clenched big hand, and said softly; "Xianggong, when I say all the words, my heart will be better. I had already thought it out on the way here, if this time, the minister didn't want me, I didn't want to live. If the prime minister still wants me, I will follow you well, and I will never think about other things. ”

Liang Bozhao didn't say anything for a long time.

Ning Xiang's eyes floated with a hint of unease, and just as she wanted to ask, she saw Liang Bozhao looking at her and said; "Xiang'er, what is the original intention, I have never forgotten."

Ning Xiang looked puzzled, as if she didn't understand the meaning of Liang Bozhao's words, Liang Bozhao hooked his lips and held her in his arms, Ning Xiang looked at him and asked in a low voice; "Xianggong, what are you laughing at?"

Liang Bozhao shook his head, his voice was low, revealing a faint helplessness, and unspeakable desolation, "It's nothing, laugh at God, and laugh at myself." ”

Ning Xiang didn't understand, and Liang Bozhao didn't want her to understand, he stroked Ning Xiang's fair and beautiful earlobe, "When the battle is over, let's go back to Beijing together." ”

Ning Xiang nodded, thinking of Jiu'er, who was far away in Beijing, and was born with endless concern, "Xianggong, how long will this battle take?" ”

Liang Bozhao knew that she missed her daughter, originally, he just wanted to return to Beijing after quelling the rebellion, but now his mind has changed, and he has to stay for a while to eradicate all the barbarians in southern Xinjiang.

"The barbarians in southern Xinjiang are powerless to attack, and the world is peaceful."

The man's voice was deep and powerful, full of power and determination.

Jingshi, Imperial Palace, Lotus Fragrance Palace.

"Princess, news has just come from the Jade Ming Palace, and the Jade Concubine is afraid that she is going to give birth." Yuezhu hurriedly stepped forward and whispered in Yongning's ear.

Yongning's eyes moved, and he said in a low voice; "The Queen Mother, what's going on?"

"The Queen Mother has been staying in the Jade Concubine Palace for the past few days, personally sitting in the town, waiting for the Jade Concubine to give birth, until the Jade Concubine is in pain, the Queen Mother left the Jade Tea Palace, and went to the Fahua Hall to pray for the mother and son of the Jade Concubine."

Yongning's eyes were slightly gloomy, and he only nodded and said to Yuezhu; "Let's go, it's time for us to keep watch."

Yuezhu leaned over lightly and walked in the direction of Yongning's Jade Tea Palace.

Before stepping into the gate of the Jade Tea Palace, the screams of the Jade Concubine had already come out of the apse, and when they heard it, it only seemed extraordinarily infiltrating.

Yongning's face was as usual, and he walked straight towards the apse.

When I entered the apse, I had never approached the delivery room, and I was greeted by a bloody breath.

When the imperial physicians guarding outside the hall saw Yongning, they all bowed down and saluted, and Yongning's voice was clear, so that everyone was exempt.

"How's the Jade Concubine?"

"If you go back to Niangniang, the jade concubine is young and has a good foundation, and she will definitely be able to give birth to the prince safely."

Yongning nodded, took a step, and saw walking towards the delivery room.

"Princess...."Yuezhu called her.